"Ouch, the eldest sister is jealous. Tsk, this puffing up look is kind of cute. He reached over and pinched my face cheaply, "I'm so smart after giving birth to a child." ”

I didn't know how he could suddenly be so frivolous to me, seeing the playful expression on his face made me feel an indescribable sourness in my heart, I didn't pay any attention to him, took out the boiled bacon and cut it into slices and put it on the plate, and carved a small flower from the freshly picked cucumber and placed it on the side of the bacon plate as an ornament.

He was stunned, and he praised: "The hands are so skillful, they really deserve to be a little young woman." ”

I glared at him, and then I diced the defrosted game, cut it into cubes, and then prepared the ginger and garlic and other ingredients one by one, and then prepared it for stir-frying.

I don't know why he complimented me, but in short, he kept being courteous to me during the cooking process, and secretly ate my cut bacon, and couldn't wait to taste every new dish I made.

Even before, we hadn't been together like this when we were together. Probably because of the relationship between pampering and treating him well since he was a child, Jin Yan rarely went into the kitchen, and often I closed the door and cooked the dishes and brought them out, and he ate them as a matter of course, and while eating, he wanted to dislike the dishes I made were not flavorful enough, and then swept away all the dishes very face-savingly.

But today, as if he had changed as a different person, he watched my whole cooking process, gave a very high evaluation of each dish, helped me a little favor, and deliberately teased me...... All these small gestures made me feel that he didn't seem to forget me, he also wanted to be with me, and he also cherished this opportunity to spend time with me.

However, when I prepared all the dishes and served them on the table, and called the three of us to prepare for dinner, what Jin Yan did made my heart fall into a deep valley, and I will never recover.

Tao Mengran called, and I saw that his name was "Baby" displayed on his phone screen.

"What?" He picked up the phone, his tone was cold.

"Where are you? Why haven't you come back yet? I vaguely heard Tao Mengran say over there.

"You take care of it, go to your class well, you don't have to worry about my affairs." After Jin Yan finished speaking, he hung up the phone neatly.

Seeing that Xing Feng and I looked at each other, he smiled awkwardly: "Hey, I quarreled with her, it's boring, don't mention it." Hey, big sister, you cooked such a good dish, how can you do it without wine? Do you have any wine here? ”

"The wine you brew hasn't reached the time to be unsealed yet, only the ordinary old village chief and draft beer, which one do you want?" I asked in an indifferent tone, and my heart suddenly became a little colder for some reason.

"The old village chief? Liquor? How about three bottles, one bottle per person? Jin Yan said.

"Good! Drink it! "I was so angry that I really brought three bottles of wine, one for each person, and put them on the table.

"Xiaoshu, don't make trouble, you have to drive back." Xingfeng saw that I was really moving, so he gave me a look.

I turned a deaf ear, and at that moment, I really wanted to get drunk, so I took the lead in opening the wine glass, poured myself a glass, and said to them: "Today, as the host, I will do it first as a respect." It's your business whether you drink it or not, and I'll drink it first anyway. ”

A glass of two taels of liquor, I drank it all into my stomach in one go. My stomach was burning hot, but my heart hurt even more.

"Tsk! Sure enough, it's a heroine among women! Admire, admire! Xingfeng, it's your business whether you drink it or not, but I definitely want to drink this glass of wine! Jin Yan also picked up the wine glass and drank the liquor in the cup in two sips.

"I see that you are both crazy, so I won't go crazy with you." Xing Feng hurriedly said.

"No, you have to drink. You don't have to go back today, my sister will bring the child over tomorrow, and what can you do when you go back tomorrow weekend. I shouted to Xingfeng, a glass of strong wine, I was already visibly drunk.

"That's right! Gotta drink! If you don't drink, you don't want to get out of this door! Jin Yan followed me and said.

This situation reminds me of the picture of the three of us drinking together in the past, but we used to be one, but now we are "a woman and a husband". The world is really sad.

Xing Feng was also a lover of personality, and when he saw the two of us now, the feelings in his heart were also hooked. So, the three of us drank the plates of peasant dishes I made, and turned the world upside down.

The wine entered the bowels and turned into lovesick tears. The more I drank this, the more sad I felt in my heart. The more I drank, the more aggrieved I felt. People are especially prone to getting drunk when they are sad and frustrated, and after I drank two full glasses of liquor, I couldn't tell the difference between east and west.

Seeing that the person standing in front of me was Jin Yan, I once again desperately threw myself into his arms, hugged him deadly, tears on his white T-shirt, and I said sadly, "Jin Yan, do you know how much I miss you?" Do you know how much I love you? Do you know how much my heart hurts? Why are you with other women? Why did you forget me? Why haven't you forgotten me? Why is this happening......"

My head spun around, and later, I didn't know what I said at all, I only remembered that I was reluctant to let go of Jin Yan when I hugged Jin Yan, I only remember that we seemed to stumble on the ground and roll all over the ground, I forgot what he said, and I forgot what I did, and all my long-suppressed emotions were released at this banquet......

By the time I woke up, I was already lying in my uncle's house, my eldest sister was next to me, and the two children didn't know who had taken them.

My head hurts, and when I touch it, my forehead is swollen, and my arms and legs have bruises of varying degrees.

"Are you awake?" When the eldest sister saw me wake up, she hurriedly asked with concern.

"What about Jin Yan? What about Jin Yanren? I came to my senses and asked quickly.

"He's gone, and Xingfeng has sent him back to H City. Little book, you must not see him in the future. The eldest sister said.

I smiled sadly: "What's the difference between seeing and not seeing, he doesn't remember me anymore, his heart is full of others." ”

"Anyway, you're a wife now, whether he remembers you or not, it's not a good thing that you've been obsessed like this. Not for anything else, just for the sake of Qiuqiu, you can't do this, you can't let others misunderstand you. The eldest sister said.

As soon as I heard this, my originally slightly calm heart became anxious: "But sister, do you want me to live with Zhao Qinhan silently and forbearably for the rest of my life?" Could it be that Qiuqiu has recognized the thief as his father all his life? Is it possible for me and Jin Yan to be together in this life? Could it be that I just watched that woman take Jin Yan for herself, and I couldn't do anything about it? No, sister, I can't accept such a day, what measures must I take! ”

"I know how you feel, little book, but for now, you have to recognize reality. I asked Zhao Qinhan what he meant, and Zhao Qinhan has a plan to be with you for the rest of his life. Jin Yan is in this situation again, and the possibility of you being together next is really small from a theoretical point of view. The eldest sister said sensibly.

"No, there will be a way, there will be." I knew it, but I just didn't want to compromise.

"Instead of struggling, let go. In this life, there are too many people who love each other but can't be together. Xiaoshu, you have been stubborn for him for ten years, maybe God is taking this opportunity to completely cut off your thoughts and remind you to cherish the person in front of you. The eldest sister said.

"Cherish the people in front of you? Are you referring to Zhao Qinhan? Sister, could it be that even you were moved by Zhao Qinhan? Do you think he really loves me? "I looked at my eldest sister in disbelief.

"That's not what I mean, I don't judge anyone lightly, and I don't want to judge anything as right or wrong. As an older sister, the only thing I hope is for you to be happy. I only know that before Jin Yan appeared, you ran your own business in a down-to-earth manner, and it was great to bring the ball very well. But as soon as he appears, you look at you now, you look at what you have become. The eldest sister said as she gently wiped the wound for me with a cotton swab dipped in the potion.

"Did Jin Yan say anything when he left?" I couldn't help but ask.

"I didn't say anything, I just listened to Xingfeng say that when you cried a lot, he also shed tears. He said he really didn't remember you, but he would go back and think about it, and asked me to advise you not to be too upset. After the eldest sister finished speaking, she said with some tears and laughter, "He may think of you as a woman who has been unrequited for many years." ”

"Sister, I don't know why, I always feel that he still remembers me." I was stunned for a moment, then said.

"If he remembered you, how could he let you be pushed away and leave you alone on the ground? Little book, don't have meaningless fantasies. I understand what Jin Yan treated you in the past, and I also see how he treats you now. If he remembers, he won't be willing to do this to you, let alone leave you to go back to H City with Xingfeng, he can't even do it with the knife on his neck. After the eldest sister finished speaking, she recalled the past, "In the past, the way he looked at you, that kind of focus and pampering, even I sometimes envied it." The two of you, the bad thing is that you love each other too much. ”

"When did it start, loving someone too much turned out to be a mistake, hehe." I said with a wry smile.

"I love each other so much that God is jealous, so that you are separated again and again. This time, God is probably crazy with jealousy, so that you have no possibility of being together at all. Little book, do you believe in fate? The eldest sister suddenly asked me very seriously.

"Before, I was very faithful. At that time, it was because of knowing Jin Yan that I came to me, I knew Xingfeng, and I got to you later. All the good things in my life started with him. I can't help but think of all kinds of beauty in the past, the more I think about it, the more sad my heart is, but in addition to the sadness, I suddenly have countless courage in my heart, I looked at the eldest sister, and said with great certainty, "Sister, but now, I don't believe in fate, even if fate deliberately arranges for us to fly apart, I will not compromise." It's not my personality to let go like this! ”

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