If love has a providence
The two stood at the table, silently facing each other, and he looked at her, and her eyes did not flicker.
After a long time, he stuffed his hands into his trouser pockets, and he asked her, "Are you willing to marry Song Zhanbo?" ”
"Yes."
Tong Cen Cen answered him sincerely, not perfunctory, let alone lying, because marrying Song Zhanbo must be happier than marrying him, if she can't choose to live alone, she has to choose between the two, then she will only choose Song Zhanbo.
"Love him?"
"When it comes to marriage, it's useless to just love."
If there is no man named Lu Qinan in this world, it is so easy for her to fall in love with Song Zhanbo, but if she doesn't love Song Zhanbo, just liking it is enough.
At least they are harmonious, there will be no distinction between them and between them, and Lu Qinan, who is now in a high position, is not something that she Tong Cen Cen can control.
What's more, he has such a strong mother.
How much Tong Cen Cen hates his mother, she is reluctant to get close to him, so she doesn't want to be Lu Qinan's woman in this life and this life.
"Lu Qinan, if I marry you, I will have no dignity in your family, you are different from Song Zhanbo, he would rather give up his wealth and status for me, can you do it?"
Her questioning like this is nothing more than the fact that she was unhappy with his mother in the past, and it is nothing more than that she was disrespected from her, Lu Qinan understands her, but she can't bear that their relationship will end because of this.
"It's just because of my mother, because you hate her, so you don't even want me."
He sneered and shook his head, "Tong Cen Cen, I'm just like this in your heart." ”
Tong Cen Cen bit his lower lip, stared at him for a while, and then said, "My mother committed suicide, in fact, she was angry with my father, my grandparents don't like her, they don't get attention at home, and they will come to that point in the end, I don't want to repeat my mother's mistakes, so please understand." ”
"I understand you, who will understand me?!"
For so many years, who did he talk to about his tiredness; His son, who he had yet to tell his eleven-year-old son, whom did he go to tell him? His woman is going to take his son to marry another, and who should he go to talk to!
Tong Cen Cen sat down in the chair again.
Lu Qinan just stood there like that, staring at her without saying a word.
After a while, Tong Cen Cen raised his head, "You can recognize Oscar, but that's it, you can only be his father, the two of us, shouldn't have anything to do with each other." ”
He blinked, and the bottom of his eyes was as cold as ice.
Suddenly, Tong Cen Cen smiled and called him, "Lu Qinan, in fact, I don't regret leaving you at the beginning." ”
"Isn't it good enough for you?"
"It's not."
She smiled and shook her head.
"You are very good to me, when I am with you, I also love you with my heart, I have never betrayed you, at least when I am by your side, I am the only one with you. However, we are always different people, I yearn for more, probably freedom, but I know that I will not be so free and I will not be so happy to marry you. ”
"Actually, I never thought about marrying Song Zhanbo, even if I like him, I don't want marriage."
"His father looks down on me like your mother, your mother used to think that my identity was not worthy of you, but Song Zhanbo's father thought that I had given birth to a child, and my son was eleven years old, and he was not satisfied with a woman like me marrying his son."
"I've seen a lot of divorced women who don't get to the end with their husbands, and a lot of them are due to the man's parents. Lu Qinan, you are very good, but I don't want to be with you anymore, I have imagined it for many years in the past, and when I am old, I can live alone. ”
"Some time ago, I made a decision that I wanted to get something back for my mom, for myself, so I went to the Ruicheng board. Help me enter the board of directors, Song Zhanbo has reached his net worth, he is kind to me, I can't let him down, if marriage is the only thing that can make him happy, then I am willing. ”
"Lu Qinan, you are different, you have a smooth career, you can have whatever you want, but Song Zhanbo only has me now, his money, everything he has is bet on me, how can I be sorry for him?"
After speaking, Tong Cen Cen raised his head and exhaled a long breath, "Besides, I naturally like him." ”
Oscar likes him too, so the three of us will be happy together.
Tong Cen Cen didn't say any more about the latter words, because she knew that Lu Qinan couldn't stand it.
She took his hand, and a gentle smile spread across her face, "Qi Nan, let me go, you should let yourself go." I want to have a new life, Song Zhanbo is my ideal partner, why should you be in trouble everywhere? In the past, Ruicheng International was able to have today's status thanks to you, and I have always wanted to say these words of gratitude to you, and today I finally have the opportunity. Thank you all these years. ”
The man's tears, a hot drop fell on the back of her hand.
Tong Cen Cen's eyes were red, and she looked at him with four eyes, she endured not crying, and kept smiling to greet each other.
"You're too cruel."
In a word, put away the dignity of a man, he was low to the dust, but in exchange for her sentence "You let me go".
Tong Cen Cen didn't tell him that her feelings had already dried up, and she would never cause ripples for anyone in this life.
"Song Zhanbo proposed, I will agree."
Tong Cen Cen said, his eyes were already moist.
She told him, "I also hope that one day you will find a woman who is suitable for you and satisfies your mother." ”
He shook his head, his hoarse voice trembling, "You and my mother are angry, betting on our feelings." ”
Tong Cen Cen let go of his hand and got up, "It's time for me to go." ”
……
On the afternoon of the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, Lu Lanxi sent some food to Lu Qinan in the name of his mother.
Lu Qinan was busy with official business throughout the Spring Festival, except for returning to his parents' house on the Chinese New Year's Eve, and at other times he was either socializing or reading documents at home.
Lu Lanxi came over to cook a meal for him, but he took pity on him as a man of forty plus and had no two wives.
Lu Qinan smiled, "It's like you have a husband." ”
Lu Lanxi rolled his eyes while washing vegetables, "How old am I, look at how old you are?" ”
Lu Qinan glanced at her and walked away.
During the meal, the brother and sister sat at the dining table and pulled up the family cooking.
Lu Qinan asked his sister, "How is your work lately?" ”
"It's not like that, the bank often works overtime, and you don't know it."
Lu Lanxi sighed, "Usually the salary is pitiful, and only by getting a year-end bonus during the Chinese New Year can I realize that I am working in a bank." ”
Lu Qinan smiled.
After a while, Lu Lanxi remembered the woman he saw in the supermarket last time, and said, "I was in the hospital before, didn't I watch my mother scold that woman." ”
Lu Qinan's hand holding chopsticks paused for a moment.
Lu Lanxi ate and continued, "My friend had a birthday that day, and I met the woman again when we were shopping in the supermarket. ”
Lu Qinan picked up vegetables, "You are very impressed with her." ”
"No, the main thing is that people have to be beautiful."
When Lu Lanxi said this, Lu Qinan laughed.
Women are jealous, and if a woman says which woman is beautiful, it is really beautiful.
"I saw that she was with a boy, and the boy was tall, thirteen or fourteen years old, and he was very handsome......"
Suddenly, she stared at her eldest brother's face and opened her eyes, "I think I've seen that kid somewhere, and if I think about it, he really looks like you!" ”
In this way, Lu Qinan probably knew who she was talking about.
"Hey."
Lu Lanxi sighed again, and Lu Qinan put vegetables in her bowl, "What are you doing sighing all day!" ”
Lu Lanxi raised his hand to support his chin, "Big brother, when will you get married, have a wife, and have a son!" ”
“……”
Lu Qinan's face was faint, and he had already answered her in his heart.
I have a son who is already very big.
……
Song Zhanbo stayed in China for a few days, and he was going to London on the seventh day of the new year.
Early in the morning, Tong Cen Cen helped him pack his luggage, and said to him with a smile, "You are a person, three hundred and sixty-five days a year, how many days do you not fly in the sky?" ”
The man went over and put his arm around her waist, "What, you can't bear me?" ”
Tong Cencen pushed him away, "It's not that I can't bear you, I'm just very emotional, are all workaholic men like this?" ”
"In the future, when you recapture Ruicheng International and become the chairman, you will also fly in the sky all year round."
After Song Zhanbo finished speaking, he continued to pack his things, but Tong Cen Cen fell into deep thought.
When that day comes, she will be a strong woman, will she have little time to spend with Oscar?
But can I really be a strong woman?
"Next time Lu Qinan looks for you again, how are you going to deal with it?"
When Song Zhanbo packed up his things, he asked Tong Cen Cen very seriously, he was usually used to a hippie smile, but suddenly he was so serious, Tong Cen Cen was not used to it.
Tong Cen Cen sighed and sat on the edge of his bed, "To be honest, I'm not afraid to face him, I'm afraid that Oscar will ask me again why I and his father are separated." ”
After the last incident, Oscar chased her the next day and asked, is my father's name Lu Qinan, is he the person you said is very powerful?
Oscar is already an older child and precocious, and will often ask questions that adults can't answer.
For example, he will ask Tong Cen Cen, are you and my father okay again? You spent the night with him last night. Then do you still like Uncle Song, and will you still marry Uncle Song? Mom, are you stepping on two boats...... And so on and so forth.
"So you're going to have to draw a line with that guy."
Song Zhanbo clasped Tong Cen Cen's chin and kissed her fiercely on the mouth, "When I'm not there, you give me honesty, don't meet Lu Qinan again, you should be busy with your career, just look for me if you have difficulties." ”
"I see."
Tong Cen Cen helped him close the box, and then looked at him, "Then again, your father said that if we get married, I want Oscar to take your surname." ”
Song Zhanbo had a ghostly expression, "When did he tell you?" ”
"Just the last time I went to your house."
"What age are you still doing this? You don't care about him, you're crazy! ”
Cursing, he carried the box outside.
Taking advantage of Oscar's going to the hospital to take care of his grandfather today, Song Zhanbo ate all the Tong Cen Cen tofu at home, hugged her and kissed her before leaving, and told her at the end, "Don't hook up with Lu Qinan again, I will be unhappy." ”
Tong Cencen smiled and waved at him, "You just hurry up, I won't contact him except for work." ”
Song Zhanbo had a jealous expression on his face, and finally pulled the box and left.
Zhu Zheng waited downstairs for a long time, his boss was too abrasive, mainly to make love to women.
Seeing off Song Zhanbo, Tong Cen Cen sat in the living room in a daze for a long time.
Tonight, Qiao Xiang's family held a banquet to entertain relatives and friends, saying that Oscar had not seen her since returning to China, so she wanted to bring her children over tonight.
Tong Cen Cen was very happy for Oscar to know Qiao Xiang's family, but when he thought that Lu Qinan was there, Oscar would definitely have to ask questions when he saw him.
Before going to Qiao Xiang's house, Tong Cen Cen wanted to tell Oscar in advance that Lu Qinan might also go tonight.
At four o'clock in the afternoon, Oscar returned from the hospital.
Usually Tong Cen Cen and Song Zhanbo gave Oscar a lot of pocket money, but Oscar never took a taxi, he always took the bus or subway, asked him why, the little guy said that the subway and bus are much more interesting than taxis.
Oscar came back from outside and bought Tong Cen Cen her favorite egg yolk crisp near the community.
"Mom, it's just baked, do you taste hot than cold?"
The little guy is a warm man, and he also knows how to cut the egg yolk crisp into four small pieces and give it to his mother to eat, Tong Cen Cen couldn't help but laugh when he saw it, "Will a man be disliked like this?" ”
The little guy smiled, holding his chin with his hands, "What do you dislike?" ”
"Men are too careful, too considerate, don't they look like?"
"But my mother raised me very hard alone, I am not considerate to her, who is considerate to her?"
After Oscar said this, Tong Cen Cen's eyes were full of mist, and he only felt that this kid was really sensible.