Chapter 413: Living in a Fantasy World
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I drank two cans of beer, and at this time Chen Yazhi brought another dozen, put it on the table, and said, "Why don't we play a game?" ”
"What game?"
"What game do you like to play?"
"I'm fine, it's just that I haven't played a drinking game in a long time."
"I have a table game here, the kind of turntable, would you like to try it?"
"It's just going to do what you do, right?"
"yes, but it's not particularly exciting, it seems to be relatively ordinary."
"What's your option?"
"Pour wine, drink a glass, drink half a glass, take a sip, turn nine times, let the other person drink a glass, let the other person turn nine times, and so on."
"It's not fun, it's better to have fun."
"What's simple?"
"Big talk, it's the easiest, and I haven't played it in a long time, and now I really want to play it."
"Let's talk about it."
Chen Yazhi is not a master of games, and she probably doesn't lie often, so she can't play this kind of game at all, and then it directly became Chen Yazhi who keeps drinking alone, and I almost never lose.
After playing for a while, Chen Yazhi was almost drunk, so she suddenly said to me: "No, you can't play with this, if you drink it again, I guess I'll fall asleep again." ”
"Do you have any good proposals?"
"Why don't you tell me your story, Fang Yuan, in fact, I've always wanted to know your experience."
"It's all sad things, and I don't want to mention it myself, so it's better not to."
"Do you have a girlfriend?"
"There were, and there were many."
"And now? Do you still have a girlfriend by your side? ”
"Not yet, but I don't need a girlfriend either."
"Why?"
"Because I have a wife and children, but I am temporarily separated from my wife and children."
"Huh? You say you're married? ”
"Married, to be exact."
"Divorced?"
"Divorce, to be exact."
"Because of what?"
"Money, a lot of money, and then I made a mistake, a big mistake."
"Haven't you thought about finding another one?"
"I've been waiting for my wife, and I know that if she gives me a chance, I can get back together with her."
"Then you're not going to call your wife?"
"Her phone changed numbers."
"What about you? Has your phone changed numbers? ”
"No, I didn't change my number."
"Why didn't your wife know to contact you? If your mobile phone hasn't changed its number, hasn't your wife called you if she really still has you in her heart? ”
I was suddenly stunned, I had never considered this question, but if Zhang Ailing was really willing to give me a chance, why didn't she even call me once?
Chen Yazhi is not wrong at all, my mobile phone has never changed the number at all, for so long, if Zhang Ailing really misses me, she should at least call me, even if it is a text message to me, it is reasonable, but since we have been separated for so long, I have never received a text message or phone call from Zhang Ailing.
When I thought of this, I frantically drank three cans of beer in a row, dropped five hundred dollars, and rushed straight out.
Chen Yazhi probably didn't expect me to leave so suddenly, so when she chased it out, I had already run far away.
It turns out that I have been deceiving myself all the time, I have always put all the blame on Wang Hongming, I always thought that Zhang Ailing was deceived in a moment, but now it seems that it is just me who is amorous.
If Zhang Ailing really wanted to save this marriage, she had the opportunity to talk to me well before she went to Australia, but she didn't give me a chance at all.
It's been so long, no matter where Zhang Ailing is now, no matter whether she has changed her mobile phone number, but my mobile phone number has never changed, if Zhang Ailing wants to find me, it should be a very simple thing, but she hasn't looked for me at all, not once.
Even now, I still want to take revenge on Wang Hongming, I am simply ridiculous, and I am also very sad.
Since Zhang Ailing no longer contacts me, why am I still not giving up on her?
Since Zhang Ailing doesn't care about this marriage, why should I wait for the opportunity to get back together?
With that in mind, I went home, took a lot of sleeping pills, and got ready to sleep soundly.
I didn't have suicidal thoughts, but because I was angry, I grabbed a handful of sleeping pills and swallowed them, and I chewed the sleeping pills in my mouth, feeling the bitter taste, which actually made my heart feel a lot better.
I drank alcohol and took a lot of sleeping pills, so I lay down in bed and soon fell asleep.
I fell into a deep sleep for a long time, and I don't know when I woke up.
It seems that sleeping pills are not so powerful, at least if I commit suicide with sleeping pills, the amount of drugs is estimated to be doubled and doubled.
I got up and washed my face, and then I felt some stomach pain, probably because I hadn't eaten for a long time, and I was a little hungry.
When I walked out of the room, I realized that it was already night outside, and I had slept all day.
Thinking that I left alone last night and didn't say hello to Chen Yazhi, I was still a little embarrassed now.
So I went to the café and ordered a set menu.
After eating the set meal and paying the bill, Chen Yazhi came out and said to me: "Go outside, I have something to tell you." ”
Chen Yazhi and I walked out and walked until we reached the archway in Hubei Village before stopping.
Chen Yazhi said: "Opposite is the park, do you want to go to the park to sit?" ”
"It's good here, if you have something to say, let's say it here."
"What happened to you yesterday? Angry? Or am I wrong about something? ”
"Chen Yazhi, I'm sorry, I was a little impulsive yesterday, so I left without saying hello to you."
"Hey, you didn't need that much money yesterday, why did you give so much money?"
"I'll treat you to a drink later."
"Fang Yuan, I've known you during this time, in fact, I really want to say thank you to you."
"What do you want to tell me, thank you? I didn't do anything to help you. ”
"The café has changed hands, and in a few days a new owner will take over."
"Huh? Business is good now, why do you want to transfer? ”
"When business is bad, I feel tired, tired; Now that business is good, I still feel tired, physically tired. Someone offered a good price that would keep me from losing money, so I accepted. ”
"What are your plans for the future?"
"I don't know, maybe I'll go to Shanghai."
"Go find your boyfriend?"
"Definitely not, now that he has a new girlfriend, and I know that person, why bother to be bored?"
"In that case, why go to Shanghai?"
"I don't want to stay in Shencheng anymore, I really don't have any friends here, and I have a lot of classmates in Shanghai who used to have a good relationship, so I really want to go over and be with them."
"Bless you and hope you can find a new job soon and start a new life."
"Fang Yuan, what about you? Are you going to wait like this? ”
"No, what you said last night was very right, and I also thought it through, maybe I haven't accepted reality all along, and I'm still living in my own fantasy world. Now I'm going to seriously think about the realities, so I don't know where tomorrow will be. ”
"Actually, do you know that you have a very special temperament in you?"
"Really? Let's hear it, what temperament? ”