Chapter 418: Love is Lonely

"Cheng Huan ......" Hearing Cheng Huan say this, Li Huan's heart fell dullly, and he sighed, "It's not good to eat too much cold at night......

"Oh, then I'll eat this." Cheng Huan chose a Japanese fruit and smiled slightly, but the smile was not natural.

Li Wei looked at Cheng Huan with some worry in his eyes.

Cheng Huan was a little uncomfortable stared at, and looked up at Li Huan: "You haven't eaten dinner yet, eat snacks, why are you looking at me?" ”

Li Wei was in the room, setting aside a separate space for a woman named Xu Anqing, cherishing the books and things she gave him. Cheng Huan couldn't help but wonder, would she deliberately treasure the things Qu Yang gave her? Obviously, the answer is no. If there is such a thing, even if it is not specifically picked out and returned, it will be thrown out of sight. It's absolutely impossible to put it within easy reach and look at it every day. It can be seen that that woman is very important in Li Wei's heart, maybe they have separated, but Li Wei has not let go.

Cheng Huan used to hear people say that ruthless men are terrible. But she suddenly found that the man who has a long relationship is even more terrifying. Maybe she's domineering, but she really can't accept that Li Wei is still pretending to be someone else in a corner of her heart. Thinking about a woman in my heart, and accompanying another woman by my side, isn't this a split! Li Wei has committed a taboo, when the judgment continues, but he suffers from the chaos, such an old man with a story, it is better to hide away, so as not to be abused, the liver, the lungs, and the whole body!

Cheng Huan finished eating snacks before remembering his mobile phone. She hurriedly opened her handbag, which was wet and her phone was wet. Cheng Huan pulled a few tissues to wrap the phone, she knew that the mobile phone that had entered the water was easy to burn the motherboard as soon as it was operated, and it was best to cut out the battery directly and dry it naturally, but she didn't have the tools at hand and couldn't open it, so absorb the water first.

"Can't use it?" Li Wei watched Cheng Huan suck water on the phone.

"I guess it's not a big problem, if you can't use it, let my brother buy a new one." Because Cheng Huan accidentally touched the secret of Li Wei's heart, the whole person became quiet.

"I'll buy you ......" Li Huan's eyes tightened, he didn't feel the subtle changes in Cheng Huan, but there were some things he didn't know where to start, because he had expected that it would hurt to say it or not.

"No, my brother has an acquaintance who sells mobile phones, so he can pick the best one for me, and he can also get a discount." Cheng Huan thought that if she hadn't seen 'Love You Qing' just now, Li Wei said that if she wanted to buy her a mobile phone, she would definitely choose the most beautiful and expensive one. But now, she really doesn't want it, and now the two of them feel very tired to stay together.

Li Wei looked at the serious Chenghuan, and also felt very uncomfortable, as if something was missing. He was used to Cheng Huan playing tricks on him, and after her little calculations succeeded, that kind of pleasant laughter could make his whole person relax.

Cheng Huan looked up at the wall clock, it was past ten o'clock: "Do you eat or not?" If you don't eat, send me home! ”

"Stay here today......"

"I was brought out by you personally, if you don't send me back, aren't you afraid that my grandfather will break your dog's leg?" Cheng Huan's tone was a little rushed, let her live in a room where there were traces left by other women, when she was what? As soon as she thought of this, Cheng Huan felt depressed in her heart, and she didn't want to hide the unhappiness in her heart at all.

Li Wei knew that Cheng Huan had already made up her mind, and he didn't want to annoy her at this time. Li Wei took the car keys and took Cheng Huan's hand downstairs. There was still a lively banquet downstairs, and Cheng Huan inexplicably remembered a lyric - carnival, which was the loneliness of a group of people.

Everyone is not as happy as they seem, and it is actually difficult to be happy, and it is even more difficult for two people to be happy together.

The car drove to Chu's house, Cheng Huan quickly unbuckled his seat belt, and said lightly: "Thank you for sending me back, good night." ”

Li Huan's eyes suddenly dimmed, Cheng Huan was more polite and thoughtful than before, but he knew that Cheng Huan was alienating him. Li Wei thought that if she didn't say anything, this girl might leave. Judging by her words and deeds, she seems to have made a decision. Thinking that Cheng Huan might have to leave, Li Huan's heart twitched involuntarily, and he felt pain.

"Cheng Huan, those things should have been cleaned up a long time ago. However, I have been home for a long time, so ......" Li Wei suddenly held Cheng Huan's hand and did not allow her to get out of the car, "She is the person I used to like, we originally planned to get married after graduation, but she is 7 years older than me, and my father does not approve of us being together...... We've been apart for eight years......"

Cheng Huan was very surprised, she originally wanted to get out of the car, so she said to Li Wei - because you are playing with splitting legs, so let's byebye. However, she didn't expect Li Wei to confess so openly and honestly.

Cheng Huan was silent for a while, then nodded, "Oh, I see......"

"Chenghuan, I'm sorry!" Li Huan felt a little overwhelmed, even though he said it, Cheng Huan still looked unmoved.

"Li Wei, if you can't let go, don't let go!" Cheng Huan looked at Li Wei with clear eyes, without a trace of anger, "Since you love, don't give up, no matter who disagrees, as long as it's not because you don't love, don't give up easily, and don't be with others easily." ”

"Chenghuan...... I've put it down,......," Li said seriously.

"Li Wei, you're lying! It's been eight years since you broke up, and you still have things in your bedroom, don't tell me you haven't been home in eight years. Also, her name is 'Xu Anqing', and your assistant's name is 'Anqing', don't tell me it's a coincidence, although my brain is not as fast as yours, but I'm not stupid. Whatever the reason for your breakup, but you haven't let go yet. Holding one in his arms and thinking about the other in his heart, this is splitting legs. As I said, splitting is a matter of principle for me, and there is no chance of repentance. Li Wei, you have stepped on my bottom line. Cheng Huan took a deep breath, "I admit that I like you, even if I do, I won't accommodate you for being so unreasonable to me, let alone accommodating your inability to let go of the past." It took eight years and I couldn't let it go, and I guess I won't be able to let it go in this life. So, hurry up and chase it back. Don't be too sorry for your own heart and my heart for some of the things you don't have. Everyone has only one 'lifetime', don't waste it on people who don't deserve it. After speaking, Chu Chenghuan got out of the car, "Let's do it for ourselves, I wish us both happiness!" ”

Cheng Huan thought that Li Wei would never mention the past, and the most precious things would always be the most difficult to speak, and they were only suitable for cherishing in the bottom of his heart. He is willing to speak out now, perhaps to say that the past is not so sacrosanct to him. Now Li Wei openly and honestly shakes out the things hidden in his heart, even if not all of them, but doesn't it mean that she is also very important in his heart?

Chu Chenghuan, look at what you have become! I actually need to speculate in Li Wei's heart, who is more important, you or his ex-girlfriend! Hehe, love is really hard! It takes so much strength to get closer to a person, to cherish a person, and finally to need so much strength to support oneself, and to muster up the courage to leave him when you are convinced that it is not the only one of that person.

Cheng Huan looked up at the warm small building in front of him, pushed the door and walked in.

"Huan'er, are you back?" Mrs. Chu came out of the kitchen and brought a glass of milk, "Do you want milk?" ”

"I've eaten all night, so bring it to my grandfather." Cheng Huan said with a grin.

"You go to bed early, don't stay ......up late," Mrs. Chu instructed Cheng Huan a few words before returning to the room.

Cheng Huan returned to the room, and the moment he closed the door, his shoulders collapsed. She didn't turn on the light, changed into a nightdress in the dark, and then lay straight on the bed - there are often many unspeakable moments in life, not all right and wrong can be distinguished, not all entanglements can be sorted out, sometimes silence is the best answer and interpretation. However, when one's emotions cannot be expressed in words, and one prefers to silence oneself, this is the beginning of loneliness. Cheng Huan remembered reading in a book that falling in love with someone was happy at first, then painful, and finally lonely......

Li Wei sat in the car, looking up at the building in front of him, there was no new room with lights, so he couldn't tell which room Cheng Huan lived in. The night breeze was like a hand, ruffling his hair. He really underestimated Cheng Huan, Cheng Huan's analysis just now was reasonable, so that he couldn't even say a word to defend himself, and she even hit the nail on the head when she said An Qing.

How important Xu Anqing is to him, so important that he picked out a woman from a pile of resumes, who was neither a graduate of a prestigious school, nor had any special skills, and even had little ability to do things, to be an assistant, just because her name was An Qing. It is important that when inspecting the construction site, when he saw a brick falling, he would not hesitate to push her away, and she was smashed to the point that her shoulder blade was cracked, also because her name was An Qing. It's scary and unreasonable, isn't it?

Li Wei also felt that he was crazy!

Obsessing about someone may be because of deep love, or it may be because of unwillingness. Li Wei can't deny that every time he misses Xu Anqing, there is an element of anger with his father, but he doesn't want to forget it. He didn't want to forget Xu An's bright smile and the happiness she brought him. Li Wei can't tell whether it's because he loves Xu Anqing too much or because he can't get it, so he is too obsessed. However, what Cheng Huan said was right, he just said that he had put it down a long time ago, and he was lying!

But just now, Cheng Huanyun said lightly, let him do it himself. Seeing Cheng Huan turn around cleanly, he didn't wave his sleeves, let alone take away a cloud. 's father asked him to break up with Xu Anqing, and Xu Anqing also walked neatly...... Those past events, at this moment, are as ethereal as a passing cloud in his heart. Li Wei found that everything was meaningless, what was the concern and unwillingness for Xu Anqing?

He couldn't remember Xu Anqing's appearance clearly, at this moment, all that appeared in his heart was Cheng Huan's strong and calm face, as well as the barren and desolate smile on her lips, he actually let a lively and agile girl have emotions that should not belong to her age, and an unforgettable pain gradually rose in Li Huan's heart.