Chapter 152, Contradictory Mixture
After the promise, we washed up and went to school together. When I arrived at the school gate of North Seven and City High School, one to the left and the other to the back, I devoted myself to a day of study. Xia Xue is the kind of smart girl who can play and learn, and she can be at the top of her class if she learns casually; And I'm the kind of hardworking student who flies first, and I can make a name for myself in the class by rote memorization every day.
It's just that my up-and-coming in the ordinary class of the North Seventh definitely can't be compared with Xia Xue's ranking among the top in the key class of City High School. In order not to fall too far behind, and in order to be admitted to the same university as Xia Xue in the future, I entered into a harder study, and even had to memorize words in English books after class. Whenever this time, Lu Xiang always shouted: "Look at it, look at it, he was like that when he was in junior high school, he didn't know anything but studying, he held a book all day long, and he didn't interact with others, he was a complete nerd!" What is the use of being admitted to City High School? No, you're still being bullied, and you have no choice but to transfer schools? ”
Under Lu Xiang's tireless smearing, the classmates in the class always looked at me with contempt. There are really a lot of gangsters in this class, accounting for almost half of them, and it is said that every class in Beiqi is of this scale. But fortunately, there is no one like Zou Yang to take the lead, I just study hard, and no one has come to me for trouble. Although no one pays attention to me, it is quite interesting to be able to tease Zhou Mo occasionally. Zhou Mo is indeed a cold beauty, basically she doesn't care much about others, she only talks to me for a few words, probably because she knows my bottom line, so she looks at me differently.
As for Lu Xiang, I really didn't bother to pay attention to him, even if he kept brushing my tiger whiskers, it seemed that he could still endure it overall. For me, who has passed through the city, the wind and the waves, Lu Xiang's small trick can't arouse my anger at all.
Xia Xue's father's case has not yet been tried, so I was able to live in Xia Xue's house. To put it bluntly, since I transferred to North Park No. 7 Middle School, except for the first day I cleaned up the bed in the dormitory, I haven't touched the door of the dormitory since, and I don't even know who is in the dormitory. It's not that I'm tall and low, but I get tired of being with Xia Xue every day and take up most of the time, and I really can't even squeeze out the space to go back to the dormitory, and there is no need to go back at all; Second, I have a natural sense of rejection of strangers, and the scriptures in the cage also let me know that I can't be too kind to people, otherwise I deserve to be bullied.
So I went to Chenggao to pick up Xia Xue from school every night after self-study every night, and then went home to live our happy and sweet life as a couple. Although we did that several times on the first day, we all restrained ourselves and went to bed not in the same bed, she was still in the bedroom and I was in the living room, jointly maintaining the "after graduation" agreement.
However, it is indispensable to linger before going to bed. Sometimes on the couch, sometimes in the bedroom. Always stop at the crucial moment, either she rushes me back to the couch or I rush her back to the bedroom. Once, in her bedroom, after a bit of lingering and holding back, I got up and went to the living room. Xia Xue grabbed me and said, "Let's talk for a while." ”
So I lay down, Xia Xue put her head on my chest, and said faintly: "It's so guilty." ”
I asked curiously, "What is sin, we don't have that." ”
"That's not the reason." Xia Xue said, "It's a peach." I'm with you, and I'm alone with you, and I always feel sorry for Peaches. Sometimes when I kiss you, the figure of the peach will flash in my mind, and she will see us together, and she will not say anything, and she must be sad to death in her heart. Wang Hao, the status of peaches in my heart is very important, I really treat her as a sister, when I think of her secretly crying alone, my heart is sad as if I was stabbed. ”
After listening to Xia Xue's words, I fell silent. In fact, why don't I be, when I am entangled with Xia Xue, the face of the peach will flash in my mind. I am particularly ashamed that sometimes I hold Xia Xue, and occasionally I think she is a peach. Of course, it was just a fleeting image, and whenever this thought flashed, I quickly ordered myself to hurry up and concentrate on being with Xia Xue.
I know that I can't completely forget the peaches. That gentle little person, hidden somewhere in my heart, would jump out from time to time and announce to me her saviva. And most of the time, I think Peaches is sad, she has always been very good at hiding her feelings, and would rather hide in the bed and cry quietly to death, rather than take the initiative to tell me in front of me.
The peach is quiet, not noisy or quarrelsome, but it always exists in me and the summer snow time, as soft and weak as the catkins of spring, but it can unconsciously encroach on every corner, so that we have no retreat and no stop.
"Wang Hao." Xia Xue said again: "You haven't been to see peaches for more than ten days, or tomorrow, you go and talk to her." I always thought she must be very sad now, I was worried and worried about her, but I didn't dare to go to her. The person who is with you now is me, and I am always afraid that my appearance in front of Peaches will make Peaches even more sad. ”
I looked at Xia Xue and asked, "I'll go find Peaches, won't you be jealous?" ”
Xia Xue shook her head: "As long as I can't see it, it's okay." Of course, even if you see it, it's actually nothing. I know what Peaches won't do, she knows that you're my boyfriend, and she will never do anything unruly. ”
I nodded, Xia Xue really knows Peaches very well. As long as I have a girlfriend, Momoko will never let me do anything to her, even if I touch my hair, I have to take a long time before I am embarrassed to touch it gently.
I said with some hesitation, "What if Momoko is slowly trying to forget me, and I rashly appear in front of her and let all her efforts be in vain?" Then I'd be too guilty, and I might as well not see her. ”
"No, it won't." Xia Xue said: "It is impossible for Peaches to forget you. I can see that she loves you only more than I do, not less than I do. Momoko is the kind of girl who will die for the rest of her life as long as she falls in love with someone. ”
When I heard this, I became even more silent, is this considered ruining Peach's life? Xia Xue saw my expression and said sadly: "It's over, it's over, my sense of guilt is even heavier." After we get married, what will we do with Peaches? ”
I endured the heartache and said, "Xia Xue, if you don't give a good boy to Peach, maybe you can make her change her mind." ”
"Are you willing?" Xia Xue asked suddenly.
I was silent again. How can I give it up, I always feel that Xia Xue is mine, and the peaches are also mine. However, this idea can only be stored in my mind, and I know that dào is not in line with reality, and it is impossible to achieve it.
Xia Xue said again: "I am also reluctant to let Peaches follow others." I don't think anyone can match her anymore but you. ”
"Huh?" I send xiàn Xia Xue is contradictory, I am also contradictory, and maybe Peaches is also contradictory. The three of us have fallen into a state of complete contradictory mixture, and this life is entangled and intangible.
"Remember the brick proposal that day?" Xia Xue said again: "He said that we should all be with you. At the time, I thought it was absurd and absurd, how could this be. Either you're with Peaches or you're with me, there's no doubt about it. But then I thought about it, maybe we both follow you, it can alleviate the sadness in my heart, and it can also make the three of us less painful......"
I looked at Xia Xue in amazement, I didn't expect her to have such an idea.
"Oops, oops." Xia Xue beat her head: "What am I thinking about, of course love is one-on-one, how can I be willing to share you with others?" But sometimes I think it's okay if it's a peach......"
"I think you're completely insane." I nodded Xia Xue's head: "What are you thinking about, how is it possible?" ”
"yes, how is that possible." Xia Xue put her arms around my neck: "If only we lived in ancient times, you men would be able to marry one more wife." But if it's really ancient times, you and Peach have already visited the church, and they can be regarded as a veritable husband and wife. ”
I know that this kind of thinking is only temporary. She felt sorry for Peaches and couldn't see Peaches sad, so she said this strange theory, saying that the three of us had fallen into a mixture of contradictions.
"By the way, you and Momoko worship the church, what the hell is going on?"
"Hmm......" I hesitated, but still told the story of the day.
"Momoko has a good brother." Xia Xue said: "This person is very good at bricks. In the past, when we ate together, he always protected the two of us, lined up for dinner or something, and never let us interfere. I'm very envious that Momoko has such an older brother. ”
"Actually, the bricks also see you as a sister." I said, "There's one thing you don't know yet." I was acquitted that day, and the bricks made me have to make a choice. I chose you, and the angry brick wanted to take out the brick to shoot me. Ye Zhan asked him, what if I chose a peach. The brick said that it would also be filmed, because Xia Xue was also his sister. ”
After Xia Xue heard this, she grabbed her head with both hands: "Ahh The bricks and peaches are so good, they are always for my sake, but I just want to monopolize you, so guilty, ahh......h
I smiled, took Xia Xue's hand down, and held her in my arms again: "Don't think so much, love is inherently blind and selfish." Although I feel guilty, I feel that this is the only way to go, there is no such thing as the best of both worlds......"
"No, no, no." Xia Xue said pitifully: "Wang Hao, you go to find peaches tomorrow, otherwise I will die of guilt." ”