Chapter 50: How to Let Go

The food in Song Yi's hand fell to the ground, and the momentary gloom in his eyes made the temperature around him drop instantly. After reacting in his mind for a while, Song Yi was sure that he had heard correctly.

"Ranran, am I not good enough for you?" How good is Gu Jingchen to you? Song Yi looked at Qi Ran's eyes, and the crimson pupils were endless sadness.

Qi Ran knew that every time she said such a thing, she would undoubtedly stab Song Yi in the heart, but she had no choice.

"Song Yi, I'm sorry for delaying you for so many years, you're fine, but I can't forget him."

"He's been dead for 8 years, what do you want!"

Song Yi stood up abruptly and looked at Qi Ran condescendingly by the noisy river, his roar frightened the people around him into retreat. Because of Song Yi's high-decibel questioning, it attracted countless onlookers.

Obviously, they got along so happily today, and obviously she had him in her smile just now, why did she suddenly say such a thing when she was so happy.

So, is this the final farewell ceremony?

Song Yi thought so.

"Song Yi, after today, I will go and take everything that looks back at Jingchen, I will do everything I can to make everyone in the Gu family pay the due price, and I will take back everything he left me."

"You didn't take anything to fight Gu Ting, do you know who Gu Ting is?"

Song Yi's worst worry still happened, Qi Ran would finally decide to go back home, but that Longtan Tiger's Den was a weak woman, how could she get what she wanted.

Qi Ran tried hard to calm herself, Song Yi's emotions were out of control, and she didn't want to quarrel with him in public, especially when she saw that someone wanted to take pictures of them with her mobile phone. But Qi Ran's calmness seemed more like indifference to Song Yi's eyes.

Song Yi's hands hung weakly at his sides, "Then have you ever thought about me?" ”

Once Qi Ran decides something, no one can make her change her mind.

It's been 8 years, Song Yi has been waiting for nearly 8 years, but he can't win a dead man after all. A tear rolled down from the corner of his eye, and Song Yi could clearly feel the temperature sliding across his cheeks, which seemed to be hot.

"I'm sorry, Song Yi, this is my life."

Song Yi suddenly stretched out his hand, hugged Qi Ran, clasped her waist tightly with one hand, buried his face tightly in her hair, unloaded all the edges, threw away all the anger, in front of Qi Ran, he placed his position lower and lower, Song Yi suddenly panicked, "Ran Ran, I don't stop you from doing what you want, you can do whatever you want, but don't let me go, I can't let go." Ranran, I love you, I love you all my life. ”

Song Yi is like a helpless child, obviously the proudest young master of the Song family, but at this moment, he is just a child who is afraid of losing his love, and he eagerly reveals his heart. Qi Ran clearly felt the trembling of his body.

"Song Yi, let me go, let yourself go, eight years, you should also let go." Qi Ran's tears blurred her eyes, Song Yi was her dearest person, but she wanted to hurt him again and again.

"I won't let it go! Over my dead body! Song Yi tightened the strength of his arm, almost strangling Qi Ran to the point that he couldn't breathe, for fear that Qi Ran would disappear as soon as he let go. Song Yi trembled, his teeth chattering, "Ranran, I will never force you again, I will listen to you for everything, you can do whatever you want, I will support you in everything, don't treat me like this, I don't want anything, I just need to accompany you." ”

Qi Ran knew Song Yi's stubbornness better than anyone else, otherwise they would not have been entangled for so many years. She had thought that if in the end, they might really be together if they went with the flow, but now, all the peace has been broken, and she is not the alone Qi Ran, she now has more important things to do. And she had to do it too.

Choosing to join the Gu family's war is a risky move, especially since she already has a complete "No. 77 Memory" in her hands, which in the eyes of the Gu family is equivalent to having the secret that has been passed down from generation to generation, once she enters the land of right and wrong, there will be countless people eyeing her, although in the shopping mall, Qi Ran's style of acting has always been vigorous and resolute, but how can Xinrui compare with the Gu Group that has been in power for many years? In such a land of tigers and wolves, how can she retreat to the end?

Qi Ran wouldn't let Song Yi get involved together, not to mention that these had nothing to do with him. And the only way for Song Yi to sit on the sidelines is for the two to break off their relationship.

Song Yi has protected her for 8 years and has given her too much, Qi Ran is unwilling to let him continue to pay. The more you owe, the less you can pay it off.

"Song Yi, let's stop messing around. If I could, I would have fallen in love with you a long time ago, so how could I let you waste eight years of time? When he said this, Qi Ran's heart couldn't help but throb.

At the age of 26, they have long since lost the time to be young and frivolous. At this age, they should be mature.

Song Yi couldn't cry, Qi Ran really didn't want him anymore, did he really want to push him away?

Song Yi suddenly let go of his hand, his red eyes were filled with endless sadness, his standing body trembled in a trance, Song Yi's body weakened, and he knelt down on one knee without warning.

This time he knelt down on one knee, Song Yi's face was no longer full of happy expectation, let alone gentle pampering, but a sour wry smile, he couldn't remember how many times his knees knelt in front of Qi Ran, if Song Yuan saw it, he would definitely make fun of himself.

Song Yi put his hand into the suit, tore off the black necklace from his neck, and put the two rings on it, Song Yi took out the female ring in it, held it in his hand, and held it in front of Qi Ran.

Qi Ran recognized this ring, when she graduated from college, Song Yi knelt down on one knee in front of her for the first time to take this ring. It's been so many years, many scenes have changed, and the people around you are different, but this ring has always been there.

At that time, Song Yi designed this simple plain ring with almost the greatest enthusiasm and expectation in his life to outline every stroke, and for so many years, he always believed that one day this ring would be put on Qi Ran's ring finger.

From the first design proposal after graduation to the present, it has been eight years.

"This ring has been with me for four years, Ran Ran I am willing to spend my whole life waiting for you to forget him, I can accompany you to face any difficulties and obstacles in the future, I beg you to give me a chance to be by your side, okay?"

"Promise him!"

"Marry him!"

The passers-by who did not know the truth around were all gathered around and coaxed, almost all of them were young students in their teens and twenties, and they were very excited to see the scene in front of them.

Qi Ran covered his mouth and blocked his suppressed cry.

"Song Yi, don't be like this."

Song Yi's hand shook, the bitterness on his face deepened a little, and the people around him saw that the situation was not quite right, and they all tacitly did not say anything more. But they are all looking forward to Qi Ran, the king of the land, hoping that she will be able to agree in the next second.

The wind on the river surface blew on his body, with a slight chill, and Song Yi's heart gradually became cold.

"Have you considered me for me, I have been chasing you for eight years, and I don't know how I can live except for loving you." Song Yi said weakly.

"Song Yi, I have more important things to do in my life, so please let me go."

Song Yi smiled bitterly, staggered to his feet, his body was in a trance twice, and she looked up at Qi Ran, she said, please let me go!

"Ranran, I lost, I admit defeat, I didn't lose to time, I didn't lose to Gu Chen, I lost to myself, I lost to myself who loves you too much."

Song Yisheng was hoarse, and the despair in his eyes was something Qi Ran had never seen before. At this moment, she could hardly remember Song Yiyang's fearless appearance, and what kept repeating in her mind was Song Yisheng's loveless despair.

The moment Song Yi turned around, tears burst into his eyes. He couldn't see any hope, and this time, Qi Ran's refusal was more cruel than any previous time.

Looking at the back of Song Yi leaving, Qi Ran's body was weak, and all the strength around his body was taken away in an instant, looking at the calm river, Qi Ran felt that he should have really been cut by a thousand knives a long time ago.

She is sorry for Gu Jingchen, and even more sorry for Song Yi. Pretending to be ruthless for too long, Qi Ran doubted whether he had really become a hard-hearted person.

"Chen, when I'm done with everything, I'll go with you."

She doesn't deserve anyone's love.

Song Yi staggered to find his car in the parking lot, trembling and inserting the car key into the lock hole, his ears were full of Qi Ran's voice of refusal, so many years, over and over again.

Song Yi almost stepped on the accelerator to the end, and his heart was burning violently as if he had been doused with gasoline.

Qi Ran has always been a bleak character, she became an orphan when she was a child, and spent half a year in the sunshine training camp, and was inadvertently favored by Cheng Wenxin, and later became the adopted daughter of the Gu family under the fence but has been living a trembling life, falling in love with Gu Jingchen and then because of his untimely death, since then he has closed his heart. She has been lonely all her life, which is why he is so distressed.

But no matter what she did or how much she did, she always said no. Song Yi hammered heavily on the steering wheel, but he still couldn't reduce half of the anger in his heart.

Song Yi felt that her head was about to explode, and her Ran Ran asked him to let go!

"Ranran, I've loved you for eight years, why can't I compare to a dead man!"

Qi Ran has vaguely had the idea of believing in the existence of the will since she came back from Qingcheng, and after she saw Cheng Wenxin, the whole person was not right, what did she know to return to the Gu family so without hesitation.

Song Yi didn't understand why Qi Ran wanted to push him away again.

Whatever you want, I'll give it to you, and if you want to take care of your family, I can also grab it.

Song Yi didn't understand, he couldn't figure it out.

The traffic in front of him was full of irony, this city had all the memories between him and Qi Ran, but it couldn't withstand the years between her and Gu Jingchen after all.

Song Yi sped up the car, and the sound of the police car behind the road stimulated him to press the accelerator even harder......

"Ranran, if I'm gone, will you love me once?"