Chapter 55 is the same kind of people
Ye Xi responded in one bite, and I was very surprised. In my impression, Ye Xi is the kind of person who is obviously very friendly but always walks alone, being friendly to others is recuperation, and being alone is his character.
Xiaoxiang has spoken, I can't break her face, but I think Xiaoxiang is also very problematic, and I keep laughing shyly: "Then I'll go drive." β
"Can you sit down in that little car?" Xiaoxiang rolled her eyes.
"Why can't you sit down...... "I know the internal space of the Beetle is not very large, but it is not so much that it cannot sit down, can it be so exaggerated?"
"I can sit down, and I also come with a twist function on my legs, which is very valuable." Xiaoxiang smiled at me.
"Do you have that long legs?"
"Isn't there a long-legged Oba now!" Xiaoxiang pointed at Ye Xi, I gave Xiaoxiang a look that counted you as winning.
In the end, he drove Xiaoxiang's car-the turbs sent by Zhuang Peng: "Mr. Ye, are there any taboos?" β
"As long as it's not too weird, it's fine."
"Is it acceptable for a small restaurant?"
"Yes, I often go to the fly restaurant to eat."
"That'll do." Xiaoxiang's car drove very steadily.
Ye Xi turned his head and looked back: "The Shijue in the back has been following us." β
"It's okay, it's not the paparazzi." Xiaoxiang smiled a little embarrassedly.
yes, have you ever seen the paparazzi? I guess it was Zhuang Peng's bodyguard for Xiaoxiang, so I didn't bother to look at it: "When girls go out at night, the family is always not at ease." β
"Oh." Ye Xi expressed his understanding: "Isn't the security in Fengcheng not very good? β
"No, Xin Xin and I were almost kidnapped once, leaving a shadow in someone's heart." Xiaoxiang's tone was very relaxed, but it was not difficult to hear that there were still some lingering palpitations.
Ye Xi looked at me with some astonishment: "The security in Fengcheng is still quite bad......
Xiaoxiang drove the car directly to the porridge shop near my apartment: "The porridge here is very delicious. β
"It looks pretty clean." Ye Xi followed Xiaoxiang into the porridge shop.
There aren't many people who come for supper at this time, but the store is not big, and although there are only two tables of customers, it seems to be full.
"You...... Who are you? Eat? The proprietress was probably frightened by Xiaoxiang's outfit, and she forgot to give up her seat when she stood there.
"We're going to drink porridge." Xiao Xiang smiled at the proprietress of the hostess.
"Ahh Miss Jing! The proprietress saw me following them, and quickly wiped the table and chair up and down: "Please take a seat, please sit down." β
After sitting down, I also thought it was a little weird for Xiaoxiang and I to wear dresses and eat supper in the store.
"Miss Jing, what would you like to eat?" The proprietress wiped the plastic water plate and brought it to me.
"Ye Xi, let's see what you want to eat." I changed hands and gave the water card to Ye Xi.
"I want a bowl of bonito and peanut porridge." Ye Xi returned the water card to me: "You can have some dim sum." β
"Okay." I'm familiar with this place, and I basically don't need to look at the water brand: "A basket of custard buns, a cage of crystal steamed dumplings, a cage of dry steamed dumplings, a pot cake, spinach in sesame sauce, cold salad three dings, stir-fried arugula, in addition to the bonito and peanut porridge I just ordered, and then a bowl of egg drop porridge and a bowl of boat porridge, that's all for now." β
"Okay, I'll be right away." The proprietress turned around and went into the back kitchen to serve the food.
After the dishes came up, Ye Xi was silently eating porridge, but Xiaoxiang was afraid of himself, and he was very happy there alone.
After eating supper, I said that I would let Xiaoxiang send Ye Xi back to the hotel, Ye Xi insisted on taking a taxi by himself, and I understood Ye Xi's character and did not force it.
After Xiaoxiang left, Ye Xicai said: "I'm really nothing with a man, but you should let Miss Xiaoxiang send it back." β
"Don't you see that the proprietress knows me very well, I live in this community, and I just turned a corner." I pointed to the apartment building in the back.
"Oh." Ye Xi nodded.
"I'll take a taxi with you over there." I took Ye Xi to the intersection.
"No, I'll send you back." Ye Xi walked to the gate of the community in the opposite direction: "The security of your Fengcheng is really not reassuring. β
"The thing that Xiaoxiang said...... It was an accident, but it wasn't really anything. β
"It's always good to be careful." Ye Xi still insisted, so I had to ask him to send me back: "The community facilities are very good." β
"My house is a high-end community." I smiled and said, "Recently, the tours have been all in China, so you can go home often." β
"Well......" Ye Xi said slowly: "After staying outside for a long time, the feeling of home is strange, and the sense of belonging is gone." The current Jiangcheng ...... It's not much different to me than in other cities...... There are no people to worry about, and there are no things to worry about, some are just some empty memories......"
"That's just the right place to find a place you like and rebuild your sense of belonging." I can understand the feeling that Ye Xi said, I used to feel the same everywhere, anyway, I am only one person. When I first settled down in Fengcheng, I didn't have much sense of belonging, and it was only because my father was here and the Jing family was also here, and I, as the only daughter of Jing Fengbai, had to be here.
"I think the same way, and you think it's a good thing, and when others hear me say this, they always look sympathetic." Ye Xi chuckled.
"There is no clear boundary between freedom and loneliness, if you choose the side you like, you must accept the side you don't like, and for things that you can't do, it makes sense to accept it."
"Jing Xin, in fact, I have always known that we are the same kind of people, some are called indifferent, and some are called indifferent. Because he is too good at rational thinking and dealing with problems rationally, it is so cold that people are difficult to approach. β
"Similar ......" is the first time I have been seen so thoroughly by someone other than myself, and I find it a little difficult to accept.
"The same kind often kills each other, so although I have always regarded you as a good friend, I have never dared to approach you." Ye Xi looked a little helpless.
"That'...... Why ......"
"Do you want to ask why it's starting to get a little closer now?" Ye Xi turned his head to look at me: "I think you are so smart, you should understand......"
"I've arrived." I stopped.
"We're still the same distance as before." After Ye Xi finished saying this, which sounded a little inexplicable, he waved at me: "Goodbye." β
"Goodbye." I turned and walked into the apartment, 'We're still the same distance as before'...... This sentence may seem nonsensical, but I really understand it - I have always been the one who has taken a step forward; Today I took a step back, but Ye Xi took a step forward, and the distance between us is indeed the same as before.
Sometimes that's how it is often β interpreted as self-deprecation; Waiting becomes displacement; Efforts are just pushing the other person further and further...... Who knows......
I was really tired enough today that I took a hot shower and fell asleep. When I woke up the next day, it was already three days old. I washed my face to fully sober up, and played with my phone while eating breakfast. When I flipped to the WeChat message that Xiaoxiang sent me, I was stunned for a moment, what she wrote was - was Sanshao very brave last night?
Although I didn't understand what Xiaoxiang's WeChat meant, when I saw the word 'three less', my heart went into arrest. Yesterday all day, we didn't have any other communication except for a glimpse in the physical examination center, in fact, since I officially dated Qiao Yichen, this situation really hasn't. No matter how busy he is, Qiao Yichen will call, although he only asks what he is doing, whether he has eaten or not.
Because I once read a psychologist's research report, he said that his boyfriend asked 'what is he doing?' by phone or message. You can automatically translate it to 'I miss you'. So I can still accept Qiao Yichen's somewhat awkward concern.
I sent Xiao Xiang a reply: "Did you send it in Chinese?" Why can't I read it? "I suddenly felt a little irritable in my heart, and I didn't notice it just now that Qiao Yichen had already begun to affect my mood.
"Huh?" Xiaoxiang made a surprised expression: "Didn't you go crazy yesterday?" I see my circle of friends according to the character of the three less, it shouldn't be! β
The biggest question in my head is - what did Xiaoxiang post in the circle of friends...... I clicked into Xiaoxiang's circle of friends and flipped to the content she posted last night. There is one that is 'eating supper with long-legged Oba', and the picture with it is the photo of us eating supper at the porridge shop - Ye Xi and I are sitting at the table, I bow my head and drink porridge, my hair is hanging down, although I can't see my face clearly, but acquaintances can recognize me at a glance. Ye Xi was picking up vegetables, and due to the angle, it looked like he was clipping it for me.
Xiaoxiang probably teased Qiao Yichen and wanted to make him jealous, but she didn't know that Qiao Yichen was already unhappy when she saw me and Yang Chengjin in contact with the physical examination center before, which really 'added fuel to the fire'; no, to be precise, it was 'worse than worse', and our relationship was frozen to a new level.
I shook my head, but I didn't want to be strong. Sometimes I want to show weakness, I want to cry, I want to be embraced, cared for and tolerated by others...... It's a pity that I'm the kind of girl who is very pretentious, and it's hard to lower my stubborn head for a long time. Soβ
On Sunday I spent the whole day drunk in the frost forest, read all the backlog of papers, and then went to the theater in the evening to watch the tour.
On Monday, Qiao Yichen didn't come to the company all day, and Lin Li passed on my schedule that Qiao Yichen accompanied important customers for inspection. Although I haven't met that important customer, I probably know that the other party is a well-known financial institution in Switzerland, and if the investigation is appropriate, it should bring Yingjia a lot of capital injection.
On Tuesday, I came to the office early in the morning, and everyone looked at me with strange eyes, as if I had carved words on my face. I'd love to know what's going on, but it's hard to catch someone and askβwhat advice do you have for me?" Qiao Yichen still didn't come to the company, I picked up the phone at noon, should I explain to him? But he didn't ask, and asked me to tell him directly that I really have nothing to do with Yang Chengjin? A discerning person can see at a glance that we are nothing, right? You don't have to show off in the lobby of the medical examination center, do you?
My consistent principle is to be misunderstood rather than explained. Believe it or not, it's just a matter of the other party's thoughts. Those who understand me, why bother to explain. I'm almost going to call Qiao Yichen now to explain this kind of nonsense, hehe, I don't feel like myself anymore......
I sighed, threw my phone in a drawer, and took the cup to the pantry to make a cereal for lunch.
The water dispenser in the pantry is out of water, and there are many female employees in the general manager's office, and they use small buckets of water, which is quite convenient to change. I opened a new bucket and was about to replace it, when I heard Song Yuan exclaim: "Sister Xin, put it down!" β