Chapter 26: Will You Answer Truthfully What I Ask?
Gu Jingchen walked straight forward, avoiding the umbrella that Shen Zhiyun had originally held on his head, feeling the drizzle on his body.
Ranran, I'm still sorry for you after all.
"Morning, you can't get drenched in the rain, what if you get sick again?"
Shen Zhiyun tried to pull Gu Jingchen, but he avoided him. It seems that only in this way can his heart be more comfortable.
Looking at his sad back, Shen Zhiyun suddenly felt that he had done something wrong. His impulsiveness made Gu Jingchen exposed prematurely, those things that Gu Jingchen had always disliked, but Shen Zhiyun was really unwilling, how glorious Gu Jingchen was in the past, but it was gradually forgotten, and now since Qi Ran deliberately created the identity of a mysterious painter, then he naturally wants to push the boat down the river and push Gu Jingchen back to the top again, since Gu Jingchen is not dead, why should he keep hiding and living a life.
However, seeing Gu Jingchen so uncomfortable, he regretted it a little.
After Cheng Wenxin's funeral, Qi Ran fell seriously ill, and Song Yi wanted to bring people back to Jiangzhou, but Qi Ran was reluctant to go.
Seeing her weak body, Song Yi was reluctant to let her run around.
During this period, Shen Zhiyun came once, but was rejected by Song Yi.
Under the sun, Qi Ran sat barefoot on the balcony, the sun shone on her body, and her fair skin seemed to be transparent.
Song Yi took the soup and looked at the people sitting there quietly, and couldn't bear to disturb it. These days, as long as she is awake, she likes to sit on the balcony and never speak.
"Let's drink the soup."
Song Yi picked up the spoon and sent a spoonful of soup to her mouth, Qi Ran opened her mouth and drank it quietly.
The face is clear and calm, and there is no quarrel with the world. It's quiet and it's a little unreal.
After drinking half a bowl of soup, Song Yi put the bowl down, sat down beside Qi Ran, put his arm around her shoulder, and looked at the scenery outside the balcony. "Ranran, if you're still uncomfortable, you can say it, I'm here."
Qi Ran leaned on Song Yi's shoulder, and during this time, Song Yi also became a lot haggard.
"I'm sorry to worry you about me."
Qi Ran's breath was soft. The person she is most sorry for has always been Song Yi, and during this time, he also suffered the pain she endured together.
In fact, Qi Ran is not particularly uncomfortable, but his mood has not fully recovered yet, after all, Cheng Wenxin will never come back.
"Song Yi, is "Memory No. 77" still in his hands?"
Two days have passed, but there is only news of the donation of "Dust" on the Internet, but there is no "Memory of No. 77".
Song Yi was reluctant to tell her that on the day of Cheng Wenxin's funeral, Shen Zhiyun sent "Memory No. 77" over.
Song Yi naturally knew that that was what Gu Jingchen meant, but he really didn't want that person to appear in front of Qi Ran again.
"Let's go back to Jiangzhou, Ranran, people live to see the future."
Song Yi looked at Qi Ran and said very seriously, Song Yi rarely speaks so seriously, once he does this, it means that he is very serious.
Qi Ran hesitated for a moment, then nodded.
Qingcheng has become Qi Ran's city without tears, because here her tears have almost dried up. The memories here are full of the Gu family, all Gu Jingchen, those who are happy and unhappy, and they are all sad now.
The sound of a car came from downstairs, and Qi Ran's eyes looked at the car downstairs.
The person who went out to greet her was Sister Hong, Qi Ran quietly watched Shen Zhiyun help Gu Jingchen get out of the car. Gu Jingchen's eyes were unconsciously open, even if they were separated by a distance, Qi Ran could tell that Gu Jingchen's eyes were blind.
This took her by surprise.
Song Yi clearly felt the stiffness of the body of the person in his arms.
"Miss, the young master is back and said he wants to talk to you, and he is waiting for you in the room."
It didn't take long for Sister Hong to come up.
Song Yi was not surprised by Gu Jingchen's sudden arrival, probably because Shen Zhiyun had already come once before, but this time it was Qi Ran who was unexpected.
"I thought he was going to stay hidden."
Qi Ran's words were a little sad, she really didn't expect Gu Jingchen to look back at home again, after all, he didn't even show up at Cheng Wenxin's funeral.
Song Yi helped her to her feet. His eyes fell on Qi Ran's body, and he kept saying all kinds of things in his heart that would not let Qi Ran pass, but after he said it, it was, "You guys have a good talk, I'll go and ask Sister Hong to prepare dinner for you." ”
It's not that Song Yi is generous, but he clearly understands that there are some things that can't be forced, if Qi Ran and Gu Jingchen haven't made it clear, then those past will always linger in Qi Ran's heart.
Song Yi admitted that he was very worried, but there was nothing he could do.
Qi Ran gave Song Yi a reassuring look, "Don't worry, he's just my brother." ”
Qi Ran said this because he wanted him to feel at ease, after all, if he met Gu Jingchen alone, Song Yi's heart would definitely not feel good.
Song Yi held Qi Ran's face, kissed her forehead gently, and reluctantly let himself make a smile, "I'm waiting for you downstairs." ”
Qi Ran directly opened the door on the other side, Gu Jingchen was only wearing a black T-shirt, and he seemed to have lost a lot of weight since the last time they met. Gu Jingchen stood at the desk, his hands groping on the bookshelf.
Hearing the sound of Qi Ran closing the door, his hand stopped on the space on the bookshelf, touched a picture album, and pulled it out.
"Is there anything you'd like to ask?"
Qi Ran looked at his back, "Will you answer me?" ”
Gu Jingchen opened the album, Qi Ran found that it was her previous album, and the sketches on it were all Gu Jingchen, Qi Ran at that time had just started to learn sketching, and used Gu Jingchen as sketch material.
"Ask, whatever you want to know, I'll tell you."
Gu Jingchen's voice was very faint, just like the cold aura on his body. In the past, Gu Jingchen was like a character who was born out of a painting, unstained with dust, and ten years later, Gu Jingchen's clear temperament on his body became more and more obvious, and there was almost no mortal atmosphere on his body.
It's like an old man who has been in seclusion for many years. Do not eat the fireworks of the world.
"You have known me for so many years?"
"Always known."
Qi Ran endured the warmth in her eyes, she didn't want to cry. But why did my heart start to hurt?
Qi Ran looked at his back and continued to ask, watching him flip through the album in his hand, obviously without any focal eyes, but as if he could see, every action of flipping through the album was so serious.
"Then why didn't you come to me?"
"Ranran, Song Yi is the most suitable person for you."
A sharp blade hit the heart, Cheng Wenxin said when he left, let Qi Ran treat Song Yi well, and now Gu Jingchen said that Song Yi is the most suitable person for her, even if this is really the case, but why is she so uncomfortable from Gu Jingchen's mouth.
Qi Ran continued to ask in a hoarse voice, "If we weren't brothers and sisters, would you come to me?" ”
"No, it won't."
"Why?"
Qi Ran asked.
But Gu Jingchen didn't answer.
Qi Ran still didn't hold back her tears, Qi Ran wiped the tears on her face with the back of her hand, her eyes returned to clarity, and she lowered her head, just like when she first entered the Gu family for many years, now she feels cold all over her body, the person standing in front of her is obviously the person she is most familiar with, the distance between them is obviously so close, why is it as if they have been separated by tens of millions of years, and the beauty that has been hidden in the depths of her heart for many years will fall apart at this moment?
"Did Mother Wen Xin always know that you were still alive?"
"Half a year ago, I went abroad to see her, and she didn't know about it before."
It turned out that Cheng Wenxin still knew before her, so why didn't she talk about it? Qi Ran couldn't understand, "You won't let her tell me?" ”
Gu Jingchen didn't speak, silence was already the best answer.
Qi Ran's body softened, he took a few steps back, and leaned directly against the wall, "Your eyes ......"
"Ten years ago, I didn't use the method on the secret recipe, and Zhiyun has been looking for a doctor for ten years, although he saved my life, but he lost his vision."
Gu Jingchen's brain nerves were damaged, and the first thing he lost was vision, but Gu Jingchen didn't tell Qi Ran, in fact, he also lost his sense of taste. Not to mention the painful process during the treatment.
"Why are you showing up?"
It's been hidden for ten years, why do they still appear.
"Ranran, I'm sorry!"
"I don't want to listen, I'm sorry!"
I'm sorry again, why is the answer given to her always be sorry, not all sorry will get a "it's okay".
There were too many things between Qi Ran and Gu Jingchen, Qi Ran didn't know if he should hate Gu Jingchen, but why didn't he feel anything except heartache.
Gu Jingchen closed the album, found Qi Ran's position with intuition, and his eyes fell on her, those eyes did not have any emotion, "Ran Ran, take Jiangzhou with Song Yi, forget everything in Qingcheng." ”
Qi Ran closed his eyes, tears streaming down his cheeks.
Forget Qingcheng's together, but she's not a machine, not a format to be able to erase all the amnesics.
"For so many years, I have been telling myself, if I am gone, no one in this world will remember Gu Chen, I will guard everything about Gu Chen, I have been like a person without temperature for ten years, I have lived mechanically until now, do you know, know the news that you are alive, I am very happy, but I am very sad, because it has been ten years, Gu Jingchen, do you really have no heart?"
In the past, Song Yi always said that Qi Ran was the hardest person in the world, but in the face of the current Gu Jingchen, it turned out that this was the manifestation of a heartless person.
I know that she is not doing well, but I don't want to come to her, I know that she misses him very much but I turn a blind eye, and now I finally see it, let her forget everything in Qingcheng, so why do you still appear, isn't it good to keep thinking of being dead?
Qi Ran didn't ask anything more, but rushed downstairs, picked up Song Yi and was about to go out.
Song Yi was puzzled, "What happened?" ”
Seeing the tears on Qi Ran's face, Song Yi almost wanted to go up and beat up Gu Jingchen's bastard.
"Let's go, I don't want to see that bastard again, Song Yi, let's go back to Jiangzhou immediately."
Shen Zhiyun chased down from the upstairs and stopped in front of Qi Ran and Song Yi.
"Qi Ran, you can't go!" Shen Zhiyun heard the conversation between Qi Ran and Gu Jingchen just now.
Qi Ran sneered, "Are you qualified to stop me?" ”
Shen Zhiyun knew from Qi Ran's reaction that Gu Jingchen must not have told the truth to Qi Ran, and he must have used the method of agitation to force people away.
Shen Zhiyun knew Gu Jingchen too well.
"Qi Ran, you misunderstood Chen."
Shen Zhiyun was very excited, "He has been lying in the hospital bed for 5 years, and now you can see him standing in front of you well, do you know how much he has paid!" ”
"Zhiyun, shut up!"