Jin Yan completely fell asleep, his whole head was pillowed on my shoulder, I felt that my shoulders were getting heavier and number, but in order to let him sleep peacefully, I didn't dare to move.

I held the magazines I bought at the train station and read and read, but the train did not reach the end for a long time, and I only saw people constantly going up and down, down and up, and the car was always full, and there was no sign of a lack of people.

Yu Shu also fell asleep unconsciously leaning on someone else's luggage, and I could only see Jin Yan's overall hair and pointed chin sideways, and he let out a slight exhalation, as if he had fallen asleep. I wanted to carefully remove his head and let him rest on my lap, not wanting my movements to wake him up, but the movement he woke up was exaggerated.

He bounced up, then looked around vigilantly, and shouted, "I see which of you dares to touch me!" ”

I guess it's a nightmare...... I reacted and hurriedly said, "Xiaoyan, it's okay, we're on the train." ”

He opened his eyes and looked around, came back to his senses after a trance, looked at me in a daze and asked, "I fell asleep just now?" ”

I nodded, and he sat down next to me again, muttering depressedly, "I dreamed of being hunted down by many people, and I thought it was true." ”

"Huh? What else are you dreaming about? I couldn't help but ask.

He grabbed my hand violently and said to me in a frightened voice, "I dreamed that you were shot, and you were covered in blood, and you fell in front of me, and you still blocked the gun for me." ”

I smiled and I said, "Aren't you looking at me well?" ”

He nodded, looked at me very seriously, and asked me again, "Do you care about me as much as I did in my dreams?" ”

I instinctively wanted to answer "yes", but I wasn't sure, I felt that everything with him was like a dream, and my senses were blurred, and I didn't know why I was willing to wander with him at all costs, and I didn't know if I was doing this because I loved him or just wanted to experience the sense of adventure. So, I hesitated.

He was obviously a little disappointed, but he didn't say anything, he asked me if I had any water, I quickly took out the oranges hidden in my pocket and handed them to him, he asked me in surprise, "You didn't eat just now?" ”

"I'm worried that you want to eat on the road, so I'll put it in my pocket." I say.

Shocked, he took the orange, broke it in half savagely, handed it to me and said, "You eat half of it, I'll eat half of it." ”

I shook my head, and I said, "Eat it, give it all to you." ”

"No way!" Without saying a word, he broke two pieces and stuffed them into my mouth.

A young mother with a child next to us looked at us with envy on her face, and I think she might be thinking in her heart, it's good to be young, you see how sweet they are!

The orange in his mouth is very sweet, he is very good next to him, and I am very happy. The feeling, like the first time I ate ice cream, felt so sweet, but I was afraid that in the blink of an eye it would melt away, turn into a puddle of colored water, be evaporated by the sunlight into the air, and finally nothing would be left.

Jin Yan knocked my head suddenly: "Second stunned, why are you in a daze?" What are you thinking? ”

He really loves to give me all kinds of nicknames!

"Thinking about us." I'll be honest.

"We? What do we have to think about. "He obviously doesn't feel the same way.

"I just feel so happy now." I say.

"So happy? Are you really easily satisfied, unhappy when you are in my bed? After he finished speaking, he secretly pinched me, and his tone became obscene again.

"Can't you just talk seriously?"

"Can't!" He replied categorically.

"Then don't keep asking me what I'm thinking." I say.

"If you want to do something, action is the best proof. My dad said that whoever you love in your heart, you will sleep with whomever you want, and this is the most direct proof of love. He said eloquently, causing the middle-aged uncle sitting next to him to laugh ambiguously.

"You really have your father's true biography."

"No, my dad is more attentive than I am."

"Don't you care?"

"Ordinary flowers."

"And what about you?"

"Grass! There is no end, so many questions! He didn't bother to answer my words, so he stood up directly, went to the door of the bathroom and kicked the door hard, and yelled: "Damn, hurry up, are you dead inside?!" ”

"Don't be angry! I won't ask in the future! I was afraid that he would lose his temper again, so I hurriedly shouted.

"What does it have to do with you! Lao Tzu is urgent! Hey, can you hurry up inside? He slammed the door again with a smug face.

The door finally opened, and a gray-haired old woman came out of it tremblingly, muttering in a dialect we didn't understand while lifting her pants, I kept looking at Jin Yan, and found that he somehow actually blushed, as if realizing his rudeness and unreasonableness, he said to the old woman in a low voice: "I'm sorry......"

The voice was very low and soft, and I guess the grandmother behind my ear didn't hear it, but the voice reached my ears very clearly, and my heart couldn't help but throb again, and I felt that his blushing face and ashamed look so cute. And that "I'm sorry" seems to tell me that he has a heart that is not different from the surface, and maybe there are angels living in that heart.

He quickly walked out of the bathroom with a frown, sat back down next to me, and couldn't help but retch. When I saw the way he looked, I immediately understood why.

"Grandma didn't flush?" I asked with a smile under my control, making up his expression and reaction after he entered.

"Ask the fart! Isn't it disgusting? He replied angrily.

"That's what I guessed!"

"Don't mess with me! Ye is in a very bad mood now! After he finished speaking, he snatched the magazine in my hand and covered his face, but you can imagine the entanglement in his heart at this moment.

I laughed out loud without restraint.

He put down the magazine, glared at me fiercely, and said, "Laugh again, brother cut your tongue!" ”

"Come on, come on! Cut, cut, cut! ”

I gradually discovered that he was a "paper tiger" at all, and I became more and more presumptuous in front of him.

He simply held my head in front of everyone and grabbed my tongue violently! I struggled desperately, but I was never his opponent! He sucked my tongue so hard without any scruples until my face turned purple and I was almost suffocated, then he gave up, wiped his lips hard, and then said to me, "Try to provoke me again!" ”

My tongue was numb from his sucking, and my head was swollen, and I bowed my head in submission, not daring to speak again.

Seeing that I had been quiet, he suddenly became uncomfortable again, and stabbed me with his arm, saying, "It seems that everyone is asleep." ”

I don't speak.

Less than a minute later, he stabbed me again: "Is it the first time you have taken the train?" ”

I still don't speak.

"What about you? Dumb? Like a flower? Florets? Look at the guy over there, you say he doesn't look like a thief? ”

"Speak quickly! Damn it! Do you want to suffocate me? ”

"Hey, if you don't talk again, I'll get off here!"

"Hey!!"

He couldn't bear to look at me, but I just remained silent. Half an hour later, he finally compromised: "I lost to you!" Okay, I won't punish you in the future, no matter how hard you pout, that's it, okay? ”

"A gentleman's word!" I immediately smiled.

"Dead dogs are hard to chase!" He looked at me indignantly, and reluctantly popped out these four words.

"It's a horse that's hard to chase! You have no culture! I said out loud.

"Brother is a college student, you don't show off in front of me!"

"What's wrong with college students, it's almost the same as me now!"

My casual words made him suddenly silent, as if he thought a lot, and after being quiet for a long time, he asked me leisurely: "Do you believe that I was admitted to the university by myself?" ”

I shook my head, he had the slightest atmosphere of a scholar all over his body, he was clearly a hooligan ruffian!

"I got into it myself, and I actually really want to go to university." His tone suddenly became low, and he didn't know where it hurt in his heart.

"Why? You don't look like a person who loves to read. I said.

He smiled and said, "Because that was my mother's only wish before she died, saying that she hoped that I would be able to go to college in the future and be a useful person, and not follow my father's old path." ”

"In that case, then you ......" I didn't go any further, for fear of hurting his heart. His heart hurts, and I will hurt too.

"I was a good boy until I was 10 years old. After the age of ten, it is no more. He said casually, in a tone as indifferent as if he were telling someone else's story.

"What happened when I was ten?" I couldn't help but ask curiously.

"What were you doing when you were ten?" Instead of answering my questions, he asked me.

I can't help but think back to the time I was 10 years ago.

That year, my mother fell ill, my father taught in the town's primary school, my sister practiced dancing all day, and my mother's rice fields and vegetable gardens were unattended.

At that time, there were no machines for harvesting, so I joined the adults who came to help the family, cutting handfuls of golden rice with a sickle, watching the golden ears of rice turn into grains, and my hands and legs were scarred. That was the first time I experienced the hardships of my mother, and it was also the first time I felt the hardships of raising a family.

I briefly recounted what had happened, and he was so confused that he asked me, "What is rice?" ”

I was speechless, and I said, "It's rice." ”

"Isn't rice meant to be like that?" He was even more puzzled.

It's really a happy life, I don't know what whole grains are. I patiently explained to him how rice turned into rice, and when he heard that, he let out a muffled "oh" and said, "No one has ever told me this." ”

"You're so happy." I say.

He sneered, and he said, "Is this called happiness?" I'd rather exchange all my money for a reunion dinner with my mom and dad. ”

My nose instantly ached.

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