477. Quiet: You are not worthy of being a mother!

I smiled calmly: "I said, I don't want the child, it's too painful and uncomfortable to eat and sleep like this, for him, I'm now as thin as paper, and my body is so weak that I can't do it." ”

"And I've heard that if you give birth to a child, you will have spots, and if you don't do it, you will ruin your body, especially when you give birth to a child, it is even more painful, whether it is a natural birth or a caesarean section, it is torment, and if you don't get it right, you will even take your life."

"Especially if you have a caesarean section, you will have to leave an ugly scar on your belly, if that's the case, then won't I even be able to show my belly?"

"Just thinking about it makes me feel so scary, I can't accept it, I'm a selfish person, so I'm not going to ask for him."

He was not lightly angry, and his voice was heavier than the other: "Will you have spots when you give birth to a child?" Will it ruin the figure? Could it be that if you are with Ning Yuan, you won't have children? ”

I innocently said, "We can adopt," and I think he'll agree." ”

"Are you so sure?"

I was confident: "Of course. ”

He was really angry and roared: "Quiet, you are not worthy of being a mother!" ”

I blinked my eyes and continued to be heartless: "It's because I'm not worthy, so I'm ready to don't have children in the future and deprive myself of this qualification to be a mother." ”

He was angry with me for a long time and didn't speak, only to hear his low and heavy breathing like running a marathon coming from the microphone, it seems that he is really angry.

I smiled and asked coldly, "Mr. Hua, do you have anything else?" It's okay, I'm hanging. ”

At this time, Ning Yuan walked out, and I don't know if he did it on purpose, he walked in front of me, and the voice was not loud enough for the person on the other end to hear: "I have already made the bed for you, if you feel tired, go rest for a while, and I'll go buy vegetables and cook." ”

He asked me, "What would you like to eat at night?" ”

I didn't taboo Hua Xu either, and said to him: "Whatever." ”

Ning Yuan nodded, turned around and walked out. ad_250_left();

Hua Xu on the other end of the phone asked me in a deep voice: "Are you with him?" ”

"yes, what's not to do?"

At this time, I heard the childish voice coming from there again.

The child's name was Hua Xu's father, and he asked Hua Xu how he answered the phone here, and Hua Xu asked him to go to sleep, saying that there was still a while before dawn.

The boy did not follow, but insisted on sleeping with him, and said that if he did not sleep, he would not sleep either.

After a while, the unfamiliar female voice also came: "Ding Ding, let's go to sleep, okay?" Daddy's something. ”

Ding Ding doesn't follow, he is coquettish, and he wants to pull Hua Xu with him.

Hua Xu was pestered by the child and couldn't take care of me, he didn't speak, and hung up the phone immediately.

I listened to the blind voice on the phone and felt suddenly, like a kite with a broken string, the kite in my hand broke free and flew away.

I wanted to chase it back, but I couldn't do anything but watch it fly farther and farther away in my sight.

Putting away my phone, I stood by the window for a while, feeling tired, and sat down on the sofa.

My hand fell on the remote control, and I took a look at it before I picked up the remote control and turned on the TV.

I wasn't interested in staring at the TV for a while, and all that came to my mind was what had just happened.

That child is called Hua Xu to sleep together, is the child's mother also together?

Just thinking about it makes me feel uncomfortable and my heart is clogged.

I tried to keep myself from thinking about it, but my mind was completely out of content, so I looked at my preferred apartment to distract myself.

Noticing a tablet on the coffee table, my mind was empty, and I wanted to pick it up to pass the time.

When the screen lit up, I was attracted by a photo above, which should have been taken by Ning Yuan from a screenshot of a certain news, so there was only a simple content.

My eyes were attracted by the big photo, Hua Xu was holding a child in his hand, and the child was wearing a mask, so he couldn't see his original appearance clearly.

I don't know how old the child is, but judging by the height on the photo, the child should be about five or six years old, with a mushroom head and foggy eyes.

However, I noticed that the text below the screenshot says so.

Mr. Hua suddenly had a thirteen-year-old illegitimate child, who was said to be ......

Because the content that follows is not included in the screenshot, I don't know what the child is talking about.

I was curious, I forgot that this was a screenshot, and flipped it down, but I couldn't turn it down, and then I remembered that it was just a screenshot.

I don't know if Ning Yuan has a screenshot of the content in the back, with inquiry, I flipped through the pictures back, but there was nothing behind.

My heart was scratching, and I wanted to know what to do next, so I went to check the news about Hua Xu's illegitimate child, but I didn't see anything, and there were no clues left on the Internet, obviously Hua Xu had been cleaned up.

Since I left here and got pregnant, I don't pay much attention to the news, but I feel like I'm isolated.

In addition, I was uncomfortable when I was pregnant, I was groggy and dizzy every day, and I was dizzy when I saw everything, so I was not in the mood to pay attention to these.

I didn't find anything, and my emotions gradually calmed down.

Eventually, I found the screenshot again, and looked at the picture and the text underneath, as if I wanted to stare at a hole, and all kinds of speculations about the words behind it.

I don't know what Ning Yuan's screenshot means, but I think he must have a purpose, or is he trying to send it to me? Let me know, but in the end he still didn't send it to me.

I don't know when Ning Yuan came back, I was looking at this picture in a daze, and his voice suddenly sounded behind me, elusive, startling me.

"I was going to tell you, but in the end I didn't say anything, I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to accept it, and I was also worried that my impulsiveness would hurt you, so I finally chose to remain silent."

"I don't know if you already know, so I hesitated for a long time, and finally I made up my mind to see you."

He took the tablet in my hand and deleted the photo without hesitation.

"I actually went to see you before that, when I saw him get out of the car with you in his arms and take you to the hospital for a pregnancy test," he said. ”

"I saw that he took good care of you, and didn't let you go a step from beginning to end."

"You don't want to talk to him much, your attitude is not very friendly, and your tone is cold, but I know ......" At this point, he stopped and did not continue.

I understood what he didn't say, because he realized that I was no longer the quiet that belonged only to him, so he didn't come forward to bother, and he didn't have the courage to come forward and bother.

So he didn't show up in front of me, and for him, such a thing was cruel, so he preferred not to find me.

"I was so jealous at the time, but I thought, it's okay to do this to you, at least it's a good thing for him to do this to you."

"I still remember the time when I went to look for you, he humiliated you like that, and took advantage of you, so I think if he liked you, I shouldn't have let you suffer much in the days after I left."

"I kept convincing myself that it was a good thing, but my self-deception couldn't convince myself to give up on you."

"When I saw the news, I was overjoyed, and I felt like this was my chance."

"Quiet ......"

As soon as he called out my name, I interrupted him: "I'm hungry. ”

I know he has something to say, and I know what he's going to say, but I don't want to hear it.

In this world, I don't have any relatives, and I used to have a good relationship with him.

Although he is a stranger now, and he has been separated for many years, he is not really a stranger to me, but he has become a relative in my heart.

Today's incident, I also know that what I did was a little unkind, although it was not a use, but I was indeed using him to escape, in the end, it seems to be ...... There is still a taste of utilization.

I knew it was my own impulsiveness, and it seemed too late to regret it.

I had the idea of leaving, and he seemed to know that he couldn't force me, so he swallowed back what he was about to say.

"I'm going to cook."

After this short period of solemnity, the atmosphere after that became very relaxed under his talkativeness, and did not make me feel uncomfortable in the slightest.

Just after eating, the doorbell rang.

The person who called the door was originally a man who was his friend, but when he opened the door, it was Tang Xing who came in.