I kept grabbing his skinny hand, hugging his skinny waist, and asking him with tears in my eyes: Husband, haven't you eaten these days? How did you lose weight like this?

He smiled reluctantly, and walked a little unsteadily, he said: I have a stomachache when I eat, so I eat less, I have no appetite, and I don't want to eat.

We sat down, I looked around, even though he was sick, he still kept the room tidy, there was a fresh fragrance in the wooden house, it was the fresh smell of that plant, the courtyard outside, full of all kinds of vegetables and melons and fruits, he hung the spider plant on the windows around him, and when the wind blew, there was an unknown fragrance of flowers wafting over. There was a deck chair under the grape trellis in the yard, and the swing I liked was already covered with green vines.

When the fairy saw Xu Cheng like this, she couldn't help but shed tears, Lao Liu grabbed Xu Cheng's hand, so deep that she didn't know what to say, the fairy said: Ah Cheng, do you have anything you want to eat? Tell me quickly, I'll do it for you. Anyway, you have to eat something.

I walked around the yard, it was spring, the yard was green, everything we had longed for in the past, he actually arranged it little by little, a parrot hung on the roof beam, I approached the side, the parrot actually began to learn the tongue: Zhizhi, I miss you. Yes, I miss you.

At that moment, my tears...... I turned and walked briskly into the house, threw myself into his arms, and wept and asked him: Why are you so selfish? Why choose one person to bear? Why didn't you tell me anything? Why lie to me?

He let me hold him, tears poured down his collar, the shirt that once fitted was now empty, I stroked his face, and he said, "Well, I chose not to tell you, because I was afraid of the situation like this." Seeing that your heart hurts so much, how can I bear it?

As he spoke, he suddenly covered his mouth with a tissue, then quickly threw it in the trash, let go of the hand holding me, and covered his stomach, with a pained expression on his face. I looked at him like this, looked around the room again, and found that except for a few books on the coffee table, I didn't see any medicine, and I asked him: What about your medicine? Where's your medicine?

His eyes flickered for a moment, and then he said: I have finished eating, and it has not had much effect, so I didn't buy it again.

I quickly wiped the tears from my face, pulled him up, and I shouted into the kitchen: Fairy, don't burn, let's go to the hospital quickly! Fast!

Xu Cheng took my hand and shook his head, he said: Zhizhi, it's useless, going to the hospital is waiting for death, I want to die quietly, I don't want to be tortured repeatedly by those medical instruments before I die. Hey, as fate would have it, I thought I could escape this catastrophe, but I didn't expect that when the time came, it still happened.

This is not him, he has never been so negative and so low, I have always felt that death and decadence are far away from him, he used to be the kind of man who walked with the wind, and did not hesitate to do anything. It's just that in the face of this sudden illness, he is really vulnerable, and he is really defeated by the disease.

No wonder he gave up on the company, gave up on me, and even gave up on his family, just alone here alone waiting for death to come......

I shook my head, and I said, "You can't do this, neither I nor the child let you fall, so you can't be negative." Anyway, go to the hospital and check it again. Xu Cheng, I don't allow you to let your life and death go like this, your life is up to you. You see, the child we had been looking forward to so much in the past, he is back. He came back to tell you, Xu Cheng, you can't give up, I Yi Zhizhi and Xu Tianyi will not let you give up on yourself! Get up for me, and we'll go now!"

Lao Liu also came to persuade him, and Lao Liu said: Ah Cheng, now that medicine is so developed, we have to actively treat to have hope of living. For the sake of it and the child, you have to actively cooperate with the doctor, you can't let the disease go untreated, what will you do with the child in the future.

He seemed to be beginning to realize the arrival of the child from this moment, he touched my belly, couldn't help but kiss my belly, and then said to the baby: Baby, Daddy is glad that you are back, you must be born healthy and healthy. It's just that Dad can't go on with you, Dad doesn't have much time, and if he can hold on until he sees you born, Dad will be content.

He choked up as he spoke, and after the fairy who came out of the kitchen saw this scene, she actually screamed instead of crying, she said: Ah Cheng, if you don't actively treat, how can you wait until the child is born? No matter what, as long as you go for treatment, there is hope for life! I don't like you to be so negative! Where are you from the past? You can't do this! No, we have to send him to the hospital, drag him down day by day, even if he is not sick, he will be dragged down!

I took his hand and put it on my stomach, and I said: Last night when I said I missed you, the baby moved, and he seemed to be telling me that he missed you too. The doctor said, everything is fine, our child, he is healthy. If you can't bear to leave him as soon as he is born, you will give up the treatment! Just like that, my child and I will despise you for the rest of our lives! Because you're not a brave dad! Xu Cheng, you are my man, I will not let you die like this, no matter what, you have to go for examination and treatment, you have to give me and the child an explanation! If you don't go today, I'll have to tie you up!

I was a little excited, the fairy quickly pressed me down and let me lie on the sofa, Xu Cheng's hand kept on my stomach, touching back and forth, his voice was a little weak, probably because he hadn't eaten for too long, he was particularly weak, he said: But if there is a glimmer of hope for survival, I will also actively treat. It's useless, I watched my dad die after repeated treatments, I saw my relatives leave one by one because of this disease, useless, and I know that my limit is approaching, and no matter how much treatment is in vain. It's better to be here, quietly waiting for death. It's just that I can't accompany you here for the rest of my life, which is the biggest regret of my life.

After he finished speaking, he suddenly became excited, and he said: Baby! The baby just moved!

I smiled with relief and I said, "Well, I feel it too." The baby doesn't like such a negative dad, so he's rebelling! My dear, this is not you, where is the one who never flinched.

He shook his head and said: You don't understand the horror of this disease, I understand, I know too well, so I don't want to treat it, because I know that if it is not treated, the final consequence will be death.

We were all silent, and the fairy goddess sat beside Lao Liu gloomily, and the three of us looked at each other, but we didn't know what else to say. Xu Cheng reluctantly smiled at everyone, and then said: Zhizhi, you come with me. =semi^float##生-/;. {ban^fu] [ｓheng].coｍ

After saying that, he got up and went upstairs, I quickly followed, took his hand, and slowly walked upstairs, he entered the room, opened the drawer, and took out a stack of papers.

He showed me one by one, and he said: "Yes, this is a life insurance policy, when we just confirmed the relationship, I bought it, and the beneficiary is you, but I am afraid that one day I will leave, leaving you alone in the world, so I will prepare first. Now, you can use it, you keep it. When I die, I don't have to worry about you suffering.

He handed it to me, but I didn't take it, and I said: I don't want such an ending, I just want you to live, as long as you live in the world, even if I serve you all your life, I just want you to live, live.

He wiped away my tears with his hands, put the insurance policy aside, and took out a document, he said: This is the will I left, and after I leave, you will help me auction all the property in my name, and divide it into proportions, and I will think about how much each person gets. The most important thing is my mother, I haven't told her about my illness until now, I am not a filial son, I have not been with her for so many years, and I also let her white-haired people send black-haired people, so, I left her a large pension, and when I die, I still want to return to my roots, but I don't know how to tell her this fact, I have not been able to speak, I am afraid that she will not be able to live. And for these other things, you help me to give them to my brothers and sisters and relatives in my house, according to what I have written. I thought I would never see you again, and I wanted to hand it over to a lawyer. Now that you're here, I'll leave it to you with confidence......

With tears in my eyes, I listened to him speak these last words to me with great difficulty, and even though he was about to die, he had arranged everything for the future, and treated everyone impartially. What else can I say, I almost didn't even see his face and misunderstood him all my life, I almost never heard these words. I'm glad I didn't wait for the insurance policy to fly in after his death and tell me that I had been paid a large sum of money that I realized what he had done for me. Luckily, I found him before he died......

He took out a jewelry box from the drawer again, and said: This, originally wanted to hand it to Xiangwei. I entrusted you to him, and he promised you happiness. I can't see you as a bride, so I prepared a crown for you, hoping that on the day you get married, Xiangwei can put it on for you personally, and it can be regarded as Xu Cheng for me, completing what I have always wanted to do. I am both glad and sorry that you did not marry me in this life, and I don't have to suffer the pain of losing your husband at a young age. It's a pity that I didn't meet you at my best years and marry you, and I came alone and went alone.

I couldn't cry, he kept wiping my tears, and then said, "Baby, don't cry." Baby, this is all I should have done for you.