101. Guess what I saw?
As if I felt like I was having auditory hallucinations, I asked, "Fu Xue, what did you just say?"
She turned her head and looked at me seriously and gently with cold eyebrows: "I'm pregnant, it's been two months."
I was shocked, it has been less than a month since she came back, and she is already two months pregnant! I exclaimed, "This kid is ......."
She didn't say much, and there was a complicated and motherly brilliance between her eyebrows: "A-Yao, I plan to give birth to this child."
I looked at her deeply, paused, I still suppressed all the doubts and worries in my heart, and finally said: "Since you want to give birth, give birth, as long as you are happy."
She bent her lips and smiled, and lowered her head to glance at her flat lower abdomen: "I have already lost a child......"
She said sourly: "At that time, I was young and ignorant, and I didn't want that child, so even if this child is not popular this time, I still want to give birth to him, he is just my child, my own child, if no one wants it, I want it myself."
Knowing that things will not be as simple as she said, knowing that it is not a question of whether to do or not, I still hold her hand to give her strength, since she has made this decision, she must have thought it through, and she has been mentally prepared, if I don't support her, her persistence will only be more difficult, I don't want her to fight alone, as a friend, I must support her.
I took her hand and smiled warmly, giving her comfort and strength.
When I went to check out, Fu Xue went to drive, and I stood on the side of the road waiting for her.
On the opposite side of this restaurant, there is a private restaurant, extraordinarily high-end, from the decoration to the inside, all of them are extravagant and noble, and the simple decoration and neat restaurant here is simply the difference between cloud and mud, in that bright light, I saw Su Jingchu and Yao Min walking out side by side with a smile.
Although the two of them did not have any intimate actions, and Yao Min did not affectionately hold Su Jingchu's arm, it could be seen that the mood of the two people was very good, and this scene still complemented each other and was dazzling.
I didn't know Fu Xue's intentions before, so I might not have worried that Fu Xue would see it, but now I already know that Fu Xue has a heart for Su Jingchu, and I have to care and worry that she will see it.
I hurriedly looked around at Fu Xue's car, hoping to avoid the two of them.
I was looking at it, Fu Xue's car stopped in front of me, I hurriedly went to the passenger cab to open the door and sat in, I just wanted to get out of here quickly: "Let's go."
The car was driving on the road, I thought Fu Xue didn't see it, I was glad about it, but I didn't want to hear her say: "I saw Su Jingchu when I went to drive just now, and his car stopped diagonally in front of me."
My heart was startled, and I turned my head to look at her.
She was extraordinarily calm and indifferent, and she couldn't see anything, her eyes were looking straight ahead, and the car was dark, so I couldn't see her emotions even more.
After a pause, she smiled faintly and asked me, "Guess what I saw?"
I thought about it, and suddenly two words overflowed: "Yao Min?"
"Wrong!" She determined.
In silence, I heard her say, "I see them kissing."
She said it very lightly, but I was stabbed by her faint look, I knew she was uncomfortable, and I felt the inconspicuous tremor in her voice.
Some injuries do not show up does not mean that she is not in pain.
She laughed: "I didn't expect to see such a surprise when I turned on the headlights."
After "Ah Xue ......" called her, I was speechless and moved my lips but couldn't say a word of comfort.
In the end, I chose to divert her attention and talked about my own affairs: "Ah Xue, did I tell you that I have recovered my memory?" It's not much, but I remember a lot of things. ”
Sure enough, she was successfully distracted by me, and she turned her head to look at me in surprise: "When did it happen?"
"It's been a long time...... it's actually been a long time, and it has started since Ye Feiqing appeared in my life.
It's just that at first I didn't care, thinking that it was just a dream I had, and then as something happened, I gradually realized that it might not be a dream, but real, until I knew that I really had amnesia, and then I began to realize that it might be my lost memory.
"Then you and Ye Feiqing...... You used to ......"
I nodded, "We've been in a relationship before."
After a moment's consideration, she said, "Then do you remember what happened between you?"
The index finger of the hand on which I elbowed the window touched my thin lips and said thoughtfully, "I remembered something, but there are some things that I still don't understand and don't quite understand."
"For example?"
"For example, why did I drug him, why did I push Lin Shanshan into the fire, why did I let Lin Shanshan be raped by Mr. Zhu, why did I push Lin Shanshan into the sea later, how did I come back later, why did I forget the previous things? Some things are just snippets and I don't know why. ”
"And then there'......"
"Ye Feiqing was picked up by me and brought home, he was seriously injured at that time, that was the beginning of our acquaintance, and then after he disappeared from my life, how did I see him again, and how did I start dating in the end?"
I only remembered the first time I met Ye Feiqing, and some scattered things, and then he disappeared from my life without saying hello I didn't think about how we met again.
For Ye Feiqing, I subconsciously gave birth to a sense of guilt, this feeling forced me to want to run away from him, the farther away from him as possible, although I don't understand why I feel this way about him, but I guess this may have something to do with the things I did to him, it is a feeling engraved into my bones, even if I can't remember, but it is still in the flesh and blood.
I closed my eyes, and Lawyer Wang said, even if I did something, he believed that I had my own difficulties, did I really have my own difficulties? If so, why am I so guilty and ashamed of Ye Feiqing? I feel that every time I see him, I will feel uncomfortable, my heart hurts, and I feel like I am being killed.
And Ye Shaohong, how did I get to know him and get in touch with him? I vaguely remember that we made a deal with each other, but I couldn't remember anything specific.
After thinking for a while, I said again: "There is also the scene where Mr. Zhu fell from the Hyatt Tower, that scene always gives me a familiar feeling, as if it happened before, and that scene has also appeared several times in my dreams, but I always can't remember who the person who fell down and how things started."
With these memories, I finally understood why Ye Feiqing treated me like that night, because Lin Shanshan was burned, so he also burned me, but after all, he was not ruthless enough, and when the fire burned, he finally moved.
I finally understood why he threw me to Mr. Zhu, it turned out to be like this......
He said that he wanted to get back the pain he inflicted on him and Lin Shanshan little by little, I poisoned him, why didn't he get it back?
So now, why did he stop taking revenge?
I pushed Lin Shanshan into the sea, shouldn't he have thrown me into the sea too? But he didn't, and he didn't move.
The more I think about it, the more I have a headache, there are too many doubts haunting me, I really want to find out the truth, I desperately want to recover my memory, so I have been going to Tang Yu for treatment in the past two days, although I remembered some things, but not much, which made me a little anxious.
Sensing my anxiety, Fu Xue soothed: "Don't worry, everything has to be done slowly, it's useless for you to be anxious."
I nodded.
The car stopped downstairs in the community, I got out of the car to say goodbye to Fu Xue, and watched her drive the car away gradually, until it disappeared, I frowned and sighed.
Fu Xue is pregnant, and she doesn't know what will happen to her next, and what will happen to her fate?
In fact, in my selfish heart, I don't want Fu Xue to keep this child.
His wife, who has been back for less than a month, is two months pregnant, I don't know what Su Jingchu's expression and reaction will be when he finds out?
The more I thought about it, the more worried I was about Fu Xue, but she insisted on keeping this child......