After more than 20 minutes, I saw An Yanan slowly waking up.

An Yanan was lying on the hospital bed, feeling groggy and didn't know how long he had been asleep. The smell of disinfectant water pouring into her nasal passages made her feel very uncomfortable.

Some fragments flashed through her mind, and she vaguely remembered what happened before she fell unconscious.

Su Li stabbed Song Xu with a knife, and in order to protect Song Xu, she flew to block the knife, but was scratched by the knife and shed a lot of blood.

At that time, one second, the mind seemed to be still awake, and the next second, the mind was uncontrollably dizzy, and the things in front of him became blurry.

Only in his ears, Song Xu's angry roar was faintly heard, so terrifying that it didn't look like he could make it.

It seems that it was because of her quarrel with Su Li that Song Xu was so angry.

Is she so important to Song Xu?

In a daze, An Yanan felt the light, blinked vigorously, and his vision slowly became clear.

Immediately afterwards, I saw Song Tong, Song Xu and a large number of doctors and nurses in white coats and white uniforms, all of whom were surrounding her nervously.

"Why are they all around me?" An Yanan squeezed out a smile and asked, feeling that the scene in front of him was a bit exaggerated.

At most, she lost too much blood and was in a coma for a while, so there weren't so many people around her, right?

She felt that she spoke very clearly, but in fact, what Song Tong, Song Xu and the medical staff heard was only a series of indistinct pronunciations.

Everyone felt that Anyanan's condition was somewhat serious, and after discussing it with each other, the doctors decided that a full body examination must be carried out immediately.

Song Tong only whispered in An Yanan's ear and told her: "Yanan, the doctor is going to have a routine examination, and we will wait for you outside the clinic." ”

An Yanan nodded, and subconsciously shifted his gaze to Song Xu's body, seeing that Song Xu was fine, and after she fell into a coma, she should not have been hurt by Su Li, so she was relieved, and was pushed by the nurse with peace of mind and entered the emergency room.

Her eyes made Song Tong feel that there was a problem.

Song Tong knows very well what it is like for a person to love another person, and An Yanan's eyes when he looks at Song Xu are definitely not as simple as looking at friends and buddies.

However, if An Yanan falls in love with Song Xu, it may be very tricky.

At least, from her previous conversation with Song Xu, it can be judged that Song Xu is completely unaware of An Yanan's feelings for him, and he has no feelings for An Yanan at all.

An Yanan ended an unrequited love that made her chill not long ago.

If An Yanan falls in love with Song Xu, it is difficult to say that it will not be another long and difficult unrequited love.

Song Xu is a long-term and stubborn person, if you want to get out of a relationship, it will take a long, long time, and no one can guarantee what the maximum value of this time is.

She really doesn't want her best friend to go through a long ordeal because of love.

Song Tong stood in front of the window outside the emergency room, thought for a long time, and decided to try Song Xu's attitude again.

Actually, think about it. An Yanan and Song Xu are a very complementary pair.

An Yanan is direct and straightforward, Song Xu is gentle and subtle, one is active and outgoing, the other is calm and introverted, if they can really be together, they should, they will achieve a good happy fate.

They are all very good people, but on the road of feelings, they are all people who have been hurt. It would be great if you could get them together.

Song Tong walked to Song Xu's side, patted him lightly on the shoulder, and pointed to the window on the side.

Song Xu followed Song Tong to the window with a heavy heart.

Song Tong glanced at the direction of the emergency room and asked Song Xu in a low voice: "If Yanan really has any serious health problems, will you dislike her?" Alienate her? ”

Song Xu immediately resolutely denied it: "Absolutely not." Yanan is injured because of me, no matter how serious his sequelae are, I will not alienate him, I am willing to take care of him until he gets better! ”

"What if she's been bad?" Song Tong asked.

"Then I'll take care of him all the time." Song Xu replied immediately.

Anyway, he no longer has any hope and interest in marriage, instead of blindly chasing what so-called marriage and happiness are, it is better to take good care of An Yanan, who was injured for him.

Song Xu sighed and said what he felt in his heart: "I have decided that I will not marry again in the future." I can take care of Anya Nan all the time. ”

Song Tong originally saw a glimmer of light, but when he heard Song Xu say this, the expectations in his heart quickly fell short again.

It turned out that Song Xu wanted to take care of An Yanan, out of morality and responsibility, not out of feelings.

Song Tong coughed lightly, tentatively, and guided Song Xu to consider the possibility of being with An Yanan.

"Brother. In fact, if you are willing to step out of the shadows of the past, you will find that there are many options in the world. Yanan is a very good person, she has always cared about you. ”

The more Song Xu listened, the more he felt that something was wrong.

How do you feel that Song Tong wants to match him with An Yanan?

What "if you are willing to come out of the shadow of the past", what "there are still many choices in the world", these are all to cheer him up and make him understand that in addition to heterosexuality, there is a choice of homosexuality in the world?

If you expand the gender of the partner from women to men and women, there are indeed many more choices. But the problem is, he's really a straight man, and he's really not interested in men at all!

Song Xu looked at Song Tong with some confusion, feeling that it was time for this question to be clearly stated.

"Kirito, I will take good care of Yanan until he gets better. No matter how serious his after-effects are, I will definitely do it. But Yanan and I can really only be friends. ”

Song Xu suddenly thought of something, and looked at Song Tong a little strangely: "Tongtong, have you been lately, have you liked to read Tanmei novels?" ”

He had heard that there was a kind of novel that specifically described the relationship between men and men, and many girls were particularly fascinated by it, especially girls, and they would have the urge to realize the illusory novel in reality.

"What Tanmei novel?" Song Tong frowned and asked puzzledly: "I never read novels and magazines, and I basically don't even watch TV movies." You know that. ”

"Uh, ahem." Song Xu remembered that Song Tong had been different from other peers since he was a child.

At a time when peers are crazy about being handsome, or sexy and charming idols. Song Tong indulges in collecting financial news and analyzing financial data every day. Rarely distracted or emotionally disturbed by illusory literary or video works.

He quickly controlled the impulse to explain to Song Tong what Tanmei novels were.

Song Xu felt that after making his position clear, his heart was a lot more relaxed.

Song Tong became heavy because of Song Xu's resolute refusal.

Now, the only hope she has is that An Yanan has not loved Song Xu to a very deep degree, and she can contain her emotions in time and stop suffering for her feelings. Be able to find someone who likes each other with her.

An hour later, the doctor completed all the examinations for Anyanan.

The results of the examination showed that Anyanan's mobility was affected by excessive blood loss and overtime coma.

The ability to express oneself gradually improves with the prolongation of waking time, and after a few hours, it should be able to return to normal.

However, there is a risk of permanent loss of motor function in the right foot and right hand.

Now An Yanan is completely unable to control the activities of his right hand and right foot, and the nerves in his right hand and right foot do not respond at all to the stimulation of electrode microcurrents.

Song Tong and Song Xu, when they heard the result, their hearts became very heavy.

Song Xu, in particular, blamed himself.

They were silent in the corridor for a long time before they mustered up the courage to enter the ward.

They were thinking about how to tell An Yanan about this possibility, and in the ward, An Yanan showed a comforting smile when he saw them.

"Don't worry, I've got you covered. It's okay. ”

She had already gotten the results from the nurse.

Even if she may permanently lose the mobility of her right hand and right foot, she does not regret the action she made to protect Song Xu at that time.

Song Xu felt even more guilty in the face of An Yanan's comfort, and he didn't know how to comfort her at all.

He could only express his determination to her: "Yanan, I will always take care of you until you recover!" ”

"No, no." An Yanan immediately shook his head and lowered his head, not wanting Song Xu to see the gloom in his eyes.

She didn't want Song Xu to take care of herself, she had always taken care of Song Xu, and she was used to taking care of Song Xu. She didn't want to be the vulnerable party, that would make her feel useless, and she didn't want Song Xu to see her so powerless.

"Yanan, you used to take care of me, but now that you are injured, I should take care of you." Song Xu said softly and persistently.

He understood why Anyanan would refuse.

He has also experienced such moments, when people are seriously injured, they will want to hide their vulnerable side, and they don't want to cause trouble to those close to them.

Only in the face of friends or loved ones who are closer than ordinary and intimate relationships can they calmly release their pain and vulnerability.

An Yanan can't rest assured now, so he will reassure her.

"Yanan," Song Xu looked at An Yanan and said solemnly, "I know how you feel in your heart, and I can completely understand it." But I'm really willing to take care of you until you're completely well, and if you have concerns, I'm willing to be by your side forever in a new capacity. ”

Song Tong and An Yanan looked at Song Xu at the same time, and their eyes showed shock.

"New identity", "always by your side", Song Xu, what does this mean?