After Sister Xiaoxiao returned home, she sat in this house that had been rented for nearly eight years, but her heart was quite uncomfortable.

Sister Xiaoxiao is very familiar with everything in the room, and it can even be said that she is a treasure. Because all the extra additions here are all made by her little by little.

It's not like a big guy like Bai Duyou, but you just need to write a little text casually, and you can get a lot of money.

I think that when Sister Xiaoxiao first came to Haicheng, she was just a girl who had always been hot-blooded.

Because of her obsession with literature, Sister Xiaoxiao didn't even care about her parents' opposition, packed her luggage, and left a note and came here. At that time, Sister Xiaoxiao had just graduated from college and had just gotten a comfortable job in a small county town in Haicheng.

It was because of her father's friendship that she was allowed to work, although she didn't need to bother to work, but she only went to stay for a week, and then she despaired.

Sister Xiaoxiao can't bear such a step-by-step life, because Sister Xiaoxiao can almost see her future, will she have to be buried in this small county like this for the rest of her life? Sister Xiaoxiao felt unwilling, so after thinking about it, she left a note, handed over the resignation letter, and came to Haicheng.

At that time, communications were not as developed as they are now.

Where Sister Xiaoxiao was in Haicheng, the family didn't know at all, and it wasn't until later, when her cousin found Sister Xiaoxiao, that Sister Xiaoxiao didn't know about her parents' worries and concerns. At that time, although Sister Xiaoxiao regretted it, she still persuaded her cousin and did not follow her cousin home.

When she first came to Haicheng, Sister Xiaoxiao even needed to help others wash dishes to maintain daily expenses.

At that time, I lived in this place with a few like-minded friends.

During that time, although it was painful, she pursued her dreams, so Sister Xiaoxiao never regretted it. It's just that looking back now, it's inevitable that I won't feel a little difficult.

For Sister Xiaoxiao, all the pain will inspire her to move forward.

Remembering those cold times, Sister Xiaoxiao will stick to the road she chooses.

It's not that Sister Xiaoxiao doesn't like writing, but when she hits walls everywhere, she sighs about the injustice of the world. Obviously, there are many people who are quite literate, but they have no way out.

When Sister Xiaoxiao couldn't see a way out in writing, she happened to see the information of the magazine's recruitment editor, so she tried to submit a resume.

At that time, Sister Xiaoxiao was desperate, because her friend who was originally sharing a house had changed jobs and moved away. The matter of rent fell on herself, and Sister Xiaoxiao naturally felt weak.

For this job, Sister Xiaoxiao actually didn't have much hope, but when she received the interview information, Sister Xiaoxiao was still very excited.

Sister Xiaoxiao deliberately used the salary from working in a restaurant to buy a decent outfit, at least not to make others feel too embarrassed.

When she arrived at the scene, Sister Xiaoxiao saw a lot of people competing with her, but she was relieved a lot. Originally, Sister Xiaoxiao thought that she might be alone, in that case, Sister Xiaoxiao was really afraid of messing up this matter.

At this time, seeing so many friends, Sister Xiaoxiao was very calm, and even talked to some people on the spot. It's probably because everyone has their own obsession with literature, so there is no barrier to communication with each other.

When it came time for the interview, Sister Xiaoxiao watched a person go in and out, and the changes on their faces flashed in front of Sister Xiaoxiao's eyes. Through their expressions, Sister Xiaoxiao can even feel the situation of their interview.

When it was her turn, Sister Xiaoxiao sorted out her mood and walked in with a smile on her face.

When she was very embarrassed, Sister Xiaoxiao understood that the last thing she could do was smile.

Unexpectedly, there was only one interviewer, and it was the current Sister Sha.

At that time, Sister Xiaoxiao only thought that Sister Sha was just an ordinary staff member in charge of interviews, but when she joined the company later, when she saw Sister Sha, Sister Xiaoxiao still showed a surprised look.

Those who don't know are not afraid, Sister Xiaoxiao introduced herself endlessly, and at the same time made a personal comment on literature. When Sister Xiaoxiao felt that she had said too much, she looked at Sister Sha, and Sister Sha had a silent expression.

Sister Xiaoxiao had no choice but to quickly explain: "I'm sorry, I said too much. ”

At this time, Sister Sha was noncommittal, but just asked, "What have you been reading recently?" ”

""Ordinary World", under Lu Yao's pen, I ......" Sister Xiaoxiao still couldn't help but sigh.

Unexpectedly, at this time, Sister Sha waved her hand and said, "Okay, you can go out, wait for the news." ”

"Ah, thanks, sorry." Sister Xiaoxiao didn't know what she said, but she remembered that when she walked out, she was in a confused state.

At this time, Sister Xiaoxiao felt that she had messed up her interview. Sister Xiaoxiao also suddenly understood why some people looked depressed.

Back at the rental house, Sister Xiaoxiao felt helpless, because it was clear that it wouldn't be long before she needed to move out of this place. Because Sister Xiaoxiao can't afford such a high cost.

Sister Xiaoxiao wanted to find a job that could provide room and board, so that she didn't have to worry too much about such things. Although she can have no worries about food and clothing when she is at home, it seems that it is not worth it to suffer this kind of suffering here. But Sister Xiaoxiao still told herself that all her efforts would be rewarded.

I don't know if it's because she was too miserable and moved God, or if her stubbornness touched others.

When Sister Xiaoxiao received a call from the magazine, she even suspected that the other party was a fraudulent call. After repeated confirmation, she was almost fainting with excitement.

Hanging up the phone, Sister Xiaoxiao looked at the dilapidated and cramped rental house, and only felt that her eyes were a little moist. After so much effort, it has finally paid off.

Sister Xiaoxiao even felt that she saw a colorful road, stretching in front of her eyes.

Although it is difficult to give up writing, Xiaoxiao can turn it into a personal hobby. Sister Xiaoxiao even felt that if she was engaged in editing, she could help more dreamers to see their dreams.

For her, isn't this the fulfillment of her wish?

Unexpectedly, along the way, Sister Xiaoxiao didn't know if she had fulfilled her original intention, but it was obvious that Sister Xiaoxiao had never regretted everything now.

Sister Xiaoxiao never gave up writing in private, and the notebook was changed one after another. She kept those diaries in the bookcase, which recorded the bits and pieces of her struggle.

Sister Xiaoxiao feels that struggle is sweet, even if there will be some sad moments, but as long as you don't give up, you can always wait for the moment when the clouds are raining and the rainbow is blooming.