"The slowly falling autumn leaves are like longing, and I light a candle to warm the autumn at the end of the year. ”

"The aurora swept across the sky, the north wind swept over your face, I burned my love into fallen leaves, but I couldn't change the familiar face......"

The thought of a song "Maple", a face that is no longer familiar, seems to sing her years of waiting.

Su Xin and I sang this song tacitly in the private room of K song, when I was seventeen years old, she said that she liked this song very much, and sang it to me under the big tree, I said that this song is too sad, I still like bicycle lovers.

It turned out that we were too young at that time.

I don't know, a song is like a lifetime, since I left, she will spend her life missing me in the autumn leaves, and my lover after the bicycle is no longer her.

"As a vocal music major, I can't even keep up with the rhythm." I laughed and laughed at myself, not wanting a song to fall into a sad atmosphere.

"You still sing as badly as you did when you were a kid." She laughed and sneered.

In the afternoon, I chose a romantic and simple activity between couples, singing together, in the private room, we sang to each other what we wanted to say over the years, mixed with calm singing.

"An An, does my face turn red when I drink, and it's not pretty?" She touched her face worriedly.

"What's the matter, your face is already pink, and you are beautiful when you drink." I laughed and gave her a sip of wine.

Warm atmosphere, Su Xin took off her boots, sat on me obediently, naughty shaking her little feet, if there were no shackles, she should be a cute and simple girl.

I suddenly understood what I said absolutely, my life is Lin Xiaonuan's life, there are countless possibilities, I don't need any cover-up, just live by myself.

We sang and drank, and the dimly lit private room was a space for the two of us.

"When it snows in the winter, let's go build a snowman." Su Xin lay softly in my arms, I picked up a glass of wine and said, "Okay, build two snowmen, use this glove to make their hands, hand-in-hand snowmen." ”

"Don't drink it, didn't you drink a lot last night?" She hurriedly stopped me, in fact, the two of us also took advantage of the atmosphere to drink some wine, and did not plan to drink too much.

"If you're drunk, you can justifiably play hooligan." I laughed and tugged at her short skirt, and she nudged me dissatisfiedly: "Don't ...... At night, I can stay with you today. ”

As soon as Su Xin said it, I just remembered that my sister was still at home, and I couldn't leave her alone to eat at night, so I hurriedly called my sister, but before she spoke, she seemed to know.

"I go to Lingling at night, and she's quite bored by herself."

It's simple and tacit, you know everything, hey......

"My sister is so beautiful now, it's not at all the same as you said before, her skin is white, she looks very mature, and her eyelashes are so long." Su Xin enviously mentioned her sister, and the girls seemed to yearn for a mature beauty.

"She was only a teenager when I separated from my sister, and she hadn't reached puberty, so it's normal to experience puberty changes, and you were ugly when you were a child." I deliberately teased her.

She immediately retorted angrily: "Where am I ugly, when you first came, you still said that I was cute, have you forgotten, you were ugly when you were a child, thin as a monkey, and you can't see flesh all over your body." ”

She drank a glass of wine to herself as if she were angry, and turned her head away from me.

"Oh? yes, I also said you were cute? I continued to tease her, she was angry for a while, and suddenly looked up at me aggrievedly: "An An, you ...... You really don't remember what you said to me? ”

Clear eyes, aggrieved eyes, made my heart soften instantly, she asked too seriously, I know that I was joking too much, the last companionship and memory, never to see each other again, she wants me to remember all our past, this short past.

Of course I remember the first time I met when I was a child, the little pink girl, her eyes were as clear as transparent spring water, I had never seen such a beautiful and pink girl in the orphanage, and I couldn't help but be surprised and said, you are so cute.

Su Xin still remembers this, and she cherishes our limited time and memories.

"Of course I remember, have you forgotten, my memory has always been very good, I remember the first time I kissed you, you didn't know what was going on, so you looked at me stupidly, and then I kissed it again, and you reacted."

"I hate it, what are you talking about?"

said that she was shy, but she happily hugged me, took the initiative to kiss and entangle, with a faint smell of wine, in the dim private room, the two people who came to the end, only in the kiss, can temporarily forget the fact that they are terminally ill.

I am reminded of the movie "Bats", a pair of vampire lovers, who completely hate their murderous and blood-sucking lives, hate the empty confusion in the night, and finally on the seaside, facing the deadly sun, hugging and kissing each other, calmly towards the end of death.

This is probably us, calm and sad.

Walking out of KTV, the biting cold wind instantly washed away the warm atmosphere in the private room, Su Xin hurriedly helped me tie my scarf, and when I saw her warm eyes, I was a little cold.

The seaside in winter, colder than anywhere, the scenery is also ugly, I didn't choose to take her to see there, I have to say, it's a pity, I have told her countless times, I want to take her to the beach once, live there for a lifetime, but unfortunately the agreement to see the sea can not be realized.

Su Xin didn't say when to leave, but I knew in my heart that maybe this winter would not be over.

Put on the gloves of lovers, walk on the street, the cold makes the already hurried city even more urgent, pedestrians in a hurry, no one will pay attention to us, pay attention to a couple, and don't know your sadness, these, who cares?

The two of us escaped the cold and ran into a shopping mall, and in the evening, after a while, we were ready to go home, and Su Xin insisted on cooking for the family.

"You gave me back the necklace back then, to ensure that I am safe, I am not dead, I will give you one more thing." Knowing the parting, I subconsciously wanted to give her a farewell gift.

A trace of sadness flashed in her eyes, and then she smiled calmly: "No need, I remember you well, this is the most precious thing, which can stay in my heart for a lifetime." ”

Her euphemistic refusal made me want to give her something more, people live in the world, it is inevitable to be vulgar, I think it will be more complete to give her a parting gift, stay by her side, and not so sad.

"You are not allowed to refuse, I will keep it secret from you first." I've already figured out what to give her.

She showed a calm smile, hugged me affectionately, leaned on my chest, and said quietly: "An An, I don't expect you to continue to love me, you still have your life." ”

"There are some people and things that I can't forget." I gently stroked her long hair, looked at it more, remembered it a little more.

"Well, then remember to take me to build a snowman."

"Well, the first snow is coming soon."

In winter, it gets dark quickly, we walked around the mall for a while, ate some snacks, and got ready to go home, the cold of the day did not stop the warmth of the date.

We held hands, looked at the playful couple gloves, grinned, and just walked to the door of the mall, but there was an unexpected sound behind us.

"Suxin! Xiao Nuan! ”

Su Xin and I turned around in a panic, but saw Yun Xiyan standing not far from us, waving her hands enthusiastically, and beside her, it was Han Xun smiling, carrying a large bag and a small bag in his hand, gloating.

Su Xin instantly let go of my hand, and the little face panicked and wanted to distance himself, but the couple gloves were connected by a thread, so I quickly took off the gloves and let Su Xin put them in the bag, fortunately, there were many people in the mall, Yun Xiyan recognized it by seeing Su Xin's unique long hair, and didn't notice anything else.

"Why are you two here?" Yun Xiyan came over in surprise, I explained that I would buy something together, turned to glare at Han Xun, and said angrily in a low voice: "You are laughing there." ”

"Laugh at you being bumped into the quilt, but fortunately you reacted quickly." He looked at me and Su Xin with a smile, and Su Xin blushed a little when Su Xin saw it, and subconsciously kept his distance from me.

In such a large business district, you can meet acquaintances, of course, you have to have a meal together.

"Sister Yixian, why don't we go to the university town for dinner, we can all go home nearby just after eating." Han Xun is always cheeky, I want to say that I don't know him.

"Who's your eldest sister! The surname is Han! Don't be mad at me. Yun Xiyan drove and reached out to hit Han Xun.

But I heard this tone a little different, don't be angry with me? Doesn't that look like bickering?

I didn't think much about it, it was estimated that Yun Xiyan was driving, and I didn't have the heart to fight back against Han Xun, and Su Xin and I also maintained our usual appearance.

The car drove for a long time, and it was indeed back to the university town, and in winter in the north, eating hot pot was the best choice, and the atmosphere was lively.

To my surprise, Han Xun and Yun Xiyan sat together, deliberately paying attention to the position of their left and right hands to avoid the two from fighting.

Kindness?

Isn't this the first time you've eaten like this?

"Xiao Nuan, I heard that you suffered internal injuries that night, and you never went to the hospital, and he sent you a pack of medicine a few days ago, did you take it?" Yun Xiyan gave me a bite of meat and said with concern.

I relied on it, that pack of medicine is to treat my internal injuries? Not a kidney tonic? Han Xun, what the hell are you fooling me!

I kicked Han Xun directly under the table, because I hadn't taken the pack of medicine yet. The internal injuries left by Jiang Junxian are not completely healed now.

"It's okay, I'm getting better." I didn't want her to worry, so I smiled generously, and my soft little hand quietly reached into my abdomen, and she was worried about my body.

"It's all your fault, surnamed Han! You knew that Xiao Nuan was in danger at the time, why didn't you inform me! Yun Xiyan blamed Han Xun dissatisfiedly.

"At that time, I rushed to save people, I didn't know what the situation was, I thought it was a master blocking the way, and when I arrived, I found that the building was all Jiangmen nests, and the mobile phone signal was all blocked."

Han Xun was speechless, he could be blamed for this.

In fact, I know that Yun Xiyan is not angry with him, because the Daomen knows nothing about the events of that night, and Qin Wuyang himself led people to monopolize the benefits of the fisherman, and the Daomen has consumed manpower and material resources for so long, but it has been put aside by the Confucian Sect, can the medical immortal not be angry?

"Sister Xiyan, let me ask one more question, did all the people in Jiangmen run away in the end?" I would like to know the results.

"Jiang Laosi ran away with more than half of the people, and Jiang Junxian was also taken back, I don't know if he is dead or alive."