We stayed here for three days before we went back, and when I went back, Hua Xu took me to see Lin Shiwen.

I didn't want to go, but he said that she and I were husband and wife and should go together.

He also said, "Lin Shiwen has been kind to us. ”

In a simple sentence, I have understood that husband and wife are one, so he said that he is not kind to him, but to us.

Holding my hand, he looked at me deeply, waiting for my answer.

Glancing at him, my hand landed on our finger-clasped hands, and I nodded.

When I went to the hospital, I was not worried.

Before, I thought that Hua Xu only had me in his eyes, but now that he really got his wish, I felt that we were not kind and too selfish.

But feelings are inherently selfish, and between us, there are destined to be people who are sad and disappointed, and they can't get it.

Although emotional matters cannot be fulfilled and kidnapped with kindness, but for Lin Shiwen, Hua Xu and I owe her after all.

Thinking about the last time I went to see her, it was so exciting that she really jumped off the building, so this time I went to see her, there was a little shadow in my heart.

When I got to the door of the ward, I paused and didn't prepare to go in.

I shook my head and stuffed the things I bought to him: "You go, I'll wait for you here." ”

He didn't force me, let go of my hand and said to me, "I'll be out in a moment." ”

I nodded and waited for him at the door.

Hua Xu went in for a long time, and the ward was quiet, I couldn't help but poke out a little to take a look, and I saw Hua Xu standing elegantly and straight by the window, facing Lin Shiwen on the bed.

Lin Shiwen was asleep, her back was to me, so I don't know if she was asleep, or maybe she wasn't asleep, but she was hurt too deeply and didn't want to talk to the person in front of her.

After a long while, Lin Shiwen finally broke out.

She sat up from the bed, took the pillow and threw it at Hua Xu: "Get out!" Get lost! I don't want to see you again! ”

Hua Xu accurately took the pillow she threw over, and there was no emotion in his faint eyebrows.

He walked over and returned the pillow to her, stood straight in front of the window, looked at her condescendingly, and his originally indifferent eyebrows finally had a little emotion.

He said: "I feel sorry for you, if it wasn't quiet, I think I would accept you, I know that's what you want, as long as it's what you want, I'll satisfy you." ”

Lin Shiwen interrupted him: "It's just what I want, but it's not love, is it?" ”

Hua Xu said calmly: "Yes." ”

Lin Shiwen laughed out loud, unspeakably sad and distressed.

Hua Xu's magnetic voice said slowly: "I originally hesitated, but I thought, since I have hurt you, I can't hurt Quiet anymore, as long as it is what you want, I can give it to you, but except for marriage and love." ”

After speaking, he handed over the documents he brought: "You told me last time that you want my company, this is a document, as long as you sign it, everything will be yours." ”

Lin Shiwen looked at the documents he handed over in a daze and sadness, with a desolate smile in her eyes.

Still, she burst out laughing, and the flowers trembled with laughter, but I saw desolation and despair in her laughter.

In fact, she didn't want to laugh, but she was sad and heartbroken.

It was the desolation of the tea and the desolation of Mo Dao.

It seemed that laughing hurt her stomach, as if she had finally laughed enough, and after laughing for a long time, she raised her eyes to look at Hua Xu: "In addition to money, don't you already know what to use to make up for me?" ”

Hua Xu was silent.

Lin Shiwen stared at the documents he handed over for a while, and suddenly she went crazy and snatched the documents in his hand, tearing them up and flying confetti.

She said: "Hua Xu, do you want to settle with me in this way? Dream! I want you to be burdened with guilt and responsibility for the rest of your life! I'm not going to let you pay it back! ”

Hua Xu was indifferent, just looked at her calmly.

His indifference and calmness made Lin Shiwen suffer a great blow, and she suddenly burst into tears, and her miserable cry was hoarse.

"Huaxu! Hello ruthless! ”

Her grief-stricken tears dripped from the corners of her eyes, and she asked sadly: "Is it possible that no one can bring back half of your tenderness except her?" Even if it is indebted to me? ”

In the face of her accusation, perhaps because he didn't know what to say, Hua Xu was silent for a while before moving his lips, "I'm sorry." ”

was so sad that she couldn't be sad anymore, as if she had finally seen through the man in front of her, Lin Shiwen no longer looked at him, "Let's go...... I don't want to see you again. ”

Hua Xu didn't say anything more, turned to leave, just took a few steps and suddenly stopped his steps again.

Turning around, he said to her, "In two days it will be the day of Tintin's surgery, I will arrange everything, you don't have to worry." ”

Lin Shiwen's heart was like a knife, and she closed her eyes without tears.

Finally glancing at her, Hua Xu said, "Actually, Liang Heng is good to you." ”

Then, he walked out of the hospital room.

When he walked to the door and saw me, his eyebrows softened, he smiled slightly, and took my hand and walked to the elevator.

After stepping into the elevator, he said, "Have you not been to see our mother for a long time?" ”

Mom?

He said it well, but I listened to it so awkwardly as it came out of his mouth.

Then he took me to see my mom.

I haven't seen her for a few days, and my mom is still the same, nothing has changed.

I've always been hoping that she would wake up, even dreaming of it, but now I'm calm, and I don't seem to have the same deep expectations and desires as I had at the beginning.

Because I was too disappointed, I didn't dare to have much hope.

It's just that I still have fantasies, hoping that one day she will wake up.

However, I did not wait for the day when she woke up, but waited for her bad news.

The day after Hua Xu and I went to see her, the news of her death came from the hospital.

When I heard the news, I was shocked and unbelievable, the three souls had lost seven souls.

The phone fell to the ground and there was a crisp sound, and Hua Xu, who was trimming my nails, asked me in confusion, "What's wrong?" ”

Tears flowed, my lips trembled for a long time, and I couldn't get back to my senses, and I felt the pain of my liver and intestines.

"Quiet?" Hua Xu frowned and called me worriedly.

After a while, I said, "The hospital called, and they said...... My mom is gone......"

Hua Xu was stunned, but soon he reacted, he pulled me into his arms, and said to me gently: "You still have me, and the child." ”

I couldn't stop crying and cried out, "I won't have a mother anymore......"

My mother's funeral is all handled by Hua Xu, I hold the photo of my mother before her death and wash my face with tears all day long, the more I look at it, the more sad I feel, and the more I look at it, the more I miss it.

My mother's funeral plus Ding Ding's surgery, Hua Xu has been very busy recently, so he called Xiao Zhao and Fu Tong to accompany me.

Sister Fu Yao, who got the news, also came to see me, she asked me to be strong, and told me that death is something that everyone will experience, let me see some of it.

At night, I couldn't sleep tossing and turning, and I would always think a lot.

Because of my mother's death, because of what Sister Fu Yao said to me, I found that life is really very fragile, fragile like the wind, which is scattered with a light blow.

People who are fine today may have an accident or die tomorrow and disappear from this world.

Thinking about it, I thought about it a little far, thinking that one day, Hua Xu and I, either I left first or he left first, so my heart swelled up and was depressed and sad.

In the face of life and death, in fact, the one who leaves first is the happiest, because only the living will suffer in pain, and because they cannot forget, they are the most painful.

Thinking of this, my heart was suddenly pinched, and I couldn't stand the sadness of that.

With reluctance in my heart, I hugged Hua Xu tightly and said to him, "You must not leave this world before me." ”

Because I didn't want to experience the pain and suffering of my heart, he couldn't leave before me.

Hua Xu hugged me, kissed me on the forehead and promised me: "Okay." ”

My eyes were red, and tears flowed down again: "You say, does this world really have a soul?" Is my mom really in another world? Can she see me too? ”

"Yes, she'll see you."

This night, I fell asleep again in sadness.

In a daze, I felt someone gently caressing my eyes and cheeks, wiping the wetness from the corners of my eyes, and I seemed to be able to hear his sighs and distress.

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