326, confrontation
Xu Yi looked at Lingyu for a long time before repeating: "I-unreasonable? ”
Lingyu raised her eyebrows and asked rhetorically, "Did you just look reasonable?" Why should I deliberately avoid Xu Zheng? He now calls himself Xu Yi, an ordinary Xu family, I avoid it, isn't it a weak heart? ”
Xu Yi was a little weak by her question, and before he could think of how to answer, Lingyu continued: "Xu Zheng's identity is yours now, and he can only be Xu Yi." He deals with me with dignity, so why should I avoid him? ”
When these words came out, something seemed to pass through Xu Wei's eyes, he was silent for a while, and said word by word: "He, can only be Xu Yi." A mockery appeared on his face, "Are you holding grievances for him?" ”
Lingyu was stunned, no matter how dull she was, she could see that something was wrong with him. It's not just anger, it's a little self-harm.
She involuntarily shrank and lowered her voice: "I'm not ......"
"And what do you want to ask?" There was a smile on the corner of Xu Yan's mouth, but how to look at this smile and mock it, "He was robbed of his identity by me, it's pitiful enough, how can I be so excessive and interfere with him making friends." Is that what you mean? ”
"I ......" Lingyu wanted to deny it, but wouldn't this admit that she was wrong? Wait, didn't she come to ask if this was okay? The topic has been taken away again!
Thinking of this, she became angry again: "Don't bother the topic, you sent something inexplicable, why do you say that I have a wrong relationship with Xu Zheng?" ”
"Inexplicable something?" Xu Wei stared at her and repeated.
Lingyu was stared at by him a little weakly, and then thought. I'm not wrong. It's been said a long time ago. Don't come and go casually in the future, he still sent such a thing over, isn't it inexplicable? If you really don't want to get involved, then don't do this kind of misleading thing.
However, it seems a bit too much to put it bluntly, and in any case, he gave such a valuable gift. I have to get his affection.
- Wait, wait, she seems to have been led crooked again, and that's not the point!
"Wait." Lingyu took a deep breath, "I'll calm down first, please calm down too." We finally met once, we didn't come here to quarrel on purpose, did we? ”
This sentence made Xu Yi's expression slowly soften, and then he realized something and laughed at himself. When did he become so breathless, what did others think, and what did it have to do with him? Why be like a child. Do you have to fight right and wrong?
With a calm mind, Lingyu handed the jade flute to the table. Ask: "First of all, explain what it means to send this." ”
Xu Wei was about to open her mouth, but she immediately said: "Don't mess with me, if it's not interesting, I don't dare to accept such a valuable thing." ”
"......" was silent for a moment, and then he said softly, "Take it as my thank you." ”
"Thank you?" Lingyu didn't understand what he meant.
Xu Wei said: "If it weren't for your persuasion back then, I wouldn't have been able to untie my heart knot so quickly, and I wouldn't have been able to talk about knotting." So ......"
Lingyu looked at him without blinking: "Just like this?" ”
Xu Wei was a little uncomfortable by her, and turned his face away: "Otherwise, what?" ”
"Are you sure there is nothing else?"
Xu Wei froze for a moment and repeated loudly: "Otherwise, what do you think?" ”
Lingyu looked at it and smiled: "It's not that the voice is loud, it makes sense, and sometimes, the voice is deliberately amplified, which just shows that the heart is empty." ”
Before Xu Yi could say anything, she suddenly leaned over and stepped forward, "You're blushing, shouldn't it be annoyed and angry?" ”
"......" Xu Yi froze, at this moment, they were only a foot apart, and no matter how subtle the changes on each other's faces were, they could see it clearly. Looking at it up close, her face became more and more white and beautiful, and her skin was crystal clear without any blemishes, like a piece of fine jade, which made people want to come up and take a bite. He suddenly couldn't breathe, and he couldn't even hear what she said.
They...... We haven't seen each other in thirty-eight years, have we? It wasn't a long time for the monk, and he didn't miss it much. He had more important things to do, and in the face of that thing, everything else had to back down.
It's just that when this person really stood in front of him, the emotion that he thought was just an illusion spread so unscrupulously that it made him feel that maybe it was not an illusion.
However, he could not. Now he has no such qualifications.
"Cheng Lingyu," he heard his voice calm to the extreme, "Are you making a fuss?" ”
Lingyu's smile faded abruptly.
"Xu Wei," she said, "I'll give you a chance, and if you tell the truth now, it's still too late." ”
"I'm telling the truth." He didn't hesitate for even a moment, his gaze was as calm as ice. Then, watch as the last smile in her eyes vanishes without a trace.
She stood up, her robe brushing over her robe, and the sound of rubbing was subtle: "Well, since you say that, then I know what to do." Lower down and pick up the jade flute, "I still took the things, so you don't have to feel like you owe me a favor." ”
“……”
Lingyu said again: "Originally, I thought about whether I could cancel the concentric contract if I said goodbye, but looking at your appearance, I probably still can't trust me, so forget it." ”
“……”
Turning around and walking to the door, she turned back again: "Xu Reverse." ”
His heart skipped a beat and he looked up.
“…… I already know what you're carrying, and no one can help with it, and all I can say is good luck. ”
Watching her walk out, watching the stone door close and cover her back, Xu Cheng suddenly had an urge to pull out his sword and cut everything around him into powder, and he even felt that his sword was about to move in the dantian, which filled him with a violent desire to destroy him.
But he finally endured it, his breathing gradually calmed down, and his eyes slowly cleared.
And the emotions that he had ignored for a long time, thinking that it was just an illusion, were also clearer.
Originally...... That's not just an illusion.
Maybe at the beginning, he just lost his pillar suddenly, and grasped a life-saving straw in a daze, but whenever he was vulnerable, he chased that person as a light, and over time, he became as strong as faith.
Xu Wei has always been very clear about what he is thinking and doing. His situation does not allow for mistakes, and there can be no slightest lack of calmness, so reason always prevails over emotion.
For more than sixty years, he seemed to have been divided into two people, one as strong as a rock and stubborn, and the other as fragile as a child, looking up to the light in his heart and expecting redemption.
And in his heart, Lingyu is also two people. One is Cheng Lingyu, who knows his secrets, but can't fully trust them, and can only rely on concentric contracts to restrain each other; One is Cheng Junying, who can see his fragility, understand his helplessness, and inspire him to keep going.
He thought he had a clear score. The person who gave him special feelings was the light he imagined, not the real being. She has the appearance of Cheng Lingyu, but she is just Cheng Junying.
Until just now......
She stood in front of him, and said things like that, which made his heart pound.
Perhaps, as long as you say that sentence, you can truly hold the light in your arms, without chasing it in your heart.
But what qualifications did he have to say that? The face is not his own, his identity is not his own, even his fate is not his own, the qiē he has is false, what qualifications does he have to say that sentence?
He can't give anything, he can't do anything, and even bring her ruin.
He can't say, he can't-
Standing at the door, Lingyu raised her head and was stunned for a while. Some dazed, but more confused.
How could she have said those strange things just now? And now, my heart is still sour, as if I am very unhappy - nonsense! Of course it's not happy, what is that Xu Wei just talking about? It's obvious to refuse, it's weird to be cool!
But did she ask for anything? Need him to refuse?
Lingyu stood there, thinking about what she had just said.
"Xu Wei, I'll give you a chance, if you tell the truth now, it's still too late."
"I'm X!" She blurted out and slapped herself on the forehead, "What am I stupid about?" Isn't this my confession? Obviously I went to ask his ......"
It's over, the reputation of the first generation is lost, and what's worse is that she still feels sad!
Lingyu lowered her head and spun in circles, regretting that she hit her head to death. Why did she just say that sentence so smoothly? And so naturally, as if she really thought so......
Wait a minute! She stood up suddenly, shocked and overwhelmed: "Could it be ...... Really, I thought? ”
She turned around and looked at the stone gate separated from Xu Wei, recalling her heart little by little.
When I received the jade flute, my heart shook, but I deliberately ignored it, and when I saw Xu Wei again, I wanted to ask, but I was always entangled. She's not the kind of slimy person, how can she be so dry? It's really like Xu Zheng said, it's very twisting!
"Delusion, this must be an illusion." She looked at the sky and muttered to herself. What's so good about Xu Rebellion? The appearance and identity are Xu Zheng's, not to mention the temperament, Xu Zheng is a little cuter than him, at least he won't be angry when he opens his mouth!
Thinking of what she had just said, Lingyu covered her face: "I really want to die......"
"Hey, what are you doing?" Just when she felt sorry for herself, the door of the cultivation room opened, and Xu Zheng looked her up and down with strange eyes, "Don't do strange things in my cave mansion, it's scary!" ”
When it was normal, Lingyu would definitely fight back when she heard this, but now she is obviously abnormal. Therefore, she stepped forward, slapped Xu Zheng's shoulder with one palm, and asked solemnly: "Xu Daoyou, what do you think of me?" ”
Xu Zheng was startled by her, and carefully moved back, leaving the range of her claws: "You, what are you doing?" ”
Lingyu was completely unconscious, took a step forward, and continued to paste it: "If you want to think it's okay, how about being my lover?" (To be continued......)
PS: What's the deal with writing such a joyful plot to the point where you want to cry? I'm probably too tired......