I held Zhang Qianqian in my arms, I don't know why, I can't deceive in front of her, although I really want to kiss her, but I can't get my mouth down. Because just a few hours ago, I did something sorry for her.

"Qianqian, I'm sorry, I did things that you can't forgive, I lived up to your expectations of me, I don't know what else to say except sorry."

I was like a prisoner quietly waiting to be sentenced to death, reluctant to lose the tenderness, and hugged Zhang Qianqian tightly.

Zhang Qianqian raised her head and opened her eyes in a little surprise, she looked at me and said, "What did you do?" ”

"I ...... I slept Fan softly. ”

"You didn't do it voluntarily, did you?"

Zhang Qianqian seemed to want me to find an excuse, I shook my head and said, "I took the initiative, because Fan Qingyu caught Chen Meili, and I must know Chen Meili's whereabouts from her mouth." ”

"Don't explain, let me go, okay?"

Zhang Qianqian gently pushed my body away, she smiled at me and said, "We are not children anymore, we have to be responsible for some things that are done, since you don't want to abide by the agreement." I can fulfill you, it's not bad to whisper, she may be more suitable for you, as for the relationship between us, let's end here, I don't expect you to wait for me for three years, from the day I left you, I thought that there would be such a result, but I breathe you can wait for me. I was too stupid to understand that when I grew up, that innocence had gradually disappeared. ”

"Qianqian, I failed you."

"You didn't let me down, to be honest, the person you love the most is me, I can feel it, you didn't touch me, so I can't live up to it, I just can't accept it. The man I like has a relationship with another woman, which I absolutely cannot tolerate, so I'm sorry, I'm sorry to say sorry to you. ”

Zhang Qianqian chuckled, she didn't cry, although my heart hurts, but I have a lot of tears, I may have immunity, now I won't cry like a child. Tears don't change anything.

"Don't you hate me at all in your heart, if you feel uncomfortable, you can beat me, you can also call me a beast and a beast, I don't want you to hold it in your heart, I did something wrong, so I accept any kind of punishment."

I gently patted Zhang Qianqian's shoulder, and she smiled back. It's just that the eyes are a little red.

"I have no right to punish you, Xiaofeng, you have the right to do what you want, I can't selfishly ask you to die for me, from now on you are free, I am also free, so that you may be able to fly higher and see farther."

Zhang Qianqian took off the lock necklace in her neck after speaking, she put it in my hand and said: "This thing has no meaning to wear on me, bring it to the whisper, she is actually quite simple, but her life is not good, no one in the family wants to see her, I am luckier than her, my father loves me, and now my mother has gradually agreed to my request, but you no longer belong to me." ”

"If I say, I can marry you, will you still marry me?"

My behavior seems a bit brazen, but I won't be reconciled without asking for an answer.

"Don't say such things in the future, we are no longer a couple, and you are not qualified to marry me, and I have no reason to marry you, but we are still good friends, if you need it, I will help you, of course, if I need your help, I hope you will not be stingy, okay?"

Zhang Qianqian's mood gradually stabilized, and I was a little relieved to see her so calm, maybe this is fate.

"Qianqian, can you not go abroad?"

I grabbed Zhang Qianqian's hand, Zhang Qianqian gently pushed my hand away and said with a smile: "I plan not to leave when I come back this time, I don't adapt to life abroad, or this city is better, although the air here is a little worse, but now the governance is not bad, my friends are here, so I decided not to study abroad, anyway, now the knowledge can be shared, you can also read good books here." ”

"Do you still love me?"

Like a fool, I asked such a shameless question.

"Don't ask me this kind of question, I don't want to answer, I can't answer, you and I have to live well, whether we are friends or lovers, I want you to be happy, at least we have gone through so many ups and downs, even if I can't grow old, I am already content, I am a more emotional person, so many times I am more self-conscious, such a character will drag you down, whispering is more rational, she pays attention to interests in doing things, which is not bad, I have admired her since I was a child, and now I worship her even more, and I have a lot more envy and jealousy. ”

Zhang Qianqian makes me a little unpredictable, she is neither humble nor arrogant, it seems that her realm is much higher than before, but this does not mean that she is not angry, ruthless rejection and those seemingly gentle words, just the fragile defense she has learned in the past six months.

"This thing already belongs to you, so you should take it with you, Fan whispers that kind of woman can't look down on this kind of thing."

I put the chain necklace in my hand in Zhang Qianqian's hand, but Zhang Qianqian shook her head and said, "You can give it to Xiaoyou, she really wants you to give him something." ”

"Qianqian, don't be so ruthless, I let you carry it doesn't mean that I want to possess you, just treat it as a gift from a friend."

I helped Zhang Qianqian stay on her neck, this time Zhang Qianqian did not refuse, she chuckled and said: "Okay, since you have said so, if I don't give you face, I will be stingy, but if you let your family whisper to know, she will definitely be jealous." ”

"She won't be jealous, I understand what kind of person she is, the reason why she doesn't tell the truth is that she is afraid of Sophie, she arrested Chen Meili, just to take advantage of the opportunity of this time to take the position, step by step calculation, step by step layout, every step is thrilling, this woman is not simple, she is strong and makes me afraid, I am not sure when I sleep next to her, because maybe the next moment she wants to get something, she will kill me with a knife."

I know that Fan Qingyu is not worthy of my love, because a girl like her can't get the so-called love, some are the so-called deals, if I don't have a relationship with her today, after a while, she will sleep with other men because of enough benefits.

"Actually, it's very tiring, you still haven't walked into the heart of the whisper, the woman's heart is extremely fragile, the reason why she wants to do that is because she has no sense of security, when her heart calms down, she will slowly become gentle, I believe you will give the whisper a warm home."

Zhang Qianqian seems to have a vague concept of home, I can't help but grab her little hand, look at her affectionately, this is the closest distance, but I feel very far away.

"Let go of me, please be respectful."

Zhang Qianqian pushed my hand away, she rejected me ruthlessly again, my hand hung in the air, trying to forcibly hold her, but at the moment when I was about to touch her, I retracted my hand, I can be a beast to others, but not to Qianqian, she doesn't want me to embarrass her, after all, I am now making her sad a lot.

It's just that if she doesn't go back, I still have a chance, and she can remain good friends with me, which shows that half of her heart forgives me.

"Okay, it's me who is wrong, since you are going to break up, I have no reason to keep anything, it's just like you said, we are still good friends, it's always okay to hug, and you can also have a kiss or something before you break up."

I raised my arms and made a hugging posture, Zhang Qianqian crossed her hands on her chest, she shook her head and said: "No, I'm used to being alone, so I'm a little uncomfortable with your body, I asked you out today to talk to you and chat, I don't know what happened to you in the past six months." ”

"Actually, it's nothing, a few months ago someone tried to kill me, I was almost killed, there was a girl who was as stupid as you, she took several knives for me, the two of us were hospitalized for months because of excessive blood loss, and when I woke up, I felt that I was not the same as before."

I told Zhang Qianqian little by little what I had discovered in the past six months, and I came to the pavilion with her, she sat next to me, and the distance between us was half a meter more, and I paid attention to these small details very clearly.

Zhang Qianqian still frowned when she heard that someone killed me, there was heartache and helplessness in her eyes, if she really didn't love me, maybe she would have left a long time ago, and staying to show that she still has me, just hiding that love in her heart.

"I can't imagine that so many things have happened after I didn't call you, and you should do something sorry for me, it's me who is incompetent, as your girlfriend, you didn't know if you were hurt, and you didn't say a word about caring about you."

Zhang Qianqian's eyes moistened, and I smiled and said, "Aren't you afraid that I'm lying to you?" "He's a piece of garbage.

"Huh?"

Zhang Qianqian turned her head to look at me suspiciously, I unbuttoned my shirt and pointed to the scars on my body, those stuttering places, although not very obvious, but they can also be seen.

"How can it be scarred?"

Zhang Qianqian raised her snow-white little hand and put it on my chest, she gently rubbed my wound and said, "Does it still hurt?" ”

"It's been fine for a long time, Siqi doesn't have enough things left, I'm a big man, it's normal to have scars, I can't let Dong Ranran leave a scar as a girl, besides, I'm afraid that when you come back, you won't believe what I say, so these scars can also be shown to you."

After I finished speaking, I immediately hugged Zhang Qianqian in my arms, this time Zhang Qianqian did not refuse, she sighed and said: "That's it, it's all my fault, I insisted on going my own way, you want to hug it, but this is the last time, because no matter what you say, you can't find an excuse for you and Fan Qingyu." ”