198. I'm with you.
I was dizzy, and as soon as I stood on the edge of the bed, my body leaned uncontrollably to one side, and I collapsed on the bed.
The moment I touched the bed, the softness of the bed woke up my laziness, I was too lazy to move anymore, so I lay flat like this, staring at the ceiling in a daze.
He looked at me condescendingly: "Okay, since you don't eat or drink, and you are bent on death, I will accompany you."
I'm a little stunned, let him die with me?
I thought about it and said ruthlessly: "Even if you die with me, I won't be a ghost couple with you, I don't want to be poor and fall into the Yellow Spring with you, I don't want to die and have nothing to do with you."
My words undoubtedly gave him a slap in the face invisibly, that is a kind of disgust, when has Ye Feiqing, who has always been arrogant, ever been disliked? Only he dislikes others, how can he stand being disliked by the people he likes now?
It was undoubtedly a needle piercing the bottom of his heart.
He pursed his lips and didn't speak, he looked at me sharply, and his eyes were eager to eat me.
In silence with each other, I said, "Ye Feiqing, let's forget it, let it go, we're really finished this time."
He laughed enchantingly: "Fu Yao, I found that you really have the ability to make people crazy."
He finally couldn't control his anger anymore, and his whole body pressed up, entangled with my lips and tongue.
The originally ambiguous atmosphere became full of gunpowder in his rough movements, and despair struggled in bitterness, unable to warm two heart-wrenching hearts.
No matter how ambiguous the atmosphere is, no matter how enthusiastic it is, it can't heat up the two cold bodies.
Everything is like a duel between enemies, and every time he hurts me, I will leave a scratch on him ruthlessly, without mercy.
For me, he couldn't bear it after all, and in the end he hugged me tightly, and finally compromised, he lowered his tone and asked me: "Is it because of Fu Xue's matter or is there another reason for your decision?"
There was silence for a long time before I numbly regained my voice:
"If you can wake Fu Xue up and bring the child in her belly back to life, I can consider forgetting those things in the past, just when I never remembered them, as if those things never happened, if you can do the two things I said, I can not care about those things with you."
He frowned, his eyes crossed with confusion, as if he didn't understand my words, I sneered, a little weak, but the words I said were loud: "Ye Feiqing, I have never been sorry for anyone, and I don't owe anyone anything, don't buckle me on trumped-up charges anymore, I don't like to carry the black pot for others."
The only thing I'm sorry for is him, I did make him infertile, but at that time I thought that even if I didn't have children, I would be by his side for the rest of my life, hand in hand with him until I grew old, and never gave up.
The only thing I ask is that Ye Shaohong doesn't threaten his life anymore, what is it if you don't have children? As long as he's there.
At that time, after all, I was too young, too easy to be credulous for a lifetime, and too cowardly to resist Ye Shaohong, every time I didn't threaten him, I would be frightened and frightened, and I didn't dare to act rashly, so I had to be forced to be obedient and obedient.
Thinking about it now, I was so stupid and stupid at that time, and no one blames me for ending up like this, I blame myself for being too stupid.
Ye Shaohong is indeed terrifying, and he is indeed unscrupulous, but at that time, I didn't understand, I couldn't understand, if he wanted to kill Ye Feiqing, he would have killed him a long time ago, how could he let him escape death again and again?
His sharp eyes went all the way to the bottom of my eyes, as if he wanted to see through me, to see through the thoughts in my heart, but I looked at him very calmly.
There were too many emotions in his eyes, despair, burning, anger, attachment......
On the first day I stayed here with him, Lawyer Wang was afraid that something would happen to us, so he called the door and was blasted away by Ye Feiqing's thunderous words.
The day after I stayed here with him, Lawyer Wang couldn't rest assured, and found someone from the locksmith company to open the door.
Lawyer Wang knew Ye Feiqing, so he didn't dare to act rashly, so he had to wait.
Ye Feiqing and I spent three days here, he was uncomfortable and I was uncomfortable, he was still sick, I heard him vomit in the bathroom, once when I went to the bathroom, I saw his blood splashed on the washstand, I was stunned for a moment, remembering the last time Lawyer Wang told me that he vomited blood.
After a short trance, I quickly regained my composure and washed my face as if nothing had happened, refreshing myself.
I know that he is wasting himself in with me, and he wants me to compromise and force me with himself.
He also saw that I resented him too much, after all, the person who had the accident was Fu Xue, and our relationship was so deep, so he was using bitter meat tricks, and whoever bowed his head first would lose.
Am I not using bitter meat? Why don't you use yourself to force him to let go? It depends on who is more ruthless than whom.
I clenched my fists and walked out, dizzy and fell on the bed, in fact, I couldn't stand it for a long time, whether it was physical or mental, but I still insisted, this time I was determined to go, Fu Xue's success became the catalyst for my decision.
Even if I didn't have those things before, I think, I can't be with him again with peace of mind when Fu Xue makes such a fuss, I can't pass my own level.
It's all because of me......
My stomach hurt, and I curled up with my stomach hurting, sweating profusely, but without a word of compromise.
Finally, Ye Feiqing laughed lowly, his hoarse voice was still full of demonic spirit, but it was inexplicably sad, as if it was cold to his heart.
He said: "Fu Yao, you are more ruthless than me after all, whether it was before or now."
I felt that the whole room was spinning, and said calmly: "Ye Feiqing, let's divorce."
He was silent.
"Ye Feiqing, divorce."
He was silent again.
After I took the trouble to say this important thing a third time, he finally relented: "As you wish."
He finally picked up the phone and called Lawyer Wang and asked him to prepare a divorce agreement.
Lawyer Wang's speed was not unpleasant under his pressure, and soon, a divorce agreement was thrown in front of me as I wished.
In the end, his beneficine face turned frosty: "Take your things, get out of my sight at once now."
I looked at him with an indifferent face and a cold expression, and stood up straight, looking at me condescendingly, and resolutely got up to pack my luggage.
In the end, I was sent out of Jingshan Villa by Lawyer Wang, and he sighed: "I really don't understand, what are you making trouble about?"
He said angrily, "Isn't it because of a friend? As for making a fuss? You're a typical guilty person. ”
I didn't speak, my stomach hurt badly, I just felt that he was very noisy, and my consciousness gradually peeled off, and finally I fainted.
I woke up to find myself in the hospital, accompanied by Jane Ning.
My eyes were sour, tears flowed, but I didn't cry.
"Don't cry." Janine wiped away tears from me.
This kind of her reminds me of Ye Feiqing, no matter what he does when he spoils me, he is gentle and caring, even if he sheds tears, he will spoil and gently wipe away the teardrops for me, and tell me not to cry.
I laughed.
Jian Ning felt uncomfortable: "Why do you want to be like this? You don't have to feel too guilty about Fu Xue's affairs, why should you ruin your happiness and bury her with her? What does this have to do with Ye Feiqing, you shouldn't be angry with him, angry with yourself. ”
I shook my head, "You don't understand. ”
I smiled bitterly: "A very early on, a physiognomist showed me a physiognomy, he said that I was born cheap, my life is bad, my relatives and friends are still Kefu, I didn't believe it before, but now, I believe it......"
"Look at the people around me, how many of them are good, and now it's only you, Jian Ning, you should stay away from me, I'm afraid I'll hurt you."
She scolded angrily: "What stupid things are you talking about?"
After that, I didn't see Ye Feiqing again, I went back to Fu Xue's bachelor apartment, and took over the gallery she left behind, I would go to the hospital every once in a while, to see her, I was looking forward to her waking up every day.
The weather in November was cold in a blink of an eye, and I was painting in the gallery on this day, Ye Shaohong called me, and he said, "Lin Anxin has found it, and now I have it, what are you going to do with it?" ”
I was silent for a moment: "What can I do?"
He hummed faintly.
I muttered for a moment, "I'll get back in the evening."