Chapter 158: True Feelings Flow
Originally, my plan was not to believe what my girlfriend said, no matter what she said, I would not believe it, after all, the condom broke when the two of us did that kind of thing, and the probability of this kind of thing happening is really too low.
It's nowhere near as good as the fact that she got pregnant with a child because she messed around with other men, so I really don't want to believe my girlfriend's words.
The specific reason is because she didn't tell me at the first time, but when I saw my girlfriend's pitiful appearance and her sincere expression, my heart was also touched by her words.
And I suddenly thought that what she said was really reasonable, indeed, we have also met friends around us before, and we swore to love during college, but when it came to an unexpected pregnancy, the boy didn't want to be responsible, which eventually led to a breakup, this kind of thing abounds, and it's not that it won't happen.
So the worry that my girlfriend said is indeed understandable, but we have been together for more than a year, and I am sincere to her, she shouldn't have this kind of worry? Do I really want to be with her?
So I frowned all of a sudden, and then I looked at my girlfriend and asked softly, "Xiaohui, do you not believe me like that?" We have been in love for more than a year, what do I do to you, you should know in your heart, although I have not worked in the house we rented for more than a year, but I cook and do housework every day, I came, if it is really my child, how can I not want it? Even if I get pregnant unexpectedly and we are not married, I will keep this child and propose to your family immediately. ”
I was a little angry and said to my girlfriend, what I said was true, after all, since I fell in love with Ni Huizhen from the beginning, I always had only one idea in my heart, that is, to marry her, so even if I am unexpectedly pregnant, I will not want this child, I will definitely marry her.
But after I finished speaking, my girlfriend looked at me a little anxiously at this time and said: "But I'm really not sure, this is a child after all, such a big thing, I don't know how to tell you, I don't know if you will keep this child after I say it, I am the mother of this child, I really want to keep her, but I don't know what you think." ”
"And take 10,000 steps back and say, even if you really agree to keep this child, you want to propose marriage to my family, but will my family really agree? You don't have a house, you don't have a car, and you don't even have a stable job, so how can my family let me marry you? My parents were so old-fashioned that if they had known that I was pregnant before I got married, I would have been beaten to death by my father. ”
My girlfriend also said to me with a face full of grievances, and when I heard these words from my girlfriend, my heart suddenly jumped, as if the softest place had been touched.
I understood at once, sure enough, things were still too simple for me to think about, I only thought that I would be with Xiaohui, and I would be responsible, but I ignored the situation at Xiaohui's family.
Indeed, in terms of thinking about these things, Xiaohui is much more mature than I am, she has taken into account my working conditions, as well as hardware conditions, and now they are not mature, how can I marry Xiaohui?
Even if I have to wait for my conditions to be good, but Xiaohui is pregnant, and the child will grow up day by day, if the pregnancy is not married and the news leaks from the rural side of Xiaohui's family, then it won't be scolded by poking the backbone?
And Xiaohui's parents are patriarchal, and they are not good to Xiaohui, if they know that Xiaohui is pregnant, they will definitely be even more angry.
Therefore, Xiaohui's pregnancy, she really didn't want to tell me because she had considered so many aspects.
That is to say, the child that Xiaohui was pregnant with before is really likely to be mine, otherwise Xiaohui doesn't have to think about so many things at all.
Thinking of this, I was really sure that I had misunderstood Xiaohui, she had always been thinking about me, so she had always wanted to hide this child's affairs from me, she cared about me too much, so she thought about so many things.
Suddenly, a feeling of guilt welled up in my heart, she had already thought so much about me, but as a result, I not only didn't know gratitude, but also guessed randomly whether she had a child with someone else, I was so inhuman.
So I hurriedly hugged my girlfriend at this time, and then I said in my girlfriend's ear: "Xiaohui, I'm sorry, I know it's wrong, it's you who have thought so much about me for me, so you hide the child's affairs from me, but I'm still guessing you, I'm really sorry." ”
Saying that, I hugged my girlfriend tighter and tighter, because I really cared about her in my heart and didn't want to lose her.
When my girlfriend heard my words, she immediately sobbed softly, and then her hands also hugged my back and said softly: "It's okay, as long as you don't leave me again, I really don't want you to leave me, I really want to be with you, married and live, believe me." ”
My girlfriend said to me seriously, and I heard my girlfriend's words, and I believed her even more.
Actually, I didn't believe my girlfriend's explanation so easily, but I really didn't want her to leave me, and I didn't want to continue arguing with her, plus she explained it like this, and she was in a coma because she was in a hurry.
It shows that maybe it's because I misunderstood her that she was so anxious, which means that the child really could be mine, and my girlfriend also explained to me that the reason why she didn't tell me was that she thought about too many things.
I had guessed that my girlfriend's child belonged to someone else, but it was all my own imagination, and I had no evidence at all, it was all my own cranky thinking.
My girlfriend sobbed on my shoulder for a while, then walked away from my shoulder, looked at me and said seriously, "Honey, you're not going to be angry, are you?" Our first child committed suicide because I was depressed, so there was no more, you won't blame me, right? ”
I heard my girlfriend's words, I hurriedly waved my hand, and then said: "I won't blame you, how can I blame you, I am also responsible for this matter, and I am mainly responsible, if I didn't misunderstand you, I'm afraid you wouldn't have done such a thing." ”
My girlfriend looked at me and nodded, and then said: "I was pulled into the room by General Manager Chen that day, and he ordered me to rub his back, so I had to go, and I didn't know that he ordered it at first, so I didn't want to go in at first, but then I was forced into it by him, and I really didn't mean to." ”
I heard my girlfriend's words, I knew, she still had a grudge against what I saw in the cabinet that day, to be honest, I really had a grudge in my heart, after all, whoever saw his girlfriend do that kind of thing for other men, especially his own leader, I'm afraid he wouldn't accept it, right?
It was precisely because I saw my girlfriend being taken off her clothes by that Chen Tao that I was angry and wanted to stimulate my girlfriend by being with Ying Jinxuan, which eventually led to her suicide.
I sighed at this time, and then looked at my girlfriend seriously and said: "Xiaohui, I also know that it is your job, I was also too angry when I saw that situation, mainly because I care about you too much, so I want to get close to other women, so as to stimulate you, I also want you not to mind too much, between me and that Ying Jinxuan, it's just acting." ”
"Her name is Ying Jinxuan? Is it Mr. Chen's wife? My girlfriend looked at me with a frown and asked softly.
I heard my girlfriend's words, so I nodded, and then said: "Yes, you should have seen her that day, Chen Tao saw her like a mouse seeing a cat, and he didn't dare to make a sound at all." ”
When my girlfriend heard what I said, she nodded, and then said to me: "I don't see that she is a good person for a long time, and she deliberately made love to you in front of me, maybe she just wants to take revenge on me, right?" She thinks I'm making out with her husband, so she wants to get revenge on me, right? ”
I nodded, indeed, Ying Jinxuan also told me before, saying that she was deliberately with me because she was to take revenge on Ni Huizhen, and then she also took those photos and sent them to Xiaohui, and deliberately made love to me in front of Xiaohui.
"But those are all acting, I always only have you in my heart, don't worry," I said and gently rubbed my girlfriend's hand.
"Then you're not angry, are you? It's just that I saw me and Mr. Chen in bed, I was forced, I refused and struggled," my girlfriend may have seen that my face was more relaxed, and quickly asked me this question.
To be honest, I still remember the scene that day, my girlfriend was carried out of the bathroom by Mr. Chen, wearing a white bathrobe, and Mr. Chen took off most of her clothes, and even her legs were separated, and she almost went in.
If I hadn't come out in time, it wouldn't have necessarily been the result, although my girlfriend said that I was struggling at the time, but the strength of the struggle was very small, basically similar to not struggling, and I didn't know that I thought it was flirting.
But I can't say that my girlfriend's struggle is not strong enough, after all, she is just a little girl, Chen is always such a big fat person, even if his girlfriend struggles, she can't show much strength.
Thinking about it, I looked at my girlfriend and said, "Don't be angry, okay, I've been talking for so long, I'll go buy you breakfast, are you hungry?" ”
When my girlfriend heard me say that I wasn't angry, she quickly smiled and nodded, and I was going to go out.
At this time, my girlfriend's mobile phone rang, and after she glanced at the phone, she quickly hugged the phone and let the screen cover her, so that I couldn't see who was calling.
"My mom is calling, I'm afraid to hear your voice, you go buy breakfast first!" My girlfriend held her phone and looked at me and whispered.