Guan Luo took it, holding the fox suspiciously and staring at the screen of his mobile phone......

The sun and the moon were dashing, and for three years, all his pain and despair were sent to the top at that moment.

On the screen of the phone is a photograph of the golden sun shining in the barren land in front of the Yudu Hotel in Hpakant, Myanmar. The girl in the photo is dressed in a bright outfit, with a crimson blouse on top and a peacock blue cage base below, the skirt is narrow and narrow, outlining the curve of her bulging lower abdomen clearly, just turning sideways to the camera, she just stands in the sun, gently squeezing the hand of a girl opposite, the girl is dressed in shabby, but on her wrist is wearing the Patek Philippe that obviously does not match her dress. The surface is set with blue diamonds, which sparkle in the sun.

The girl didn't mind squeezing her dirty hands, and the smile on her face was as gentle as a layer, as if draped in a layer of holy light, and it was beautiful.

Guan Luo's gaze lingered on the beautiful photo for a few minutes, and the heart under his chest was lifted up and smashed to the ground.

It hurts. It hurt all the fist and knife wounds he'd ever suffered.

Su Jue knew that his conjecture was at least half correct when he saw his expression, and it seemed that Guan Luo didn't know that he had this child.

"Sit down, I think there's something I need to sit down with you."

Guan Luo shook his phone and finally sat down on the sofa behind him.

Su Jue went to the balcony to call Tian Xin, informing him that something would be delayed for a while, and when he returned to the living room again, he saw that Guan Luo's expression was still so painful and stiff. After a pause, he asked, "Do you want to drink water?" ”

"No, you don't." Guan Luo's voice was visibly hoarse, and he lowered his head and kept pinching the old phone in his hand, revealing half of his forehead and tightly knit eyebrows.

Su Jue has absolute patience, the time is still early, the past is too chaotic, he doesn't rush, and waits for the person on the other side to calm down a little before he is ready to start.

The two men sat separately, the air in the room slowing down until the window faded a little, and Guan Luo raised his blood-red eyes.

"Can you tell me about it?"

"Say what? Child? ”

"Hmm."

"The child is yours."

"I know...", these three words were bitten by him in extreme pain. According to the time calculation, he can already determine that the child is his, what a cruel fact.

Su Jue sighed.

"She was pregnant before she went to Myanmar, and she was almost four months old when she left Yunling."

"Four months?"

A four-month-old child is almost about to take shape.

Guan Luo closed his eyes in pain again.

"Why do you have to go?" He remembered that he had gone to her at that time, hoping that the two of them could start over, but she didn't say that she only used herself as a bedside medicine.

Su Jue couldn't answer this question clearly, he was not a person who liked to get to the bottom of it. After so many years with that girl, she was willing to say, and he listened, but she didn't want to say, and he never asked.

"I guess I can't accept it and continue to stay in Yunling. At that time, your fiancée had just died, and everyone put the blame on her, she felt that you should hate her very much, and she hated you too, there was so much estrangement between you, and she also knew her temper, screwed, admitted death, and liked to drill the horns. ”

To put it bluntly, I just can't think about it, and I feel that I have to end it with my wishful thinking love and hate.

Back then, Qiu Qiguan and Lou Qingxiao's deaths were still between the two, this thorn was too deep, Tang Ji left again, and she really couldn't hold on to it.

"But she's pregnant with my baby." Guan Luo's heart hurt as if she was dripping blood, how could this woman be ruthless like this? Be cruel to him, and be cruel to yourself.

Su Jue recalled the scene back then and sneered: "Child? Yes, fortunately, she later found out that she was pregnant, otherwise she might not have been able to go to Myanmar with me. ”

"What do you mean?"

"You don't understand? She went to the General's Mansion to assassinate you with the intention of dying, but she was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, and the doctor told her that she was pregnant, and she was once very entangled in whether to keep the child, but in the end she was still reluctant to kill it. ”

Guan Luo hugged his face painfully with his hand, the long and deep scar on the palm of his hand was still there, so many years have passed, and he will probably never forget the situation of that rainy night for the rest of his life.

Tang Jingcheng went to the General's Mansion alone and flashed his knife in front of everyone.

She probably expected that she would definitely not be able to kill him, and since she couldn't kill her, then she would simply die in front of him.

At that time, Guan Luo already knew how ruthless this girl was, and it was better to stab him directly with the knife he gave him in the neck, but who knew that she was already pregnant with his child in her womb at that time.

Guan Luo hugged his face and smiled bitterly, laughing at the creation of people.

Su Jue felt that his heart was also suppressed.

The two of them were silent for a while, knowing that Guan's slightly low voice was overflowing from between his fingers, and asked, "Did she walk in pain three years ago?" ”

Su Jue shook her head: "No, she is braver than you think, and some things are just like that after figuring it out, that's why she chose to go to Myanmar to raise a baby." When I left, I was already in a calm mood, it was really calm, like..."

Su Jue recalls Tang Jingcheng, sitting in the studio carefully carving the lock plate and key, standing at the door of the Mahagen De'ang Monastery in Mandalay, wearing bright red skirts, smiling with the monks holding small bowls, or kneeling in front of the Buddha statue with gold leaf folded and praying for the blessing of the child.

What was Tang Jingcheng like at that time?

"Like what?"

"It's like a mountain with a warm appearance and a tough heart." Su Jue always felt that Tang Jingcheng was the best time at that time, just like when she was 19 years old, smiling calmly and peacefully, "It's a pity that something happened later." ”

Guan Luo's heart was tight, and he had already guessed a little: "That accident? ”

"Accidents? Do you think the explosion three years ago was just an accident? Su Jue asked this strangely, Guan Luo was cautious, and he couldn't help frowning tighter.

"What do you mean?"

Su Jue breathed a sigh of relief: "It seems that Mr. Guan really doesn't know, he only said that the explosion in Myanmar was because of the riot of local forces, but in fact this is not the case at all." Tang Tang once mentioned to me that she said that one minute before the explosion, she received a strange phone call from a stranger in Myanmar, and the other party was your voice, claiming to take her and her child's life..."

Guan Luo's hand holding the phone suddenly loosened, and the phone fell on the coffee table.

"How is that possible? No way! ”

"How could it be, the sniper was ambushed in the building behind her, about two hundred meters away, but fortunately, a local girl from Myanmar saved her life." Su Jue pulled out the mobile phone on the coffee table and pointed to the person in the photo, "It's this girl, she happened to go to Tang Tang at the time, and when the bullet came out, she pushed Tang Tang, so she didn't shoot, but it pierced the diesel barrel in the engine room behind her..."

The explosion was imminent, Guan Luo held his head again with his hand, he could now fully imagine the scene, and could even hear the roar and explosion echoing in his ears.

Su Jue also had great courage when he stated these things, because it was too painful, except for Tang Jingcheng, he almost followed her through life and death during that time.

"The Burmese girl died on the spot in the explosion, because she was about the same size as Tang Tang, and she happened to be pregnant, and she was wearing Tang Tang's watch, so when she registered the list of victims, everyone thought it was Tang Tang, and I happened to be in Myitkyina for two days, and when I got the news and rushed back to Hpakant, the accident scene was already in ashes, and I only got the watch." Brother Yu Lihong.

Su Jue almost went crazy when he got the watch from the local military police, but after thinking about it, the watch should be in Nila, and the local military police only regarded the bombing as an ordinary riot, so they hastily handled the scene, and according to local practice, in order to prevent an epidemic in the storage of the body, the body was transported to the police station for a little registration and then burned.

Su Jue returned to Hpakant from Myitkyina, and in addition to the watch, he only got a list of victims, and the list clearly wrote "Tang Jingcheng, Chinese nationality" in Burmese.

"After I got the watch, I didn't believe that something had happened to Tang Tang, so I arranged for someone to find it. There was only one regular hospital in Hpakant town, and the explosion injured a lot of people, and the hospital was a mess, and I searched around but couldn't find it. ”

It was almost conceivable.

The hospital in Hpakant town was small in size, the facilities were outdated, and there was a serious shortage of medical staff, so more than a dozen people were sent to the hospital after the explosion, and the injured were both light and serious.

It was normal for Su Jue to not find Tang Jingcheng.

"And then?"

"Later?" Su Jue recalled the scene at that time, many things were vivid, and he was completely chaotic at that time, none of the more than ten wounded was Tang Jingcheng, but the deceased remembered Tang Jingcheng's name, and he began to panic a little while worrying.

"Fortunately, a nurse at the hospital told me that one of the wounded people who had been sent from the explosion site was a girl who was particularly badly injured, so the hospital contacted the International Rescue Center and sent her to Myitkyina."

The medical conditions in Myitkyina were relatively better than those in Phakant, and Su Jue rushed back to Myitkyina overnight, but unfortunately he was still a step late.

"I have a friend who works as a Doctors Without Borders (MSF) at the Myanmar relief centre, and I contacted the medical team in Myitkyina, only to be told that they had been taken away because of the severe burn infections and that the Myitkyina hospital was not able to treat them..."

With a simple sentence of "burns are seriously infected", Guan Luo's fists were twisted together, and his knuckles clicked.

It's no wonder that the Shen Chunguang he saw three years later was a little different from three years ago.

"My friend helped me check for a few days, and finally determined that he was in Yangon, I flew over overnight, and the late night flight arrived at the hospital, but ......" Su Jue was a little overwhelmed halfway through speaking.

It's probably because the memories are too painful for him to lose control.

Guan Luo's fist tightened tighter and tighter.

"But what?"

Su Jue put his hands together on his forehead and shook it: "When I arrived in Yangon to see her, I was almost dead......