When I drank too much, I was in a trance, and in a trance I seemed to see a window, and outside this window, the lights were shining, and in the flickering lights, I saw a vague figure, who could she be, why was it so perfect? So I ran tirelessly with her, but no matter how fast I ran, she got farther and farther away from me, and finally in the endless running, the road came to an end, and I could only stand in place and look into the distance, but I could no longer see her figure, and when I looked back, I could no longer see the window.....

I was a little panicked, and sobering up in the panic, I hurriedly wiped my face with both hands to get myself out of the illusion.

Chen Qingyi next to me was already drunk on my shoulder, she was really good like this, just a few bottles of canned beer, you can exchange for a night of relief, and me, I need to drink too much, too much wine to be free, my liberation always has to pay more than others.

I looked at the time, it was already late at night, Chen Qingyi and I had drunk and couldn't drive anymore, I took out the phone and dialed Lin Xi's phone, I needed her to take away Chen Qingyi, who was already unconscious.

.....

About 20 minutes later, Lin Xi rushed to the riverside, I got up and helped Chen Qingyi up, Lin Xi took Chen Qingyi from my hand, she looked at me with a questioning face, when I just called, I didn't explain to her why I was with Chen Qingyi.

I sighed lightly and explained the whole incident to Lin Xi, it is necessary to make it clear to Lin Xi at this time, I think: she will understand as Chen Qingyi's best friend.

After I finished speaking, Lin Xi just nodded, didn't tell me too much, she helped Chen Qingyi to the riverbank, but staggered, her strength was really limited, I helped her hold Chen Qingyi, the pocket of her pants and Chen Qingyi's body rubbed, the concert couple ticket fell from the pocket, I didn't find it, but Lin Xi squatted down and picked up the couple ticket from the ground, took it in his hand and looked at it.

"Do you see it, give it back to me when you see it." I held Chen Qingyi with one hand, and made a gesture with Lin Xi with the other to ask for a ticket.

Lin Xi put the ticket back in my hand and asked softly, "Are you going to Suzhou to watch a concert this weekend?" ”

"Hmm."

"Is it with Qingyi?" Lin Xi asked.

"No, it's just me."

Lin Xi didn't ask any more questions, just looked at me suspiciously, of course I knew what she was asking, but I didn't want to explain.

"Let's go." I said and helped Chen Qingyi to move on, Lin Xi nodded and followed behind me, but I didn't know what kind of expression and mood she was in at this time.

......

Lin Xi drove the two of us to Chen Qingyi's home, and after a while, we came to the high-end community where Chen Qingyi lived, and the two of us sent Chen Qingyi upstairs together, and after settling her, we returned to Lin Xi's car.

"Yixi, I want to talk to you." Lin Xi didn't start the car, but said to me.

"Is there something wrong?"

Lin Xi looked back at me and said, "Is it necessary for us to keep such a distance, you sit in front, okay?" ”

Looking at Lin Xi's somewhat melancholy expression, I couldn't refuse this simple request, I opened the door of the back seat, came to the passenger seat, sat down next to Lin Xi, habitually lit a cigarette, and remained silent.

When I was smoking, Lin Xi didn't talk to me, just looked at the sunflower pendant hanging on the car in a daze, and this sunflower was the keychain I bought for her a long time ago, but I didn't expect her to keep it and hang it in her car.

"Yixi, I'm divorced, just ...... today" After a long silence, Lin Xi finally said to me with a choked voice.

I was stunned for a moment before replying, "Oh." ”

"Did you just give me an oh word? Aren't you supposed to laugh at me, at my failed marriage? Lin Xi's emotions were a little excited.

"Why should I laugh at you, everything is your choice..... I have always respected your choice. I said to Lin Xi in a steady tone.

Lin Xi suddenly laughed with a melancholy look on her face, but her smile was so cold, her face was full of tears in the cold laughter, she closed her eyes and bit her lip, trying her best to suppress her emotions, but her body couldn't stop trembling......

"You don't want that, okay?" I whispered to her, and at this point, I really didn't know what to say to her.

As soon as my words fell, Lin Xi's emotions that had been suppressed finally got out of control, tears flowed down like a, and he covered his heart with his hand, and even breathing became difficult.

"Yixi~~Don't be like this~~ Is it good for me, I'm really heartbroken~~I have a lot to say~~I want to talk to you~~ But, I can't say a word~~ I'm afraid, I'm afraid of getting what I don't want~~ Result~~ I'm more afraid, you know I'm afraid~~ I'm now nothing but money~~ and a dirty body~~ I don't have anything~~ Lin Xi said intermittently, she grabbed my hand tightly with her hand, but her hand was so cold in the hot summer.

I sighed heavily, tilted my head, closed my eyes, and looked at the woman I once loved so heartbroken in front of me, it was impossible for me not to be sad, it was impossible not to be sympathetic, but what could I do? Hold her tightly? Or do you resolutely let go of her hand and hold me? Can anyone TM tell me! At this moment, we are labeled as a time transit, and it is impossible to even hug us, and there is an insurmountable barrier between us!

After a long time, Lin Xi's mood was slightly calmer, although the tears on her face were still there, but it was not as painful as just now, she looked out of the car window with dazed and melancholy, but I knew that this kind of confusion was a fear of the future, a kind of confusion that could not see hope, because I had also experienced this kind of confusion.

"Lin Xi, you really don't need to be like this, the end of one road is the beginning of another road, I think you should have more expectations for the future life, I hope to see a happy you." After a long time, I finally whispered words of comfort.

My words finally drew Lin Xi's attention back, she first looked at me with a complicated face, and then said with a smile that I couldn't refuse: "Yixi, I'll go to Suzhou with you to watch a concert this weekend, okay?" ”

"Can I say no?"

Lin Xi shook his head and said, "No, you said that you want to see a happy me, if it's just such a request, and you refuse, how can I be happy?" ”

Lin Xi is very good at taking advantage of the loopholes in my words to achieve her own goals, she is indeed a smart woman, although I am not reluctant at all, but at this moment I can't refuse at all, do I want to make her heartbroken again, I can't do it.

I smiled helplessly, took out a ticket from my pocket and handed it to her, and she finally smiled on her face, and said to me, "Give me your one too, and I'll keep it for you." ”

"It's going to take an inch!" I said with a pretended dissatisfaction.

"You'll let me, I know." Lin Xi said and made a gesture to me asking for a ticket with a heartache smile on his face.

Looking at Lin Xi's smile, I felt that I had been forced out of internal injuries, why was I never powerless to resist in the face of her decision?

I know this kind of non-resistance, just because I don't want to hurt her, I really loved, who is willing to let the other party have a bad time, just like Lin Xi at the beginning, when I was down, he helped me materially several times, but material help, do I have to repay it with feelings? At least I think emotionally, we don't owe each other.

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