Because of curiosity, I went around the garden and deliberately slowed down when I passed the gazebo, but as the saying goes, curiosity kills cats, and if I had a choice, I really controlled my curiosity and pretended not to see anything, and then I wouldn't hear what I didn't want to hear.

I heard a couple of aunts sitting in the gazebo say, "This is the woman who lives in our building, and she looks like she is about to give birth, but the man who is with her is a married man, and he has a daughter, and this woman is a third person." ”

"It's the hot one in the community a few days ago, right?" One of the bespectacled aunts asked.

A few people next to him nodded and said yes.

Then there was another slightly older one who said: "Today's girls are really not self-loving, specializing in hooking up with people with families, and my son-in-law was also entangled by such a young girl some time ago, fortunately my daughter found out early, otherwise the consequences are unimaginable now." ”

"A man with a family has a career and money, how many years less struggle than those of the same age? So these girls have a very heavy heart and eyes, and their abacus is very fine! ”

A few aunts, you and I said word by word, and when I heard their voices clearly, I had already stopped walking and couldn't walk.

I felt so heavy that I couldn't even take a step.

If it was before, I might have only been a little aggrieved and uncomfortable, but now, it is like a stone falling on my heart one after another, making me gasp for breath very uncomfortable.

I clenched my hands tightly, gritted my teeth hard, and then my eyes were a little hazy, but I still forced myself to walk forward, I walked very quickly, and the steps were getting faster and faster, even the child who suddenly ran out in front of me I didn't see clearly, rushed forward and hit the child, and when the child cried, I reacted, and quickly raised my hand to wipe the tears in my eyes, and then quickly squatted down to help the child up.

It's a little boy, and he should be about one or two years old, and he should have just learned to walk.

I raised my hand to wipe his tears, and then softly coaxed him, maybe I understood, the little guy stopped crying, and stared at me with two big bright eyes, very watery, very cute to look at.

I held his fleshy little hand, and I couldn't help but think of the baby in my belly, will there be a pair of fat hands the same size as this little boy in the future?

I was a little engrossed when I was interrupted by a sudden voice.

The voice was heard by one of the aunts who had just gossiped about me in the pavilion, and she rushed up and took the little boy in her arms as if I had an infectious disease.

She hugged the little boy aside, and after accommodating her, she said loudly, "Why are your eyes so bad when you are young?" You are also pregnant with a child and about to give birth, how can you bully a small child? “

Dare to love this aunt misunderstood me?

I couldn't laugh or cry, and wanted to explain, but before the words could be spoken, I heard my aunt continue: "It's really indecent, beautiful on the outside, but in fact very ugly on the inside, occupying other people's families, and conceiving other people's children for money." With that, she didn't give me a chance to speak, and walked past me with the little boy in her arms, and when she passed me, she spat at me.

This kind of behavior makes me a little unacceptable.

I stood there in a daze, unable to balance my mind for a long time.

After a long time, I walked forward, when I walked to the elevator entrance, there was still a chance to let me in, but the people inside quickly pressed the door, the moment the elevator door closed, I saw the disdainful eyes of several people in the elevator, I felt very uncomfortable.

Instead of waiting for the elevator, I took the stairs.

Climb up step by step, if I usually walk very fast, but today I feel so tired.

I don't know how many floors I climbed, I couldn't support it anymore, I just sat down on the stairs, and then kept inhaling and exhaling.

I carefully recalled the attitude of the aunts, as well as the attitude of other people in the community towards me, which corresponds to that sentence, there is no impermeable wall in the world.

My relationship with Ye Hansheng is still known to others.

I can bear that kind of strange look, what will my child do in the future?

I started to think about this, my heart was very confused, I had been sitting on the stairs for a long time and didn't get up, because of pregnancy, I usually don't take my mobile phone very much, if it wasn't for the fear that Ye Hansheng wouldn't find me, I would definitely not want to go back, but find a place to hide and be quiet.

After returning home, Ye Hansheng asked me where I had just been? I didn't speak, but went into the bedroom to take a shower, and when I came out of the shower, Ye Hansheng was sorting out the documents in the study, and I ran to Xu Rongyan's house.

I forgot to mention that Xu Rongyan and Song Fang have been getting better and better recently, and Xu Rongyan, a playboy, has become a different person since Song Fang left him, and he has become more and more dedicated recently.

The two of them can't wait to be together 24 hours a day, and they have a posture of abusing a single dog every day.

When I went to his house, they were watching TV in the living room, and when they saw me coming, they immediately made room for me, so that I could sit in the middle more comfortably.

She gave Xu Rongyan a look and asked Xu Rongyan to go back to the room, and after Xu Rongyan left, Song Fang asked me: "Look at your face is a little unhappy, is Ye Hansheng making you unhappy?" ”

I hurriedly shook my head and said no, sighed before I said slowly, and told Song Fang what happened in the community garden today.

After Song Fang heard this, she said: "Don't take the words of a few old women to heart, they don't understand the relationship between you and Ye Hansheng at all, Chen Jie and Ye Hansheng don't have a certificate at all, how can you be considered to occupy other people's families?" So these people are just chewing the root of the tongue, don't think so much, you are pregnant with a child here who is about to give birth, and the children in the stomach will also be angry when the adults are angry. ”

I looked at Song Fang with a blank look, and I said, "I didn't care about these things before, but now that I'm pregnant with a child, I'm worried that the child will be born and blame me, do you think I want to give birth or not?" I don't want to give birth now, if I am born and is looked at by others like this, then he will never see the light. ”

It doesn't matter to me myself, I've been here for so long, mainly children, whether it's boys or girls, I think a person's self-esteem and face are very important.

If after the child is born, staring at such a bad title, he will definitely blame me when he grows up, and instead of having some disputes with me at that time, it is better to be ruthless now.

Maybe you think that I have no humanity and no maternal love at all, but you can stand in my corner and think about it to know my mood at the moment.

When Song Fang heard me say this, she raised her hand and squeezed her arm hard, and then said, "Shen Yu, you idiot? It's been seven or eight months pregnant, and the child can hear this kind of thing in the womb when you say it now, and if you ignore you and don't love you after birth, it's because what you say now is remembered by the child. ”

"I'm conflicted too." I lowered my head, raised my hand and touched my belly, whenever my belly moved, Ye Hansheng and I were very excited, because we both felt the arrival of a life for the first time.

Song Fang enlightened me a lot, she also said about Tong Cod, she said: "Tong Cod we didn't like her very much at the beginning, do you know that she is a very responsible mother, she sold the house, and the money in hand was deceived by her true love, but people still gave birth to the child, although it was not that Mr. Xu, but she made money for the child An'an, and let her mother help take care of the child, now you don't know how diligent she is, I introduced her to Shangshang to do public relations, in such a short time, people upgraded at once, The salary was doubled immediately, Xu Rongyan said, maybe Tong Cod is not a good woman, but she is a good mother, and with the things she has experienced, she has also changed a lot, no longer as headless and brainless as before, and now at least knows who is bad to whom. ”

Tong Cod was in the nightclub and gave me a trip to Song Fang, but she did everything on the surface, basically did not sneak around, even if she got a coin in her hand, she would say it, I remember that someone said at that time that Tong Cod came to Ye Hansheng to work for money, I didn't think anything at that time, now think about it, Tong Cod has been very hard from the beginning.

After listening to what Song Fang said, I felt so inferior, I would even come up with the idea of not having children, I gritted my teeth hard, and then looked at Song Fang and promised: "I think clearly, no matter what happens, I can't waver in the child." ”

"That's right, live your life by yourself, don't care what others think."

"Why do I think you're like a love expert right now? How much experience did Xu Rongyan give you? ”

"You want to care?"

"I'm too lazy to care."

After chatting with Song Fang for a long time, my originally not very good mood was much better, and after I got home, I went to bed early, and I didn't know what time Ye Hansheng was busy.

The next day is the prenatal checkup, and after the prenatal checkup, I have to go to school to pick up the leaves and come back.

Getting along with the leaves in the past few months is like a tortoise and rabbit race, I have to keep running towards the leaves, although my initiative is mostly in exchange for a hot face on the cold buttocks, but I have been telling myself that it will be good if it takes a long time, and it will be good if it takes a long time.

Early the next morning, Ye Hansheng accompanied me to the hospital for a prenatal checkup, and the doctor found me a series of examinations such as B ultrasound and three-dimensional, and the doctor said that everything was healthy after reading the examination results, and then he was about to call the next one, but Ye Hansheng interrupted the doctor first.

Ye Hansheng asked the doctor: "Can you tell if it's a boy or a girl?" ”

"Sorry, we don't do gender testing."

Now regular hospitals generally don't do this, because it's illegal, and now many cities are patriarchal, so when I heard Ye Hansheng ask, my subconscious reaction was that Ye Hansheng was also patriarchal?

So when we came out of the hospital and got in the car, I asked Ye Hansheng: "Ye Hansheng, do you like boys?" ”

"No, as long as you give birth to me, I like it." Ye Hansheng turned his head to look at me, he replied with thin lips and a very serious attitude, after speaking, he did not continue driving, but kept looking at me, and said after a while: "Is it because I asked the doctor, what are you thinking in your heart?" ”

"Sort of." I'll be honest. 》≠》≠，

After Ye Hansheng heard this, he opened his mouth and smiled, because he had a single eyelid, so his smile was particularly charming, Ye Hansheng said: "The reason why I asked is because I want to think of a name for the child, and it is the first time to do such a thing, so I am very nervous." ”

Ye Hansheng said the word nervous for the first time, so I felt quite surprised.

I couldn't help but smile, and then asked him to think of a boy's name, I said I like boys, I listened to Ye Hansheng with all the words in my heart, and after listening, Ye Hansheng also agreed a little.

Then the two of us went to the school to pick up Ye Zi, Ye Hansheng's voice didn't stop along the way, he kept saying, there were countless names ringing, none of them I was satisfied with, Ye Hansheng said that it was more troublesome to think about the name than to sign a big order.

When I arrived at the school, because it was a holiday time, there were a lot of people in the school, so Ye Hansheng asked me to wait for him in the car, and he just went in by himself.

I sat in the passenger seat, staring straight ahead, and I was a little bored in the car, so I pulled out the car key and opened the door and got out of the car.

I walked back and forth around the car, and when I turned around the school gate, I suddenly saw a familiar woman coming out of the school......