1067 My mother's meaning
Duan Qinghu said that she heard about me marrying Su Ruoshui from Song Jiayin, and my heart sank suddenly, knowing that Su Guangsha must have told her about it, and I was a little at a loss.
In fact, I really didn't mean it when I promised, I just wanted Su Ruoshui to have a strong desire to survive, but I didn't expect Su Guangxia to be serious, and he also told Song Jiayin about it, I know that he is preparing to separate me and Song Jiayin, so that we can't be together.
I couldn't help but be a little annoyed and a little speechless, I didn't expect Su Guangsha, who has always been above board and disdainful of being cautious, to be so unsophisticated once he started to use his crooked brain.
Although I was angry, I didn't resent Su Guangsha, because I knew that he did all this for Su Ruoshui, and in his eyes, I owe his sister, and it is normal for him to ask me to compensate his sister. Think about it from another perspective, if someone hurts Xiaowei like this, I think I will discount that person's leg and let him marry Xiaowei.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Duan Qinghu's good-looking brows frowned slightly, and asked, "Why don't you speak?" ”
I looked at her and saw that there was a thin anger in her eyes, and I couldn't help asking, "Can you tell me that you came to me to ask the teacher about your sin?" ”
Duan Qinghu raised his eyebrows slightly and asked, "Otherwise?" ”
I sighed, lit a cigarette, took a puff, and then said unhurriedly, "Can I interpret your behavior as if you were fighting for good news?" ”
Duan Qinghu's cold face revealed a little displeasure, and she asked, "Otherwise, what do you think?" ”
I looked at her, and at this time her eyes were full of seriousness, and I felt sour in my heart, and said with a wry smile: "Jiayin is really good, right?" ”
Duan Qinghu, who didn't know why I suddenly changed the topic, nodded at this time and looked at me strangely.
I took another puff of cigarette and said, "If she is not good enough, with your character, how can you accept her and treat her as a good friend, and hope that we can be together?" So, such a good Song Jiayin, how can I be willing to let go? ”
"And what's going on now?" Duan Qinghu asked unhappily, she obviously didn't believe my words.
I said bluntly: "Sister Shui's situation was critical at that time, and only by saying this could she have a strong desire to survive**, so I drove the ducks to the shelves, and followed Brother Su's words, so ...... I don't really want to marry Sister Shui, it's all just a stopgap measure, I hope you can believe me. ”
After a pause, I asked worriedly, "Is Jiayin angry with me and refuses to come to see me?" ”
After I finished speaking, I raised my eyes to look at Duan Qinghu, I thought that after listening to my explanation, her face would look better, I never thought that she still had a black face, and her face looked even more ugly than before, I wondered if I married Su Ruoshui, she was not happy, if she didn't marry Su Ruoshui, she was not happy, what did she want?
Duan Qinghu said lightly: "You still have feelings for Su Ruoshui, don't you?" ”
I choked up at this sentence and didn't know what to say. Admit? Admit that I'm a scumbag, don't admit it? Don't admit that I'm also a scumbag.
I stood there awkwardly looking at her, she smiled coldly and said, "I didn't expect that Miss Su was so good and would make you miss it so much." ”
I wonder what I can't forget, not only her, but also you.
It's just that how can I say such a thing.
Duan Qinghu looked at me deeply and asked, "Don't you have anything to say?" ”
I looked at her and said with a wry smile, "What do you want to hear from me?" Yes, I'm a rotten person, when I was young and ignorant, because I longed for warmth, half-heartedly, and I also admit that I'm not a thing, and after deciding to be with Jiayin, I still miss you, but I know what responsibility is, I love you, but I never thought I would betray Jiayin again because of this. Do you have to cut off my feelings for you completely? But tell me, how can I not have feelings for you? ”
I know it's a beast to say this, but I really worked hard, but Duan Qinghu and Su Ruoshui did so many things that moved me, how could I break my relationship cleanly? I don't blame them, it's just that I can't do it.
Duan Qinghu lowered his eyes, smiled lightly, and said, "Oh? Is it the fault of the two of us? ”
I shook my head and said that I didn't mean that, although I knew that I couldn't give them a home, but in my heart, they were family, people I had to wait for for a lifetime, and I also believed that Song Jiayin knew my thoughts and supported me.
Duan Qinghu frowned slightly, and finally didn't say anything, turned around to leave, and I hurriedly asked, "Where is Jiayin?" Is she angry? ”
Duan Qinghu shook his head and said, "No, it's just that I'm more worried about her, so I went to wait for her outside that person's house, and I heard Su Guangsha chatting with her." Chen Ming, do you know how Jiayin answered Su Guangsha? ”
My heart tightened and I asked, "How did she answer?" ”
At this moment, I am really weak-hearted, because I know that Song Jiayin is a person who can't tolerate sand in her eyes, even if she can tolerate Duan Qinghu and Su Ruoshui in my heart, she can't tolerate me to say this feeling.
Anyway, this is also self-deception, but this is the biggest concession she has made for me.
Now, Su Guangsha proudly said that I still love his sister, she has always been arrogant, at that time, it must have been like someone poured cold water on her dignity, she must have been extremely embarrassed.
Duan Qinghu looked at me coldly and said, "Actually, I don't have the power to care who you choose, but I don't want Jiayin's efforts to be in vain, so you'd better make it clear to me, don't be a moth at this time." ”
After a pause, she said, "You should know that at such a time, Uncle Song's support is very important. ”
With that, she left.
I stood there in a daze, thinking of her last words, and realized that she was reminding me that if Song Jiangshan knew about this matter, then he would definitely be angry, and he would definitely not help me say good things at that time, which was really a dangerous thing for me who was in a worrying situation at this time.
Looking at the empty corridor, there seemed to be her smell wafting in the air, I shook my head helplessly, thinking that she didn't come here to fight Song Jiayin at all, but to remind me of this, but she didn't want me to find out that she cared about me, so she beat around the bush like this.
Extinguishing the smoke, I looked at the brightly lit city and whispered, "How can I be? ”
took out my mobile phone, I thought about it, and called Song Jiayin, Duan Qinghu only asked me to guess how Song Jiayin answered, but never told me the answer, I was very curious, and I thought I should also give Song Jiayin an explanation, she didn't know the bottom of her heart.
However, when I called, Song Jiayin's mobile phone was turned off, which ...... Could it be that she is really angry with me, so she simply shuts down the phone to save me from annoying her?
I felt very guilty and panicked, and my mind was full of how angry and disappointed Song Jiayin would be when she found out about this. After thinking about it, I called Song Jiangshan again, although Song Jiangshan would definitely scold me angrily, but after all, I did something wrong, and I should be scolded.
While thinking, I dialed Song Jiangshan's mobile phone, and as soon as he connected it, he scolded with his head covered his face: "Chen Ming, why are you so confused? You want to solve such a big problem by yourself? Yes? Do you know that the higher authorities are very dissatisfied with you now, and may punish you, including everyone involved in this matter, have you ever thought about your group of brothers? ”
I was stunned, and my mind turned, only to realize that what he said was that I wanted to kill Su Shihao privately.
I hurriedly said: "Uncle Song, I don't have anything to say about this matter, I'm angry again, I don't think I'm wrong, this guy deserves to die, if he is handed over to you, will you still let me avenge my father, my sister, and my brothers who died in vain?" ”
Hearing this, Song Jiangshan said angrily: "You still have a reason for you? Do you still have any military consciousness? ”
I smiled helplessly and said, "Uncle Song, I don't seem to be a soldier, right?" ”
"You ......" Song Jiangshan was choked by my words, and suddenly felt a little helpless, and said, "Why are you stinky boy like a stone in a pit, stinky and hard!" I tell you, there is only so much I can do to help you, just wait for the people above to condemn you! ”
I was quite surprised to hear Song Jiangshan say that he would help me, and then I understood, he was afraid that he didn't know about it, so I hurriedly said: "I know, Uncle Song, where is the good news?" I called her and she turned off. ”
Song Jiangshan said: "You are embarrassed to say, obviously the boss asked you to go over, but you asked Jiayin to help you go over to be tried, she is still over there, and when she enters there, she can't turn on the phone at all, so she turned off the phone, don't worry, I'll let her go back to you when she comes back." ”
I'm a little surprised, obviously Duan Qinghu said that she overheard the conversation after Song Jiayin and Su Guangsha's trial, why did Song Jiangshan say that she was still on trial?
Thinking of this, I asked Song Jiangshan why he had been talking for so long? Song Jiangshan said that the conversation had already been over, but it seemed that the top had made a new discovery about the leak and the person who made Su Shihao escape, so he left them behind.
My heart moved, and I wondered if I had found that traitor? It's so good that I don't have to go to any other trouble to find that person.
It's just that...... Who is that person? There are very few people who know that I am going to kill Su Shihao, and every one of them is a trustworthy brother, I can't imagine anyone betraying me.
Song Jiangshan saw that I didn't speak, and said, "Stinky boy, are you thinking about things again?" ”
I let out an embarrassed "um", and he said, "Don't think about it, take good care of yourself in the hospital, I don't care if you're worried about the little girl in the Su family, but if you don't rest well, you're too haggard, let my daughter worry, I can't spare you." ”
After saying that, he hung up the phone, I looked at the phone, smiled helplessly, and thought that if he knew about it, he probably wouldn't say such a thing, but let me hurry away a little bit.
Sighing, I only felt a pain in my head, I didn't expect to come to Huaxia, not only did I not get the result I wanted, but also put Su Ruoshui in danger, it seems that Su Shihao is right, I was too self-righteous, I thought that everything would happen as I planned, but I was slapped in the face by reality.
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I had been thinking about standing at the window until dawn, the door of the operating room finally opened, I immediately rushed over, and saw Chen Jianghe walking out with the help of two people, his face was a little yellow, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead.
Somewhere in my heart softened, but I quickly hardened my heart, walked over, and said in a businesslike tone: "Mr. Chen, thank you for your hard work." “
Hearing me call him "Mr. Chen", my grandfather was stunned for a moment, but he quickly smiled bitterly and said, "It's not hard, being a doctor and saving lives is a matter of duty." ”
The old dean has been accompanying him in the operating room, hearing that our ancestors and grandchildren are so unfamiliar, he couldn't help but look at us curiously, when he saw Chen Jianghe's face, he immediately said smartly: "Mr. Chen, you don't know how hard the old gentleman is, he came here yesterday, until now, he hasn't even drunk a sip of water, basically he is presiding alone, busy with work, he is really too hard, so old, really for you." ”
I glanced at the old dean coldly, and he was so frightened that he couldn't speak.
I asked Chen Jianghe, "How is Sister Shui?" ”
"She still has to go to the intensive care unit for a few days, and when she gets better, she can be transferred to the intensive care unit, so you don't have to worry too much," Chen said. Oh...... By the way, you haven't eaten yet, have you? Would you like to have breakfast together? ”
When he said this, his eyes were full of caution and pleading, but I said mercilessly: "No, I'm not hungry, you're tired all day, so let's have a meal and rest." ”
With that, I bypassed him and went to the door of the intensive care unit. At this time, Su Ruoshui was pushed out, she was still in a coma, I followed her to the intensive care unit, looking at her pale face, my heart was full of guilt.
Gently rubbing her hair, I said, "Sister Shui, do you know? You're amazing, you've made it. You're always so strong, no matter how big the difficulty is, you can't beat you, so this time, you'll definitely be fine. ”
After accompanying Su Ruoshui in the ward for a while, I went out, and as soon as I went out, I saw my uncle sitting outside waiting for me, and when he saw me coming out, he came over and said distressedly: "Stinky boy, didn't you sleep well?" Look at your haggard appearance, go, uncle will take you to breakfast, and take you home to rest after eating. ”
I refused: "Uncle, no need, there can't be no one on Sister Shui's side." ”
My uncle said, "Don't worry, I will let people come and guard her, I asked, she won't wake up for a while, and it is estimated that she will have to sleep until tomorrow, so you are obedient and give me a good rest." ”
After a pause, he said, "That's what your mom meant, too." ”
I chuckled in my heart, my mom already knew I was alive?