144. Daddy, I miss you so much
Pressing those memories back, I closed my eyes and looked at the closed door of my bedroom, I took a deep breath, got up from the floor, and went downstairs to serve my medicine.
Even if he hates me, I can't let his body go.
When I sent the medicine into the bedroom, Ye Feiqing was taking a shower in the bedroom, and I put the bowl on the cabinet in the house and waited for him.
Ye Feiqing's mobile phone on the bedside table rang, I looked at the lit screen, and saw two very fleshy words displayed on it, baby.
I was stunned for a moment, staring blankly at those two words.
Baby......
Once, this was the nickname of Ye Feiqing's mobile phone note......
Once, he said I was the treasure he held in the palm of his hand.
Now, these two days he has given to others.
I clenched my fists, as if I had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, my heart was astringent, and my heart was swollen.
I don't know who the person on the other end of the phone is......
Just thinking about it makes me feel bad.
Panic spread in the bottom of my heart, am I really nothing anymore for Ye Feiqing......
That's why he treated me so unscrupulously, even if he couldn't bear it, he was still cruel.
I didn't dare to think about it, and I didn't dare to jump to conclusions.
As soon as the phone stopped calling and rang again, I looked at the bathroom, then at his phone, hesitating to answer.
Actually, I really want to know who the person on that end is.
I gritted my teeth, but in the end, I couldn't control the urgency to find an answer in my heart, and took it with trembling hands.
I think that now I really have nothing that I can't accept, it's just that the pain is numb, and I'm already numb.
When I connected the phone, I didn't speak, but a young voice came from the other end: "Daddy, I miss you so much, when will you come to see me and Mommy."
With that innocent voice, my breath and heartbeat were robbed.
"Daddy? Why don't you speak? β
In my stunnedness, Ye Feiqing opened the bathroom door at this time, and when he saw that I was answering his call, he frowned unhappily: "Who asked you to touch my mobile phone."
I gave him back the phone in a daze and didn't speak.
When he saw that the mobile phone was on the phone, he glanced at me meaninglessly, and took the mobile phone to the balcony of the bedroom to pick it up: "Baby, is there something wrong with calling Daddy?"
His voice was extraordinarily gentle, and even the warmth that he usually had was melted away......
I looked at his bright and profound face with a shallow smile, warm and soft incredible, and the light peach blossom eyes were also looking forward to the brilliance, and the brilliance at the corners of the eyes was so obvious.
I feel in a trance, how long has it been since I have seen Ye Feiqing like this?
Now he has never seen him so emotional and gentle, whether it is for me or for Lin Shanshan and Lotus Ye.
My mind went blank, and my mind felt like I was being clutched.
Daddy ......
Mommy......
The kid ......
and the child's mother......
I was so busy holding back my thoughts that I didn't dare to let myself think about it anymore.
Ye Feiqing's gentle voice faintly came from the balcony: "Daddy misses you too."
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"Well, of course I miss you mommy too."
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"Well, okay, you have to listen to Mommy."
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"Daddy will go to see you whenever he has time, okay?"
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"Where's your mommy?"
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Ye Feiqing talked on the phone for a long time, and his moving laughter came from time to time, so I stood stiffly in the room, watching his gorgeous and gentle back distracted.
Hanging up the phone, Ye Feiqing turned around and met my gaze.
I was stunned for a moment, and I looked away in panic, and put away the burning expression on my face.
He walked over with his mobile phone and stood in front of me calmly and elegantly, frowning and asking me, "Is there something?"
He stood in front of me calmly and indifferently, and did not explain anything to me.
I smiled bitterly in my heart, laughing at myself for being stupid, laughing at myself for being self-righteous, explaining? Why did he have to explain it to me? Is it because I'm his wife?
I swallowed my throat, swallowed all the temptations and questions, took the bowl of medicine and handed it to him, and finally said to him in a low voice, "Your medicine,"
Ye Feiqing looked at me deeply without any movement.
The atmosphere was a bit awkward, and after thinking about it, I took a sip, and then handed it to him again, showing him that this medicine is safe and you can drink it with confidence.
His eyebrows were deep, he didn't refuse, took a drink and drank it all, then handed the bowl back to me, and said coldly, "Go out."
I took the bowl and left with a blank face, went back to my room, closed the door, and I couldn't help but break down.
I call myself stupid, I call myself naΓ―ve, who will forgive after something like that happens, and then accept again a person who has deceived and even hurt himself deeply?
I trembled slightly, I'm afraid that ordinary people won't forgive......
In the mirror, his pale face was reflected, tears flashed in his eyes, and his face was full of fatigue and pain, such a self looked so pitiful and pathetic.
However, I didn't let myself be sad for too long, I threw all my emotions into my work, I still have things to do, and I can't let this affect my emotions.
I was busy all night, and finally I was so sleepy that I fell asleep on the table.
But when I woke up, I was sleeping in my bed.
I stared at the ceiling for a few moments, as if I was in a dream, because I couldn't remember whether I was on the bed or the quilt......
I was carried to bed, and I knew that in such a situation, it would not be someone else who would carry me to bed.
Thinking of An's mother and Fu Xue in the hospital, even though I felt sleepy, I still got up from the bed to change clothes.
The injured area should not get wet, so I had to wash myself carefully.
To my surprise, the gauze around my waist was new, apparently replaced.
Looking at the new gauze, I was stunned, my heart jumped, and I was surprised and burned.
I was afraid that I would be disappointed after I had ignited hope, it was undoubtedly the gap between heaven and hell, and I didn't even dare to think too much, I didn't dare to think that he did this because he cared about me.
Regarding Ye Feiqing's feelings for me, I really don't dare to have too many illusions.
Soon, I calmed down, put myself in order and went downstairs.
Because of staying up late, I got up late, and Ye Feiqing seemed to be gone, the house was empty, I suddenly felt that this place was so cold for me, even if I lived here, even if I was his wife, I still couldn't feel any warmth of home.
I didn't have a car, so I naturally drove Ye Feiqing's car to the hospital.
After buying breakfast, I first went to see An's mother and gave quiet the money for An's mother's medical treatment.
An's mother's condition is quite good, under the torture of illness, in just two days, she seems to have lost weight and aged a lot.
Quietly wiped her tears and told me that her mother was very strong, and she said that her mother said that she would work hard no matter what, and would not leave her alone in this world.
When I gave the money to be quiet, she lowered her head and didn't speak, and finally she hugged me and said to me in a choked voice: "Sister Fu Yao, thank you."
I patted her on the shoulder, "When your mother's illness is cured, you can go to art school and sign up." β
"Hmm." She nodded, "I'll try."
After seeing An's mother, I went to another hospital to see Fu Xue.
When I walked to the door, I heard Su Jingchu's voice.
"Have you figured out what to say, whose child is it?"
I was stunned and stopped at the door.
Didn't Fu Xue say anything to Su Jingchu last night?
Obviously, Su Jingchu misunderstood after all.
I think Fu Xue may have thought about telling the truth last night, but Su Jingchu asked first, asking her who the child is, according to Fu Xue's character, how could she say that the child is Su Jingchu in that situation?
This kind of thing, I think it happens to most girls, and they won't tell each other when they face men's questions, the child is yours, right......
I heard Fu Xue say calmly: "The child is mine, my own."
Su Jingchu was silent, I couldn't see them standing at the door of the ward, so I didn't know what kind of expressions were on the faces of the two people, I only felt a calm and oppressive atmosphere, like condensing ice and snow, which made me feel cold standing outside the door.
After a while, I heard Fu Xue say lightly, "Let's get a divorce."
"Divorce? For whom? For the sake of that man? Fu Xue, have you forgotten the rules of your Fu family? What is the fate of a divorced woman. Su Jingchu's voice was extremely cold, cold like ice, sharp and aggressive.