Chapter 138: Will always be by your side (thanks to @Rui Ma Diamond)
Pei Shuyi shook her head and snuggled in Xiang Yuyao's arms, she closed her eyes and didn't say anything, she was too tired to think about it so much, she only knew that all the love and love now had to be left behind, and the most important thing was to save Yan Qiao's life first, as for herself? When a person is powerless to fight against fate, she can only accept her fate and go with the flow, and she can't struggle, so she can only follow this path. [No pop-ups. 】
Later, Pei Shuyi asked Xiang Yuyao to go back, she walked into the ward and closed the door, went to bed and hugged the sleeping Yan Qiao, she didn't fall asleep all night, she looked forward to the time passing quickly, as long as Yan Qiao's illness was cured, she would no longer be afraid.
It's just that on the other hand, I am worried about the success rate of the operation, after all, this is not an ordinary minor operation, but from the conversation with Pei Tingqing tonight, at least Pei Tingqing will never let Yan Qiao die, which also makes Pei Shuyi feel a little relieved.
And that night, Pei Tingqing returned to Infernal Island, sitting alone at the bar drinking red wine, only one light was turned on in the room, the light was not very bright, and he was in a shadow, surrounded by loneliness and loneliness.
Li Shaoxuan went to bed very early, but he had a lot to learn on weekdays, and he couldn't sleep because he was too early today, he came down the stairs in slippers and pajamas, and saw Pei Tingqing drinking, Li Shaoxuan walked over and climbed up the bar stool that was not short, and stared at Pei Tingqing after sitting on it, "Are you very unhappy today?" ”
Children will always easily worship someone, and sometimes they will learn his words and deeds, and act in an attempt to become such a person when they grow up, such as Li Shaoxuan's father-like existence of Pei Tingqing, he is full of curiosity and desire to explore, and he also tries to behave better, which can attract more attention from Pei Tingqing.
Pei Tingqing didn't ignore a child like in the past this time, he turned his head and asked Li Shaoxuan coldly, "When do you think I've been happy?" ”
Li Shaoxuan thought about it seriously, and then frowned and said to Pei Tingqing: "I have never seen you smile. He is not afraid of Pei Tingqing, but it is difficult to get close to Pei Tingqing, sometimes he is always thinking about how to make Pei Tingqing laugh, Pei Tingqing does not laugh, so he becomes unsmiling and taciturn.
Many times, Pei Tingqing does not wear a mask in front of Li Shaoxuan, at this moment his handsome face is a little pale, and there are bloodshot floating in his inky eyes, probably because he has too much pressure in his heart, and the burden is too heavy, but no one knows what he thinks, and no one really understands him, so Pei Tingqing doesn't care whether Li Shaoxuan can understand or not, he looked at Li Shaoxuan, as if looking at another person, and asked hoarsely: "Then do you think I am invulnerable, my heart is made of stone, I am cold-blooded and has no feelings, it won't hurt?" ”
Li Shaoxuan really didn't understand what Pei Tingqing was saying, but at least he knew that Pei Tingqing was not as indifferent as he seemed, after he was literate, practiced calligraphy, or fell asleep from playing the piano, Pei Tingqing would always carry him to the bed in the room, cover him with a quilt and touch his face; He hardly gets sick, and every time he gets sick, Pei Tingqing personally feeds him medicine............ Among the nearly 100 people on the entire island, there are men and women, and there are also children born to them, but among all of them, Pei Tingqing treats him the best, without his parents, Pei Tingqing's goodness is enough to make him a child to remember.
Li Shaoxuan didn't know what to do to make Pei Tingqing happy, he looked at the wine bottle and wine glass with black eyes, then took the small half bottle of wine in his hands, found another cup, and poured it into it leisurely, until there was more than half a cup, he held the cup in both hands and said to Pei Tingqing: "Since you don't sleep, I won't sleep either, I'll drink with you." ”
Pei Tingqing was stunned for a moment, and before he could say anything, Li Shaoxuan had already poured most of the red wine into his mouth like drinking water, until he really tasted the taste of alcohol, Li Shaoxuan's delicate little face suddenly wrinkled, "It's not delicious at all, why don't you drink milk?" ”
Li Shaoxuan's appearance reminded Pei Tingqing of Pei Shuyi's menstrual affair that year, when he gave Pei Shuyi brown sugar ginger water for the first time, her appearance was suddenly another cramp in her chest, he closed his eyes vigorously and opened them again, stretched out his fingers to wipe the wine off Li Shaoxuan's lips, "Don't you want to drink with me?" It's not delicious, do you still drink it? ”
Li Shaoxuan felt the gentle movements under Pei Tingqing's fingers, when he was willing to get close to others, no matter who he was, he seemed to be able to be confused by him, Li Shaoxuan nodded hurriedly, "I want to drink, if you like it, I will like it too." ”
"That's good." Pei Tingqing picked up the wine glass and gently collided with Li Shaoxuan, and then drank it all, Li Shaoxuan also followed his example, drank all the rest of the cup, and after a while, he was drunk and felt dizzy, lying on the bar and almost falling down.
Fortunately, Pei Tingqing stretched out his hand to hug Li Shaoxuan's body, he thought of his son Yanqiao, his whole heart was even softer, and he hugged Li Shaoxuan and put him on the bed in the room, and after a while, Pei Tingqing turned off the light and went back to his bedroom.
His heart hurt so badly that he couldn't fall asleep tossing and turning in bed, he especially wanted to sit up and smoke, and he imagined the most painful time three years ago, using drugs to relieve his inner pain, but he couldn't, he still had a lot to do, he couldn't indulge himself, and he couldn't stagnate.
Pei Tingqing's hand pressed on the tearing heart, the beads of sweat on his pale forehead rolled down, and after a while, he took out the tranquilizing drugs from the drawer of the bedside table, this kind of medicine was used too much, and he was also immune, so he had to swallow a lot of tablets at a time, just because he was not a god, and he had to rest well tonight.
In the end, Pei Tingqing still fell asleep, and he didn't wake up until nine o'clock the next day, and he didn't have time to go back to Pei's house, but there would be Huo Huiyuan and Steward Fang to help him deal with Ning Lianmeng, Pei Tingqing walked to Li Shaoxuan's room, a child drank so much wine for the first time, and he didn't wake up until now.
Pei Tingqing went to the kitchen to cook soup, and after waking up Li Shaoxuan, he let Li Shaoxuan drink a small bowl, and after Li Shaoxuan fell asleep in a daze, Pei Tingqing left Infernal Island.
Pei Tingqing went back to the company, and then rushed to the hospital, and found several other doctors to go into Yanqiao's ward together to do pre-operative examination and preparation.
Pei Shuyi bit her lip, walked over to him and bowed her head to him, standing behind a few doctors who were examining Yanqiao, she asked Pei Tingqing in a low voice, "You went to the operating table in person?" ”
"Hmm." Pei Tingqing nodded, his indifferent tone at this moment gave people a sense of stability, "Although I am not an expert in this area, my own son, at least watching him on the operating table, I am relieved." ”
Pei Shuyi's heart welled up with sourness when she heard this, her previous nervousness and fear of the operation had been reduced a lot because of Pei Tingqing's words, her throat seemed to be blocked, and she trembled for a long time before she said the word thank you.
Pei Tingqing lowered his eyes and looked at Pei Shuyi, his dense eyelashes covered the emotions there, and he repeated last night's sentence in a low voice, "This is my responsibility." Seeing Pei Shuyi's shoulders trembling and tears about to flow out, Pei Tingqing's thin lips pursed under his mask, "I can understand your feelings as a mother when your child is about to go to the operating table, but I believe that I won't have any problems." ”
The tears in Pei Shuyi's eyes fell straight down, and she covered her mouth and choked until she couldn't speak, "Hmm." ”
Until the doctors left, Pei Tingqing's footsteps standing by the door paused again, as if he had a heart, and then Yan Qiao's immature voice sounded behind him, "Uncle doctor, you can't go, you deceived Yan Qiao yesterday, you didn't come back to find Yan Qiao, you have to apologize to Yan Qiao." ”
Pei Shuyi was stunned when she heard this, and then remembered that Pei Tingqing played hide and seek with Yan Qiao yesterday, she sat at the head of the bed and couldn't help but say to Pei Tingqing: "Yesterday, Yan Qiao was waiting for you to find him, until he fell asleep, and you didn't come back." ”
Pei Tingqing didn't expect Yan Qiao to be such a persistent child, and his heart suddenly welled up with guilt, and he was not in a hurry after seeing the time, Pei Tingqing walked over and sat on the edge of the bed with Pei Shuyi, stretched out his hand and hugged Yan Qiao into his arms, and placed Yan Qiao's small body in the crook of his strong arm.
Pei Tingqing had a smile in his inky eyes, and said to Yan Qiao gently: "Uncle didn't deceive you, uncle also looked for it, but uncle didn't find it, so you can only blame uncle for being stupid, so this game is considered uncle lost, what reward do you want?" ”
He deliberately changed his voice, plus even Pei Shuyi had never seen Pei Tingqing coax the child so gently, so Yan Qiao couldn't judge that Uncle Doctor and the bad guy in his mouth were the same person, he climbed into Pei Tingqing's arm, thought about it and said that he would also play hide and seek with Uncle Doctor, this time Uncle Doctor hid, and he and his mother went to find Uncle Doctor together.
If this is the only way for Yan Qiao to be willing to get close to him, then he still won't let Yan Qiao know that he is a father for the time being, although Pei Tingqing is very unhappy in his heart, but at least he can accompany his son, and he is also satisfied.
Pei Tingqing agreed to Yan Qiao's proposal, and when Pei Shuyi cooperated with Yan Qiao's back, he walked into the inner room with light steps, in order to let Yan Qiao find him, he was also ready to hide in the cabinet, but he couldn't enter the cabinet with such a figure, so he had to jump on the window and cover his figure with curtains.
After a while, Yan Qiao and Pei Shuyi came in, Yan Qiao really went to look for it in the cabinet, and after finding no one, he went to lift the quilt again, and then under the bed, he saw that there was still no doctor uncle behind the door, and he said to himself where his uncle went, where did he go.
Pei Tingqing's lips hooked up a smile, and he endured it so that he didn't let himself laugh out loud, and later Yan Qiao was still under Pei Shuyi's persuasion, and opened the curtain to see the doctor's uncle.
He bent his legs, one foot against the window frame, leaning there, his arms around his shoulders and his eyes slightly closed, in a very casual and leisurely posture, Yan Qiao felt that the window must be very fun, and he had to climb up.
Pei Shuyi didn't leave Yan Qiao's left and right, and hurriedly picked up Yan Qiao, Pei Tingqing stretched out his hand to take Yan Qiao into his arms, and then let Yan Qiao sit on his lap, he hugged Yan Qiao's small body from behind, turned his head and stretched out his hand to point downstairs, asked Yan Qiao if it was fun, and talked to Yan Qiao gently.
Yan Qiao sat firmly in Pei Tingqing's arms, smiling happily, and Pei Shuyi stood silently looking at this father and son, she could not describe her mood at the moment, Pei Tingqing's love and care for Yan Qiao exceeded her imagination, and after all, she was biological, with that layer of blood relationship, compared to Xiang Yuyaolai, Yan Qiao preferred to be close to this doctor uncle.
The sun is very good this afternoon, shining through the window, and it feels very comfortable, and Pei Shuyi is like living in a dark hell for a while, deeply pressed by the haze, not seeing light and hope, forgetting how long it has been since I have really been so relaxed as at this moment.
There was the sound of Pei Tingqing and Yan Qiao talking and laughing in his ears, Yan Qiao almost rolled into a ball in Pei Tingqing's arms, Pei Shuyi looked at the tenderness, doting and love between Pei Tingqing's eyebrows, and really wanted time to freeze in this second, don't face it again, don't go on.
Pei Tingqing raised his wrist to look at the time, and before he knew it, so much time had passed, he was reluctant to let go of Yan Qiao, and his palm stroked Yan Qiao's head, Pei Tingqing asked gently: "Yan Qiao is going to have surgery when he meets him, is Yan Qiao afraid?" However, after this operation, Yan Qiao will no longer be in pain in the future, and he will not always stay in the hospital. ”
Pei Shuyi's eyes were sour when she listened, she didn't know the importance of surgery, but she didn't have to stay in the hospital in the future, which made him very happy, her dark brown eyes were shining, and she clenched her fists like a man and told Pei Tingqing, "Yan Qiao is not afraid, there will be a mother who will always be by Yan Qiao's side, and Yan Qiao can see his mother when he opens his eyes." ”
"Yes." Pei Tingqing glanced at Pei Shuyi, and then lowered his head to meet Yan Qiao's beautiful and pure eyes, "As long as you sleep, you will be able to see your mother when you wake up, and your uncle will always be by your side." There are ............", Pei Tingqing said and pulled up Yan Qiao's left wrist, the string of black beads shining in the sun, "Don't forget what your uncle said that this string of beads can bring a lot of luck to Yan Qiao." ”
Yan Qiao also looked at the string of beads, and nodded vigorously, "Hmm." ”
Pei Tingqing jumped down from the window with Yan Qiao in his arms, and a few seconds made Yan Qiao feel as if he was flying, and he "giggled" happily.
Pei Tingqing handed Yanqiao to Pei Shuyi, and when he walked out, he reached out and shook Pei Shuyi's shoulder, Pei Shuyi's eyes suddenly became sour, and she nodded in response to Pei Tingqing, "It's okay, I'm waiting for Yanqiao outside the operating room." ”
At about three o'clock in the afternoon, Yan Qiao was sent to the operating room, and Pei Shuyi and Xiang Yuyao were waiting outside.
Pei Shuyi sat on the chair, trembling all over, so afraid that there would be any accidents and risks during the operation, but through the door of the operating room, she seemed to be able to see Pei Tingqing standing in it with a calm face, Pei Shuyi tightly holding the cup of boiled water in her hand.