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Li Yilan had already walked in front of her, Li Yilan's footsteps were not big, and she walked unhurriedly. But it was only in an instant that he walked in front of her.

Li Yilan's warm hands took hers.

In just an instant, the temperature of those hands spread throughout Xu Yaran's body, and Xu Yaran suddenly didn't feel cold. The whole body is full of warmth, as if the sun is shining on the body.

"Let's go." Li Yilan stood in front of Xu Yaran, held Xu Yaran's hands, and said to Xu Yaran with a smile.

Seeing Li Yilan's smile, Xu Yaran's heart warmed. Right...... That's it, Li Yilan's smile should be like this. The Li Yilan in her memory is like this. The current Li Yilan, with a demagogic smile, has destroyed the last line of defense in Xu Yaran's heart little by little.

Xu Yaran nodded, followed Li Yilan's footsteps, and took a step forward, her body suddenly seemed to lose its center of gravity, and she stepped into the air. In front of Xu Yaran, an abyss suddenly appeared.

As soon as Xu Yaran raised her head, Li Yilan was looking at her from a distance with a bright smile. And the woman beside her is as delicate as a flower, and she is so beautiful that you can't take your eyes off it.

In an instant, Xu Yaran remembered who that woman was, and that woman was Nangong Meining. Xu Yaran's heart was like ashes.

She felt like she was falling into the abyss, and she struggled hard. Xu Yaran woke up from her dream all of a sudden, and she herself was sweating profusely.

As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw an enlarged face appear in front of her. Xu Yaran's eyes darkened, she was startled, and she opened her mouth and cried out.

"Are you alright?" The man straightened up, pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, and smiled. A mouthful of white teeth is exposed, as well as two cute little tiger teeth, and two dimples are exposed on the face.

That person was a little farther away from her, and Xu Yaran saw clearly that it was her young attending doctor, Chu Li.

Xu Yaran's heart was beating hard, she was really taken aback by Chu Li just now.

"Chu ...... Dr. Chu. Xu Yaran swallowed a mouthful of saliva, her heart was beating so fast that she was almost jumping out of her stomach.

"Nightmares?" Chu Li sat down on the side of Xu Yaran's bed, put his hands around his chest, and asked.

Chu Li sat there, looking particularly imposing. Although the facial features are not exquisite, they are better in temperament, which makes people look particularly easy to get close to.

Xu Yaran was really frightened just now, and now seeing Chu Li, Xu Yaran felt relieved. Maybe it's because Chu Li has a good skin, and it's hard for people to be wary of him. And Chu Li is her attending doctor, so Xu Yaran still trusts Chu Li very much.

"Hmm......" Xu Yaran nodded with palpitations.

That dream, too real. Thinking about it now, Xu Yaran's heart is still aching.

Is that dream suggesting something? In fact, Xu Yaran knew very well in her heart that the dream was clearly predicting that if she followed Li Yilan's footsteps again, there would be an abyss ahead, and as long as she took one more step, she would fall.

"Can you tell me what kind of dream it was?" Chu Li pushed his glasses again and asked.

Xu Yaran raised her head to look at Chu Li, but when she saw Chu Li's glasses, the reflection flashed, which inexplicably made Xu Yaran feel a chill in her heart. I took a closer look, but I didn't see anything, Chu Li still had the kind and happy appearance of a humble gentleman.

When the words came to her mouth, Xu Yaran swallowed again and said, "I know, I gave birth to the child." ”

Chu Li's eyebrows were raised, he looked at Xu Yaran with a smile, and responded in a tone that was not salty or light.

Xu Yaran suddenly felt that there was nothing to say, she always felt that Chu Li was an elegant and generous doctor before. But I don't know why, she suddenly felt that Chu Li didn't seem to be so simple today, and Xu Yaran didn't want to say it to others in her heart.

This is her own secret, and even Tu Baobao doesn't know it. She almost said it to a stranger, and Xu Yaran was even more jealous of Chu Li in her heart.

"It's okay, dreams are all the opposite." Chu Li replied with a smile.

Quietly in the ward, Xu Yaran glanced at Chu Li, he didn't seem to have anything to say, and he wasn't ready to leave. Chu Li's gaze stared at Xu Yaran's face without shying away. Although Chu Li's gaze was gentle and not strong, it also made Xu Yaran a little uneasy.

"Well, my body should be fine, right?" Xu Yaran stretched out his hand and dialed the flowing sea in front of him and asked.

"Well, it's nothing." Chu Li nodded.

"So when can I have surgery?" Xu Yaran asked a little impatiently.

In fact, she was afraid, she was afraid that the longer time passed, the weaker her determination to kill the child became. After all, for the child in the womb, there will be feelings for it for a long time. She actually loves the child in her womb very much, but for the sake of the child, in order not to let the child be born an illegitimate child, she must be killed.

Her determination is so big now, if it drags on for a while, Xu Yaran really can't guarantee that she will not be soft-hearted and want to keep the child. That dream I just had...... If she continues to entangle with Li Yilan like this, she will really be hopeless.

Although Xu Yaran doesn't know Nangong Meining very well, Nangong Yuhan is so strong. Nangong Meining is Nangong Yuhan's sister, the two of them should have the same temperament from the bones, right? In case Nangong Meining knew that the child in her belly was Li Yilan's, what would ......

For himself, for the sake of the child, and for the child's father Li Yilan, this child must not be born.

Chu Li looked at Xu Yaran with some surprise, he had been a doctor for many years. I've seen a lot of women who have had abortions, but he always looks at people with a bit of accuracy. He didn't feel like Xu Yaran didn't have any love for the child in his belly, and Xu Yaran didn't seem to be such a hard-hearted person.

He didn't understand why Xu Yaran was so eager to get rid of the child in his belly.

Chu Li pursed his lips, thoughtfully brushed over Xu Yaran's calm face, and said, "In a week." ”

This time was given to Xu Yaran by Nangong Yuhan, and thinking of Nangong Yuhan, Chu Li's smile deepened. The eyes that were covered by thick lenses looked even more unfathomable.

"My body should be fine, right?" Xu Yaran asked with a smile.

Chu Li nodded, now Xu Yaran's body is indeed no big problem. When she first entered the hospital, her body was too thin and her pregnancy was unstable. After a few days in the hospital, the body has already recovered.

"Can I be discharged from the hospital?" Xu Yaran asked a little nervously.

She was especially afraid that Chu Li would not agree, and she didn't want to stay in the hospital for a moment now. After staying in the hospital for a day, Xu Yaran will feel very lonely. Now that even Tu Baobao ignores herself, no one in the hospital wants to come to see her, reminding Xu Yaran all the time that she is a person who has no relatives and no friends.

So she longs for family affection even more, and her dearest relatives are in her belly. And she wants to knock out this relative, so that he does not have this opportunity to come to this world.

Now Xu Yaran is in pain, and her heart is tormented.

Chu Li didn't directly agree with whether Xu Yaran could go back, he only said that he would go back and study all the time. Ten minutes later, he came over and told Xu Yaran that she could be discharged from the hospital based on her physical condition.

Xu Yaran came out of the hospital wearing her own clothes, and she felt like she was in a different world. She hadn't been in the hospital for a long time, but she felt like she had been through a lot.

Also, it's not her delusion, she has been through a lot. For example, she knows that there is a little life in her belly, which is her dearest flesh and blood. Another example: she finally saw Li Yilan's personality clearly, and she also died of her heart for Li Yilan. Another example: she has decided to knock out this dearest flesh and blood in her belly.

After experiencing these things, Xu Yaran already felt as if a long time had passed.

She has already experienced it in the past few days, joy, dazedness, betrayal, etc...... A lot of emotions.

Walking alone on the deserted road, Xu Yaran tightened the clothes on her body. This set of clothes is still the one she took in the morning.

She really envied Tu Baobao, but Tu Baobao also went through a lot of hardships to have today's happiness. Other Xu Yaran didn't dare to ask for extravagance, she only hoped that after she could go through these painful days, she could also find her own happiness, just like Tu Baobao.

In fact, she hasn't wanted much, she just hopes to find a man who can treat her well. She already felt satisfied, that man didn't have to be more handsome than Yin Ziye, nor did he have to be as powerful as Li Yilan, nor did he have to be richer than Nangong Yuhan. As long as she is good to her, this has always been what Xu Yaran wants to get the most, but her luck has never been very good, so she has not been able to wait for this man to appear.

met Yin Ziye and Li Yilan before, but only after experiencing many things, Xu Yaran can completely understand what she wants.

Xu Yaran didn't know how long she had been walking outside, but then she only felt cold all over, especially the hands, she couldn't feel the presence of the hands. Xu Yaran came back to her senses at this time, and when she looked at it again, it was already on the lights. Where she is now, I can't tell for a while.

She's actually a very homely housegirl who rarely goes out.

Even if you live in this city for many years. But she is still like a person from out of town, and she doesn't know as much about the city as the locals.

When she was almost gone, Xu Yaran took a taxi and returned to the single apartment she rented.