Leng Mochen looked at me speechless, a heart-rending pain underflowed in his eyes, I don't know why he has such a look, and I don't want to know, because the truth is often painful.

I reached out and hugged him tightly, kissed his chest with a side face, and whispered, "I know, you must want the baby to look like you more, because I am so stupid, and the baby will not be smart if he looks like me."

"Xiaoxi, don't you want to be like this, okay? I'm sorry for you, I'm useless, I can't protect you, you hit me, you hit me! Leng Mochen grabbed my hand and hit him.

"Mo Chen, what's wrong with you?" I tried to control the force in my hand, and held his hand with my backhand: "Mo Chen, I don't blame you, you're not wrong, I know that thing is uncontrollable, you are unintentional, besides, you didn't do anything right, right, so ah, don't blame yourself, and my brother's matter, I believe you are unintentional, wait for my brother to be fine, you go and make it clear to him, you tell him that you didn't mean it, my brother won't blame you, don't worry, no matter what, I will accompany you, our little baby will accompany you with me."

"Shinoshi, it's not like that, it's not like that." Leng Mochen locked his eyebrows, reached out and took me into his arms, tightly! seems to want to blend into the blood: "Xiaoxi, you must be strong, even if there is no world, you still have me, I will accompany you, I can work hard, there will be anything." Speaking of the back, his voice was infinitely low and hoarse, as if it was in extreme pain.

"Well, even if there is no world, I still have you, and our baby." I rested my chin on his shoulder and smiled slightly: "What if there is no world, what do I want the world to do, I just want you and the baby, you two are the most important people in my life, and both are indispensable."

"Xiaoxi, I know that you understand it in your heart, and I also know that you are in pain, but you have to be strong, we all have to be strong, and I will let those who hurt us die without a place to be buried."

"Well, I'll be strong." I gently pushed him away and said with a smile: "Let's go home, I hate the smell here, it makes me uncomfortable, and it will also make the baby uncomfortable, Mo Chen, will you take me home?"

"Okay, okay, let's go home, we'll go home now."

I smiled, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, changed my clothes and went home with Leng Mochen.

Although it was noon, the whole villa seemed unusually cold, and the room was quiet, which made people a little scared.

Back upstairs, I sat on the sofa and picked up the book and read it, Leng Mochen sat beside me and accompanied me quietly, not saying anything, but his eyes were a little darker, his expression was a little painful, his eyebrows were a little tighter, and the whole person was not as good as before.

After looking at it for a while, I was a little hungry, so I held his hand and said, "Mo Chen, I'm hungry, can you go cook?" Remember to boil some pigeon soup, I feel a little weak body, I need to make up for it more, and I have to take care of my body to raise the baby in my belly. ”

I looked down at my lower abdomen and couldn't help but caress it.

"Xiaoxi, you are sober, don't you want to be like this, okay? The baby is gone, you don't kid yourself anymore, looking at the way you look, I am more painful. ”

"Mo Chen, what are you talking about, are you tired? If you're tired, I'll cook, and I'll cook for you. ”

I got up to leave, Leng Mochen grabbed me and hugged me tightly from behind: "Xiaoxi, I know your heartache, I am more heartbroken than you, I don't want to lose this child, I have always had a child that belongs to us, but he is gone, we are all strong, in the future, we will have children."

A cool breath came straight to my heart, my whole body stiffened, for a long time, I pulled his hand away, turned around to look at him, and tried to pull out a smile: "Don't talk nonsense, let the baby hear, he will be unhappy, you sit down and rest for a while, I'll cook."

"Shinoshi." Leng Mochen held my shoulders tightly, perhaps with force, which made me feel a little pain: "Xiaoxi, don't be like this, the child is gone, the child is gone, if you are sad, you can cry, you don't want to be like this."

"I'm hungry, Mo Chen, I'm hungry, can you go cook and give me food?" I don't listen! Don't listen! Don't listen!

"Okay, I'll cook, you sit here and rest." Seeing that I couldn't accept it at all, Leng Mochen had no choice but to let go, he helped me sit down, turned around and walked out of the room.

I sat on the sofa in a daze, my mind was blank, and Leng Mochen's words echoed in my ears over and over again, the child is gone! The child is gone!

My hand touched my stomach again, I obviously felt that he still existed, how could it not be, I don't believe it! Unbelief!!

This child, I have been looking forward to it for a long time, I have said that I will protect him with my life, I have said that I want him to come to us safely, so he will be fine! No!!

I got up and picked up the fruit bowl on the bedside table, picked up the knife and sharpened it.

I don't believe that the child is gone, I am so good to him, he will not leave me alone, no! God wouldn't be so ruthless and take my children away again and again.

Last night, there were only me and Leng Mochen in this room, just the two of us, the soup was boiled by him, he wouldn't do anything in the soup, he wouldn't kill his own child, he wouldn't!

Tears fell unconsciously, fell on the back of the hand, and rolled hot!

There was something slimy on my hands, with a slight pain, I had no time to take care of it, how could such a little pain compare to my heart full of holes!

Why? Why the hell??

Giving me hope again and again, and despairing again and again, what did I do wrong? I've done something wrong to punish me like this!

Full of grief and resentment, I sliced the fruit knife the apple, I was useless! How am I so useless!!

The sound of opening the door sounded, Leng Mochen walked in, and an anxious voice also came: "Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi, what are you doing?" Shinohio. ”

He snatched the fruit knife in my hand and put it on the coffee table, holding my hand distressedly: "Why do you want to do this? Why hurt yourself? ”

"Baby, baby, where did the baby go?" I looked up at him and held his hand in a panic: "Mo Chen, I had a dream, I saw two