Half a month later.

"Now, Si Wan." Ling Qingran sat opposite Si Wan, stirring the tea in the cup boredly and said, "I really think Wan Xiao Gu likes you!" ”

"I really, really like you."

Si Wan, who was sitting on a chair reading a book, put down the book in her hand, raised her eyes to look at the girl and smiled and said

"Why do you think he likes me?"

"You see you're sick, and he arrived immediately, isn't that a liking?" Ling Qingran said with righteous indignation, and wanted to slap the girl in front of him to death, "A super considerate man who wants money, money, power, power, and good looks, you don't know how to cherish it!" ”

"Heh," Si Wan pursed her lips and smiled, did not speak, just lowered her head and continued to read her book, indifferent to Ling Qingran's words.

"Cut, and ignore me." Ling Qingran pouted dissatisfied.

"Love is the illusion of reproductive desire in a social form." Si Wan pointed to the words in the book and said, "I think Mr. Schopenhauer's definition of love is very thorough. ”

"What?" Ling Qingran opened her mouth in fright, and looked at the girl directly, "Didn't I say Si Wan, the illusion of reproductive desire?" Are you sure? ”

"What do you think love is?" Si Wan closed the book in her hand, looked up at Ling Qing's eyes and asked.

"Tolerance and protection?" Ling Qingran scratched her head irritably, "Oh, I haven't been in love again, you ask me this question." ”

"A man falls in love with a woman because there is something in her that fascinates him and makes him fall."

"So if you want this man to be single-minded with himself, then this woman must be unique and irreplaceable."

"If that's the case, love is really too tired. I don't want to. ”

Ling Qingran looked at Si Wan's tired smile and sat for a moment before asking tremblingly:

"Si Wan, have you lived in a world of fierce competition since you were a child? Only by being unique and irreplaceable will it not be abandoned. This kind of thinking is really too extreme. ”

"My parents were very strict with me." Si Wan smiled: "No matter what, you must do it well." Because I am the only seedling of our family, my originator must be extremely good in order to hold the status of our family. ”

"I'm so tired." Ling Qingran commented: "It's really tiring to do this. ”

"The environment I grew up in was particularly cruel, there was no emotion, only use value." Si Wan looked at the wall clock on the wall and smiled, "Okay, it's time to go to work." Let's go. ”

The second private room on the second floor.

Si Wan took the cocktail that Ling Qing had prepared and turned around and left.

The person who ordered the wine should be an extraordinary person, and he actually named her to send it, and Wei Chengbao, who had always emphasized that the wine delivery lady here could not be arbitrarily named, actually urged Si Wan to hurry up.

Si Wan looked at the endless corridor and only felt a chill down her spine, and had a bad premonition.

Experience and intuition told her that the person who came this time was not good, and maybe she would not just be able to send her wine.

If so, then the comer...... Si Wan only felt that her heart had fallen to the bottom, like a bird with broken wings, and there was no hope at all.

Si Wan stood at the foot of the steps, looking at the steps one by one, biting her lips white and bloodless, a kind of panic and despair.

After grinding at the door for a long time, Si Wan, who finally felt that she should be punished if she didn't go in, reluctantly opened the door.

Seeing the man sitting on the sofa, Si Wan felt the sky spin for a while.

Zhuang Haotang sat on the sofa with his legs crossed, put his hands on his knees, and looked at her for a long time, his eyes full of greed and desire in the face of prey.

What do people live for?

For salvation.

Osamu Dazai said.

So, what am I living for?