Chapter 147: Self-Exile

Lin Siya was forced by me to stomp her feet, she actually cried, stomped her feet and said, "I don't know, I really don't know." ”

I grabbed Lin Siya's shoulders and yelled, "How could you not know? Aren't you Jiang Tao's girlfriend? You must know what happened last night, I beg you, tell me where Sister Katsunan is? ”

Lin Siya cried and said: "It was Jiang Tao who asked me to call you last night to say this, I guessed that Jiang Tao might be unfavorable to you, but I really don't know what happened to Xu Shengnan, I didn't go to Jinbi Brilliant last night, I have been at home all the time." Lin Xiao, I'm sorry, I knew that Jiang Tao would harm you last night, and I called you, but I really didn't want to hurt you, but I can't help it, my dad's factory is closed, he gambles all day long and gets drunk. Without Jiang Tao, I can't even pay the tuition fees, and my dad still owes a lot of loan sharks, without Jiang Tao, he would have been arrested and beaten to death, and I don't want to do this. ”

Lin Siya squatted down, covered her face and cried bitterly, looking at Lin Siya's appearance, I didn't sympathize with her, I said, "That's good! You tell me the address of Jiang Tao's house, and I'll go find him. ”

Lin Siya said: "I don't know the address of his home, I haven't been there at all. ”

I was going crazy, I was running out of patience, and I said, "Then you tell me his phone number." Lin Siya took out her mobile phone, I turned out Jiang Tao's mobile phone number, and did not use Lin Siya's mobile phone to dial it directly, but used my mobile phone to call it, the call was connected, but no one answered for half a ring, I was in a hurry, and kept talking about you to answer the phone quickly!

The phone was finally connected, and I heard Jiang Tao's hateful voice say impatiently, "Hey, who is it?" ”

I said murderously: "Grass and mud horses, Jiang Tao." Where is Sister Katsunan? ”

Jiang Tao was stunned for a moment, and then said with a sneer: "It turned out to be you!" You're just coming to ask me now, it's too late, why didn't you dare come last night? Shrinking turtle! I thought you Lin Xiao was a hot-blooded man, but I didn't expect your woman to be arrested, but you didn't dare to come. ”

I yelled angrily, "Grass mud horse! Lao Tzu asked you, Sister Shengnan? Hurry up and tell me. ”

Jiang Tao said: "You really want to know? It doesn't hurt to tell you, last night a group of us threw her into the Lingjiang River to feed the fish, if you want to find her, go to the Lingjiang River to fish. Tsk, Lin Xiao, I have to say, you kid is really a blessing for her eyes, she is indeed very tasteful, and a group of us feel very cool. ”

Hearing Jiang Tao's words, the monstrous murderous aura I had at that time was difficult to describe in words, if Jiang Tao was in front of me, I would definitely kill him, and I would definitely not be soft. My heart is like a knife, my heart is dripping blood, although I have already planned for the worst, but when I heard Jiang Tao say this, I still couldn't control my emotions, and I roared with tears in my eyes: "Jiang Tao, Lao Tzu wants to kill your whole family." ”

Jiang Tao sneered: "It's about Lao Tzu's. It's not me who threw her into the river, if you have the ability, you can go to He Guangwei, he was also cool last night, and he threw people down. ”

After Jiang Tao finished speaking, he hung up the phone for me, I took the mobile phone and sat on the ground, only to feel that the world was spinning, and the whole person was about to collapse, Lin Siya came over and asked me tentatively: "Lin Xiao, is she ...... How is she? ”

I looked up at Lin Siya and only said one word: "Get out!" ”

Lin Siya said: "I'm sorry, I didn't know that things would turn out like this, but this matter really has nothing to do with me, what are you angry with me?" Mourn yourselves and be submissive. But I still have to remind you, you must not fight Jiang Tao, and don't go to him for revenge, you can't fight him. ”

I yelled with angry eyes, "Get out! You get out of here, I don't want to see you! ”

Lin Siya flattened her mouth and left, and I couldn't help but shed tears at this time, and my cheeks were about to be crushed.

"Sister Katsunan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you."

I don't know how I went back to the golden celebrity, I didn't go home, I didn't want to go home, I rode a motorcycle, I went to the golden celebrity as fast as I could, the wind was blowing in my ears, I didn't seem to hear everything, my heart was full of holes, and even numb, the whole person was like a walking corpse.

It's been a night, I can't find the body of Sister Katsunan, after I arrived at the golden celebrity, the brothers saw me and took the initiative to greet me, I didn't say a word, I took two boxes of wine to my rest room, sat on the ground and drank, I drank bottle after bottle of wine, I drank so sick in my stomach, I went to the bathroom to vomit, vomited and continued to drink, until my stomach was already cramping, but I didn't feel pain, just kept pouring wine, drinking a little, immediately vomiting a little, I lay down next to the toilet and continued to drink, as if this was the only way, I can numb myself and feel better.

I heard a knock on the door, and I ignored it, and continued to drink and vomit. Then there was a bang, the door was kicked open, and the person who came in was Xiao Fan, he saw the wine bottles and the smell all over the room, he came over and snatched the wine bottle from my hand and said, "What's the use of drinking?" Don't make me look down on you. ”

I didn't argue with Xiao Fan, and reopened a bottle of wine, Xiao Fan directly grabbed me by the collar, dragged me out of the bathroom, and then threw it on the ground, I was weak, just like a trip to mud, no matter what Xiao Fan said or what I did, I didn't react at all. Sister Qing and the other brothers also came in, and they were all persuading me, but where could I listen? My mind was blank, and I couldn't mourn more than my heart died, which was the truest portrayal of me at that time.

Xiao Fan snorted coldly: "Don't worry about him, if he is willing to get drunk, let him get drunk, go out!" "Xiao Fan called everyone out, and I continued to stay alone in the room, like a soulless walking corpse.

Halfway through Sister Qing brought me food, and persuaded me in a good voice, I couldn't listen, and I didn't touch the food, I slept on the ground when I was uncomfortable, and I woke up and continued to drink, during which my mother called me and asked me why I didn't go home, I said overtime, and she asked me if I knew where Sister Katsu was, her parents were looking for her, and when it came to Sister Katsu, my scars seemed to be uncovered again, bloody. I seemed to tell my mom that Sister Katsunan was no longer there, but I didn't have the courage to speak, so I could only hang up the phone silently.

I locked myself in my room, didn't eat anything, just drank and went into self-imposed exile. I locked myself up for three days, during which Sister Qing and my brothers kept persuading me, but Xiao Fan never appeared.

Three days later, Xiao Fan walked in, I don't know what I looked like at the time, but it must have been smelly and decadent, Xiao Fan dragged me up from the ground, pressed me in front of a mirror and said, "Look, you fucking look at yourself." What are you? Repentance? Or are you punishing yourself? ”

I looked up at me in the mirror, unkempt, my beard was coming out, my face was haggard, bloodless, but my eyes were red, and I looked like a zombie. I said weakly: "Sister Shengnan is gone, it's all my fault, it's all my fault." ”

Xiao Fan slapped me and said, "Yes! Blame you, so you punish yourself. So what? Don't you want revenge? You think she died for nothing? I've experienced your pain, and she committed suicide by throwing herself into the river afterwards, and I don't think I'm much better. My heart hurts, I feel bad, it's time to cheer up. Do you want to be like this for the rest of your life? Don't fucking make me look down on you. ”

I heard Xiao Fan's words, but I couldn't get out of the cage I had drawn, and I couldn't forgive myself. I know who killed Sister Katsunan, but I don't even have the ability to avenge her, so I can only punish myself like this.

Xiao Fan let go of me, and he said, "Cheer up, good brother!" If our brothers join forces, we will definitely be able to take revenge. ”

My eyes were still very empty, and my brain was stuck in a dead loop, and Sister Katsuo died. Sometimes, human life is so fragile, a good person, say it's gone. Xiao Fan persuaded me for a long time, and seeing that I was indifferent, he opened two bottles of wine and poured it on me from the beginning, making me drenched, and then he threw the beer bottle aside and said: "You fucking continue like this, I see how long you will be decadent, you will only make your relatives and enemies happy." ”

After Xiao Fan finished speaking, he slammed the door and left, and I was the only one left in the room.