Chapter 32: Don't Be So Nervous
Chen Xiao, although he usually looks smiling, his emotions have always been rarely exposed. With the way he looked, Gu Shi'an couldn't even see what he was trying to do.
She didn't say anything for a moment.
Chen Xiao seemed to be smiling, bullied her forward, and trapped her against the wall. He was a little careless, and his big palm landed on her waist, cruising up and down.
He leaned over slightly, just staring straight at Gu Shi'an, and the scorching breath he exhaled was on her side face.
Gu Shi'an's body stiffened so much that he didn't look at him.
The ambiguity was about to erupt, and after about a minute or two, Chen Xiao's hand that fell on Gu Shi'an's waist was retracted, and it was closer to his ear, and he said playfully: "Don't be so nervous, I told you a long time ago that I'm not interested in mummies." ”
With that, he straightened up.
Gu Shi'an didn't move for a while, and it wasn't until he went out that her stiff body relaxed. Leaning his head against the wall, his eyes open to the blank ceiling.
It was a long time before she straightened up and closed the door.
Obviously she was extremely tired, and she collapsed on the bed, but she couldn't sleep. The brain is obviously empty, but it seems to be stuffed with a lot of things, and I can't find a clue.
I don't know how long it took for her to force herself to close her eyes.
Gu Shi'an was busy until Friday, and finally got off the morning shift. The Home Improvement Festival is on Sunday afternoon, and the boss on Saturday is very happy to give everyone a holiday, so that they can rest well and show their best state on Sunday.
After a few days of hurrying, suddenly there was no need to work overtime, and a group of people were relieved.
Gu Shi'an hadn't been to Chang Yan since she got sick and went to work, and it was rare that she didn't have to work overtime, so she called Chang Yan to come out for dinner.
In those days, when she was sick, Chang Yan was taking care of her, and she couldn't help it.
Chang Yan was reluctant to let Gu Shi'an break the bank at first, and only let Gu Shi'an go over at Gu Shi'an's insistence. said that it was a new sour soup hot pot in the alley, and it tasted good.
She doesn't have enough money on her own, so she still wants to save money for Gu Shi'an.
Gu Shi'an knew her thoughts and agreed. While waiting for the bus, I bought some fruit at the fruit shop and twisted it up.
The store recommended by Chang Yin is in the deep alley, probably because it is newly opened, and there are no customers. After ordering, it didn't take long for the bottom of the pot to be served.
Gu Shi'an asked about the business in Chang Yin's shop.
The two chatted about the trivial things of life without a match.
The two of them have never talked a lot, and they have said something inconsequential. Waiting for the bottom of the pot to boil, the two of them began to eat bitterly.
Because outside, neither of them was drinking. Gu Shi'an hadn't eaten properly for several days, and he was sweating profusely.
The two of them have always been not hypocritical when eating, and they put down their chopsticks until their stomachs were round.
Chang Yan originally asked Gu Shi'an to stay with her for one night, but Gu Shi'an said no. When she got out of the alley, she waved goodbye to Chang Yin and asked her to go back. She walked around and took the car.
Chang Yan nodded in response, Gu Shi'an watched her figure disappear under the dim yellow street lamp, and then slowly walked towards the bus stop.
She was a little lonely when she was alone, as if she had suddenly been empty.
She didn't go to the car right away, but walked to the bench on the side of the road and sat down. Then she sat for a long time before she walked to the side of the road to stop the car. But instead of going home, he asked the driver to go directly to City A.
City A is only two hours away from Lincheng, and the driver is curious to see that she is alone and stops the car so late. But I didn't ask much.
Gu Shi'an also didn't say anything, and when he got into the car, he closed his eyes and began to sleep.
Because tomorrow is the weekend, there is a lot of traffic. The highway is jammed all the way, obviously it can be reached in more than two hours, and it is blocked to City A for four hours, and it is late at night.
Standing in a strange city, Gu Shi'an was slightly in a trance. Although Lincheng is close to City A, she has only been to City A once for so many years. The only time was when her father had an accident, she followed the eldest uncle and second uncle over and brought her father's body back to Lincheng.
She stood for a long time before she came back to her senses, and in the middle of the night, she couldn't go anywhere she wanted. So she found a hotel and opened a room.
She was tired all the way, but she didn't feel sleepy at all. I kept my eyes open until dawn. The next morning, when it was dawning, she checked out of her room, asked the front desk of the hotel to help call a taxi, and went to Panshan County below City A.
Therefore, Panshan County is the entire county built on the mountain. The mountains are steep and endless. The highway is a newly built two-lane asphalt road.
Probably because of the mountainous situation, compared to the bustling City A, this side seems to be much more deserted. There aren't many vehicles passing along the way.
The driver saw that Gu Shi'an was a foreigner, so he talked about the history of Panshan County. He also said that the reason why this side cannot develop is because of this highway, although there are not many cars here, but the accident rate is the highest in the entire city A.
Gu Shi'an's heart was irrepressible sadness, and tears were about to come out of her eyes, and she blinked them all hard.
It was still so far from the place where her father had an accident, so she asked the driver to stop the car.
There was little traffic here, and the driver seemed to realize something, and tentatively asked her if she wanted him to wait for her, and she refused.
The place where her father had an accident was a cliff, and even though the guardrails had been installed, it was still terrifying to stand on the side of the road and look down.
Probably because the memories of childhood are too warm and beautiful, whether it is the death of his mother or the death of his father, Gu Shi'an subconsciously avoids it. I never dared to think deeply, pretending that they were actually all there, but they weren't by her side.
Coming to the place where her father had an accident again, it was like the first time she really faced it, and she was in a heart-rending pain.
When my father's body was brought up, it looked as if it was still in front of me, as clear as if it were yesterday. Gu Shi'an's tears were about to flow uncontrollably, she bit her lip and held it back.
She was standing at the mouth of the cliff, and it was already afternoon when she returned to City A, and the hollow pain was spreading, and she closed her eyes and leaned motionless on the car seat.
She didn't rest in City A, and rushed back to Lincheng without even eating. It was already nine o'clock when I arrived at Lincheng, and the whole city was brightly lit.
She sat in the taxi and watched the bustle of the street, and closed her eyes tightly.
Back at home, the house was empty. She hadn't eaten all day, but she didn't feel hungry, so she took a shower and collapsed on the bed, wrapped in a quilt and fell asleep groggyly.