Chapter 700: No After

Zhang Xuan's whole person was so sad that now he even cries silently.

She just stood there dumbfounded, tears desperately falling.

Joss hugged her, so tight that it seemed to rub her into his blood.

He just repeated the phrase in his mouth: there will be later, there will be later.

Zhang Xuan's eyes widened suddenly, and then she shook her head violently, she pushed Qiao Si away fiercely, and her voice was hoarse: "I don't want later!" I don't want later! I want this child, I want this! ”

Joss looked at her, then reached out and hugged her.

"Don't you do this, I'm uncomfortable with you like this......" His voice was low, already with a puplication.

Zhang Xuan wanted to push him away, but she hugged the ground too tightly, he was injured in Russia yesterday, and on the way back, he received a call from Lin Xi and rushed over, and he didn't even treat his own wounds. The scar on his arm had just healed, but it was broken open again by Zhang Xuan's struggle.

He didn't seem to feel the pain, he couldn't smell the blood, he just hugged her so tightly, because he always had the feeling that if he let go of her this time, he wouldn't be able to hug her again.

He felt that she would go, that she would go farther and farther until she was gone into his life.

This is also the first time Qin Yiyang has heard her cry so hysterically in so many years.

It's not that she hasn't shed tears before, but the teaching she received in the Criminal Investigation Bureau has taught her to be patient and learn to hide her emotions, so she rarely vents it like this.

Hearing her cry like this, Qin Yiyang's heart was crumbled.

"How could he die? How can you die? Zhang Xuan didn't know who he was asking now, but he just thought of what to say, "I tried my best to protect him, but why did he still die?" ”

"Blame me, blame me, it's me who didn't protect you." Joss clasped the back of her head with one hand, his face rubbing against the side of her hair, his voice hoarse and terrifying, "It's all my fault." ”

Slowly, Zhang Xuan's struggle stopped, still crying.

She seemed to be going to dry all the tears of her life.

Her hand unconsciously swiped over Josie's arm and touched the wound on his arm, and the blood that had been bleeding was now even more, and Joss didn't frown, as if it wasn't his arm at all.

"Xiao Xuan, you let him go first, he's injured, you let him deal with it."

As soon as Qin Yiyang's words fell, he realized that he had said nonsense, because it was not Zhang Xuan who was holding Qiao Si, but Qiao Si who was holding Zhang Xuan.

"Your arm is bleeding." Qin Yiyang patted Qiao Si.

Joss didn't speak.

"Your arm is bleeding, do you hear me?"

"It's okay, let's flow." A tone of nonchalance.

"Do you know that your arm will die if you lose too much blood?" Because he has been in the military region for a little longer, Qin Yiyang is very sensitive to things like wounds, and when he sees Qiao Si's blood flow like this, it is easy to imagine how deep the wound is.

"If it's scrapped, it's scrapped, it doesn't matter." Joss closed his eyes, "It doesn't matter if you can hold her with one arm." ”

Qin Yiyang really didn't know what to say, one or two, is this all crazy?

"Xiaoxuan, listen to me, the child is gone, I know what your mood is. You're sad, I'm sad, but you're all young, and there will be more in the future. Qin Yiyang bent down to look at her wide eyes, "You cheer up a little, is it okay?" ”

After a while, she slowly opened her mouth: "There is no later." ”

Josie's arm shook a little, and he was close enough to hear clearly.

She said there was no later.

Qin Yiyang frowned: "What? ”

"There is no later." Zhang Xuan repeated these four words, blinked, and the tears that had dried up for a short time flowed out again.

"How could there be no ......"

"I can't give birth." Zhang Xuan's tone was very flat, and he was hysterical about the two of them, interrupting Qin Yiyang's words, "When I gave birth just now, the doctor told me that I can't give birth in the future. ”

It was like a heavy hammer hitting Qin Yiyang's body, causing his head to buzz.

All of a sudden, he could no longer say all the words that were blocked in his lips, and a thousand words became extremely pale at this moment.

"It's okay, then it's not going to be born, we don't want it." Qiao Si's tone was also very calm, saying that he was as calm as a homely meal, "The child is so troublesome, and he has to be raised, if he doesn't want it, he doesn't want it, the two of us are still doing well......"

"But I don't want to!" Zhang Xuan suddenly pushed Qiao Si away and was hysterical again, "Why are you so selfish?" Say don't want it, why are you so selfish! ”

Qiao Si looked at her, very serious, and spoke in a soft tone: "You didn't give birth to it, I don't want it." ”

Zhang Xuan looked at him, tears kept flowing, crying and crying and laughing, laughing and laughing and crying, the whole person looked crazy.

Joss stepped forward to hug her, but a slap landed him in the face.

This is the second time Zhang Xuan has beaten him.

Joss remembers very well that the first time she hit him was for a mission, but this time, it was she who really wanted to fight.

It didn't hurt, he had long forgotten what the first slap was like, but this slap didn't hurt at all.

Because nothing will be distressed.

"Get out." She pointed to the door and spat out a word.

Joss pursed her lips and didn't move, he knew she was disappointed in him, and she must have been extremely disappointed in him.

So how unreliable was he, she didn't even tell him about her pregnancy?

For the first time in his life, Joss felt that he might need to reflect on himself.

"Get out." She kept her voice cold, looking at him like she was looking at an enemy.

Joss approached her anyway, stretching his hand to hug her.

Zhang Xuan stepped back and picked up the gun on the ground.

Joss thought the muzzle was aimed at him, but it was herself.

"If you don't get out, you're going to force me to die, aren't you?"

"Okay, okay, you put the gun down, I'll get out, I'll get out at once." Qiao Si was immediately frightened when he saw her action, and he took two steps back, "I'll get out immediately, don't be impulsive." ”

Now Zhang Xuan is in a very emotional state, people can really do anything in this state, and Qiao Si is really afraid that the gun will go off.

He retreated to the door and looked at Qin Yiyang: "You take good care of him, I'm outside, something to call me." ”

"Please go farther, stay away from me." Zhang Xuan's hand holding the gun was shaking, and his whole body was shaking, "It's as far away from me as you can!" ”

"Okay, okay, you put the gun down, and I'll promise you whatever you say."

"Get out!"

Qiao Si nodded and nodded heavily: "I'll get out, I'll get out." ”

He opened the door and walked out, and the room fell silent.

Zhang Xuan's reaction today was too big and too radical, he was like a stranger, and even Qin Yiyang didn't know how he was going to comfort him.

With a "snap", the pistol fell again, and Zhang Xuan also sat directly on the ground, holding his head, and whimpered.

Qin Yiyang squatted in front of her: "It's not his fault for this. ”

In fact, if you talk about it, everyone is at fault, but Joss didn't, because he didn't know it.

If he knew, he would have protected them at all costs.

So Zhang Xuan can blame any of them, but he shouldn't blame him.

"I don't blame him." Zhang Xuan's speech is slurred now, but Qin Yiyang can still hear it clearly, "Cousin, he likes children so much, he wants children so much, he talks about having a child every day, but I can't, I can't give him a child, I can't ...... anymore"

"He could find a lot of women to give him a baby, but I can't." Zhang Xuan spoke intermittently, gasping for breath every time he said a word, and his hanging head was covered in tears, "It's all my fault, I can protect many people, but I can't protect my own children." I shouldn't have known him in the first place, I shouldn't have liked him, I shouldn't have dreamed of having a child for him, blame me, blame me......"

"You just forced him away, have you thought about his feelings?"

Qin Yiyang asked, but Zhang Xuan couldn't hear it, she was listening to the outside world very little now, and there was a burst of colors in front of her, and she couldn't see anything clearly.

Qin Yiyang just squatted there and watched her until she slowly lost her voice.

He looked up at her, but he didn't know when, and fainted.

He immediately went out to call the doctor, and Qiao Si, who was squatting outside, immediately stood up: "What's wrong?" ”

"She fainted."

Josi's heart, which had been pinching, immediately lifted up again, and it hurt.

Doctors and nurses quickly rushed over and confirmed that Zhang Xuan was weak after giving birth and should have a good rest.

"Then let me ask......" Qin Yiyang closed the door of the ward and looked at the doctor, "She said that she can't have children in the future, is it true?" ”

The doctors looked at each other, saw the helpless expressions in each other's eyes, and nodded heavily.

Qin Yiyang breathed a sigh of relief, drained all his strength and leaned against the wall: "I know, thank you." ”

Qiao Si was still squatting there, and there was a lot of blood splattered on the ground, and Qin Yiyang realized that he didn't just have an injured arm.

Qiao Si didn't want to move, Qin Yiyang called the doctor over to show him the wound, and he saw how miserable he was on his arm and back.

No wonder even the lips are white.

During the drug, Qiao Si was silent, and even some wounds had become inflamed and he wanted to use a knife to cut off the necrotic flesh, but he still didn't say a word.

The military doctor who gave him medicine also couldn't help but be in awe, although he had treated many soldiers, but no one could face such a piercing pain and be indifferent.

It's as if the senses have become numb.

The girl sitting on the bench was taken away by a middle-aged woman who looked fierce, and the girl glanced at Qin Yiyang before leaving, but Qin Yiyang didn't know.

The girl looked at Joss with undisguised sympathy, and she knew that he must be the one the young lady in it liked.

Emotional matters, but what happens to one party, is full of bruises for both parties.