As if he had been poked by something, Chen Tu's body stiffened suddenly, and the softness and burning just now seemed to be extinguished in an instant. His hand that was originally groping feverishly stopped on my back, not only did it bring me a trace of warm leaning, but like an ice cube, those coldness soaked into my heart, and I opened my half-squinted eyes, only to see Chen Tu's eyes inside, interpreting the undercurrent that I couldn't figure out.

With a sigh in my heart, I forced myself to hold on and asked softly, "Chen Tu, what's wrong with you?" ”

As if I was forcibly dragged back to his senses, Chen Tu's hand moved again, he seemed to desperately want to continue the atmosphere that had just been dispersed by me, he came over, kissed me more crazily, biting my earlobe, and he said vaguely: "If you want a child, let's make plans later." ”

The deeper the kiss, Chen Tu tore open the red bag with the condom in a blur, and he quickly put the small piece of film that could prevent me from getting pregnant on his body, but my heart, as if someone had tied a big stone, kept sinking.

Chen Tu What does he mean is that he doesn't want children yet? Didn't we communicate before, and when Liang Jianfang's matter is over, we can start having children?

But why did I propose to have a child at this moment, Chen Tu's reaction seemed so weird?

The excitement that had just accumulated was like being packed in a leaky balloon, drifting out, and by the end, my body was completely cold.

Gently pushing Chen Tu, who wanted to continue his movements, I said in a trembling voice: "Chen Tu, you stop first." ”

I clearly saw Chen Tu's eyes, those desires... The fire of hope became weaker and weaker, and his hand on my body was not as warm as before, but he didn't know why, but he still hugged me, biting my ear and saying, "I can't stop, Wu Yi, can I talk about other things later?" ”

Staring at Chen Tu's eyes, at this inopportune moment, I took my stubbornness to the extreme: "It's not good, Chen Tu, you stop first." ”

Somewhat reluctant, Chen Tu finally compromised, but he did not let go of me, but hugged me with his arms, dragged the quilt over us, and lay on the bed.

The wheezing was still heavy, and Chen Tu moved several times, constantly buttoning my body to his body.

But I was already completely interested, I subconsciously moved a little in the direction away from Chen Tu, I opened my mouth again, and my voice was not too calm: "Chen Tu, why can't we have children yet?" I want a child of my own, is it that hard? What else do I need to plan? How much more time do I need to plan? Are we unable to raise it or what? Chen Tu, I really want to be a mother, I told you, and you promised me, let me give you time, I gave you time, I gave. Now Liang Jianfang can't afford to make even a wave, why can't we have a child, why do we have a child, this is the most normal thing for the two of us who have a legal marriage, but what else do we have to do so-called plans? Shouldn't getting married and having children be the most normal thing, and what else do you need to plan! Chen Tu, do you not want children, or at all, do you not want to have children with me? ”

In the face of my sudden small outburst, Chen Tu was silent for nearly a minute before he slowly stretched out his hand, scooped me up, and hugged me back into his arms.

Pressing my face on his chest, Chen Tu's fingers ran from the roots of my hair to the ends of my hair, repeating it several times, and he said slowly: "Wu Yi, we have been too tired lately, and we are not in good shape. Pregnancy in such circumstances is not in line with the principle of eugenics. Don't get too excited, be good. ”

I have a very strong feeling in my heart that Chen Tu's response is like a perfunctory attempt to cover up something, but I can't argue with it.

Exhausted, I lay there, and the hot breath I exhaled swirled around Chen Tu's chest and hit my face again, bringing me more and more confusion and uneasiness.

Raising my face, I stared at Chen Tu's chin and said, "Then when can we have a baby?" ”

The hand that was holding my hair seemed to be a lot harder, and Chen Tu quickly said, "Let's talk about it later." ”

I opened my mouth and wanted to speak, Chen Tu patted my head: "I don't know why, I'm a little tired, why don't we sleep." ”

After adjusting my posture again, Chen Tu seemed to want me to sleep more comfortably, but I don't know why, I just didn't want to appreciate it. Quietly descending from his chest, I fumbled through the coverer and dragged my clothes back onto my body, one by one.

After dressing, I moved my body, fixed myself at a distance of ten centimeters from Chen Tu, turned my back to Chen Tu, and curled up my body like a boiled shrimp.

After a few minutes, Chen Tu gently patted my arm with his hand: "Wu Yi? ”

I didn't move: "Since you're tired, let's sleep." ”

Chen Tu's hand stiffened, and after more than ten seconds, he slapped it again: "Turn your face around, okay?" ”

This time, I didn't want to say a word.

I'm waiting, I'm waiting for him to give me the truest answer in his heart, why doesn't he want the child's truest answer.

As for why I didn't take the initiative to ask, why didn't I force him to hand over an answer, it was because I felt that he was an adult, he had his own position of consideration, and he took the initiative to say, then I listened carefully, he really didn't want to say, then I took it safely.

The twisted melon is not sweet, and I don't want to use persecution to pry his mouth open.

But God knows, even if my breathing is so steady that it seems like nothing happened, in fact, I would like him to be like I was at the beginning, and he can say a lot of things and things very openly, without much concealment and cover-up.

However, I ended up disappointed.

After I was silent for a while, Chen Tu took his hand back, he got up and walked towards the bathroom, and after a while he came out, turned off the light with a "click", and he pulled half of the quilt and covered himself.

In the dark, the concept of time seemed a little blurry to me. I don't know how long it took, but when my brain was still very clear and I didn't feel the slightest bit of sleep, Chen Tu's snoring came to my ears.

He didn't actually have a habit of snoring, and his snoring was very light and even, but I don't know if it was auditory hallucinations, I always felt that these sounds were like thunder, blowing up a crater.

There was a slight damp surge in my eyes, and I finally opened my eyes, staring at the shallow reflective ceilings in the dark, tossing and turning in a daze, not knowing what time it was in the morning, and then slowly falling into my dream.

When I woke up the next day, the other side of the bed was empty, except for the pale sheet with a vague mark on it.

Top-heavy, I staggered out of my bedroom, and as soon as I reached the hall, I heard the muffled sound of a spatula colliding.

I was standing in the hall in a trance, Chen Tu came out with an apron, and he said to me casually: "Breakfast is almost ready, go wash up." ”

I didn't respond, he said again: "Good girl." ”

Then he turned around and went back into the kitchen.

I was stunned and stunned.

It was as if last night, before going to bed, we had a disagreement that never existed.

And I, thinking about it at this moment, it seems that there is nothing wrong with him, there is nothing wrong with me, the only thing that is wrong is that I suddenly can't keep up with his channel, or he can't keep up with my footsteps.

It's nothing. Anyway, the future is long, and the matter of having children in the future will be put on the agenda anyway. I can still be a mother anyway, don't worry. I can't be too hypocritical, because of this trivial matter to quarrel with Chen Tu, isn't it.

I comforted myself like this, and after washing up, I took the initiative to come forward and grab the bowl and chopsticks.

But throughout the breakfast process, Chen Tu seemed to be thoughtful, his mind didn't know where it was, he kept wandering, and he didn't even notice that the jam had fallen on the table.

I really couldn't stand it, so I reminded it: "Eh, Chen Tu, the jam has fallen." ”

As if he had been stung by something, Chen Tu was obviously startled, he quickly returned to normal, wiping it with a tissue, and said to me: "It's okay." ”

I said quickly: "What are you thinking, so engrossed." ”

With a calm face, Chen Tu repeated succinctly: "It's okay." ”

It was a little boring to myself, so I didn't speak anymore, and desperately stuffed bread and eggs into my mouth.

While I was putting on makeup, Chen Tu's mobile phone rang, and he turned around and went to the study.

When I was applying lipstick, Chen Tu appeared on the dresser, and he apologized: "Wu Yi, there is a matter over there that needs me to go over and deal with it, I can't go back to Youman with you..."

I quickly picked up his words: "It's okay, I can drive back by myself." ”

With his hand on the back of my head and sending my face to him, Chen Tu quickly rubbed a dragonfly on my forehead and said, "Stay safe, drive slowly." ”

In order to ease the atmosphere, I pretended to be playful: "I know, Mr. Chen, you go and get busy with you." ”

Laughing, Chen Tu scratched my nose: "Naughty." I'm leaving. ”

I nodded and looked at Chen Tu, who walked farther and farther away, and soon disappeared from my sight.

Inexplicably, I suddenly became fond of sighing, and inadvertently, I sighed lightly again.

Feeling down to such an indescribable degree, I returned to Youman.

Different from the lifeless a period ago, after Chen Tu successfully brought the stock price of Youman back to life with the help of the development project of Zhanjiang Nansan Resort, Youman showed greater vitality than before, it seems that all the people on the job have found a reason to work hard, and the hot atmosphere makes me see my blood boiling.

However, I soon thought about a balloon that had deflated.

In Youman, the excitement is always someone else's, and the loneliness finally belongs to me.

Laughing self-deprecatingly, he returned to his office.

However, I don't know why, I suddenly no longer want to be an idle moldy, just waiting for a staff member to come to me with some painless documents to sign, so I opened the list of projects on the computer, randomly pulled out one of them, began to build a document, and wrote a promotion plan just for myself to pass the time.

Although I dropped out of writing for a while, my foundation is still there, the more I write, the smoother I write, and I also find a long-lost sense of existence in this constant keystroke, so I work harder, I don't know how much time has passed.

At this moment, with a knock on the door, Xiaoou passed through the door: "Mr. Wu, Mr. Chen wants to invite you over." ”

Mr. Chen?

Just before I went out, Chen Tu told me that he was going to roam the world, so the Mr. Chen that Xiaoou said should be Chen Zheng, right?

What can Chen Zheng do with me?

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