"Let's go back."

Gu Jingchen felt that the sun was about to set, so he said.

In the last days of his life, there was only this that he could respond to Shen Zhiyun, which was not enough for Shen Zhiyun to repay the energy he spent on him even if he used it in the next life.

Shen Zhiyun carefully helped Gu Jingchen up. When Shen Zhiyun's hand clasped Gu Jingchen's palm, Gu Jingchen was stunned, and there was a moment of trance, and he felt that his face was a little uncontrollably hot.

His orientation has been normal since he was a child, when he was young, Shen Zhiyun has always been his best and only friend, if it weren't for the illness later, if he didn't get along for the past ten years, he would never have imagined that Shen Zhiyun was not a simple brotherhood for himself.

And over the years, gradually because of Shen Zhiyun's existence, he has gradually accepted this kind of relationship between the same sex, but in Gu Jingchen's heart, his obsession with Qi Ran has always been there, Gu Jingchen knows very well that he has always been more like a relative to Shen Zhiyun, and he will never be a lover.

However, now, knowing that he has reached the end of his life, he must allow himself to repay Shen Zhiyun a little bit.

Today, these hands were tightly clasped by Shen Zhiyun, before that, the hand he had held had always been Qi Ran, Gu Jingchen never thought that one day, at the end of his life, when he was clasped with his ten fingers, the person around him was Shen Zhiyun.

At the same time, although Shen Zhiyun's face was full of happy smiles, he was very clear in his heart, the reason why Gu Jingchen was so abnormal, for Shen Zhiyun, he had been used to giving everything for Gu Jingchen for so many years, and everything was something he was willing to do, he never thought of getting any response from Gu Jingchen, let alone wanting to reciprocate.

Now, Gu Jingchen's life is still gradually disappearing, but he has a body of medical skills, but he is helpless, Gu Jingchen is the person Shen Zhiyun pulled back from hell, ten years of hard work have consumed everything, and ten years of companionship are enough.

Gu Jingchen had long been afraid of life and death, but Shen Zhiyun was afraid of the days without Gu Jingchen, because he had already integrated himself and Gu Jingchen, and he didn't dare to think about what was the point of living without Gu Jingchen.

Thinking so, I took his hand and subconsciously tightened it.

Back at the villa, the maid had already prepared dinner.

Gu Jingchen looked at the simple food on the table, frowned, and looked at the person beside him, "Why is it all liquid food?" ”

After coming to Thailand, Gu Jingchen's medication continued to increase, and his stomach began to damage due to the stimulation of the drug, so Shen Zhiyun began to let people change the food prepared for Gu Jingchen to a liquid diet.

But today, even Shen Zhiyun's food didn't prepare anything else, but it was the same as Gu Jingchen's.

"Isn't it good to be with you through thick and thin? Otherwise, if you watch me eat delicious food, won't you feel uncomfortable if you can't eat it? ”

Gu Jingchen shook his head a little helplessly, in fact, Shen Zhiyun didn't need to do this at all. After all, Gu Jingchen had no choice for choosing food for a long time

He drank all the unpalatable medicines, and naturally he had no interest in food.

Gu Jingchen raised his eyes and looked at Shen Zhiyun's eyes looking at him, and seemed to be a little more determined.

"Zhiyun, your birthday is coming, you ...... Do you have any birthday wishes, or gifts you want? ”

Shen Zhiyun was sitting next to Gu Jingchen, and he was a little surprised when he heard this.

was stunned, and then reacted, "Are you going to give me whatever I want?" ”

This was the first time that Shen Zhiyun was in front of Gu Jingchen like a child begging for candy, looking at the light in his eyes, Gu Jingchen knew that he had dug a pit for himself. But now that the words have been spoken, they cannot be taken back.

"As long as I can do it."

"Then you have to remember what you said today."

Shen Zhiyun has already begun to look forward to the arrival of that day.

At this time, a man came in from outside the door, in a hurry, when he saw the two people who were eating in the restaurant, he paused slightly, then restrained the panic on his face, nodded respectfully in the direction of Gu Jingchen, and then walked quickly to Shen Zhiyun's side, whispered a few words in his ear and left.

Shen Zhiyun's face was calm all the time, without any waves, as if he hadn't heard anything just now.

Although Shen Zhiyun's subordinates rarely shy away from Gu Jingchen when they report things, they are reluctant to ask about this Gu Jingchen today, just because between the two of them, Gu Jingchen knows that Shen Zhiyun is the person who is unlikely to hurt him in the world, and there are some things that Shen Zhiyun doesn't want him to know, so he just treats it as if he didn't hear it.

"I'm going out for a walk at night, I've been here for a while, and I haven't walked out with you yet."

Gu Jingchen was silent for a while, he always liked to be quiet, and he didn't like to go out, especially when he couldn't see, a blind person.

"Okay."

Gu Jingchen still said okay, he didn't have much time, so some memories could be left for Shen Zhiyun, let Shen Zhiyun leave them, although the two have been inseparable for more than ten years, but there are no good memories between the two.

This mood is the same as when Gu Jingchen wanted to do something with Qi Ran that he had never done before.

After dinner, the car was ready. In the master bedroom, Gu Jingchen stood in front of the wardrobe, his hand was just about to push open the cabinet door, his back suddenly warmed, and his body stiffened subconsciously, but he immediately relaxed his body after realizing that the person behind him was Shen Zhiyun. A hand had already opened it for him, and the familiar breath lingered between his noses, Gu Jingchen had no way to be as comfortable as Shen Zhiyun after all.

"Why don't you call me?"

Although it is inconvenient for his eyes to drag this ruined body for so many years, for Gu Jingchen, he is used to this kind of life, so he also tries his best to be independent, but Shen Zhiyun always takes care of him.

Shen Zhiyun quickly helped Gu Jingchen choose good clothes, these things have been done thousands of times a long time ago, but now doing these things is a different identity.

"Give me my clothes, I can change them myself."

"Put you in bed, something called me."

Shen Zhiyun walked out after speaking, only by keeping along with each other as before, Gu Jingchen would be more natural, and there were some things he couldn't rush.

In the past, Gu Jingchen would not avoid Shen Zhiyun about these things, but now he has some scruples.

What Gu Jingchen didn't know was that the two of them wore the same clothes when they went out, in fact, Shen Zhiyun and Gu Jingchen's clothes were roughly the same style, but Shen Zhiyun had some more business-type clothes than Gu Jingchen, and most of Gu Jingchen were comfortable and casual.

As they are now, both of them are wearing the same cotton and linen shirts.

On the streets of Chiang Mai, Shen Zhiyun carefully supported Gu Jingchen and kept telling him about the surrounding scenery and culture.

On the streets of a foreign country, Gu Jingchen's face was indifferent, compared to the gloomy brows that had been gloomy for many years, now he was more relieved.

It's obviously a very low-key two, but it still attracts a lot of attention, after all, it's really eye-catching for two men to stand so close together.

Gu Jingchen has been blind for many years, but in fact, he rarely uses a guide stick, he only needs to hand over his hand to the man next to him.

Shen Zhiyun is his eyes, as long as Shen Zhiyun is by his side, Gu Jingchen will never have to worry about his safety.

And Shen Zhiyun will not let Gu Jingchen have any possibility of being injured, a person can do this consistently for ten years, and only Shen Zhiyun will be the only one.

Shen Zhiyun looked at the two old acquaintances not far ahead, the expression on his face was a little hostile, for the current Shen Zhiyun, the person standing opposite is friend or foe, more precisely, Qi Ran has always been an enemy in Shen Zhiyun's heart, but this enemy is the enemy of the enemy of the enemy of love.

Seeing that Qi Ran wanted to get closer, Shen Zhiyun directly gave a warning look.

And Song Yi, who was beside Qi Ran, also grabbed Qi Ran in time.

The two seemed to have walked to a relatively empty place, Gu Jingchen felt that the people around him had stopped, and they turned their ears in confusion, but they didn't hear anything wrong, "Zhiyun, why don't you leave?" ”

"There's a shop selling Buddhist beads in front of me, and I want to buy you a bunch."

Shen Zhiyun's words made people not notice anything abnormal, but the hand that was tightly clasped with Gu Jingchen's ten fingers tightened.

Qi Ran's eyes stared closely at the distance, Shen Zhiyun and Gu Jingchen's fingers were interlocked, that was a posture that would only appear between the most intimate people, even if he had already known Shen Zhiyun's unusual thoughts about Gu Jingchen, but when this scene really appeared in front of him, Qi Ran still couldn't accept it, because the person Shen Zhiyun was holding was Gu Jingchen, and that was Qi Ran's only relative in this world.

Song Yi was also shocked, but after seeing the otherworldly indifference on Gu Jingchen's face, he felt that it was not an accident, maybe it was indeed a good choice for Gu Jingchen.

"Morning ......"

Qi Ran still didn't hold back, but as soon as he spoke, he was stopped by Shen Zhiyun's people who were hiding around.

Song Yi was by Qi Ran's side, he naturally understood the warning in Shen Zhiyun's eyes, in fact, he didn't know that at such a time, not disturbing was the best choice.

Qi Ran watched Shen Zhiyun take Gu Jingchen farther and farther away, and didn't make any more sound, didn't she just want to see Gu Jingchen doing well now?

Qi Ran leaned on Song Yi's arms, hiding all the past in the tears that flowed, she had made Gu Jingchen miserable for so many years, and now she was the least qualified person to disturb them.