When I was really tempted, I realized that love was a hysterical transaction, a transaction that was both dirty and beautiful. ——Hard to blame——

[It turns out that love is a transaction, but in this transaction, I lost myself. 】

Maybe Fang Mohan will never forget that night, and she will never forget Ren Zi'an's ruthless words, time really seemed to play a joke on her, overnight she seemed to be back to the terrible rainy night two months ago, the cold filled her body, despair filled her heart, she fell to the ground with a bang, but she never saw him look back once.

She was still a step late and said "I love you" to him, just because of this, she was destined to wait for another ten years, but this time, I'm afraid it will only be far away!

Fang Mohan happily returned to the East Courtyard all the way, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Ren Zi'an standing quietly in the living room, his closed eyes showing long and curly eyelashes, the stiff lines on his face outlined the man's cold and cold face, his fingertips were holding a yellow and white cigarette butt, and a delicate face became confused in the wisps of white smoke, which made people couldn't help but be impressed by the man in front of him.

Fang Mohan saw his tall back, stopped in place and hesitated for a long time before he mustered up the courage to walk over, wrapped his arms around Ren Zi'an's slender waist from behind, smelled the familiar wood fragrance on the man's body, she closed her eyes, and put a small face on Ren Zi'an's solid back, showing a smile like a spring breeze on her face, which was joy from the heart.

And Ren Zi'an was startled by her sudden embrace, and the cigarette that was still burning in his hand slid down to his feet with his fingers, and he was stupidly stunned, feeling Fang Mohan's warm temperature.

It's just that he frowned, opened a pair of star-like eyes, and looked ahead with a cold face, if Mo Han took the initiative to hug him from the front, he would definitely be ecstatic, but now that he knows something, he will not treat the relationship and marriage between the two with the same attitude as before.

I don't know why he felt that the woman behind him was a little disgusting, as if he smelled the rich jasmine fragrance on her body again, his mood became the same as two months ago, his heart was full of anger towards that woman, and the desire to let her die without a place to be buried, but this feeling was mixed with more pain, he had never been so painful because of a woman, as soon as he thought of the bits and pieces of these days and Fang Mohan, and then thought about the affectionate confession he had just made, the overheard words immediately poured out of his mind, instantly, All the good things that were hidden in his heart were broken, and all he thought about was the "evil deal" that he didn't know about. ”

Because there are memories, that's why it hurts so much.

Fang Mohan saw that he didn't speak or turn around, so he casually asked, "What's wrong?" She didn't feel Ren Zi'an's anger, and thought he was joking with herself, and the corners of her mouth had a graceful arc.

Fang Mohan buried his head behind Ren Zi'an's back and said, "Zi'an, do you know? I ......"

Ren Zi'an smiled bitterly in his heart, what do you know? knew that she married her completely because of the money, and knew that his sincere feelings were just a use of her in the end, anyway, in his eyes now, what that woman did was like a show, pretending to be perfect everywhere in front of him.

He really couldn't listen to it anymore, he turned around and directly grabbed Fang Mohan's hands and pressed her against the wall, staring at her with a pair of cold eyes, and in an instant, she noticed the displeasure in his eyes and panicked.

Ren Zi'an almost gritted his teeth and shouted at her: "Enough, Fang Mohan, you are so talented in acting, why don't you become an actor, you will definitely become popular!" ”

Fang Mohan was unclear by what he said, and instinctively asked: "What are you talking about, what actor?" ”

Ren Zi'an heard her pale and powerless questioning, saw her innocent face, and let out a sarcastic laugh, it has come to this point, she is still pretending to be stupid, she acted well, do you want to give an award!

The more Fang Mohan pretended to be tall, the more disgusted he became, he dragged Fang Mohan up from the ground, Fang Mohan was pulled by him ruthlessly, and the whole person was firmly controlled by him, unable to move.

She didn't know why Ren Zi'an suddenly became so indifferent, until Ren Zi'an stared at her with a look of disdain, and spit out a sharp word: "Fang Mohan, you are really *, isn't it a loss to give birth to me for 20 million!" ”

The short sentence was like a sharp knife that directly pierced her heart, she was stunned, it turned out that he knew about the transaction between himself and Tang Ru, and he really thought that he married him for money, so he was so angry.

Ren Zi'an was still staring at her violently, watching her hold her arm in fear, and constantly defending: "Zi'an, you listen to me, it's not like this, I ......"

Ren Zi'an didn't listen to her at all, and threw his hand on Fang Mohan to the ground, and with a "plop" sound, Fang Mohan's head accidentally hit the cabinet on the side, and his head immediately turned a little blue, but she didn't care about the pain in her head, sat on the ground and cried: "You listen to my explanation!" ”

Ren Zi'an looked down at her who was sitting on the ground with one last glance, red silk burst out in his angry eyes, and the angry expression on his face was like a fierce lion trying to eat her.

"I don't want to see you again!" At the sound of the order, he slammed the door ruthlessly, the door made a heavy sound, she looked at his ruthless back, and instantly fell to the ground in pain, tears fell to the floor one by one with her cheeks, and it seemed that she was about to flow backwards.

This scene seems familiar, she knew that sooner or later it would be like this, thinking that she was fully mentally prepared, but she didn't expect that when this day really came, she would still be so painful.

Ren Zi'an, do you know, I wanted to tell you that I loved you for ten years, and I wanted to be with you forever, but you said never to see me again.

Fang Mohan endured the pain and chased him out quickly, no matter how ruthless he was, she still had to do something to keep him, even if it would be in vain in the end, she had to bravely tell him that the reason why she wanted to marry him was not for the money, but because marrying him was a dream she had been dreaming of for ten years, and she loved him more than everyone else in the world.

I remember there is a saying that if there are 10,000 people in this world who love you, then I am 1 in 10,000, and if there is only one person in this world who loves you, it is so coincidental, it is me, and it will only be me.

But no matter how she quickened her pace, Ren Zi'an's car had already left the old mansion, but she was chasing by feeling alone in the dark, running on the muddy path of the old mansion, tears still hanging on her face, her feet slipped, she fell heavily to the ground, the pain filled her body, she used all her strength, but she never got up again.

It was pitch black all around, she was lying alone on the ground, looking at the extremely dark sky, there were no beautiful stars, and there was no bright moon, God seemed to be joking with her, it was impossible to give her a beam of light, so she slowly shed tears in the endless darkness, slowly hurt people, and died of heart.

I thought you would be my light, but I didn't expect that all the darkness was born from you.

Fang Mohan continued to cry silently until the night devoured her mercilessly, silently tearing apart her fragile heart.

Ren Zi'an drove the car down the highway, and the cool breeze blew through the car window to ruffle his hair and mess up his pretense.

Because I love her too much, I can't accept that she doesn't love herself.

Their marriage is an unknown transaction, in this transaction, his love is heavy, and her love is humble, so in the end, they can only go separately.

[Hate to the depths, who will remember that I still love you.] 】

Xu Yin raised her head and drank the milk on the table, went into the kitchen to look at the chicken soup that was simmering in the pot, tasted it slightly, she frowned, put down the spoon, turned up the heat a little more, then wiped her greasy hands, picked up the phone and slived.

I haven't thanked the girl named "Fang Mohan", Xu Yin wants to thank her and do her best to save her mother, if it weren't for her, she might never see her biological mother in her life.

Although Chen Ke is still in a state of vertigo, and because of the operation, she has somewhat forgotten the previous things, but it doesn't matter, after all, she has found the only relative in this city, and she will finally no longer be alone, thinking of this, she inadvertently smiled on her face.

Therefore, she had to thank the woman named Fang Mohan even more, she thought about finding the phone number she copied from the hospital yesterday and dialed the other party.

The music from the mobile phone startled the haggard Fang Mohan, she picked up the mobile phone that fell on the ground weakly, put it to her ear, and made a weak sound: "Hey! ”

Xu Yin heard the other party's gentle voice, and asked with a smile: "Is it Miss Fang Mohan?" ”

Fang Mohan's eyes flickered at the river below her, calm like a pool of stagnant water, her heart trembled, she squatted on the bridge all night, her thin clothes really couldn't withstand the cold, it was late autumn, it was the time when the temperature plummeted, her arms were covered with layers of goosebumps, her beautiful face was a little purple by the wind, there were some places on her calves that were blue, and there were traces of last night's grief on her forehead, but she didn't care about these at all, because compared to the wounds in her heart, these pains were nothing.

Xu Yin heard that the other party didn't answer for a long time, so he asked casually: "Miss Fang, where are you, I'll go find you!" ”

After being silent for a long time, a voice came from the other end of the phone: "I'm in Hongqiao!" ”

I thought that when the day dawned, she would see the light and get back on her feet, but the facts told her that it would never be possible to heal the deep scars in her heart.

The weather was gloomy and gloomy, and there was no ray of sunshine early in the morning, as if her heart was shrouded in endless darkness and fog at this time, and she couldn't find a way to escape.