Ups and downs, all kinds of flavors run through our whole life. Joys and sorrows are difficult for us to control. However, some of these complicated feelings are brought to us by others, while others are self-inflicted.

Everyone has the right to love and be loved, and there is no reason for this, and there is no right or wrong. So Lin Shuquan doesn't blame that man, he can't say it in his heart now, even if he clearly saw that Gu Xiaoman didn't accept that man's marriage proposal.

Holding the mobile phone tightly in his hand, Lin Shuquan opened Gu Xiaoman's phone number, but he didn't dial. He could imagine Gu Xiaoman's mood at this time, so it was better not to disturb her.

"What are you doing?" Lin Shuquan dialed Zhou's phone, and he always had to find someone to talk to.

"Eat!"

"I want to see you!"

"Now?" Zhou was a little surprised.

"Now." Lin Shuquan said affirmatively.

Zhou has a two-hour break at noon, and usually he will go back to the office to sleep for a while after lunch, to ensure that he will not be sleepy when he works in the afternoon. But in the past two days, his right to rest at noon has been taken away.

Lin Shuquan definitely didn't expect that Zhou Shu would be with Liu Xinyan. He was curious, but didn't bother to ask. Originally, he had something to say to Zhou, but in front of Liu Xinyan, he couldn't say it. He even blamed Liu Xinyan a little, if she hadn't told him Gu Xiaoman's whereabouts, he wouldn't have seen that scene, and he might still be waiting at the door of their house. But if you don't see it, can it be equated with not happening?

He knew in his heart that no one was wrong, including himself. He is now competing with himself, and he has more inferiority complex. He loves Gu Xiaoman, but he has always felt that he is not worthy of others, and those who are qualified to be with Gu Xiaoman must be as good as Gu Xiaoman's ex-boyfriend.

The wine was bitter, just like his mood. Therefore, when many people are in a bad mood, they like to use alcohol to kill their sorrows, which is not a kind of escape?

Zhou Shu didn't know what to say, he hadn't encountered this situation, and he couldn't understand Lin Shuquan's mood at this time. Liu Xinyan's face was ugly.

"Are you going to kill yourself?" Liu Xinyan broke out, she hated Lin Shuquan's current appearance.

Lin Shuquan's hand on the wine glass he had just raised froze, of course he didn't want to kill himself, but he really didn't know what to do, so he could only be silent.

"Isn't there a bastard like Xiaoman who proposed?" Liu Xinyan was very excited, "Xiaoman didn't agree, what's the matter!" Hasn't anyone clicked on it yet? ”

"I don't mind her past." Lin Shuquan's voice was very sad, and he was even a little choked.

"Then why are you torturing yourself, do you know how much of a wretch you look like now?" Liu Xinyan was so angry that her body trembled a little.

"I don't know what I'm supposed to do."

"Do you really love her?" Liu Xinyan asked.

"Of course, but..."

"Then it's nothing." Liu Xinyan stood up and pointed at Lin Shuquan's nose, "Xiaoman must be very sad now, if you really love her, you should go to her now and accompany him." She needs company now. ”

Liu Xinyan took out the key from her bag, still on the table: "You choose." ”

Looking at the key on the table, Lin Shuquan was struggling in his heart, go? Or not going? How to choose for yourself. Liu Xinyan ignored him anymore, and nodded at him. Lin Shuquan stood up suddenly, drank all the wine in the cup, picked up the key and ran out.

Gu Xiaoman ran all the way back to the house, climbed onto the bed and began to cry, tears had soaked the pillow until his voice had begun to be hoarse. She tried to calm herself down, forget what had just happened, and let the man go to hell with his diamond ring.

When Gu Xiaoman really quieted down, she was surrounded by a sense of loneliness, she curled up at the head of the bed, holding herself in her hands, stunned. A figure gradually appeared in his heart. Where is he and what is he doing at this moment?

Lin Shuquan was already running wild on the road, and alcohol was like a stimulant that made him tireless. He couldn't get a taxi all the way, so he just kept running, even if he used all his strength, he had to run down, no matter what kind of bull ghosts and snakes and gods he met like his ex-boyfriend again, he just wanted to see her right now, not a minute without delay, and then declare his sovereignty to them, she was his. No one wants to take her away.

Liu Xinyan's anger finally disappeared a little, and she asked Zhou: "Are all you men so virtuous?" ”

"I'm different." His eyes kept rolling.

"What's the difference?" Liu Xinyan didn't mean to let him go at all.

"If I encounter this situation, I will also kneel down and ask together, why don't I propose marriage! Who wouldn't! Zhou said excitedly.

"You're a chicken thief!"

"What if it were you?" Zhou Zhi simply asked Liu Xinyan.

"Me?" Liu Xinyan suddenly laughed, her eyes narrowed into a slit, "I will help them choose a feng shui treasure land." ”

Zhou swallowed his saliva, are women so terrible?

When Lin Shuquan came to Gu Xiaoman's house, Gu Xiaoman was already asleep, she was very tired, both mentally and physically, she was too tired. Lin Shuquan looked at Gu Xiaoman's red and swollen eyes, his heart was sour, he could imagine how sad Gu Xiaoman was just now. He didn't wake her up, he sat quietly on the edge of the bed, looking at her quietly.

Gu Xiaoman woke up heavily, smiled sweetly when he saw the face that came into his eyes, and then took Lin Shuquan's hand, put it next to his pillow, and continued to sleep. Lin Shuquan smiled, did not move, did not speak, he felt a warm liquid, cutting through his fingertips. Is it her tears? It's okay, it's not cold.

At this moment, what kind of mood they are in, only they know, in short, everything is in plain sight.

Same night, same people, but different moods. Gu Xiaoman took Lin Shuquan's arm and walked on the street, they didn't eat much all day, no matter what, they had to eat first before they were full.

The red light came on, and the two stopped.

"That man, he..." Gu Xiaoman wanted to speak and stopped.

"It doesn't matter." Lin Shuquan said, "No matter who he is, no matter what he has done, it doesn't matter. ”

Gu Xiaoman smiled, a relieved smile, a sweet smile.

"I'm going to hear you say it again."

"What?" Lin Shuquan laughed.

"You know." Gu Xiaoman looked at him.

"I love you."

"Me too."

A gust of wind blew, the men and women at the crossroads embraced each other affectionately, everything that happened during the day had been dispersed with the wind, and the fog had all dissipated. Now all they have left in their hearts is each other. Receiving the blessings of passers-by.

Today's night is a sweet night.