Chapter 105: Obsession
Two months, three hours.
They have been separated for two months, and there are many estrangements between them, but they do not explain at all, do not communicate, and do not tell their thoughts. All emotions erupt in each other's bodies, and pain is soothed in bed.
This may be the benefit of "no love, only desire", how can words be more real than physical pleasure.
For three hours, they were almost intertwined.
Tang Jingcheng would shout this man's name in a fierce place, she had him in her eyes, but she didn't know what she was pretending to be in her heart.
Tang Jingcheng has never been able to distinguish his feelings for Guan Luo.
There is dependence, there is infatuation, her heart beats faster when she sees him, she suffocates in pain when she sees him and Lou Qingxiao together, and it is better to die during the time she leaves, but she doesn't admit that she has love for him.
To be exact, she didn't believe that she would fall in love with a man in such a short period of time, and she was still a man like Guan Luo who was neither gentle nor delicate, and even a little rough and heartless.
She felt that she was willing to sleep with Guan Xiao purely because he showed up when she was at her most down.
What's more, he has a bewitching face, a strong body, and a certain level that makes her addicted. But that shouldn't count as "love".
If you have to give a definition, Tang Jingcheng secretly attributes this feeling to "obsession".
It's like a terminally ill person who suffers from pain day and night, and when she can't get through it, she needs a demerol to relieve the pain, but this medicine treats the symptoms but not the root cause, and a needle can relieve her pain, but it can't completely redeem her, and she will gradually become addicted after using it too many times.
Tang Jingcheng knew that Guan Luo was her Du Lengding.
"Hey......" She raised her face while lying in Guan Luo's arms, and her fingers gently slid over the ridge in the middle of his chin, "I have read in books before, saying that men have a ridge here, which means that they will be very capable in a certain aspect!" ”
"So you're complimenting me on my performance?" Guan Luo has no face and no skin.
Tang Jingcheng trembled and smiled: "You are less proud!" As he spoke, he slid a finger down his ridge, over the raised Adam's apple and collarbone, and finally stopped at his scar, rubbing back and forth, winking upward. Say: "But it's okay, after all, you've been empty for two months." ”
“……”
"And often using hands is not good for the body, and the book says that it is easy to get prostatitis after a long time."
"......" Guan Luo was so angry that he held Tang Jingcheng's finger wandering around, "What kind of messy books do you usually read?" But there's another saying, I don't know if you've heard it? ”
"What?"
"Whether a man is prosperous or not is actually directly proportional to the amount of food."
"What do you mean?"
Guan smiled slightly, pulled her to his shoulder and lay down: "It's very simple, you can see if his appetite is good during that time, if he has a strong appetite, especially prefers meat, then the strength of the night will definitely not be bad..."
This is the first time I've heard of this.
Tang Jingcheng was quite curious and asked, "Really?" ”
"Of course, there is a scientific basis! If you don't believe it, you can pay attention to it in the future! Guan Luo pretended to be very serious.
Tang Jingcheng laughed: "Then who am I going to pay attention to?" You? Or is it some other man I'm looking for at the night club? ”
Unexpectedly, as soon as these words came out, Guan Luo's eyes suddenly cold, and he pushed away Tang Jingcheng on his body.
"What are you doing!"
"Wait!" He turned and pulled open the drawer of the cupboard next to the bed.
One two three...... Counted.
"Why are there two boxes of condoms missing?"
Fuck ...... me
Tang Jingcheng couldn't bear it: "You came to my house before and even counted this?" ”
"Of course. I came out at the age of nine, and I couldn't escape my eyes with a stitch or a thread. Guan Luo's sensitivity to the environment and details was top-notch, and he remembered that Tang Jingcheng had condoms in this drawer, and there should have been five boxes, all of which had never been opened.
It seemed that he was really angry at this time, and Guan Luo sat up from the bed all of a sudden.
"What about the other two?"
“……”
"Answer me!"
“…… I used it. ”
"You used it for me?"
Tang Jingcheng also rolled up the quilt and sat up: "Hmm, I used it." "The clouds are light and the wind is light.
Guan Luo's gaze was like murder: "With whom?" ”
"Ah......h
Guan Luo held her breath a little, but she giggled and replied mischievously, "I won't tell you!" ”
Guan Luo was so angry that he dragged Tang Jingcheng over, dragged him to his knees, and pinched her chin: "Say, with whom?" ”
"Think about it. More than one. ”
“……”
"Tang Jingcheng, you'd better be joking with me!"
"Why, really, but why are you so excited? I remember you don't like floating-point vibrating, so I left you a box of slim ones. Tang Jingcheng rested his head comfortably on his lap and smiled.
What a day, dog!
Guan Luo was so angry that he couldn't strangle her: "I'm not joking with you, Tang Jingcheng, you have to answer me seriously, are you ...... during this time?"
"Nope!"
"What?"
"No man, not one." Her smile suddenly stopped, and she lay quietly on him, "It's not that I haven't tried, it's been a difficult time during this time, I have taken a lot of medicine, smoked a lot, and also went out to buy drunk and crazy." It was so painful to think at the time, I can't cut my own arm anymore, it's not worth it, right? So I wanted to have a one-night stand, but I couldn't get it every time...... It's so hateful, you said that there are so many men in the night club, why is it so difficult to find someone who is a little more like you? ……”
Guan Luo's heart shook.
Damn sensational, he absolutely believed that this woman did it on purpose, but he was so happy to use her like this!
"Tang Jingcheng..."
"Huh?"
"In the future, you are not allowed to cut your arms, you are not allowed to take drugs, and you are not allowed to buy drunk men and find men."
"Okay." She nodded obediently, "Then what if I think about it?" "Remembering the blood of a woman.
"Call me."
"Don't." She frowned, "I won't take the initiative to contact you!" ”
As soon as he said this, Tang Jingcheng suddenly sat up from Guan Luo.
"What's wrong?"
"Not good! I'm going to get hit by a car and die. ”
“……”
Guan Luo frowned and asked, "What do you mean?" ”
Tang Jingcheng said with a little panic: "On the night of Su Jue's engagement, I swore a poisonous oath to your woman in the bathroom, if I take the initiative to pester her man again, I will be hit by a car and killed when I go out..."
“……”
Guan Luo was speechless for a while, and he had also learned from Su Jue that Lou Qingxiao had stimulated her with words in the bathroom.
"Tang Jingcheng..."He reached out and fished her into his arms again, put his face on her ear, and rubbed it gently, "Ordinary poisonous oaths are not allowed." ”
"No, it's accurate, I got into a car accident when I got out of the hotel that night, but it wasn't someone else who hit me, it was me who hit someone else..."
“……”
Well, Guan Luo could only smile bitterly: "In that case, I will pester you in the future..."
"Really?"
"Hmm!"
Tang was thrilled, but why did this sound so wrong? What do you mean by "pestering you with me later"?
Dare to love before, she was pestering this man?
Tang Jingcheng turned his head sharply: "I ......"
Before the word "bah" could be scolded, Guan Luo had already deceived her and kissed her, Tang Jingcheng struggled to push away, he hugged him tightly, and ripped off the quilt she was wrapped around and pressed her down on the bed...
"Well, I'm better at using than the tools you bought!"
"Beast!"
“……”
As night fell, the two of them finally had enough, and Guan Luo carried the already limp Tang Jingcheng from the bed to the bathtub.
The warm water enveloped her, and she lay quietly on the edge of the tub.
Time seemed to stop, and her world seemed to be far from pain at this moment.
"Guan Luo, thank you for getting me out."
Guan smiled and said nothing.
Tang Jingcheng knew that he had caused a big disaster this time, Su Zhan was stabbed twice by her, and he was either dead or disabled, Su Hongzhi was so difficult to deal with, Guan Luo must have spent a lot of effort to cover this matter.
It's just that she doesn't want to ask about the process in between, and she doesn't want to know what conditions Guan Luo talked about with Su Hongzhi, she believes this man.
Just slightly curious.
"I personally put you in the police car, what were you thinking at the time?"
Tang Jingcheng sank into the hot water and looked up at the hot fumigated lights above.
"I was thinking, this is the man I chose myself, and he said he was going to get me out, and I totally believed it."
So she stayed in the police station for more than ten hours without saying a word, no matter how the police asked her, she just didn't let go, because she was waiting for the man.
The man said I'm going to get you out soon, and she's convinced.
In fact, I can't remember the specific scene of the night of Tang Jingcheng's incident, I only remember the sharp blade and blood, the smell of blood and screams all over the room, she was pushed to the ground, and someone kicked her thigh and lower abdomen several times in a row.
At that time, Tang Jingcheng did not feel any pain or fear, her nerves had been pulled to an extremely tense state, and her crazy energy was on her head, as if her six senses had disappeared, otherwise it would be impossible to stab Su Zhan twice in one go.
In the end, the madness passed, and there was only a layer of sweat left on the body, the strength and reason were gone, and the whole person was in a semi-"dormant" state.
Until Guan Luo appeared, took the knife from her hand, talked to her, and called her name gently......
Yes, gentlely.
Tang Jingcheng only remembered the man's "gentleness" at that time.
Between the siren and the crowd, there was chaos around him, but his tone and eyes were still so calm, even the light kiss seemed gentle and undisturbed.
Then Tang Jingcheng was not afraid of anything.
"Guan Luo, even if you chose Lou Qingxiao in Heyuan that time, I am still willing to bet and believe in you this time, and I believe that you will not give up on me." Tang Jingcheng quietly lay back on the edge of the bathtub, his eyes were dark and translucent with water vapor, he looked at Guan Luo and said, "It's an honor that I won this bet." ”
Guan smiled and pulled the small dagger out of his pocket.
"The previous chain was torn off by you, and I replaced it with a new one."
This time it was replaced with platinum, which is strong and tough.
Guan Luo hung the chain around Tang Jingcheng's neck again along with the dagger......