Chapter 12: Turn Away
He closed his eyes and calmed his emotions before he stepped forward gently and leaned down to lay down the flowers.
However, when he straightened up and saw the photo of Ye whispering and smiling lightly on the tombstone, the pain in his heart that he had finally suppressed was flooding uncontrollably again.
Lian Shaokang smiled bitterly, sat down in a corner next to the tombstone, looked sideways at the photo of Ye whispering on the tombstone, and opened a beer.
He spilled some on the ground, and then took a sip.
The beer is slightly bitter, just like his mood at the moment.
"I miss you so much, whisper." He looked at the leaf whispering on the photo and said softly. After saying this, his mood did not improve, but became more bitter.
After so many years, he has become accustomed to it, whenever he thinks of Ye Qingyu and thinks of the previous things, he comes over to see her, but today, Yan Li's actions towards Song Tong made him suddenly unsure whether it made sense for him to come here.
He likes Ye Qingyu very much, but has Ye Qingyu ever liked him?
There was a time when he thought they were close and he was being bullied, and Ye Qingyu would not hesitate to stand up to protect him at the first time.
Ye Qingyu doesn't like to associate with other classmates, only for him, he will not put on an attitude of rejecting people thousands of miles away, will talk to him, will chat with him, and will laugh with him.
Those moments are his most precious memories and the best ones.
But those memories that he regarded as treasures, would Ye Qingyu also attach importance to and care about them?
still remembers that when Yan Li gave Ye a smile for the first time, all her attention was instantly completely attracted by Yan Li.
A shy but sweet smile appeared on the corner of her lips, and her eyes followed Yan Li's figure closely, full of obsession. Even if Yan Li only gave her a slight response, it could make her happy for a long time.
In the past, she would only get close to him, but since then, she has begun to follow Yan Li all the time.
Maybe the memories related to Yan Li are the most precious part of Ye Qingyu's heart.
Lian Shaokang didn't want to admit it, but the more he resisted, the more a voice in his heart stubbornly told him that this was the case.
In his mind, it also began to flash one after another, and after Yan Li chased Ye Qingyu, he deliberately showed off intimately with Ye Qingyu in front of him.
What's even more fatal is that in those pictures, he can't find a little bit of Ye Qingyu's resistance or unhappy look, and he can't find Ye Qingyu's attention to him. In those pictures, in Ye Qingyu's eyes, there was only Yan Li's reflection.
Lian Shaokang took another sip of wine, and the bitter taste gradually catalyzed the pain in his heart and the entanglement in his heart into anger.
He had long known that Yan Li was chasing Ye and whispering, not really liking her, but just using her to stimulate him, hit him, and torture him.
But at that time, his inferiority complex made him not have the courage to tell Ye Qingyu this fact, nor did he have the courage to stop Ye Qingyu and Yan Li from being together, let alone face Yan Li head-on.
If he could have been a little braver and more courageous at that time, maybe Ye Qingyu would not really have walked with Yan Li, and maybe, those precious memories would only belong to him and Ye Qingyu.
Lian Shaokang hated Yan Li, but he hated himself even more at that time.
He squeezed the beer can tightly, his fingers caught in the twisted metal can, and he didn't feel pain.
Haiyue Club.
Less than an hour had passed, but the atmosphere was becoming more and more delicate.
Song Tong and Song Xu have been working hard to thread the needle and avoid cold spots, but the topics that can be talked about have basically been talked about.
Su Li saw Song Xu's gaze, and he focused on Song Tong's body more and more frequently, and there was a fire in his heart.
When Song Xu handed her a glass of juice, she pushed it away with a cold face, looked at her watch impatiently, and said to Song Xu: "I made an appointment with Dr. Zheng to do a rehabilitation plan, and the time is almost up." It should be about the same today, the key people haven't come, what are you talking about? ”
Everyone's eyes were focused on Su Li's body.
The embarrassment in the air was a little more, and Song Xu's hand, which was originally flat on the table, couldn't help but clench subconsciously.
Song Tong looked at Su Li's gaze and also became cold. She has been putting up with it, but it doesn't mean that she will always allow Su Li to go down inch by inch.
Song's father and Song's mother glanced at Song Tong, and in the next second, they started a round for Su Li, looked at Grandpa Lian and Grandma Lian with a smile, and said tentatively: "Shao Kang is not here today, why don't we make another appointment and have a good chat then?" ”
Grandpa Lian and Grandma Lian also saw that Su Li came over with prejudice today, and Song's father and Song's mother did not blame Su Li for this.
In this case, it is better to stop talking. They then laughed and nodded: "It's okay, let's set another time another day, the child also has something, don't delay." ”
"Okay, Xiaoli has made an appointment with the doctor, let's go first, and let Tongtong send you two elders home." Mother Song smiled and said to Grandpa Lian and Grandma Lian.
As he spoke, he immediately gave Song Xu a look and reminded him: "Ah Xu, you take Xiaoli downstairs first." ”
Song Xu didn't move, looking at Song Tong, with strong emotions rolling in his eyes.
He really felt that his parents were very partial, Su Li was so excessive today, and his parents were always looking at Su Li. Without the support of his family, it will definitely make it more difficult for Song Tong to get rid of his unhappy marriage with Lian Shaokang.
Song Tong guessed what Song Xu wanted to say to her, but she didn't want to hear it at all, and she didn't want to give Song Xu a chance to say it.
The wedding photos sent by Song Xu that day have already expressed everything that should be said and should not be said. She didn't have any interest in listening any further.
Song Tong swept Song Xu and Su Li coldly with a warning gaze, turned around, helped Grandpa Lian and Grandma Lian, and walked out.
In Su Li's heart, a sudden burst of anger surged up.
Song Tong dared to look at her with a warning gaze!
Song Tong: Why?!
hooked up with Song Xu, who was already married, it was not clear, and he dared to warn her sister-in-law who was rightful!
Su Liwo looked at Song Xu on fire, saw his gaze, and chased Song Tong closely, as if he felt hurt because Song Tong didn't talk to him, and the pent-up emotions exploded in an instant.
She slapped the chair fiercely, gritted her teeth and threw down a sentence: "If you are so reluctant, just catch up with your sister and accompany your sister!" I don't need you to go to the hospital! ”
A trace of embarrassment and panic quickly flashed on the faces of Song's father and Song's mother, and he immediately gave Song Xu a look and asked him to go over to help Su Li immediately.
Song Xu looked at Song Tong's cold and refusal back, tightened the corners of his lips, and in his heart, he swung a punch in one direction, and then, quickly caught up with Su Li, and became a good son and husband whose parents needed him to perform.
Grandpa Lian and Grandma Lian glanced at each other silently in the corridor, and they both felt that the relationship between Song Xu Suli and Song Tong was a little wrong, but after exchanging glances with each other, they both chose to be silent for the time being, and they didn't hear anything.
After Song Tong sent Grandpa Lian and Grandma Lian back to the old house, he called Lian Shaokang a few times, but no one answered.
After thinking about it for a while, she guessed where Lian Shaokang might be, and immediately drove to the Eternal Cemetery.
On the way, her mobile phone vibrate, she immediately parked the car on the side of the road, picked up her mobile phone to check, but found that it was not Lian Shaokang's phone, but a message sent to her by Song Xu.
"Tongtong, you really don't have to, you are so wronged yourself!"
"I will take care of the matter between me and Su Li, I don't want you to find someone you don't love to marry for the sake of the things back then."
"It's not that I don't want you to be happy, and I don't want to stop you from getting married, I just want you not to compromise!"
The messages are all unabashedly showing that Song Xu is still obsessed with believing that there is no love in the marriage between her and Lian Shaokang.
Song Tong was really tired, especially thinking of the wedding photos she received that day, she picked up her mobile phone and replied simply.
"I love Lian Shaokang, so marrying him is as simple as that."
After sending it, she casually blocked Song Xu's number, and then, increasing the throttle, went to the Eternal Cemetery.
In the parking lot of the cemetery, she parked her car, but it rained in the sky.
She bought an umbrella, held it, and went directly along the boulevard to the West 1st District, Cave 99.
When she was about to reach her destination, she saw Lian Shaokang from a distance holding a beer and sitting in front of Ye Qingyu's tomb in a daze, as if she didn't know that it was already raining.
The rain in the sky was dripping, pulling out one rain curtain after another, which also reminded Song Tong of one memory after another.
A long time ago, on such a rainy day, she also used to hold an umbrella, through the rain curtain after rain, standing far, far away, looking at the place belonging to Cave 99 in the West 1st District.
She likes rainy days, so that the people who come here, will not notice, far away, she is looking in this direction.
Occasionally, when she came here, someone else would come over, send a bouquet of flowers in front of the tombstone belonging to Ye Qingyu, stay for a while, and then leave.
Lian Shaokang is the person she has seen the most here.
She had only seen Lian Shaokang on rainy days, but she didn't expect that on a sunny day, Lian Shaokang might also come over.
Song Tong thought about it, and a very complex emotion suddenly surged in his heart, including sweetness, sourness, and bitterness.
She smiled, suddenly didn't want to reminisce, turned around, slowly walked to the parking lot, found Lian Shaokang's car, and sat in.
Lian Shaokang was poured a lot of rain, but he didn't care at all.
He suddenly felt a sense of connection, and immediately looked in the direction of the premonition in his heart, but saw nothing.
Many times, when he came here on a rainy day, he would have a feeling as if Ye Qingyu was also here.