When these words came out of Chu Ge's mouth, Chai Ye felt that something was wrong.

This kind of Chu Ge is too abnormal, although she used to be cautious on her face, her eyes were always beautiful, with so much expectation and desire.

But now it's different, the current Chu Ge has long lost such vivid eyes.

Chai Ye stood there and didn't know what to say to comfort Chu Ge, instinctively telling him that Chu Ge must have suffered a very serious blow, otherwise how could it be like this?

But Chu Ge just pretended to be strong and smiled, she said, "It's okay, Teacher Chai, don't worry, I'm really fine." ”

Chai Ye swallowed back all the words of comfort, and his brows furrowed deeply when he saw Chu Ge insisting that he was fine.

But soon, the firewood industry knew why.

Because the next day, Lu Zaiqing made headlines about an affair with another woman, and at this moment, Chu Ge was signing an agreement in the Academic Affairs Office, and a multinational company took a fancy to her and wanted to invite her to the company to take a look.

However, when the future was good, the emotional matter gave her a blow to the head.

Chu Ge looked at the mobile phone that Chai Ye handed over, until he read all the messages on it, and the whole person began to tremble faintly.

"No ......"

She muttered, "How could it be......

Chai Ye sighed in his heart, "Chu Ge, can you tell me something?" ”

Chu Ge shook her head, still holding the contract in her hand, leaning against the wall of the corridor outside the Academic Affairs Office and taking a deep breath, she said with red eyes, "I had a quarrel with Lu Zaiqing, and the quarrel was very strong. ”

"So that's what happened?"

Chai Ye shook the mobile phone in his hand, "Is he still in a romantic relationship with you?" If it is still there, then it is absolutely wrong for him to do so. ”

Chu Ge lowered his head, his voice sobbing, "I don't know, he didn't finish explaining the matter when he slammed the door and left, he just left after letting go of the cruel words, and we haven't contacted each other in the past two days......"

And then something like this happened.

Chu Ge's appearance made Chai Ye feel distressed, he stepped forward and patted Chu Ge's head, his hair was still as soft as usual, but Chai Ye felt that the current Chu Ge was a little too fragile.

It's as if if you touch her and she's going to shatter and turn to ashes.

Chu Ge said, "Don't fall in love, I can't maintain this relationship alone anymore......"

In the past, Chu Ge thought that as long as she worked hard enough, as long as she was sincere, one person's efforts could also fill the gap between the two.

She felt that since she was not worthy of Lu Zaiqing, she would keep fighting upwards with a feeling of self-awareness and shame, and one day, the world would recognize her identity.

But she failed, she found that she had achieved nothing, and in the end, she couldn't even maintain this relationship.

"I'm definitely at fault, too."

Chu Ge said softly, "I liked him without any self-awareness, it was my fault at the beginning. ”

Chai Ye heard her self-reproachful tone, and he really couldn't listen to it, "Don't think too much...... Let's talk about it with Lu Zaiqing, if it really can't continue, then the two of them must at least get together and disperse, right? ”

He didn't believe that Lu Zaiqing would embarrass such a Chu Ge.

Chu Ge raised his head and looked at Chai Ye in a daze, "Teacher Chai, am I a special failure?" ”

When she came to this big city, she went astray from the beginning, and until now there are still people who keep misunderstanding that she is a professional seller, but Chu Ge is powerless to refute it at all.

Even the people he likes keep seeing her as "the woman he bought with money".

"You're right, you're just too kind, if something happens, you put the blame on yourself, you think too much about others, resulting in ...... Forget yourself. ”

Forget yourself.

Chu Ge began to sob softly again, "I'm sorry. ”

"Don't tell me you're sorry."

Chai Ye went up and gave Chu Ge a hug, "Say sorry to yourself when you have time, and then from now on, love yourself well." ”

Chu Ge cried and nodded.

"By the way, what do you say about the internship?"

Chai Ye let go of her and glanced at the contract in her hand, "Did you say that you can go directly to the internship after you finish?" ”

"Well, call me over next week to take a look at the internship environment." Chu Ge handed the contract to Chai Ye, "Mr. Chai, you help me check the checks, if it is reliable, I want to finish reading the book quickly, and then enter the company for an internship in advance." ”

"Yo, want to skip a grade?"

Chai Ye smiled, "It's amazing, Chu Ge, it's getting more and more powerful now." ”

Chu Ge was a little embarrassed by Chai Ye's praise, and lowered his head, "I just worked hard." ”

"You're smart." Chai Ye looked at Chu Ge with appreciation, "Work harder, I look forward to seeing you become a mature elite lady in the future." ”

Chu Ge smiled and didn't speak, but there was loneliness in his eyes.

After all, Lu Zaiqing changed the trajectory of this suffering woman's life.

Even if he didn't want to admit it, he had to admit that Chu Ge had a love for her heart from the beginning to now learn to be light-hearted, all because a man named Lu Zaiqing had gone through her heart.

until the branches are lush and the grass does not grow.

That night, Chu Ge went back and sent a WeChat message to Lu Zaiqing, she said, I saw the scandal between you and Lin Shu.

[Lu Zaiqing: What do you want to express? 】

[Embattled: I don't want to express anything, state the facts, I see it.] 】

[Lu Zaiqing: Is the structure of your speech advanced now, Chu Ge, do you think you have crossed the layer of gold? 】

[Embattled: I don't think I'm so advanced, I've always been ordinary.] 】

[Lu Zaiqing: Hehe. 】

[Lu Zaiqing: It's good to know that you are ordinary, so why are you looking for me? Aren't we old and dead? 】

[Embattled: I'm just here to confirm one thing.] 】

to confirm if you really want to break up.

But now it seems that it is no longer interesting to ask this question, and Lu Zaiqing's intention to break it off is already obvious.

Chu Ge didn't know when she began to learn to read words and feelings, and she could detect all kinds of other meanings from Lu Zaiqing's Chinese dialect, she didn't think much about it before, but now she understands it as soon as she hears it.

She didn't speak, and the words she typed were still so square.

The font is the most mechanical and cold, no matter how warm the tone, when the word is typed, there will only be a row of common subtitles, and the other party can never guess how tormented the person holding the phone through the screen is.

Chu Ge typed a few words with red eyes.

[Embattled: Then I won't bother you anymore, I wish you and Lin Shu a happy heart. 】

When this sentence was sent, Lu Zaiqing thought that Chu Ge was provoking, and immediately typed a roll back with a sneer.

You deliberately irritate me with yin and yang weirdness, and I will make you feel bad!

Get lost.

Oh good, then I'll.

Chu Ge didn't speak, and when he waited for Lu Zaiqing's one-word answer, he felt a little cold in his heart.

She had tried to believe him so many times, and each time she was just deceiving herself.

But this time, Chu Ge had no way to press the delete friend button, she felt that she had changed, she was no longer the calm Chu Ge, otherwise why, looking at the red delete button, her whole heart was trembling?

Chu Ge cried, shrunk in the quilt and cried, she really likes Lu Zaiqing, but in this world, it turns out that liking is the most useless thing.

A week later, Chu Ge took the visa that Lu Zaiqing had done for her, and embarked on a journey abroad with a little luggage, she had to come back, this time just to see the environment, if she could, she might work in a large company in the future, pay back the money for the family, and prepare a wife for Xiaobao.

When Chu Ge stood at the airport alone, he remembered the days when he went to Thailand with Lu Zaiqing.

These memories have also become a tool to satirize her, Chu Ge asked herself not to think about it anymore, but the memories couldn't help but come back.

There was a song playing in the airport for some reason, as if there was a little couple who were going to separate, and the man spent money to buy the airport radio, and the whole airport was rendered with a sad feeling.

Chu Ge heard a very straightforward lyric in the loudspeaker.

"Hug as if you've never been together......"

When she was harassed by Chi Nan, Lu Zaiqing, who rushed out to help, had a fierce look on his face, but he could crush people to death.

"Forget it, it doesn't matter what I've paid."

Once again and again I regained the courage to be better for him, but now I am the only one left.

"I neglected myself just because I met you."

Chu Ge pinched the boarding pass, and his eyes turned red.

“…… If you can't say that you love it, don't lie, just like it at all. ”

Chu Ge lowered his head, and finally thought to himself, Lu Zaiqing should like her a little bit, right? A little bit is fine, he is actually willing to do good to her. Right...... Wrong?

At the moment of boarding, Chu Ge's tears completely broke down, she wiped her eyes and got on the plane, the flight attendant kindly handed over a napkin, Chu Ge said two words of thank you again and again, but unexpectedly remembered the flight attendant who hooked up with Lu Zaiqing before.

It turned out that since that time, she has been on the side of the humble feelings.

"Just think I'm too troublesome and keep hurting myself, I tell myself that feelings are like this."

When the plane took off, Chu Ge stopped crying, she looked at the blue sky and white clouds outside, looked at the taller and smaller buildings, and slowly closed her eyes.

Lu Zaiqing, will you remember in the future that I once loved you, a small me?

Chu Ge grabbed the seat belt and let the plane fly her to a completely unfamiliar country, maybe Chu Ge would spend most of his life there in the future, being a stranger and lonely for a lifetime.

She still misses her mother and Xiaobao very much, even if her family is ignorant, they are also worried about her.

When Chu Ge landed in Zurich, Lu Zaiqing woke up in the middle of the night, suddenly opened his eyes and lay up, looked at the empty and cold room, and shivered.

Damn, who turned the air conditioner on to the lowest 18 degrees? Do you want to freeze him to death?

But it seems to be himself.

After all, Chu Ge was no longer at home.

Lu Zaiqing was stunned, turned on his phone, and stayed in the chat interface with Chu Ge before going to bed and did not exit, but now he opens it and it is still like this.

He looked at the rolling word he sent to Chu Ge, and fell into a sudden silence.

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