This is the end of the matter, and it is really thrilling to look back, like making a movie, no wonder it is said that art comes from life.

In late autumn, the mountains are full of gold, and in addition to the leaves, there is also the joy of harvest. The chrysanthemums in my garden are blooming in clusters, red, white, pale green, purple, and they are blooming in the cold wind of late autumn.

I like chrysanthemums not only because they are easy to feed and can grow strong and splendid without careful care, but also because they are left alone in the world after the flowers are gone, it is not afraid of the cold, and after those delicate flowers wither, it still stands proudly and decorates the world with its own fragrance.

If only I could do the same! I don't need to praise words, I don't need too much attention, just a little bit of starlight, and I can bloom in all my beauty.

I'm hibernating again. I don't know why I've been paying attention to practicing the piano lately.,Although I used to play.,But it's all careless.,Sometimes I'm lazy.。 Now that I'm really in love with playing the piano, I find that the sound of the piano cleanses the soul and makes the bottom of the heart clean and free from a trace of impurities.

Now I am learning to play "Mountains and Flowing Water" with my teacher, and I have heard it in my previous life, but it is not as shocking as it is now: the empty mountains are silent, and the mountain springs flow out from the mountains and rocks, drop by drop, dripping close to the deep pool, and the echo resounded through the empty mountains. Gradually, the secluded spring came out of the mountain, the wind and water surged, and the sound of waves began to be heard from time to time. Later, there were huge waves and rapids surging suddenly, and the whirlpools of dangerous shoals can be seen everywhere, making people dizzy and thrilling. In the end, the water flows back to the sea, the realm is open, and there is a vast scene.

I know a little bit about "Mountains and Flowing Water", which seems to be related to the sub-period of Boya. The teacher explained to me in more detail its origins. "Mountains and Flowing Water" was first seen in the book "Liezi" in the pre-Qin period, saying that Boya was good at drumming and piano, and Zhongzi was good at listening to the piano. When Boya was playing the piano, the image of Mount Tai appeared in his heart, and Ziqi immediately said: "How good! Towering and lofty, what you want to express is Mount Tai! The scene of flowing water appeared in Boya's heart again, and Ziqi said: "How vast, you are thinking about flowing water!" "What Boya wants to express, the sub-period can be understood very accurately. Later, when Zhong Ziqi died, Boya broke his piano and stopped playing it for the rest of his life. This is where the word "bosom friend" comes from. Later, this piece was divided into two separate pieces, "High Mountain" and "Flowing Water".

This really suits my mood, I played it over and over again, the teacher said that my comprehension is particularly good, better than her, she said that she played for more than 20 years to understand the profundity of the guqin today, she said that my sound is moving, for a piano player, this is the most important. She said that I was the least effective student she was, and the most proud student she was.

I told her I didn't want to be a pianist, I just wanted to play it for myself. The teacher smiled, light and quiet, her eyes were very long, and she was nostalgic for the past, and I found that she was actually very beautiful, with a kind of graceful temperament, but she covered everything with black coldness. I think she used to be peerless.

People who live in this world, who doesn't have a story, as Qiong Yao said, thousands of lights, there is a story hidden behind each lamp. It's our family, who doesn't have a story, Daddy is the most intense one.

A few times I saw my dad sitting alone in the study, with smoke on his fingertips, and I found that he didn't smoke, he just sat still, like a sculpture. The afternoon sun slanted on his face, the curve of his face was cold and resolute, and his father at this moment was so far away and strange to me.

He was the same when he listened to me play the piano, always immersed in his own world, and I felt that he was not hearing my piano, but feeling something through me.

As soon as this thought came out, I was taken aback, and I had a vague answer in my heart about to come out, wouldn't it? Will it? That woman, the woman that my father put in my heart is my relative?

I broke out in a cold sweat, and the closer I got to my background, the more afraid I was of touching. That's good, good enough! I don't want to pursue anything anymore, I know anything.

No more!

I can't say why I refuse to know my background, I think if I did, my father and I would never be able to go back to the present.

It's good to keep it as it is, I don't need to change it, that's good enough! I still have a headache in front of me.

Two days ago, the guqin teacher told me that there was a national instrumental music competition held in Qinhuangdao, and she wanted me to participate. I said no, I said I didn't want to participate in any competitions, I didn't need to prove anything, I just liked to play the piano and like to play it for myself. I thought she had given up, but I didn't expect her to find her father, and I don't know how she persuaded her father. Anyway, at breakfast today, my father said, "Do you know that there will be an instrumental music competition in the spring next year?" ”

I nodded, "Yes, Teacher Qi told me." ”

"What do you think?" Daddy asked me.

"What do you think?" I'm a little confused, didn't my dad never ask me about my schoolwork? "Teacher Qi asked me to participate, but I refused." I looked like I didn't care.

"I filled out the registration form for you today, so you can prepare well." Daddy's faint words almost didn't knock me out.

What the? Has he already filled out the registration form for me? I think it's strange that my dad always listens to me, but this time he just spoke to me and didn't give me the right to choose. It seems that this teacher of mine is really extraordinary.

Daddy looked at me and asked me if I had any ideas, I quickly shook my head, what else is there to say, the name is all reported, just prepare for the game.