"Why didn't she tell me about it? Purple Pavilion"

I complained a little in my heart, Zhang Qianqian is a kind girl, if she thinks that Fan and I are suitable for whispering, if I let go, then I will fall short.

"She doesn't want you to know, so you don't let Whisper know about it. Otherwise, she will blame me, you don't know her, in fact, the reason why she doesn't want you to know is because she is afraid that you will be angry. Because I care, I think more. ”

Zhang Qianqian told me the answer, but this is not the answer I wanted, and now I hope that Fan Qingyu has no feelings for me. Or even just taking advantage of me. Then I have an excuse to part with her, and I have the courage to part with her.

Now she's so nice to me, and we're still in bed for crazy nights. All these are indelible memories, even if they break up, it is impossible to forget.

I began to struggle again, as if I had pressed a big stone in my heart, and I couldn't breathe, I didn't know what to say, so I could only remain silent.

Zhang Qianqian got up from me, she grabbed my hand, pulled me up, walked behind me and patted me on the snow behind me, unzipped me and took off my coat.

"Don't think about it so much, I'm also very confused now, I don't know if it's right to be like you. You know that I hate intervening in other people's feelings the most, and that kind of thing can't be done for me, but now I'm making out with a man who has a girlfriend, and I feel quite shameless, but I still don't regret it, because I only have you in my heart. ”

Zhang Qianqian shook her head with a wry smile after speaking, I could see that she was more entangled than me, I had already labeled myself as a bad person, so moral bondage didn't mean much to me, I was already a bastard, and it was not normal to do what a bastard should do.

But Qianqian is different, it is difficult for her to change her mind, traditional things are not so easy to break free, social morality is like a shackle tied to the body, binding people's souls and depriving some freedom.

"Qianqian, you're right, it's me who is wrong, so don't think nonsense, there is no relationship between Fan Qingyu and me, she helped me just for profit."

"No, there are some things that I can still distinguish clearly, to be honest, if it weren't for the words that Whisper said, maybe I would have left, she said that even if you lie on her, it's me who thinks about it, when I heard her words, my heart tingled, if we could have been together earlier, maybe there wouldn't have been such a thing, you are not a beast, I am sorry for you, I shouldn't have left you when you need me the most, but you shouldn't have replaced Whisper in the first place, it's unfair to her, it's very unfair."

Zhang Qianqian's words are very contradictory, but I understand what she means because I leave home.

"There is no such thing as fairness in this world at all, there is only a trade-off, no matter how good Fan Qingyu is, I will only choose to marry you as my wife in the end, she is just a pitiful substitute, a substitute is a substitute, I speak a little heartlessly, but I tell the truth, I don't want to lie in front of you, because I love you."

I don't think it's a sensual thing, it's true, it's something I've always wanted to say.

"I hate you, I hate you for being ruthless and unrighteous to Fan Qingyu, but you ......"

Zhang Qianqian can't say anything, I know what she wants to say, people are selfish, no one is an exception, the so-called heroes save beauty, most of them are greedy for the beauty of beauties, a lot of righteousness and courage, but also out of overflowing sympathy and vanity, these things are generally self-satisfying, so it is not wrong to collectively call them selfish.

"It's getting late, I'm going back."

"I'll send you back."

I grabbed Zhang Qianqian's hand, she nodded, and the two of us left the school together, she didn't speak along the way, and I didn't speak, just walking together, I didn't feel bored, but I felt good.

Words don't matter to us anymore, as long as we hold each other's hands, even if there is no direction, there is a direction.

"Looks like we're on the wrong track."

Zhang Qianqian said with a red smile, I smiled and said, "Where are you going?" ”

Zhang Qianqian pointed in the opposite direction, I turned my head and walked back with her, this time she was responsible for leading the way, and walked for more than an hour to the place where Zhang Qianqian lived, I felt that time passed quickly, and we were destined to be separated when we came here.

"I'm going up, this dress?"

Zhang Qianqian glanced at the coat she was holding in her arms, and I cheekily said, "You can wash it for me." ”

"Well, but what are you going to wear to go back?"

After Zhang Qianqian finished speaking, she put the clothes in my hand, took off her coat and draped it on me, she smiled and took away the clothes in my arms: "I'm leaving, you go back and sleep." "Pool him every ba.

"Hmm"

I crossed my chest with my double lines, like a fool watching Zhang Qianqian go upstairs, and after she walked away, I bought small broken steps and began to walk back, although I met a lot of taxis, but I didn't take a taxi.

If there are people around, I will show off like others, I have a coat to protect me from the cold, maybe others will think of me as a fool, but the world of fools also has the joy of fools.

I'm just a fool now, I'm so happy now, I can't close my mouth with my smile, and my mouth is going to laugh crookedly.

Along the way, when I thought of the kiss I had with Qianqian in the classroom and outside the classroom just now, my mouth was sweet, as well as the smell and taste of Qianqian.

When I came downstairs to the community, it was already more than three o'clock, and I didn't know if Fan Qingyu was back, I opened my phone and took a look, there were a few text messages and a few missed calls on it, all of which were made by Fan Qingyu.

I walked upstairs quickly, opened the door and took off my coat directly, I was still a little afraid of being seen by Fan Qingyu, and even put my clothes on the sofa and mixed them with Qin Xiaoyou's coat.

I ran to the bathroom and took a simple hot shower, then opened the door and sat on the bed, Fan Qingyu was lying on the bed in her pajamas, her little face was a little red, obviously she had drunk a lot.

"You're back."

Suddenly Fan opened his eyes softly, startling me, I am also a thief now, I sighed, lay on the bed, and covered myself with a new quilt.

I don't know why today, I don't want to have contact with Fan Qingyu, and I don't even want to sleep in a quilt.

Fan Qingyu seemed to notice it, she smiled bitterly and said: "It's always the newcomer who laughs, who hears the old person crying, is it a happy date?" ”

I didn't say anything, but Fan Qingyu was so smart, she actually knew, I thought about it for a while, and I understood it instantly, because I was happy when I left, I didn't turn off the computer.

She will definitely notice it when she comes in, so it's normal to know that I'm dating Zhang Qianqian, and since she knows it, I'm ready to face her.

"Before you...... Didn't I say it before, let's directly still have a relationship of interest, just use each other, why be so serious, I'm going to find Qianqian, you know, the person I like is her. ”

I originally wanted to talk about her finding Qianqian, but I promised Qianqian not to say it, so I couldn't say it.

"Well, I'll just ask, you don't have to be nervous, I don't mean to blame you, and I don't have that qualification, I arrived home at half past eleven, and I drank a lot of wine with Sophie Fei and others, and some people wanted to take advantage of me, but I was stopped by Sophie Fei, in fact, I am very beautiful, and there are many people who have thoughts about me, so you don't have to worry about me No one wants me, even if I am a second-hand goods, someone will want it."

Fan whispered and grabbed my hand and coughed, she seemed to be suffering from the wind cold, and seemed to want to catch a cold, I shook off her hand and said, "I'm sleepy and want to sleep, you should go to bed early." ”

"Your parents know our relationship, what are you afraid of, we all slept in the same room, do you still simply think that if you don't touch me this time, our relationship will be pure?"

Fan's rhetorical question was very interesting, I shook my head and said, "I didn't think so, it's just that I'm tired today, and you don't have to check my combat strength, I didn't do anything with Qianqian." ”

"The ghost believes that if you and Zhang Qianqian didn't do anything, how could you come back so late, how could you smile so brightly, if she didn't forgive you, you would definitely be angry, maybe you would treat me as her, press under me and toss hard, I am Zhang Qianqian's substitute, I always knew that you saw me like this, replace her as your woman, when you think of her, you will come to me, do you know, I have been your woman more than 20 times, you have not looked at me a few times, I feel very aggrieved and aggrieved. ”

Fan whispered and pinched my arm hard, I closed my eyes and said, "Originally, we were just interested, why bother talking about those things, it's enough for you to be happy and I'm happy, don't you be satisfied every time?" ”

"That's just physically, I want more, I'm a woman, I'll be empty in my heart, when you're no longer there, I chatted with the spare tire, and the spare tire saw that I was drunk and said that he loved me many times, you see this is our chat log."

Fan Qingyu took out her mobile phone, she asked me to look at the information inside, I saw Fan Qingyu sent a lot of sultry photos over, and the person opposite was like an imbecile, either kneeling or worshipping, calling her a queen and calling her a goddess.

I have never said these words to Fan Qingyu, and I don't think she is my queen or goddess, just a substitute, and now that Qianqian has reconciled with me, this is even more certain that she is a substitute, and this position cannot be changed.

Because once it changes, my relationship with Qianqian will break down, and I am no longer indecisive on the issue of trade-offs, she is destined to be a tragedy, and I can only cry and kill the horse.

"Keep talking, I see you're having a good time."

"He opened a room in the hotel and let me pass, do you think I should go over, do you see he sent a message again?"

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