169. I have a crush on your family, Jian Mingchen, okay?
I didn't stay any longer, and after they disappeared, I left here, and I didn't go back to the hospital, and I didn't plan to go back.
Although I'm fine, my wrists are still a little weak sometimes, and my voice is still hoarse, but I can speak a lot easier.
I drove the car very slowly and went straight back to Jingshan Villa.
Facing this dark, empty and deserted villa, what came to mind was what Ye Feiqing said to me, let's go home......
Family? I smiled bitterly, bitterly.
He said it was our home, no wonder I never felt like home, he never felt like that to me, and even when I was closest to him, I still felt like I was going to leave here whenever I wanted.
In the face of this empty darkness, I am not panicked or afraid, but at this time, I can no longer care about being afraid, or even forgetting to be afraid.
I didn't turn on the lights, I sat blankly in the doorway, holding myself alone, and I don't know how long I had been sitting here.
I couldn't help but think about it, thinking about what Ye Feiqing was doing with that woman and that child now?
The child would be very happy to see him, he would laugh happily and jump around.
He would happily call Ye Feiqing's father, and then kiss him on the cheek, but what about Ye Feiqing? He would warm and pamper him with a smile and pick him up, and ask him if he missed Daddy? Ask him......
The images made me uncomfortable just thinking about them, and I stopped and shook my head in pain, as if that would throw them out of my mind.
I've tried my best not to think about it, but those things keep coming into my mind involuntarily, and I can't get rid of it, and I'm on the verge of being driven crazy.
It turns out that love can really make people crazy, and it will make people lower their posture and humble to the dust.
I'm still here guarding our past, and he seems to be long gone.
I laughed and stood up, my legs numb to the point of numbness, and I stumbled a little, and hurriedly raised my hand to hold on to the wall beside me.
My hand accidentally touched the switch, lighting up the precious crystal lamp in the living room, and the dazzling light instantly illuminated the room, and the dazzling eyes of that moment made me too late to get used to it.
It took me a while to get used to it, and in order not to let myself get cranky, I found a mop and a towel to clean the house inside and out, as if tirelessly, from the living room to the kitchen, from the kitchen to the bathroom, from the downstairs to the upstairs, in short, I went through all the places that could be cleaned.
Actually, it wasn't dirty, and I cleaned it quickly, but it was a lot of hard work to clean up and down, and I finally exhausted myself to exhaustion.
Finally tired and sleepy, I went back to the upstairs guest room and took a shower, ready to fall asleep.
I was obviously tired and sleepy, but the moment I fell into bed, I couldn't sleep at all, but I was more awake.
After we reconciled, he slept in this bed with me, and I couldn't help but think about the scene when he was with me again.
He always likes to hold me tight, and I like to fall asleep with his chest and listen to his heartbeat, as if that was the real thing.
It's just a short time, but his breath stayed unconsciously, and I had no choice but to get up and change the sheets and quilts before I fell asleep again.
It wasn't until the early hours of the morning that I finally slept for a while.
But I still couldn't sleep well, even in my dreams, I still didn't let go of myself.
I dreamed that Ye Feiqing walked past me with the child in his arms, the woman looked at them gently, the faces of the three of them were filled with happy smiles, we met on the street, but all his attention was given to the child in his arms and the woman beside him, and he never found out that I existed.
I stood there in despair, stiff as a soulless log, watching their backs fade away, as if I was not in the same world as them, not in the same space, like two parallel lines that could not intersect, and he could not see me.
In the end, I was woken up by the ringing of the phone, a call from Shen Chengchi, who said that he was outside the villa.
"I'm in the hospital." I say.
He exposed my lies: "I had already been to the hospital just now, and the nurse at the hospital said that you were not there last night and that you were ......"
After a pause, he said, "I see your car."
I was silent and speechless.
At this time, someone called in again, and heard a prompt tone, so I took this opportunity to avoid Shen Chengchi, and hurriedly said, "Hang up first, someone will call me......
I wanted to add something like asking him to go back by the way, but I didn't want to say anything before I could say anything, but he said, "I'll wait for you."
Looks like he won't leave if he can't see me.
After hanging up Shen Chengchi's phone, the screen displayed a call from Jian Ning.
connected the phone, and her fried voice came from the other end of the phone: "Fu Yao, you heartless guy, don't say a word when you are discharged from the hospital, make me run for nothing!"
I think she brought me breakfast again.
After causing her to run away in vain, I immediately apologized and sought leniency: "I review, I admit my mistakes, what instructions does the leader have?"
Jian Ning was suspicious: "It's so good to admit mistakes?" It's not like your Fu Yao's style at all, say, did you do something sorry for me? If there is, admit it quickly, confess leniently, resist strictly! ”
I made a rare joke with her, "I have a crush on your Jian Mingchen, okay?" ”
After a pause, Jian Ning began to retort: "Who said that he is my family, he is my uncle."
I pretended to be surprised and teased her, "Really? Didn't you say that your mother was the adopted daughter of the Jane family? You are not related by blood. ”
Jian Ning was angry: "Even if he is not related by blood, he is my uncle and my elder."
She said that she was upright, but I began to dismantle her stage: "Oh? Is it? In this case, you shouldn't mind me being your aunt, after all, fertilizer and water don't flow into outsiders' fields. ”
She didn't speak, and I continued to tease: "I think Dr. Jian is actually quite good, he is not bad, and he can also heal, I don't like to go to the hospital anyway, if there is any illness, pain, just have him."
"Whatever!" Janine was a little irritable.
"No, your voice is obviously lacking in confidence." I teased.
"Goodbye!" Jian Ning gritted her teeth and hung up the phone after speaking.
Listening to the beep on the phone, the smile on my face sank.
Actually, I just don't want her to ask me why I was suddenly discharged from the hospital without a sound, and if I showed my clues, she would definitely chase after me and break the casserole to ask the end, but I don't want to say this now.
After hanging up the phone, I thought of Shen Chengchi again, and I changed my clothes before going down.
When I opened the door, I saw Shen Chengchi standing with his back to me.
Shen Chengchi's height is already tall, and his body is also very strong, he is also a person with temperament and aura, no matter what he wears, he looks good, even if he is a casual back, he is also extraordinary.
Hearing the door open, he turned to look at me, "Didn't you sleep well last night?"
I didn't answer him, but changed the subject: "What's the matter with me?"
He sighed helplessly: "Fu Yao, do I have to have something to find you now?"
Before I could speak, he said again: "Are you afraid that I will ask or dare not face it?"
I was stunned: "Did you already know?"
"What do I know?" His cold, thin lips whispered.
I bit my lip, but I couldn't say anything.
As he said, I really didn't dare to face it.
It's as if as long as I say it, everything will become a fact, as long as I say it, I can't avoid it.
However, I forgot that even if I didn't say it, I still had to face it.
In the face of my silence, Shen Chengchi helped me speak: "Do you want to ask me if I know that he is not actually at the police station at all, or do you want to ask me if I know that the mother and son are here today?"
I was stabbed uncontrollably, and a dull pain spread in my heart.
"I don't know if it's fate, I saw them at the airport when I came back."
Shen Chengchi chuckled: "There are so many people at the airport, how could I pay attention to a mother and daughter who have nothing to do with me?" It's just that when I passed by them, I heard her call, and she said, "No, we're here......"