I looked at her suspiciously, and a thought flashed through my mind, no! Not really! I don't believe it!

It can't be, it won't be like this!

Weakness on my feet, I took two steps back and sat down on the sofa, my stomach shaking uncomfortable.

Why didn't you tell me? Why didn't he tell me, idiot?

"When he came to me, I said yes, I thought that I would be happy if I stayed by his side and watched him every day, but now I understand that it is not happiness, it is pain, it is self-inflicted." An Moya pursed her lips and smiled, full of sadness and bitterness: "Do you think that he pretends to be good with me in front of you, isn't he in pain?" Every time you leave, he hits the wall with his head, and uses the pain of his body to resist that heartache, the night before his divorce from you, he cried all night, I have never seen a man cry, especially a man who is so deep and wise, at that moment, I regret agreeing to him, to be honest, watching him suffer so much every day, I would rather him die. ”

"I don't believe it! I don't believe it!! Tears suddenly fell, and I tugged at the clothes on my chest, and my whole body was trembling.

"I don't want to believe it, I can't believe it or not."

"Why are you telling me? Why are you telling me! "I don't want to know, I'd rather never know for the rest of my life, I'd rather he betrayed me."

"It's your own burden, or you'll have to bear it yourself!" An Moya said lightly.

"I can't afford it, I don't have that much strength and courage." At this moment, I don't want to be strong anymore, if cowardice can be okay, let me be cowardly!

"If you can't afford it, you have to bear it."

"No, you're lying!" I took the pillow and squeezed it in my hand, and my voice became much higher: "We had a check-up before Mo Chen's surgery, and the doctor didn't say that he had a problem with his eyes."

"Is it ophthalmology? You should know that internal medicine and ophthalmology are not one and the same at all, and only he knows best whether there is a problem with his eyes. An Moya said lightly.

"It's impossible, it's impossible, his eyes have been good, there's no way there's something wrong all of a sudden."

"Yes! It's always been good, but something still happened, and he, like Yi Sen, is a fool. ”

"What? Be...... It's ......"

"Yes, that's what you think, the after-effects of an injury." An Moya looked at me, without her previous disgust, but her current eyes made me dislike it even more.

"Sequelae? It's the sequelae...... "I remembered a long, long time ago, on that hillside in the southern suburbs, I hit him with a wooden stick on the left side of the head, leaving him injured and leaving alone.

Was it that time, was it the aftermath of that time?

My heart hurts, my stomach hurts, my palms are cold, I bend down uncomfortably and cover my stomach, I really want to sleep and never wake up.

It's me! His heart hurt because of me, his eye hurt because of me, I hurt him to be the way he is now!

What did I do! What the hell did I do?!

"Don't be too upset, beware of the tires." An Moya comforted softly, this was the first time she comforted me.

"I'm not sad, not sad at all, I hate." I clenched my fists tightly, my slender nails digging into my palms, and I didn't feel it.

"I just want to ask you one question, will you still persuade him to operate? 10 percent heart surgery, 20 percent eye surgery, and if any one of them fails, you may be in pain. ”

"Yes, even if it is a 1% success rate, I will persuade him to operate, I can't watch him die, I can't do it." I believe that if I were facing such a problem, Leng Mochen would not hesitate to persuade me to operate, death is not terrible, what I am afraid of is the person who is alive!

"Okay." An Moya put a note on the coffee table and pushed it to me: "It's Mo Chen's address, you go find him!"

I reached for it and took it and looked at it tightly in my hand.

An Moya stood up: "I'm leaving, this burden will be returned to you, I'm much more relaxed, I hope he can be safe and sound, and I look forward to seeing you again, it's three people."

I didn't speak, Anmoya turned and walked out, and I heard a slight sound of the door closing.

My stomach hurt so much that I couldn't sit up on the couch.

I thought about thousands of possibilities, but I never thought of this one; I've had a million guesses, but I can't guess that he's going to be blind......

He is always like this, he always likes this, he likes to bear it silently, he likes to push me away, he is so selfish, he is selfish and never thinks about my feelings!

Did he follow me to Paris just to wait for me silently? I see him a lot, isn't that an illusion?

The little one in my belly was unhappy, and he moved restlessly, which made me ache for a while.

The doorbell rang and I tried to get up and open the door, but I didn't have the strength on my feet and I couldn't stand up.

It is estimated that Xu Wenke is here, if I don't open the door all the time, he will definitely be worried, my mobile phone is in the bedroom again, and there is no way to call him.

The doorbell rang all the time, and it rang in the quiet room, which was terrifying and harsh, and made me feel uncomfortable listening to it.

The mobile phone in the bedroom also rang, it must have been Xu Wenke's call.

After sitting on the couch for a moment, I stood up as hard as I could, walked over and opened the door.

My stomach was hard, and my hands were on the doorknob, hunched slightly.

"Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi, what's wrong with you?" Xu Wenke hurriedly supported me.

"I ...... I have stomach aches. "With the support, I leaned on him.

"You hold on a little, I'll take you to the hospital now, you must hold on!" Xu Wenke picked me up and hurriedly ran out.

I went to the hospital for a check-up, and the doctor said that there was nothing serious, just a fetal gas, just rest.

Xu Wenke sent the doctor away, and the nurse helped me hang up a drip and go out.

"Why did you get the tire gas?" Xu Wenke looked at me worriedly.

"I accidentally fell a little, don't worry! I'm fine. "I'm angry, I'm angry with myself!

"By the way, who is that girl who came out of the house?"

She ...... Sort of me as my sister! "An Moya went out, did he see it?

"Your sister? I didn't hear Chenxi say that there is such a sister, what is she looking for you to do? Xu Wenke brought a chair and sat on the edge of the bed.

"She came to Paris in the past two days, come and see me, don't worry! She won't hurt me. "To prevent him from holding on to my questions, I changed the subject and said;