118 What should I do if I love to wander (add more to cut love diamonds)

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I lay in his arms, breathed his breath vigorously for a while, and then I said slowly: Xu Cheng, let's break up.

His whole body trembled like an electric shock, and his eyes immediately became particularly painful, but then, he asked me coldly: Is it because of Dai Xiangwei?

I laughed, laughed with tears in my eyes, and I said, "If I want to choose him, why wait until now......

He let go of his arms around me instantly, and he said, "Zhizhi, don't lie to yourself." That genuine smile on your face when he's holding you doesn't lie......

I shook my head, and I said, "I'm not a woman who easily empathizes.

He confronted me, and he said, "Do you dare to say that you don't feel anything for him?"

I was tempted to nod, but in the end I was silent. Between me and Dai Xiangwei, there is indeed some unique feeling that is inexplicable, and if I deny it, I feel that it is against my heart.

He actually smiled, he kissed me on the forehead gently as before, and he said: "Yes, you are far less single-minded than you think, when I watched you move freely around every man, I secretly thought to myself, you will not be a woman, you have your unique rules of the game, and many women are different......

I also laughed, and I said: I've known each other for so many years, and I've been in love for so long, is that how you see me?

The guilt in his eyes flashed clearly, but in a blink of an eye, he hardened his heart again, and he said: I know you better than anyone else.

I said, "I'm the same, because I know you, so I'm desperate."

He said loudly: Well said! Because of understanding, so desperate. Sure enough, people still can't get too close to each other, hurting others and hurting themselves.

I said, "Xu Cheng, I understand." It's not that the time has not come between us, it's not that you can't afford it, it's me, it's not the person you want, right?

He looked at me with a very deep look in his eyes. I said, "Xu Cheng, answer me, right?"

He still chose to be silent, he avoided the important and said lightly: Zhizhi, you are drunk, I will help you change your clothes and go to bed early......

At that moment, my heart was so anxious that it was like thousands of ants crawling, and I said: Xu Cheng, can you face the problem head-on? Why do you keep flashing your words, why do you keep running away? Have you never loved me?

He bowed his head in pain, and he said, "Well, can I not answer?" Nothing is as you think......

I roared suddenly, I felt that I could no longer bear the hard work of such a sudden separation, and I said: Xu Cheng, are you a man? Will I die if I say love? If you don't love me, don't hang my appetite, okay? Everyone is so busy, do you have some time to talk about your hobbies? Can we not torture each other like this? Can you open your heart as you did at the beginning? Can you be honest with each other at the most basic level? ……

He'd never seen me out of control like this, but at this moment, I really didn't want to pretend. My easy world has always been black and white, love is love, if you don't love well, you should get out early, I don't want to live like this, it's too worrying!

He said slowly: "Yes, it's okay to control your emotions." The more you do this, the more I don't know what to say......

I found that it was only a period of time, he returned to the same face he had when he was my boss, and suddenly he sent me into the cold, and suddenly everything I did was wrong in his eyes, and I was suddenly pushed far away by him, so far away that I couldn't see hope, and I felt that I had no patience and no confidence to go on with him......

It turns out that love is so hurtful, and it is different from what I imagined......

I said, "Xu Cheng, let's go." I don't need you anymore, I can live well alone......

There was a great pang on his face, and he said, "Well, do you really want to do this?" If I'm gone, I'll never come back......

At this point, can I still hope? In the face of such a man who is soft and hard, invulnerable, I feel that I have no extra words to express, what else can I say. I think of a sentence I saw a long time ago: Is the departure of the leaf the pursuit of the wind or the irretrievable of the tree?

Every woman who takes the initiative to break up has a heart that wants to be retained. But he didn't understand, the man in front of him could dominate the mall, shuttle between different women, and take me to the mountains and mountains to be alone, but when I said I was leaving, he was never willing to let go of his dignity and say to stay......

I nodded, and I said, "You go, I've had enough of you......

He slowly put me on the bed, reluctantly grabbed my hand and kissed it on the lips, and said: Sleep well, since you hate me so much, I will not appear in your sight......

He actually walked away like this, and when he closed the door gently, I grabbed the pillow and threw it towards the door, and then I couldn't help crying...... This relationship, which I thought could go through a lifetime, came to an end in such an unknown way, I couldn't see it, and I didn't even know why......

Yes, the relationship is gone, and life still has to go on. It's too hard to fall in love with a man like a king, or maybe no matter who you fall in love with, it's a particularly hard thing. Love is really a great luxury for me.

I put all my energy into my work again, but now, I no longer have the urge to be side by side, because I find that even if I am good enough one day, he may not want to hold my hand and laugh at Hongchen together...... My efforts now are purely to keep myself having something to do, so that I can miss him when I have time.

As a woman in need of healing, I still thought of my fairy when I was most desperate and helpless. I threw myself into her arms and cried, she did the most detailed analysis for me, she said that she felt that my fate with Xu Cheng was not so shallow, and she had always been very accurate in her eyes.

I said, but we have really reached the end, it always seems to be like this between me and Xu Cheng, it always suddenly drops to the freezing point, and suddenly no one is anyone's anymore. The fairy came to the sentence very literarily: Because you still don't understand the true meaning of love......

I asked: What is the true meaning of love......

The fairy said: Just don't worry about how much you love, as long as you know each other, it's enough......

I had an epiphany, and I said: I love you, why don't you be together......

She nodded, and she said, "That's it."

I said, "Only when we reach your age, maybe the experience will make us calm, time will wear down our stamina, we will lazily snuggle together, and every day we will open and close our eyes as long as we see each other, we will feel enough. But now we can't reach such a state, and we don't live such a life.

The fairy touched my head, and she said: As long as you have a comprehension, love is a kind of comprehension, and people who are destined will meet again.

I nodded, and I asked: Fairy, have you never thought of marrying Lao Liu?

She smiled and said: At my age, what else do I have to toss, if I can live one more day, I will enjoy one more day of love. We are all people whose lives are counting down.

When the fairy said this, I realized that aging was very close to my fairy, and once upon a time, the fairy who opened and closed her mouth to be eternally young, and such clichéd words appeared in her mouth......

But my fairy, who has lived most of her life, has never put on a wedding dress......

I put her little body in my arms, she used to be my god, and now I am her god. No, she still has Lao Liu, a man who is willing to treat fairies wholeheartedly despite appearing late.

The fairy said: When you meet true love, you can cherish it enough. You haven't seen many women who have been busy all their lives and never know what true love looks like......

Yes, there are a thousand kinds of love in a thousand eyes, although they almost all say the same thing, although they do almost the same thing, but the ever-changing feelings of each person cause a thousand differences in their emotional outlook. In love, there is really no one right or wrong, but if you think it is good, you will continue, and if you feel bad, you will stop. That's it, there is no right or wrong.

You love him, and neither moral opinion nor worldly prejudice is a reason; You don't love him, he just puts a P, and you think he's enough to make you hate...... Love is really an unspeakable thing.

I actually discussed love with the fairy all night, this woman who met true love in her old age, in fact, she suffered the same problems in her emotions as me, but she was obviously more indifferent than me, she thought that staying together day and night was far more important than those so-called forms. It's just that I said, there is no woman who does not look forward to a big wedding, no matter how old she is.

Because I clearly saw a trace of imperceptible loneliness in the eyes of the fairy. Her heart, I know.

Lao Liu didn't want to marry her, but faced the problem of all twilight love being the same. Lao Liu used to be a middle-level cadre in a public institution, with a lot of income, real estate, a good family business, and a large pension. Although his son who is dedicated to training is far away from other countries, he has always been thinking about Lao Liu's family property.

Lao Liu lived with the fairy in a fit of anger, this matter, in Lao Liu's network has made many people criticize, living a life just to win a good reputation Lao Liu met the fairy in his later years, but he said that the time with the fairy is the most peaceful, the most real and the most alive time in his life.

It's just that his son will not accept the fairy inserting into his family out of thin air, he is afraid that the fairy who is more than ten years old will share part of his family property one day in the future, people's hearts are selfish, he doesn't think that his father's happiness in his old age is more important than Lao Liu's money and property......

And the world also does not allow Lao Liu and the fairy to do things, although they are both single, but Lao Liu and the fairy's unmarried cohabitation has made Lao Liu laughed at by his former partners, what Lao Liu can give to the fairy is probably to ignore these gossips, firmly hold the fairy's hand and walk at dusk......

I felt that I had to do something for them, my own mother I could afford to raise, and I felt that his son was too worried......

Sorry, I surprised everyone again.

This little couple, D, is there any true love in the world?

I just broke up with the fairy to heal, and I haven't experienced the pain of falling out of love, so I suddenly worried about the fairy and Lao Liu......

Zhizhi is really a strange girl......

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