210. I am willing to spend the rest of my life atoning for my sins

Later, I learned that he had re-investigated the matter back then, and he even told me that Lin Shanshan was not actually dead.

At that moment, I immediately remembered the woman I met in the elevator of the hospital that always gave me a kind of meeting there.

The moment I thought of her, the three words that popped up in my mind were not someone else's name, it was Lin Shanshan.

In connection with the events of that year, I remembered that my residence was turned over before, and I thought it must be related to the things that Ada gave me, and Ye Feiqing had already found out what happened to me, so he also felt that those people would not stop if they didn't find things from my hands.

I thought about it and decided to start with Lin Shanshan and Ye Shaohong, didn't Ye Shaohong say that he wanted to marry me?

Then I'll have a falling out with Ye Feiqing, and they also want me to have a falling out with Ye Feiqing, right?

Only in this way can I get close to him and find a breakthrough from him, so with me, Ye Feiqing really broke up with me.

In fact, I wanted to borrow Muyang and Jiapei's mother and son to make a big fuss, but I didn't think that Lin Anxin would design Fu Xue at this time, which was something I couldn't have imagined, and it also caught me off guard.

When Fu Xue had an accident, it was true that I was in pain and sadness, but the contradiction between me and Ye Feiqing was fake.

Back then, Lin Shanshan fell into the sea and broke her leg, if it wasn't for her to follow us, if she hadn't brought someone to arrest us, Ada and I wouldn't have pushed her down the mountain by mistake.

Presumably I was already a heinous person in Ye Feiqing's heart at that time, so he would believe Lin Shanshan's words and believe in my 'viciousness', so he pushed the gentle Lin Shanshan into the sea by any means.

And that fire, I didn't want to push Lin Shanshan.

At that time, Ada had been cornered, and finally jumped from the stairs, Ada died, and those people started to force me to hand over my things before they got them.

Those people tied me up that day, but what surprised me was that Lin Shanshan would be with those people, I didn't think that she was already doing things for them, so I just felt surprised.

I lit the fire, and ADA's death made me desperate and scared, plus Ye Feiqing's heartache gave me, I thought that if I couldn't live, I would all die.

The house is burning, who cares about me?

We were on the second floor and walked through a small balcony to the stairs.

I had just escaped from the room, but I was stopped by Lin Shanshan, who did not allow me to escape and tried to push me into the fire.

The two-story bungalow was made of wood, so the fire burned quickly.

Seeing that the fire was about to burn out of the house and burn on the balcony, I was in a hurry, but she still pulled me and didn't let me go, and she had to kill me.

Lin Shanshan is bigger than me, in fact, her strength is also greater than mine, but she was lame at that time, so it will be a little laborious, I broke her hand, trying to break free of her, when pushing her away, because of her inconvenient legs, the whole person fell into the fire behind her.

The fire alarmed the police station, and it happened that the camera was placed right next door to the road, and what was captured in the camera made me laugh.

My body blocked Lin Shanshan, so I didn't get to be filmed trying to pull me into the fire, I just saw that I was moving, and finally pushed a person into the fire, and then the house collapsed and I fell down from the upper floor.

Because of this video, I was misunderstood by Ye Feiqing again, and between that incident, I had already received the video sent to me by Lin Shanshan of her relationship with Ye Feiqing, so in the face of Ye Feiqing's questioning, I didn't have a good face, he said I was vicious and ruthless, I said he was dirty, and he was disgusting.

Because of the burns, we stayed in the hospital, and later met Lin Shanshan in the hospital and I beat her up.

I overturned her wheelchair and made her fall to the ground in embarrassment, moaning in pain.

How can I be at peace? With so many things piled up in my chest, coupled with Ye Feiqing's misunderstanding, my whole person is like a beast that has gone crazy.

In the end, I was dragged away by Ye Feiqing, I fell to the ground hard, the burns on my arm were burning and painful, and Lin Shanshan was disfigured, not to mention, her already crippled leg was even more disabled, and it was said that she would have to be amputated, no matter how you look at her, she will be a hundred times more pitiful than me.

Looking at Ye Feiqing's back holding Lin Shanshan and leaving, I felt a heart-rending pain, and I asked him: "Ye Feiqing!" If you had to choose between me and her, who would you choose? ”

I was really mad to lose my mind and ask such a sentence in that situation, I was really aggrieved and sad, he used to spoil me so much, he loved me so much, but now, he is so cruel and cruel to me.

He didn't answer me, but he didn't look back.

Lin Shanshan's matter, because I was photographed pushing her into the fire, so I was suspected of murder, and while I was still recuperating from my injuries, I was already under the surveillance of the police, and I couldn't go anywhere, and the road ahead was even more bleak.

Later, Shen Chengchi appeared, and he took me away, and I followed him back to China.

The day after I went back, I made a decision, I wanted to forget those things, and then Shen Chengchi took me to meet someone, and that person was Tang Yu, who used hypnosis to make me sleep those painful memories in the depths of my memory.

Since I want to forget, then even forget about painting together, because I once painted too much Ye Feiqing, so I don't want to paint anymore, I said to Tang Yu, let him leave me an obsession, thinking of ada, I let Tang Yu leave me with professional enthusiasm is a reporter,

In order to make up for the vacancy between me and Ye Feiqing in those years, I asked Tang Yu to give me some fake memories, those memories remained in the depths of my mind like a dream, not real at all, I obviously studied journalists, but I didn't learn anything, which made me think that I must have played soy sauce during that time.

Since then, I have forgotten to draw, I like to be a journalist, and I have forgotten all the things related to Ye Feiqing.

So my memory is not confused, I remember a lot of things, but I forgot the things related to Ye Feiqing, so when Ye Feiqing appeared in front of me in a hateful way, I felt that his hatred was inexplicable.

Thinking of these things, my heart is not painless, nor is it not sad, but the past has passed, and there is no going back, it is not easy for me and Ye Fei, I am willing to forget the past and start over with him, so I am willing to give him a chance and give myself a chance.

Therefore, I gave him a chance to explain, and in the face of his misunderstanding of me in the past, he didn't say anything, but said: "A-Yao, I am willing to use the rest of my life to atone for my sins, are you willing to give me this opportunity?"

I didn't give him an answer right away, I calmed down and thought about it for a long time before I gave him a word, okay.

At this point, I'm glad I made such a decision, and I'm glad that I still chose to believe him.

No matter how it used to be, since I love him, I intend to forget those unhappy pasts.

And we now have children again, because of my experience, I don't want my child to have no parents, I want to give him a complete home, and I think Ye Feiqing will also be a good father.

The car drove for a long time, and finally arrived at the destination, which is located in a remote mountainous area in the south, where the traffic is a little inconvenient, but it is better than the beautiful scenery, the mountains and rivers are beautiful, and even the sky above the head is as blue as glass, that kind of blue, is the beauty and transparency that cannot be seen in the big city.

When I lowered the window, the wind blowing in outside was fresh and cool in November, and I couldn't help but shiver, but I was in a good mood.

Wangcai couldn't help but look up and look out, shouting and shouting, and his jubilant appearance was also in a good mood.

I smiled and touched its head, "Ngawang, is it beautiful here?" ”

"Wang!"

"Do you like it here?"

"Wang!"

Lawyer Wang, who was driving, glanced at Wangcai: "It should be good, just like it can really understand."

The car stopped in front of a house on the mountain, and Mr. Wang got out of the car and opened the door for me.

He said: "The second young man here has been bought, and a nanny has been arranged, so the lady can live with peace of mind."

After I got out of the car, he closed the door and went to the trunk to take his luggage out.

"These are some clothes that Er Shao prepared for his wife."

When I left, I only brought money and prosperity, and I didn't care about any luggage, at this time, I saw the big bag in Lawyer Wang's hand, my heart warmed, and I had to sigh Ye Feiqing's carefulness.

With the luggage, Lawyer Wang knocked on the door of the courtyard, and soon someone came to open the door for us.