Mi Zixuan's clean and sincere eyes made Jiang Qingsi feel safe like never before, but her body was gradually trembling, Mi Zixuan didn't rush to urge her to hurry up, just quietly hugged her and sat there, waiting for Jiang Qingsi to open her heart to him. net

I don't know how long it took, Jiang Qingsi sighed faintly and slowly stood up and came to the door to turn off the light, and the bedroom fell into darkness, although it was not to the point where he couldn't see his five fingers, but Mi Zixuan couldn't see Jiang Qingsi's face clearly.

Jiang Qingsi slowly turned around, leaned against the wall with a sad face, her body slowly slived, and finally sat on the ground, Jiang Qingsi would not have done this kind of action before, but today she sat like this, because she was under tremendous pressure and suffering in her heart, as well as those past events that she was unwilling to advance with anyone, these past events meant great shame to her.

Jiang Qingsi's empty voice came: "I was born in a small mountain village, my family is not rich, but not poor, my mother is an honest farmer, my father works outside all the year round, I didn't see him many times when I was a child, but they were very good to me, very fond of me, our family's life is very plain, but very warm, such a carefree life completely disappeared when I was in the third year of junior high school." ”

Hearing this, Mi Zixuan seemed to hear Jiang Qingsi's heartbroken voice, he slowly stood up, walked over to her and sat down, stopped her fragrant shoulder, and let her lean on his broad and powerful shoulder.

Jiang Qingsi suddenly stretched out her hand and hugged Mi Zixuan, as if he would suddenly disappear if not, she continued in a trembling and painful voice: "Other girls have their menstrual affairs at this age, but I haven't been late, I don't understand this, I just think that I am late in childbirth, but after my mother found out, she was very worried, and she took me to the hospital when I was about to graduate from junior high school."

I clearly remember that day the sky was very blue, the sun was very warm, the fragrance of flowers and plants everywhere, we went to the town, we were supposed to go to the hospital, but that day it happened to be a market, there were really a lot of people, there were people everywhere, there were vendors selling clothes, shoes and other things, and when I was about to arrive at the town hospital, I met an old Chinese medicine doctor who was setting up a stall on the side of the road. ”

Speaking of this, Jiang Qingsi's body trembled violently, and hugged Mi Zixuan tightly with greater strength, so hard that her nails pierced the skin of Mi Zixuan's hands, Mi Zixuan didn't hide, let alone push her away, and didn't even cry out in pain, just let her hold on to herself, he knew that now he was the only person who could make Jiang Qingsi feel safe, she needed a support, a support that could make her say that unbearable past.

Jiang Qingsi remembered the words full of fear: "My mother brought me to him, the old Chinese medicine doctor had a snow-white beard, wore a black-rimmed glasses, and the left leg of the glasses was broken, he wrapped it in duct tape, he took my pulse, and then ...... Then ......"

Speaking of this, Jiang Qing couldn't cry, Mi Zixuan still didn't urge her, but hugged her tightly, in such a dark room, he used his body temperature to warm her, comfort her, and make her feel safe.

I don't know how long it took before Jiang Qingsi said in a trembling voice: "He said I was Shi ...... Stone Girl. ”

Mi Zixuan is a doctor, so he naturally knows Shi Nu (I don't know Baidu, there are sensitive words, I can't write in detail!) What is it, he knows very well that this disease is actually not difficult to treat, even if it is a real stone girl, it can be completely cured by surgery, such a disease is indeed embarrassing for a girl, but Jiang Qingsi is not a little girl anymore, she has long been used to seeing wind and rain, she is stronger than her peers, and brave, so why doesn't she tell herself?

Mi Zixuan didn't ask, he knew that there must be something hidden inside.

Jiang Qingsi sobbed for a while, and she finally felt better after crying, and continued: "I remember that the old Chinese medicine doctor told my mother secretly to me, and never told anyone at all, but I don't know why, this news quickly spread throughout our village. ”

Speaking of this, Jiang Qingsi laughed at herself and said: "We are relatively closed and superstitious There are many people, especially those old people in the village, they say that the stone girl is a disaster star and will harm the people of the whole village. ”

At this time, Jiang Qingsi's voice was filled with boundless anger, and she almost forced out the words between her teeth: "They came to our house and forced my parents to either send me away or move out of this village, no matter how ridiculous my parents are, they just stubbornly think that I will bring disaster to the whole village and kill everyone, how ridiculous?" How ignorant? How foolish? That's the people from my hometown.

My father quarreled with them at that time, and in his excitement, he beat them out with the family's flat burden, but the next day, the sons of those people actually blocked my father and broke one of his legs, and I will never forget to die in the village health center, my father was covered in sweat in pain, but he took my hand and told me that he would not let anyone bully me, and would cure my illness.

A few days later, my mother took me to the hospital with all the family's savings to treat me, and it was raining so hard that it was so heavy that my mother was right next to me, but I couldn't see her face clearly. ”

Speaking of this, Jiang Qingsi buried her head in her arms and cried bitterly, her crying was as sad as a cuckoo crying blood, Mi Zixuan let out a long sigh, stretched out his hand and hugged her hard, giving her warmth and comfort.

Jiang Qingsi cried so much that her voice was hoarse before she couldn't cry and said: "If it weren't for me to treat my illness, my mother wouldn't have been knocked to death at the door of the hospital, if it weren't for me, our family wouldn't have ended up ruined, blame me, blame me." ”

Mi Zixuan let out a long sigh, still didn't speak, just hugged Jiang Qingsi in his arms harder, he understood Jiang Qingsi's mood very well, how old can a girl who has just entered the third year of junior high school be? That is, at the age of fourteen or fifteen years old, at such a young age, she has to listen to the extremely ugly rumors of the people in the village, and she has to bear the pain of her father's broken leg and her mother's death, how can she bear it?

Jiang Qingsi cried for a while before she got better, and choked up: "I killed my mother, I killed my father, I didn't have the face to stay in the village, I secretly left home on the seventh day after my mother's death, until now, I haven't been back, and I don't dare to call home, I'm afraid that my father will blame me for killing my mother, I just secretly sent money to the family." ”

Mi Zixuan exhaled a breath of turbidity and said: "It's not your fault, it's not that you killed your mother, it was the ignorant people in your village who killed her, and then that?" ”

Jiang Qingsi wiped her tears and said, "What later? ”

Mi Zixuan was surprised: "This is the end?" That's not why you're not with me, is it? This disease of the stone girl can be cured! ”

Jiang Qingsi lowered her head and whispered: "I don't dare to go to the hospital for treatment, as soon as I get there, I will remember the scene when my mother was hit by a car and died." ”

Mi Zixuan immediately exclaimed, "You haven't been cured yet? Na Lele ......"

Jiang Qingsi sighed and said: "He was picked up by me, and it was also on a rainy night, I went home from work and picked it up in the garbage can, Lele has congenital anal atresia, it is estimated that he was abandoned by his parents because of this disease, he was so young at that time, he would cry, I didn't want him to cry, so I named him Lele, and he didn't take him to the hospital to cure him, but he couldn't find his parents, I thought that I was a stone girl, and it was impossible to get married and have children, so it was better to leave him as my child, until today, Now you understand why I can't be with you! ”

Mi Zixuan really wanted to burst into foul language, what kind of reason is this, you don't have a terminal illness, it's just a stone girl, at most, it's a matter of surgery, if the symptoms are not serious, there is no need to do surgery.

Mi Zixuan let out a long sigh and said, "I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow." ”

Jiang Qingsi immediately screamed like a cat that had been stepped on by its tail: "I'm not going, I'm not going." ”

Mi Zixuan stood up with Jiang Qingsi in his arms, came to the side of the bed and gently put her down and said softly: "I'll go with you, don't worry that I'm here, it'll be fine, believe me." ”

Mi Zixuan's voice was like magic, which actually quieted down Jiang Qingsi, who was very excited, and she grabbed Mi Zixuan's hand tightly like a little girl who was afraid to go to the hospital for injections, and said in a questioning voice: "Are you really going with me?" Is it really going to be okay? ”

Mi Zixuan smiled and said, "It's going to be fine." After speaking, he also climbed into bed, hugged Jiang Qingsi tightly in his arms, and sighed in his heart the hardships of Jiang Qingsi in his arms.

Mi Zixuan naturally didn't do anything to Jiang Qingsi, just hugged her, and gently patted her like a child to coax her to sleep.

Jiang Qingsi didn't know if it was because she drank a lot of red wine, or because Mi Zixuan was by her side to coax her to sleep, in short, she fell asleep quickly, but even if she fell asleep, she grabbed Mi Zixuan's arm tightly like a child who was afraid that her parents would not be around when she woke up.

The next morning, the sun shone in, shining on the faces of the two people who were still asleep and not waking up, Jiang Qingsi hugged Mi Zixuan's arm tightly, his head was under his shoulder, and a long white leg pressed on Mi Zixuan's lower abdomen.

Mi Zixuan slowly opened his eyes and couldn't help but feel amused when he saw Jiang Qingsi like this, seeing that the time was already seven o'clock, he quickly patted Jiang Qingsi and said, "Wake up, we have to send Lele to school first, and then to the hospital." ”

Jiang Qingsi, who was woken up, was still in a daze, but as soon as she heard that she was going to the hospital, she immediately came to her senses and said in horror: "I'm not going, I'm not going." ”

Mi Zixuan patted her head and said, "It's okay, with me, I will always be by your side, don't worry." ”

Mi Zixuan got up and made a simple breakfast for Lele to eat, and then coaxed Jiang Qingsi into the car, first sent Lele to school and then went straight to the next destination - the provincial hospital!