Every confession of Shen Xiaotang was like a knife pierced in Ye Chenmeng's heart.

It turned out that this was the truth she desperately wanted to know, which was why Shen Xiaotang knew herself so well.

From the time Ye Chenmeng thought he met, it was Shen Xiaotang's plan all along.

planned to stay by her side, even though he knew that she couldn't give him anything in return, but he was still so uncomplaining.

She finally knew why Shen Xiaotang had been reluctant to tell her the truth, it was because in this unrequited relationship, until the last moment, Shen Xiaotang was planning for himself.

He said that if she didn't like it, then his affection would be a burden to her.

At this moment, Ye Chenmeng seemed to be endlessly distressed to Shen Xiaotang in addition to apologies.

I feel sorry for everything he has done for himself, every unrewarded effort.

In the silent room, no one spoke first to interrupt the silence of the room.

Until the waiter opened the door and asked if he wanted to refill the glass.

Ye Chenmeng quietly shed tears and cried quietly.

After the waiter withdrew, he returned the quiet space of the entire room to the two of them.

She finally mustered up the courage to look at Shen Xiaotang and said, "Tang Tang, I'm sorry ......"

Before she could finish her apologetic and sensational words, he reached out and pulled the tissue next to him, while carefully wiping her tears.

While saying, "Don't apologize willingly for my heart, some people don't belong to you, but it's good to meet them." ”

"Maybe you showed up so that I could learn how to love, and I'm sure there will be others who will teach me how to be loved," he said. Dust, I don't regret it. ”

In the short and long years of youth, who can say 'I don't regret it' with a clear conscience?

Ye Chenmeng was stunned as he watched Shen Xiaotang dial Lan Lichuan's phone, then left his usual warm smile, turned around and walked out of the café.

Ye Chenmeng was sitting in the dark café, and about three or four minutes later, Lan Lichuan suddenly appeared.

Ye Chenmeng suddenly threw herself into Lan Lichuan's arms, crying recklessly. She cried and told Lan Lichuan what had just happened.

It wasn't until she had finally cried enough, and finally the pain was only sobbing, that he took the tissue next to her and carefully wiped her cheeks.

Lan Lichuan's gentle eyes seemed to be soaked in water, and he held her little face with a red nose crying: "Mrs. Lan, have you forgotten that you said that last time was the last time to shed tears for other men, and you cried even more heartbreaking this time." ”

He took her hand and put it on his heart, and his low voice was like the rich aroma of wine.

He said, "You're crying too hard, I'm going to hurt here." ”

Amused by the man's warm and emotional voice, she wiped her face and said, "Tang Tang is not another man, he is the one I owe it......"

"Since you owe it, you must be happier than he hopes, otherwise how can you be worthy of his abandonment?" I didn't think that Lan Er would open his mouth like this, Ye Chenmeng felt that his happiness, although it was a little dazzling, but his heart became warm at that moment.

Lan Lichuan rubbed the woman's soft hair and took her hand out of the private room. happened to look down from the transparent window on the second floor, and saw Shen Xiaotang, who was wearing a black coat, on the icy street downstairs, tightly hugged Mu Ziqing into his arms.

Mu Ziqing, who was wearing a red cloak coat, was like a little red riding lady who was favored by time, and her beautiful color kneaded a touch of vitality throughout the snow-white winter.

Uncle Shen and Ye Zi went out to buy coffee before, and after buying it for a long time, there was no one to see, Mu Ziqing wanted to come out to find out, but was suppressed by Uncle Lan's courage in the room and didn't let her go out.

Later, Uncle Lan answered a phone call and ran away. Mu Ziqing sat for another two minutes, and finally An Nai couldn't help but chase him out.

But when she saw Uncle Shen who turned around, before she could say the words of concern, a strong and warm embrace properly surrounded her.

Uncle Shen's embrace was too hard, making it difficult for Mu Ziqing to breathe. But she forcibly patted Uncle Shen's back as if comforting, and asked in a rare gentle voice.

"Uncle Shen, what's wrong with you? Is it evil? ”

"Don't move, let me hug ......" Shen Xiaotang's voice was soft, and Mu Ziqing's hand froze in the air and didn't move.

After waiting for a long time, he finally let go of her, gently took her hands, and asked gently, "Is it cold?" ”

Mu Ziqing nodded stupidly, and then shook her head vigorously.

Shen Xiaotang took her hand and walked directly towards the garage, Mu Ziqing glanced at the direction of Judexuan and asked stupidly, "Aren't you having lunch?" Don't eat it? What about the leaves? ”

Shen Xiaotang directly let her into the car, her bright eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, and she looked at Mu Ziqing meaningfully and said three words: "Give up." ”

Mu Ziqing was stunned for half a minute before she suddenly realized the meaning of Uncle Shen's words.

She watched in a daze as Shen Xiaotang turned around and walked towards the cab, then quickly unbuckled his seat belt and climbed into the driver's seat.

When Shen Xiaotang opened the car door, he saw that a certain little woman had already occupied her own territory. Then he raised an innocent little face and said thoughtfully: "I don't know what's going on, it seems that I really want to drive today, otherwise Uncle Shen, you let me drive, right?" ”

Mu Ziqing was worried about his emotions, worried that he would be in danger if he was in a bad mood when he was driving now, and he couldn't concentrate.

She fastened her seat belt in front of Shen Xiaotang, with a harmless smirk on her face.

Shen Xiaotang finally walked to the co-pilot, pulled the car door and sat in.

Mu Ziqing didn't drive, but thought about it for a long time before she mustered up the courage to look at Shen Xiaotang and ask, "Uncle Shen, how does it feel to give up someone you've liked for a long time?" ”

Mu Ziqing would ask this question, and those who didn't know would think that it was pouring a bottle of alcohol on the wound and deliberately aggravating the pain, but they didn't know that she was also doing her best to disinfect and heal him.

Sometimes, when the pain is extreme, it becomes free, isn't it?

Shen Xiaotang was stunned for a few seconds.

After a moment, he suddenly smiled. The smile on the corner of his lips was a little bitter when others looked at it.

He said: "Giving up on someone you've liked for more than 10 years feels like a fish bone in your throat is finally swallowed, but your throat still hurts."

The most important thing is that there is one less person in my life that tears my heart, and that feeling is like losing a faith, and it may become blind at first, and there is no pursuit anymore. It was as if everything had gone away with abandoning her.

It's like all the sources and motivation in the heart are dried up in an instant, and it becomes irritable, restless, and even negative. Maybe I'll still follow her Weibo and watch her daily life trajectory, but I won't leave her a message for the first time, probably like that......"

I didn't think that Uncle Shen would really answer this question, and he answered it so carefully, which made people feel distressed, but they felt empathy.

Mu Ziqing's clear pupils turned to Shen Xiaotang and asked him, "Can people really be so chic, can they give up when they say they give up?" ”

Shen Xiaotang looked at the transparent windshield in front of him, and his thoughts seemed to drift far away.

He said, "Probably...... It's just that I always feel like something is missing, but I always have to let go. After all, some people are only suitable for meeting and not suitable for long-term companionship.

It's just a contradiction. There is so much reluctance to let her know but can't say it again, so I can only comfort myself every day, or deceive myself and say that time will be the antidote, and it will take away everything that does not belong to you, including memories. ”

Mu Ziqing looked at Shen Xiaotang's sincere eyes, and her heart was empty.

"Will it be okay after the pain? Uncle Shen, will you? Her expectant gaze seemed to want to carve Shen Xiaotang into her soul.

Shen Xiaotang suddenly turned his head sideways and looked at her.

He said, "It feels like you've drained your soul, but you feel like it's okay to give up." You may think that your previous self is ridiculous. But I also admired myself at that time. At least if you give up, you can be yourself again, and suddenly the whole person is relaxed, and there is a feeling of nirvana rebirth.

Xiaoqing, in fact, any crush is beautiful, maybe it's just that the time is wrong, so I didn't get it. ”

Mu Ziqing looked at Shen Xiaotang's face and felt a little blurry.

I wiped my face in a daze, only to suddenly realize that it was my own tears.

Shen Xiao smiled and took out a tissue to help her wipe her face: "It's obvious that the person who has fallen out of love is me, why did you cry like a flower cat but become you?" ”

She was embarrassed and embarrassed to pull the tissue from the man's hand, wiped her face indiscriminately, and said confidently: "I'm afraid that you, a big man, will be embarrassed to cry, so I will help you shed all the tears you want to shed, so that you won't be sad, no!" ”

"Fool......" He reached out and rubbed Mu Ziqing's head, and said, "Let's drive, go home." ”

Our Home ......

Shen Xiaotang looked back at the silly little woman, but he was actually glad that she came, stayed, and stayed by his side.

In fact, any crush is beautiful, maybe it's just that it came at the wrong time, so I didn't get it.

The stupid girl next to me happened to come into his sight at the right time, does it mean that at least there will be a different ending?

Yes, there will be a different ending!

"Sister Xiao Xiao will go back to the United States tomorrow, Uncle Shen, let's go over and see off the plane, okay?" Mu Ziqing suddenly turned around, only to find that Uncle Shen was staring at him intently.

She wiped her face with her free hand and asked, "Is it dirty?" ”

He shook his head, "It's good." ”

Uncle Shen is crazy!

I heard that people who have just fallen out of love are a little mentally disordered......

Mu Ziqing smirked and said, "I've always been fine, it's Uncle Shen who is clumsy yourself!" ”

"Mu Ziqing." Shen Xiaotang suddenly called her seriously.

Mu Ziqing coughed lightly: "Uncle Shen, I was wrong......

"You're right, you're good. Don't call Uncle Shen in the future, I'm going to get married, and calling Uncle Shen again looks like I'm old. ”

"And what do I call you? Brother Shen? ”

Shen Xiaotang's face darkened, and he said, "Call your husband, although it's a bit cheesy, but it's okay." ”

“……”