Chapter 195: Open Your Heart
Seeing that Zhou Xianyu, because he had suffered this fatal knife wound, not only did he not complain, but he was secretly glad that he could block a knife for her, Xiao Jinxuan's nose was sour, and she chuckled a few times with emotion.
"Zhou Xianyu, you said that you are not stupid, in order to save my life, you can't even be happy to harm yourself, is it really worth it for me? Do you know how much I feel in my heart to you? ”
Hearing this, Zhou Xianyu held Xiao Jinxuan's hand in his palm, and then said in a firm voice:
"Xuan'er, that day on the shore of Yingyue Lake, I already said that you are the woman that I Zhou Xianyu wants to protect with my life, as long as I still have a breath, whoever wants to hurt you must step on my corpse."
Zhou Xianyu's words were less tender, but a little more flamboyant and domineering, but in Xiao Jinxuan's ears, he felt very relieved and moved.
A trace of sadness flashed on her face, and her voice was a little hesitant:
"Zhou Xianyu, in fact, what you guessed before was right, I did intend to alienate you, because if you get too close to me, you will inevitably be unlucky. You were wounded on the battlefield because I wrote to you, and now it's because of me, and it's unknown whether you will survive if you were wounded again. I really don't want to hurt you, let's agree, if you don't die this time, then we will be strangers, and life and death will not be related. ”
Looking at Xiao Jinxuan, with that cold face and sad eyes, if it weren't for the fact that he couldn't get up, Zhou Xianyu was distressed, and he really wanted to immediately hug the other party into his arms and block all the pressure and anxiety for Xiao Jinxuan.
At the beginning, Zhou Xianrui told him that Xiao Jinxuan read his blood-stained reply, and he cried with his liver and intestines, although he didn't say it, he always had a hesitant attitude towards this.
After all, Xiao Jinxuan's attitude towards him was so cold that he couldn't even believe that he would bring so much influence to the other party.
But now looking at Xiao Jinxuan, the desperate look that seems to be dead in ashes, although Zhou Xianyu is distressed, he is also firmly convinced that in the other party's heart, there is definitely him.
"Xuan'er, don't talk about this kind of thing in the future, don't say that you are a disaster star, I don't believe it at all. And even if you really don't know what to do, before I met you, I, Zhou Xianyu, could only feel a trace of relief when I won the battle on the battlefield, and the rest of the time, I didn't know what I wanted. ”
couldn't help coughing twice, and a few drops of blood overflowed from the corners of Zhou Xianyu's mouth, and after a while, he continued with a weak breath:
"But since I met you, my heart has been full, and I will be happy when I see you smiling. When I see you sad, I will be depressed. Because of your presence, I feel that my life is more colorful, and I am not so lacking and monotonous. But if it is without you, even if I have no disasters in my life, but I can't stay with you, if I have to choose, I would rather die for you today, and never want to finish this life alone. ”
Xiao Jinxuan's tears could no longer be suppressed, and she looked at Zhou Xianyu's serious face with hazy tears, she couldn't help but stretch out her hand and gently stroked it on the other party's handsome face.
Reluctance flashed in his eyes and said: "Zhou Xianyu, you are not only a fool, but also a complete madman, but I, Xiao Jinxuan, actually fell in love with you, but just like you, I wholeheartedly protect me, how can I bear to let you die for me." And all I can do for you is to alienate you, treat you coldly, and force you away from me again and again. As long as you're safe, I'm satisfied. ”
Gu Bu still has a handful embedded in his back, the first time he heard it, Xiao Jinxuan said that he liked himself, Zhou Xianyu sat up directly excitedly, grabbed the other party's shoulders with surprise in his eyes, and he didn't dare to be sure and hurriedly asked:
"Jinxuan, I didn't have auditory hallucinations just now because of a serious injury, you actually said that you like me, you don't see that I'm dying, so you comforted me."
Hurriedly backhanded Zhou Xianyu hurriedly held Zhou Xianyu up, not allowing the other party to move, so as not to pull the wound, Xiao Jinxuan glared at him, and said with a smile:
"What about the Great Zhou War King, Zhou Xianyu, your current appearance is really stupid, I, Xiao Jinxuan, have never said anything against my will, if I like it, if I don't like it, I won't say this to deliberately coax you because I pity you, what I said is true."
Once again, if he was sure that he really didn't have auditory hallucinations, Zhou Xianyu wouldn't even be able to notice the pain in his back, and the whole person was too happy, if it wasn't for Xiao Jinxuan to stop him, he would have laughed three times, and he couldn't stop a few times in a row.
When he finally suppressed the joy in his heart, Zhou Xianyu looked at Xiao Jinxuan with a little reproach, and said in a drowning voice:
"Xuan'er's words, as early as when I returned to Beijing, you should have said it to me, you have hidden it from me for so long, and on the day of the palace banquet, you hurt me with cold words and cold words, if it weren't for my firm belief that you are not the kind of hypocritical and ruthless woman, I'm afraid that we will have misunderstood deeply, and in my life, I have never had the opportunity to hear you and say that I like my words. Why is your woman's heart so ruthless? ”
Hearing this, Xiao Jinxuan lowered her head and said with some concern in her voice:
"If it weren't for your serious injury, I wouldn't want to leave regrets for each other, otherwise I'm afraid I would never have been honest with you about these words, but you must survive Do you know, if you die for me today, then I, Xiao Jinxuan, will never live alone."
Knowing that the other party also likes him, Zhou Xianyu is already overjoyed, and now he has heard it with his own ears, if he has something Xiao Jinxuan is unwilling to live alone, then he will know that in the other party's heart, he also cares about him so much, and this affection and kindness is no less than him.
Taking a deep breath, Zhou Xianyu held the other party's hand tightly in his palm, and said in a voice full of anticipation:
"Xuan'er promised me that it would be good, if I Zhou Xianyu didn't die this time, you wouldn't avoid me anymore, you are always worried that you will implicate me, in fact, you think about it from another angle, who will always be smooth sailing in this life, maybe the person who drank and talked yesterday died after one night, it is also possible. Therefore, what we can grasp is the time we are together now, as long as we live without regrets in the present, why worry about what has not happened in the future. ”
Zhou Xianyu's words were like an initiation, and Xiao Jinxuan was stunned in an instant.
In the past, she was always worried that she would bring disaster to the other party because of herself, but as Zhou Xianyu said, maybe they are still happy and laughing today, and they may not be alive tomorrow.
Too many uncertainties and sudden accidents may take their lives at any time, life is already short, her vision seems to have been looking too long-term, but the happiness that is within reach at the moment is ignored.
For the first time, the worries and contradictions in my heart have disappeared. The estrangement on Xiao Jinxuan's face slowly faded, and her heart was completely open to the other party at this moment when she was about to part with Zhou Xianyu.
Then she shed tears, and this time the tears were no longer bitter and heartache, but overflowing with happiness and togetherness, and then she said in a soft voice:
"Okay, Zhou Xianyu, I promise you, as long as you can survive, then no matter who you are, nothing will be able to stop us from coming together, even if you have given marriage, as long as it is the man that I Xiao Jinxuan identifies, then I will do my best, and I will seek you to get it, stay together, and live and die together."
It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but this will Zhou Xianyu's eyes are slightly red, and he chuckles lightly and contentedly, he nodded hurriedly and said:
"Okay, let's agree, stay together, life and death together."
Nodding with a smile, Xiao Jinxuan held Zhou Xianyu's hand tightly, and said with a look of determination in her eyes:
"So, if you don't want to watch me die with you, then you have to survive, you are a dignified war king Chitose, just pull out a knife, it will definitely be difficult for you."
Zhou Xianyu did feel that he was afraid that his life would be in danger this time, but looking at Xiao Jinxuan, with a look full of expectation and encouragement, he immediately lifted his spirits and said with great confidence:
"Don't worry, although life and death go hand in hand, but only when I, Zhou Xianyu, die for you, I won't let you lose your life for me, go with me."
As soon as he finished saying this, Zhou Xianyu raised his voice and shouted to the outside world: "Niu Jing come in with the imperial doctor, and this king can pull out the knife if he wants." ”
Everyone who had been waiting outside for a long time immediately rushed in when they heard this, looking at Xiao Jinxuan who was with Zhou Xianyu, although they were stunned for a moment, but Zhou Xianyu's prestige was outside, but no one dared to ask the first half of the sentence at this time.
But others don't know, but Gu Qingping knows the relationship between Zhou Xianyu and the two, seeing that they are both injured, and the two who are slightly embarrassed are snuggling up to each other, he actually feels that they are such a match.
Somehow, his heart was slightly sour, and he didn't know whether he was sighing for Gu Qingge, or because of the inexplicable feelings he had always had, and he was sad and lost.
After saying that the two imperial doctors, after some preparations, they were going to draw their knives for Zhou Xianyu, but looking at Xiao Jinxuan, who was still sitting next to the ** couch and did not leave, they were a little difficult.
"Miss Jinxuan, when you draw a knife for Your Highness, blood will inevitably be spurted, you better stand back, and the injury on your arm has not stopped bleeding, why don't you retreat and heal first, Your Highness has the two of us to take care of it here."
Once Zhou Xianyu's knife is pulled out, life and death are not known, not to mention the death of a royal king, but also to faint the daughter of the handsome mansion, the two imperial doctors just think about it, they feel a headache, so they want to break Xiao Jinxuan first.
But when Xiao Jinxuan heard this, she sat upright, held Zhou Xianyu's hand tightly and said:
"No need, my injury is fine, you can take the knife now, I will stay with him, you don't have to worry about me."
Xiao Jinxuan had spoken, and seeing that Zhou Xianyu had no objection, the two imperial doctors glanced at each other, and had to compromise.
Immediately, the two of them cut the clothes on Zhou Xianyu's back, revealing a hideous wound, and then determined the position of the knife to be drawn, and then cautiously and cautiously, slowly pulled it out.