Chapter 414: Dispel the Inner Demons
I can see that Su Ruonan is obviously just taking a shower now, because her hair is still wet, and there are still a little droplets of water on it.
The beauty is out of the bath, and she is wearing such sexy lace pajamas, the whole person looks even more sexy and attractive, the tight pajamas will reveal her bumpy figure, this pajamas are very short skirts, and they stop at the bottom of the thighs.
Her slender snow-white legs crossed each other, her snow-white arms hugging her chest full, exuding a very seductive aura, her cold and delicate face was also very good-looking, and her eyes looked at me and smiled.
I really felt that my body was a little hot at this time, I swallowed my saliva with difficulty, and then nodded with a smile: "It's so late, I'm bothering you." ”
"No, isn't this kind of thing going to be a little later?" Su Ruonan stepped out of the way as he spoke, and motioned for me to walk in.
But my heart hesitated again at the moment, looking at Su Ruonan's appearance, if I went in, I am afraid it would be really difficult to get out, but if I did something like that, would I be sorry for Xiaohui?
Sure enough, as soon as I encountered this kind of thing, the first thing I thought of was Xiaohui, and I still insisted that I couldn't do anything to be sorry for her.
But as soon as I thought about it, I immediately thought of the mean words that Xiaohui said to me before, and the ambiguous pictures she made with other men in front of me, which pierced my heart deeply.
It was precisely because of these things that I made up my mind at once and walked into the room where Su Ruonan was, and as soon as I came in, Su Ruonan closed the door.
Sitting on the sofa in Su Ruonan's house, I felt my heart beat faster.
After making a cup of coffee, Su Ruonan took the coffee, twisted his butt and walked in front of me, put down the coffee and said, "This is very delicious, you can taste it." ”
Because Su Ruonan's neckline is relatively open, as soon as she bends over like this, the spring light leaks out all of a sudden, so I accidentally saw the beautiful scenery in front of me.
After all, I had a relationship with Su Ruonan before, and it was a long time ago, so I haven't had intimate contact with Su Ruonan for a long time, and now when I see it like this, I really feel very tempted.
But such a beautiful scenery was just a flash, Su Ruonan sat next to the sofa, looked at me and said with a smile: "Why don't you speak?" Do you want to look at me like that? ”
I hurriedly looked at Su Ruonan and smiled, and said, "You are so good-looking, so I was stunned for a while." ”
After I finished speaking, Su Ruonan burst out laughing, she looked really good-looking when she laughed, and said to me: "Gu Nan, I can't see it, after such a long time, you haven't grown at all, you can still say good things." ”
"No, I'm telling the truth," I quickly explained to Su Ruonan.
In this way, after we laughed for a while, suddenly the room fell silent, and we looked at each other, and the atmosphere became a little awkward.
And after Su Ruonan looked at me like this for a while, her face suddenly became serious, and then she said: "Okay, we are already so familiar with each other, so we don't need to be tactful, let's get straight to the point." ”
Saying that, Su Ruonan got up and stood up, and she was about to take off her pajamas directly, as the pieces of snow became more and more white, my heart beat faster and faster.
At this time, I hurriedly got up and grabbed Su Ruonan's arm to prevent her from continuing to undress, but I also helped her tidy up her clothes.
Su Ruonan looked at me a little incomprehensibly: "Gu Nan, what are you doing here?" ”
"It's nothing, it's just that I still feel like I'm not ready," I hurriedly pulled Su Ruonan to sit aside.
Su Ruonan looked at me and smiled, then asked, "Is it because of Ni Huizhen?" ”
Although I didn't want to admit it, I seemed to have to admit that it was because of Xiaohui, so I also looked at Su Ruonan and nodded.
And Su Ruonan saw me nodding, and immediately smiled and said, "It seems that she has become your inner demon, right?" ”
"Demons?" I looked at Su Ruonan and asked with a frown.
Su Ruonan nodded: "It's a kind of obsession, I was like you before, I cared about a person's long-term guilt, and the entanglement became an obsession that a person can't let go, and a demon that can't be shaken." ”
"So your inner demon is Li Bin, right?" I asked.
Su Ruonan nodded: "That's right, Li Bin was very good to me before, whether it was before marriage, or after marriage, he was impeccable and good to me, but I treated him very badly, just used him as a shield in the family, although I have always been bad to him, but I have always felt guilty, the better he is to me, the more guilty I am, in the long run, we are really divorced, I can't let go of him, I want to return to him." ”
Listening to Su Ruonan's faint words, I also knew her thoughts, maybe she was too obsessed with Li Bin before, so she didn't listen to anyone.
"Later, after you told me those words, I also went to see a psychiatrist, and the psychiatrist said that I was a long-term guilty mentality, resulting in psychological overdependence, and I became a demon, and you should be in a similar state to me now," Su Ruonan continued to say to me.
I nodded, sighed, and thought of the experience during this time, indeed, I also had a time when I felt very guilty about Xiaohui, that is, when I divorced Xiaohui.
At that time, Xiaohui begged for my forgiveness in such a low voice, but I still didn't forgive her, and resolutely broke up with her, and later after knowing what she did for me, I felt very guilty.
It is precisely because of this guilt, coupled with so many misunderstandings we had before, that it turned out that I was wrong, so I also regarded Xiaohui as my inner demon.
"So what should I do?" I looked at Su Ruonan and asked.
"Actually, it's easy to do, the psychiatrist I saw gave me a solution, that is, when the other party made a big mistake, exaggerate the other party's mistake in my heart, persuade myself that I should leave, and then find someone who can transfer my psychological dependence, so it's okay," Su Ruonan said to me with a smile.
Seeing Su Ruonan's smile, I understood, no wonder she was so resolute to part with Li Bin, because she also listened to the psychiatrist's words.
expanded the opposite side of Li Bin's sorry for her, persuaded to leave Li Bin, but she really resolutely left, and the target of the so-called transfer of psychological dependence is me.
I looked at Su Ruonan and smiled: "So, I'm just a target candidate you use to transfer psychological dependence, right?" ”
Su Ruonan faced my question, she did not deny it at all, but nodded and admitted: "That's right, that's what I think, and I didn't want to establish a love relationship with you, nor did I want to become a husband and wife with you, I just wanted to be a lover with you, that's all, and I feel that you also need someone like me now, such a mutually beneficial thing, shouldn't it?" ”
Sure enough, Su Ruonan was still so frank and direct, he didn't hide it in front of me, and said it directly.
And I feel that I really need to find someone to vent to, as I said before, if a man can't get the emotional sustenance he wants in one woman, he will want to make up for it in another woman, and now it may be a good choice to be with Su Ruonan.
Besides, now that Xiaohui has done so sorry for me, what am I still so worried about her?
Thinking about it, I said directly to Su Ruonan: "Okay, I think this is also a good way, in that case, can you also agree to what I said before and join that forum?" ”
"It doesn't matter, I think as far as I'm concerned, it's the same as anyone seeking stimulation, it's just a way for me to transfer my inner dependence," Su Ruonan said to me indifferently.
Hearing Su Ruonan's words, I could rest assured, but I still reminded: "There may be other men, to exchange, can you really do it?" ”
"Of course there is no problem, but it's you, you don't have a problem yourself, right? I feel that an honest man like you should not be as good as me," Su Ruonan said with a faint smile.
Indeed, I smiled a little embarrassedly, I was indeed much more nervous than she was.
"By the way, you said this thing is a task, what kind of task? Can you tell me about it? It can't be an undercover agent for the police to go in, right? Su Ruonan asked with a faint smile.
I hurriedly shook my head and denied it, but I couldn't mention Li Tianyi, because I knew that she must be more hostile to Li Tianyi now, so I couldn't say her.
As long as you tell her about the consequences of this incident, and the fact that you want to give someone a photo, everything else is no longer important.
I looked at Su Ruonan and said, "Then we can start, right?" ”
Su Ruonan smiled and said directly: "Of course you can, but are you sure you're ready?" Don't leave me alone again when it's critical, then I won't let you go easily. ”
I also laughed a little and said, "Of course not." ”
At the same time, I strengthened the psychological hint in my heart, Xiaohui said that she didn't go home at night, she was still so ambiguous with the manager recently, if she didn't go home, where else could she go? You don't have to think about it to know, so I don't need to feel guilty about Xiaohui.
Then she pulled me up and went into the bedroom, a dimly lit room with the bedside lamp on, and Su Ruonan pushed me to the bed.
The soft and sexy body sat on top of me, and at the same time, her arms slowly removed the pajamas on her body, and the perfect sexy body appeared in front of my eyes again......