Chapter 87: Love You to Live or Love You to Die
Looking back, even Gu Jingchen himself didn't know how he survived those ten years, living in seclusion in the dark, boundless treatment, and being accompanied by various drugs all year round.
Later, he knew that when Qi Ran and Song Yi were really together, during that time, the desire for life that was finally rekindled was extinguished in an instant, and he felt indifferent to Cheng Wenxin's death, but when he saw her and Song Yi standing together, he was crazy with jealousy, that was his little girl, that was the person he grew up watching, but now he loves others.
Qi Ran looked at his bruised body clearly, and tears moistened his face.
She just watched, her mind blank, all words blank in front of these scars.
"I lay down for more than a year before I woke up, the moment I opened my eyes I thought I was in hell, I don't know why Shen Zhiyun wanted to save me! Because I chose to give up on my own. Zhiyun showed me a photo of you in college, you were so thin at that time, it made me feel so distressed......"
"I've wanted to give up countless times, but I still survived, Ran Ran, do you know, my will to live is you, only you, I can't stand watching you with Song Yi!"
Gu Jingchen closed his eyes weakly, as if all his strength had been drained away, "I have never regarded you as a sister!" ”
Even if she was ready for time, when she really heard Gu Jingchen standing in front of her, she was still shocked in her heart, like a shocking thunder hitting her head.
Qi Ran sniffed deeply, clearly felt the tears rolling down his face, and Qi Ran closed his eyes.
Does God have to torture her like this?
She lived in the pain of missing for half a year, and after experiencing so much, she finally let go of the relationship when she was young, she thought that they could be brothers and sisters for a lifetime, and be relatives for a lifetime, but fate likes to joke with you, and it is destined not to make her complete.
Qi Ran looked at Gu Jingchen unexpectedly, unreasonable, "I am married to Song Yi now, the person I love is Song Yi, we just made a mistake when we were young, we are relatives!" ”
"I don't care, I just want you to stay with me. Qi Ran, you'd better be well-behaved, otherwise, I really don't dare to guarantee that Song Yi can return to China safely! ”
Gu Jingchen's eyes, crimson and terrifying, looked at Qi Ran condescendingly, and the imperative posture made people shudder.
"Would you like to be sober? I can't love you anymore. ”
"I either love you to live or I love you to die!"
The ink-stained eyes were terrifying, as if they were about to completely roll themselves in, swallowed in this dark night sky.
Gu Jingchen's words made Qi Ran finally lose even the strength to struggle.
Pei Moyun once said that her biggest weakness is that her heart is too soft, so she is destined to come together with Song Yi, even if it has nothing to do with love.
It was the first time that Qi Ran hated his weakness so much.
All communication equipment in the apartment has been cut off, and there are two bodyguards guarding the door of the apartment, who will deliver food every day and wait for dispatch at any time.
Since the two had an unpleasant conversation during the day, the apartment has been in a very quiet state.
Qi Ran sat on the tatami mat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, watching the drizzle outside the window, the leaves of the plane tree outside the window were almost gone, and the thick branches were left in place in the wind and rain.
This autumn is coming to an end, a harbinger of the coming winter.
The footsteps behind him were very soft, but Qi Ran still noticed it, Gu Jingchen was holding a plaster in his hand, his eyes fell on the back of her neck, neither of them spoke, Qi Ran did not refuse, and let Gu Jingchen put a plaster on her. The faint medicinal fragrance smells very good, probably from Shen Zhiyun's exclusive formula.
"Do you want to trap me here?"
Gu Jingchen sat down beside Qi Ran, and when he looked out the window, he had no focus, and his eyes had a severely limited range of vision, and he could see things within 5 meters clearly. Everything else is a blur.
"That's it, isn't it?"
Qi Ran chuckled lightly and didn't speak, but with a look of sarcasm, is that good?
It's been a day, and she hasn't contacted Song Yi, so she doesn't know what he will be in a hurry.
and Pei Moyun......
Qi Ran suddenly remembered that Pei Moyun, who had just returned to China, had made an appointment with him for dinner, but now he was trapped in Qingcheng.
Qi Ran suddenly hoped that Pei Moyun could detect something and save herself.
After a long time, Qi Ran finally spoke, "Here, there are our best memories, but why did you destroy it." ”
Gu Jingchen smiled coldly, did not speak, held Qi Ran's hand, and held the two cold hands together. They don't feel any temperature, it's the same as their hearts at this moment.
"If I survive, I am destined to see no light."
Gu Jingchen's voice was very deep and did not carry any emotion, but every word he said on this day was like the words of a person on the verge of despair.
"Did you find anyone?"
"It should be at Shen Zhiyun's house, the day you left, he sent someone downstairs to pick up Sister Qi, and Sister Qi followed voluntarily."
Gu Jingchen's fingertips pinching the phone turned white, with a clearly visible anger on his face, Song Yi directly hung up Yang Fan's phone and dialed Shen Zhiyun's phone.
You don't have to think about it, it must be Gu Jingchen's intention to take Qi Ran away, and the only way to contact Gu Jingchen is Shen Zhiyun.
"What does Song Gongzi have to do?"
Shen Zhiyun didn't seem surprised, for Shen Zhiyun, Song Yi's speed was slow enough, after all, it had been two days since he came over, and he could be regarded as calm.
"What do you want to do?"
If it was a normal thing, Qi Ran would not lose contact.
"Song Gongzi said this, I don't want to listen to it, what do we want to do? What do you want us to do? ”
Compared with Shen Zhiyun, Song Yi's current mood is not so stable, especially in matters related to Qi Ran, Song Yi easily lost his mind.
"Shen Zhiyun, there is a kind of us coming clearly, let Gu Jingchen not take advantage of a woman!"
Shen Zhiyun chuckled lightly, with irony, "When it comes to utilization, no one can match you, Song Gongzi, don't struggle, Song family, we have to decide." ”
Shen Zhiyun hung up the phone after speaking.
In this war, Gu Jingchen and Song Yi were destined to lose both, and from the beginning of Gu Jingchen's layout, they were destined not to have a double ending.
turned on his mobile phone and looked at the men guarding Qingcheng who sent him about what happened to Gu Jingchen and them in apartment No. 77.
"It's good if you're happy."
It's already time like this, as long as Gu Jingchen is happy, it's enough.
On the third day in Qingcheng, Qi Ran didn't know Gu Jingchen after waking up. There seemed to be something abnormal in the apartment, at this time on weekdays, the breakfast prepared by Gu Jingchen should have been set on the dining table, but I didn't see him today.
Qi Ran was a little worried, although Gu Jingchen didn't admit it, but Qi Ran knew that Gu Jingchen's eyes were no longer normal, and it should be that his vision was impaired.
"Bang!"
In the room on the first floor, there was the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground. Qi Ran reflexively ran over, but the door of the room was locked.
"Brother? Are you in there? ”
Qi Ran banged heavily on the wooden door, but there was no movement inside, "Gu Jingchen, what's wrong with you?" Open the door for me? ”
In the past few days, Gu Jingchen has been here, there is no Shen Zhiyun by his side, and Qi Ran has not seen him take medicine, so Qi Ran subconsciously thought that he should be sick.
No matter how Qi Ran knocked on the door, there was no movement inside.
"Someone! Doorman, come in! ”
Qi Ran yelled at the door and called someone in.
"Gu Jingchen is inside, quickly knock the door open for me!"
As soon as Qi Rangang's words fell, one of the bodyguards had already kicked the door open.
Qi Ran went into the room and searched around, and found Gu Jingchen next to the bed, and beside him was a broken vase.
"Don't touch me!"
Gu Jingchen was wearing gray home clothes, his hair was messy, his face was pale, and the floor was stained with blood, and his legs were scratched by glass shards on the ground.
As soon as Qi Ran approached, he was opened by him.
Gu Jingchen's eyes didn't look at her, but looked around helplessly, the pupils could no longer find focus, and the pair of empty eyes couldn't see anything. A pair of hands, helplessly probing in the air.
Qi Ran held back tears, it was the first time he had seen Gu Jingchen like this so truly.
One of the bodyguards had silently walked out and stood at the door to call Shen Zhiyun to report the situation here.
Gu Jingchen reached the edge of the bed and carefully stood up by the edge of the bed.
"I don't need your help!"
Qi Ran had just taken two steps forward when he was scolded by Gu Jingchen.
It's not the first time he's been blind, it's just that he can't adapt to the unfamiliar environment for a while, and the place where he hasn't lived for so many years is already unfamiliar.
Gu Jingchen sat on the bed with his back to Qi Ran, his bare feet had been scratched by glass shards, but he didn't feel pain.
"You go, I can't see it now, and I can't stop you."
Gu Jingchen's voice was very soft, Qi Ran looked at his slender back, tears blurred his eyes, how could she leave in his current situation.
Another bodyguard had already brought the medicine box over, and Qi Ran took it and approached tentatively.
"Let me help you with your wounds, okay?"
Qi Ran said cautiously, Gu Jingchen didn't react, Qi Ran walked up to him, squatted down, saw that he didn't respond, and said, "You endure a little pain." ”
Gu Jingchen's arms shifted slightly, avoiding Qi Ran's hand, and the meaning of refusal was obvious.
Gu Jingchen's sudden indifference made Qi Ran scratch his head.